39: A Peaceful Daily Life
I was in the garden.
Liz and Samarkand stood behind me.
Before me lay a Barghest, belly up, enjoying a good scratch. Several others were nearby, patiently waiting their turn… or not.
While they weren’t actively trying to interrupt their companion’s petting session, they were nudging and vying for attention. As I stroked one’s belly fur with my right hand, I wrapped my left arm around the neck of another, scratching under its chin.
Looking up, I saw a clear autumn sky, a few wispy clouds drifting lazily.
The sun-warmed lawn felt warm beneath me. It was no longer hot. While it was probably still sweltering in Japan, here, a long-sleeved shirt was comfortable.
This was perhaps… more peaceful than my life back in Japan.
Today is a good day.
“Hey, Liz.”
“Yes?”
“I wish every day could be like this.”
“…Considering you’ve been targeted for assassination on a weekly basis lately… I would also appreciate a little more peace…”
“Ahaha.”
“Is that something to laugh about?”
“It is.” If I couldn’t laugh about this, I wouldn’t be suited to be the Lord of Disease.
“My master. I will protect your life, even at the cost of my own.”
“…Samarkand? Please value your own life a little more.”
“Indeed. Every bone, every drop of blood in my body belongs to you. Therefore, I shall be your shield until the very end.”
“…Right…” I nodded, overwhelmed by his intensity.
I stopped petting the Barghests and stood up, walking over to Liz. I smiled at her.
“I love you, Liz.”
“What?! …W-what’s this all of a sudden?”
“I just felt like saying it.”
“…Honestly, this Master…” Liz quickly composed herself and sighed softly.
—Liz’s scarf was special.
Made of magically woven cloth, it could be manipulated to a certain extent by channeling mana through it, according to her.
While Liz’s mana capacity was average, her mana control was exceptional, thanks to rigorous training, again, according to her.
She used this precise control to enhance her close-combat abilities, wrapping the scarf around her arms to augment her movements.
Should I point out a significant flaw?
Her scarf twitched and moved. It seemed to react to her emotions.
She said she used magic to regulate her emotions during combat, and her focus likely prevented any issues then. Normally, she was relaxed, so she probably didn’t notice.
But occasionally, her emotions leaked out.
That said, what those emotions were was merely my speculation. But it seemed safe to assume it was similar to a dog wagging its tail.
At any rate, she didn’t seem to mind being told she was loved.
“But Master, please try not to do anything dangerous.”
“I don’t really do anything dangerous, do I?”
“…Well, no. Not really.” Liz nodded reluctantly.
Aside from venturing out alone with only the Barghests as my guard, I hadn’t done anything ‘dangerous.’ I wasn’t suicidal.
The fact that I still found myself in dangerous situations could only be attributed to my position as a target. If it weren’t for Liz, I would have been dead long ago.
“However, Master. I will say this again. Please remember.” Liz looked at me, her eyes serious.
“There is no one who can replace you.”
Her straightforward words touched my heart.
“Thank you, Liz.”
But…
“…That’s… not a good thing.”
“…What do you mean?”
“You shouldn’t rely on a single individual.”
Even taking a single human life was a grave crime in a peaceful, civilized society. But in wartime, it wasn’t considered a crime.
And that responsibility shouldn’t be borne by a single individual.
While I’d embraced this role, it wasn’t right. What would happen if I broke? —Or if I regained my sanity?
“Even leaders should be replaceable.”
In the business world, charismatic CEOs, founders, and leaders were often celebrated, but it wasn’t uncommon for a company’s performance to suffer after their departure.
“…That’s a dangerous idea.”
I understood Liz’s concern. The nations of this world, while differing in name, were essentially absolute monarchies. The idea that a leader should be replaceable… was probably not something I should mention in front of the Demon King.
“Isn’t your world… a little crazy?”
“Well, it’s what humans do.”
Human lives were short, a century at most. The time they could contribute was even shorter.
The demons, while varying by race, generally had longer lifespans and slower generational turnover.
But they were at war.
Especially soldiers.
Even a supreme commander of the Demon King’s army should be a replaceable cog in the machine.
“…As an assassin, I understand what you’re saying, Master. We are asked to eliminate irreplaceable individuals.”
Liz murmured.
“But I have no intention of serving anyone other than you as the Lord of Disease.”
“…Right.” I pulled her closer.
“So you are saying you’ll become the second Lord of Disease after I die!”
“Your intelligence is truly disappointing, Master.” Liz’s words, spoken with an exasperated sigh, cut through my delusional statement like a knife. A true assassin.
She’d become so much more expressive since we’d met, her sharp tongue now a source of amusement.
I wasn’t ready to give up this position.
“Samarkand. Continue to maintain vigilance.”
“As you wish. May you enjoy your peace of mind.” Samarkand bowed.
I stroked the necks of the Barghests that had gathered around us, then pulled Liz down with me, sinking into the soft, black fur.
“Let’s take a nap.”
“…You’re incorrigible, Master.”
Liz smiled, a truly beautiful smile, despite her exasperation.
This time wouldn’t last much longer. Once winter arrived, we wouldn’t be able to nap in the garden like this, buried in Barghests.
This peaceful daily life… it almost brought tears to my eyes. When I’d chosen this path, I’d been prepared for something far more arduous.
Now, I couldn’t imagine a life without her. I wish every day could be like this.
But I only had one name to uphold.
The Lord of Disease.
A supreme commander of the Demon King’s army.
The enemy of humanity.
And that was why the peaceful daily life I desired was a mere fantasy.