38: Harsh Words
“Ciel, I will see the Chief Physician out. You stay with my sister.”
“Yes, ma’am.”
Leaving Ciel with my sister, I escorted Chief Physician Louis, medical bag in hand, out into the hallway. The air in the hallway, devoid of the knotholes that subtly warmed the attic room with heat from below, was noticeably colder.
“Chief Physician Louis, thank you for your time today.”
Although condescending, I did offer my thanks.
While it didn’t turn into a heart-pounding romantic event, it was a medical examination, as he had said.
So, perhaps it couldn’t be helped that I, slightly flustered by my sister’s illness, had preemptively done everything I was supposed to do reluctantly after he instructed me to.
There were no absolutes when it came to illness.
“Lady Adelheid, I had thought that your ruthlessness was due to political considerations.”
Oh?
――This wasn’t in the [Text Log].
Leticia had no way of hearing our conversation in the hallway.
“But it seems I was mistaken.”
I had been slightly hopeful.
Due to his position as Chief Physician, he held greater authority than I did, as the head of the Vanderwaals family, in medical matters.
I hadn’t expected him to confront me so directly with such harsh words.
This was… promising.
“She admires you, you know.”
That was the extent of my detached, observational composure, like watching a board game from above, until I heard his words.
…Leticia… admired me?
“Don’t be absurd…”
I tried to dismiss it, but he pressed on, unrelenting.
“It was probably her first time seeing a physician. She must have been nervous, wary… and yet, she obediently underwent the examination. Do you know why?”
…I knew. Of course, I knew.
“It was because you were there. Because she believed you were there for her.”
Because I was there.
Because she had made a ‘promise’ with me.
The Chief Physician continued, as I hesitated, searching for the right words.
“――Doesn’t it pain you to leave your own sister, who admires you so much, in a room without even a fireplace?”
Of course, it pained me.
Even so, I would do it—that was my ‘role.’
So, I laughed mockingly.
“She’s a child born out of wedlock, a product of infidelity.”
She wasn’t responsible for that.
I understood that much.
…Even if it was a way to deny her mother and our father.
I had wanted to grow up as sisters born from the same mother, without anyone pointing fingers at us.
“…Even so, your sister has been recognized by His Majesty as a member of the Vanderwaals family.”
“Yes. I’m simply behaving as a noble should.”
To be precise, I was simply behaving as a villainous sister should.
I wanted to direct any complaints to the unseen playwright.
“Confining your own sister to a freezing attic room doesn’t strike me as proper behavior for a noble.”
His gaze was direct.
The gaze of someone who believed in justice.
And in order—in ideals.
I liked that gaze.
…Because it was something I couldn’t hold onto.
“You’re quick to sympathize with those who catch your attention, aren’t you, Chief Physician?”
“Huh?”
I scoffed, trying to appear as mean as possible.
“In the ‘back alley’ where she lived, rooms without fireplaces are common.”
Even those with fireplaces often couldn’t afford firewood.
In that case, a room without a fireplace was better, since there were fewer drafts.
If you looked down at the capital at night, the “back alley”—excluding the red-light district—would probably be shrouded in darkness.
While the Vanderwaals distributed food and winter clothing as part of our charitable work, it was ultimately just a temporary fix.
I didn’t believe that living in the slums was inherently bad, but it was also a fact that, on average, there was a higher concentration of criminals there.
I understood that in the “back alley,” crime was a realistic option for survival.
I, too, was a ‘criminal,’ in a way—just state-sanctioned.
How many of those living in that district weren’t guilty of squatting?
“Surely His Majesty is aware… of the existence of the ‘back alley’… the slums.”
A dumping ground abandoned by the government—that was the “back alley.”
Criminals flocked there, establishing their territories… and as a result, maintaining a certain level of order.
It functioned, albeit in the worst possible way, as a safety net.
The residents of the underground were surprisingly compassionate. While those in dire straits were sometimes targeted, most were taken in and given food and work.
…Even if it was a recruitment tactic by criminal organizations, even if the work involved illegal activities, still…
Perhaps the emergence of such districts was a historical inevitability.
But with enough time—and money—they could be eradicated.
In the long run, there was nothing good about having slums.
…I had considered eliminating that district.
After learning that my sister lived there.
First, I considered taking her away.
Then, I considered taking this opportunity to begin treating this festering wound in our country.
…But my sister needed it.
She needed the title of ‘from the “back alley”‘ for the future.
An [Event]… a situation would arise that required action from those in power, but where the words of nobles wouldn’t reach.
My sister would resolve it.
Using the Vanderwaals name and the bonds she forged with the [Capture Targets].
However, if she were a noble by birth, her words wouldn’t reach the ears of those who needed to hear them.
She had to know the realities of the “back alley.”
She had to know the suffering of the poor more deeply than anyone, and retain enough kindness to reach out to them even after gaining power.
And at the same time, she had to be in a position to convey their voices to the nobles.
――How casually they set such expectations.
Such a burden.
Such saintly behavior.
Did fate demand such a thing from a single girl?
“…Even so,” Chief Physician Louis said, his face contorted with frustration, “the Royal Medical Corps dispatches physicians in case of epidemics.”
“Despite your motto, ‘Ideal medicine is preventative medicine; it’s about not getting sick in the first place’? ――That’s laughable. If an epidemic were to break out in that district now, you wouldn’t be able to contain it.”
I laughed, but I was the same… no, worse.
I was only acting for my sister’s sake.
The Vanderwaals’ power was limited.
And the Vanderwaals’ purpose was to maintain the nation… not to save the poor.
“The ‘back alley’ has existed since before I was born… it can’t be eradicated overnight. But I will eradicate it before I die.”
This Chief Physician… he could probably do it.
I didn’t know if my sister would be by his side then.
If this Chief Physician followed his convictions, staying true to his path, as the game’s script dictated…
Then, the slums would disappear from this country.
“…I’ll be looking forward to it.”
I laughed sarcastically, trying to sound as villainous as possible.
It was a problem created by fate.
If only they had created a happy country.
A country with no problems to solve, where people could simply enjoy romance.