Category: Shion’s Notes

  • Shion’s Notes 43

    Chapter 43: She Was Just a Passerby

    The day had finally arrived. For her, the most important day of her life had finally come. Yes, her screen test day was here. Whether she could become famous from this, it all depended on today.

    Would she fail here, or shine brightly? It all depended on her fate. Today, she had to secure the sole leading role among thousands. She wanted to stand on the all-star stage, becoming the most dazzling star. Most importantly, the person competing against her on the same stage today was Nangong Ying. She had to compete head-on with Nangong Ying for the female lead position.

    She had specially dressed up today, borrowing a long dress from Nangong Ying, and even wore high heels. However, after entering the company building, the staff informed her that she would be taken for makeup and costume change later, so the clothes she was wearing didn’t really matter much. But thinking that the first impression was important, she let it go.

    And she also had to thank Ye Zhiyun for finding her a place to stay. The accommodation costs in Shenzhen were already expensive, and staying for a few days was really killing her. Fortunately, Ye Zhiyun had reliable connections and reduced her room rate significantly, also finding her a place with a good environment. Such a nice hotel would easily cost at least a thousand yuan per night in Shenzhen, but Ye Zhiyun managed to reduce it considerably.

    She didn’t expect to owe her a favor. She would have to repay her in the future. But thinking back to how they had argued not long ago, the world was truly strange. Now, there was actually no barrier between them.

    Following the staff’s footsteps, Yu Linna was led into the waiting room. The moment the door opened, a flash of blue hair drifted past her eyes, and a slightly surprised face flashed before her. The door opened fully. The girl stood in front of her, wearing a fitting long dress, a gold necklace hanging on her chest. She had specially put on makeup for today, looking quite different from usual.

    “Yo, Nangong…”

    Yu Linna greeted her with a wry smile. Thinking that she would soon be competing head-on with Nangong Ying, she couldn’t help but feel a knot in her stomach. But she was her best friend; she couldn’t back down. At this point, she could only give it her all and declare war on her in her most perfect state.

    She wanted to defeat Nangong Ying on this stage.

    Taking a deep breath, calming her nervous heart, she stood in front of Nangong Ying, her eyes gradually becoming resolute. At this moment, all weakness was gone, leaving only the purest fighting spirit.

    “I’m going to beat you.”

    Nangong Ying was stunned at first, then smiled.

    “Then I’ll be waiting.”

    Between them, no more words were needed; just this sentence was enough.

    Nangong Ying and Yu Linna, they were now candidates competing for the leading role on stage. Each was unique, irreplaceable.


    Among the actors auditioning this time, they were mainly divided into two categories. One category consisted of newcomer actors who advanced through the normal selection process and finally obtained the screen test qualification. The other category consisted of actors who directly obtained the director’s permission for the screen test through recommendations from people within the industry. Among these thousand-plus people, only one protagonist could emerge, and the decision day was today.

    Yu Linna waited patiently. Then, after the staff called her, she came out of the waiting room. Led by the makeup artist, she went in for makeup. She sat still, letting the makeup artist apply makeup. Skincare lotion was wiped across her face, foundation slowly applied. She just sat quietly, waiting for the makeup artist to finish. Those who could come here were not simple people. Those who got the chance for a screen test wouldn’t be ordinary people.

    Although Yu Linna was a newcomer, she proved through her efforts that hard work pays off. Although she might not be the best, she would definitely strive to the extreme.

    “Miss Yu, please come on stage.”

    “Yes.”

    She changed into the costume, put on the hairpin, and her light body stepped into the screen test room. As soon as she entered, the director and assistant director were both present, along with several staff members responsible for the screen test. She unconsciously became nervous but quickly calmed down.

    The movie they were going to shoot was set in the late Qing Dynasty, against the backdrop of the declining martial arts world. It told the story of the relationship between the martial arts world and the imperial court in a chaotic era, especially after the invasion of the Eight-Nation Alliance, and how these martial artists should face the upcoming dynastic change. The story was a female-led drama, with all stories revolving around the female lead. The female lead was temporarily undecided, but the storyline of her reviving the martial arts world had to be carried through.

    “Alright, stand in front of the camera, tell us your name and age, and then state your thoughts on this story.”

    “OK. My name is Yu Linna, I’m 17 years old. Although I’m not yet an adult, I already have acting experience. I was a stage play actress at a theater for a period and have a certain understanding of acting. Regarding the story of this movie, I feel it’s a very good story. Unlike past fictional historical and overly entertainment-focused martial arts stories, it’s clear that the focus of this story is on humanistic care. I think this is a philosophical exploration of why people live and exist in a chaotic era, concerning martial artists and the declining imperial court.”

    Her performance was indeed good. At the beginning, she answered fluently and had her own unique understanding of the story. Judging from the synopsis, the story did seem potentially bad, but she could find the shining points of the story, aptly analyzing the most suitable direction and the positioning of the film.

    Because the story was set in the end times and involved the martial arts world and the Qing court, and the female lead had to be central throughout, although there was a male lead as her lover, they ultimately couldn’t be together in that era. The end of the story was that the female lead, for the sake of the new era, willingly gave up her identity and ideals, joining the revolutionary army to fight against the imperial court. Finally, she was severely injured in the final battle and permanently frozen in the far north. After that, the Xinhai Revolution arrived…

    To embody the female lead’s resolute character and perfectly interpret her charm in the chaotic era was undoubtedly a very difficult task. But Yu Linna still persisted in performing in front of the camera, fighting for this final opportunity for herself.

    “I love you. I love you more than anyone else in the world, but I cannot love you. In this era where the martial arts world and the imperial court are declining, fighting each other will lead nowhere. Only by opening up a new era can the martial arts world and the common people continue to survive. I don’t want foreign powers to invade our land, so I cannot love you.”

    Her acting was still very immature. When expressing the female lead’s strong emotions, her control was still insufficient.

    However, her understanding of the female lead and her ideas about the plot were her own, which was a great advantage in the competition. Plus, her mixed-race appearance, if her background was set as a mixed-blood child of a Westerner and an old Chinese person when perfecting the female lead’s background, it would definitely strengthen the story’s conflict and would also be something the audience would enjoy seeing.

    If there was anything wrong, it was that the risk was too great. Because currently, no one dared to let a mixed-race actor carry a major production female-led drama. Audiences were used to seeing Chinese faces, and suddenly having a protagonist with a Western appearance would inevitably pose a risk. But if it was done right, that would be another story.

    “Alright, finally I want to ask you, have you learned any dance or similar things, even just a little bit?”

    “No.”

    “OK, I understand. Then Miss Yu, you can finish.”

    If that’s the case, then they might need to hire several stunt doubles for filming later, the director thought. He already had plans to use her as the female lead in the play. However, there were many action scenes in the play, requiring wire work. If Yu Linna joined the crew, it would really be necessary to hire stunt doubles.

    After Yu Linna went down, the subsequent screen tests proceeded in an orderly manner. Yu Linna quietly waited for her results.


    “Next young lady, please introduce yourself in front of the camera, and your thoughts on the story.”

    “My name is Nangong Ying, 18 years old, just became an adult. Regarding this story, I think it’s a very good script, the creativity is really excellent, and I look forward to acting in it.”

    Nangong Ying entered calmly, answered fluently, showing no nervousness in front of the camera. Because of her rich stage experience, she displayed sufficient proficiency. Although she hadn’t filmed anything before, she performed very well in front of the camera. Although she didn’t offer much insight into the story, stating that she would follow the director’s arrangements after joining the crew, she was just an actress responsible for filming.

    And after that, she also began the acting test segment. She adjusted her mindset, her expression gradually changed, and her state of mind became different.

    “Alright, since you think I’m wrong, how do you judge that you are right? You say you want to live for the common people, fight for the world. I’d like to know, why should I risk my life for you? I fight for the martial arts world, for letting the Chinese people carry forward kung fu. Why should I fight the foreigners for this imperial court?”

    “Then tell me, how will you defeat me?”

    “No matter how strong I am, how capable I am at fighting, I cannot save a country. When the country is in peril, everyone has a responsibility. But this country, what can I use to save it? Our country is vast and populous. In terms of numbers, terrain, combat power, where are we inferior to others? But why do we always lose? Isn’t it because our minds are rigid? Relying on mere passion is impossible to serve the country!”

    What surprised Director Zhang was that this newcomer named Nangong Ying’s acting skills were quite good. Perhaps because of her rich stage experience, she felt no pressure acting and could even perform with her own unique style, almost perfectly matching the effect the director wanted.

    In terms of acting skills, Nangong Ying was already outstanding and had a considerable advantage in the competition. Although she couldn’t compare with award-winning actors and actresses, for someone like her who hadn’t systematically studied acting, it was already quite impressive.

    The screen test entered the next stage. The director planned to let her leave after finishing the test. He hadn’t planned to officially use Nangong Ying yet, as the final results weren’t out.

    “Wait a moment, Director. In the remaining time, can I perform something else?”

    “Of course, what do you want to perform?”

    “Director, there seem to be quite a few action scenes in this film. I roughly looked, at least around two thousand scenes. I think I can complete these high-difficulty fight scenes myself, without needing a stunt double. I’ve learned martial arts before, and I know how to perform martial arts routines.”

    She said this as an effort to secure the role. She wasn’t thinking much, just wanted to strive for this role.

    The director was initially surprised. After roughly flipping through her profile, he learned that she had previously won a national martial arts championship. This meant her martial arts foundation was very good, perhaps even better than a stunt double’s, which piqued the director’s interest.

    “Nangong, can you perform a set of martial arts in front of the camera?”

    “Of course.”

    Nangong Ying stood properly in front of the camera, assumed a horse stance, and then began her martial arts movements. Each set of fist techniques and kicking movements possessed aesthetic beauty, very pleasing to watch. Although she was fighting, it looked like dancing. Her movements weren’t violent at all, but extremely graceful, like dancing elegantly. A master’s demeanor was instantly revealed.

    Not just the director, even the crew members were stunned. They had never seen such graceful martial arts movements!

    It wasn’t that there were no action actors in the entertainment industry before, but action movements with such aesthetic beauty, like ballet-like martial arts, this was the first time they had seen it. Her movements weren’t fierce, nor comical, but full of beauty. Such movements had never been done by anyone before.

    “OK, that’s enough.”

    The screen test ended. Nangong Ying bowed deeply, then exited the screen test room, leaving only the director there, astonished.

    Suddenly, Director Zhang slammed the table hard, shaking the entire table almost overturning it, startling everyone.

    “It’s decided, it’s her! It’s her! She’s the protagonist I want! I want to shoot an innovative action film! I want to hire a martial arts choreographer! I want to shoot a great film!”

    For this girl, this director was willing to revise the script and perfect more things.

    Ultimately, the title of the female lead of the movie fell upon Nangong Ying’s head. In the end, Yu Linna still gained nothing. Her efforts, after all, could not overcome fate.

  • Shion’s Notes 42

    Chapter 42: Melting

    It needs to be stated: Ye Zhiyun could really fight, truly fight well. Several street punks were actually no match for her. Her movements were sharp and fierce, each strike aimed at vital points. After a few rounds, the previously arrogant punks were clutching their lower bodies, trembling, looking at Ye Zhiyun as if seeing a devil.

    Ye Zhiyun clapped her hands, her eyes looking at them like trash. Towards this group who only knew how to harass innocent women and couldn’t do anything proper, she never showed a good face.

    “You guys are unlucky today. I didn’t want to get rough, but who told you to randomly attack people? Didn’t you think about who she is to me? You dare touch her too? You must be tired of living.”

    Her gaze was terrifying, sending chills down one’s spine just by looking. Looking into those eyes felt like being sucked into an abyss of hell, firmly imprisoned and unable to escape. This feeling was like being choked, suffocating.

    This was the first time Yu Linna had seen such a terrifying Ye Zhiyun. She subconsciously leaned back against the wall, not daring to step forward.

    Ye Zhiyun herself had said she practiced, but she didn’t expect her to be so capable, and so terrifying. Even when she was angry before, she wasn’t as scary as now.

    But thinking that she did it to protect her, to protect this weak girl, Yu Linna still felt a little touched.

    Suddenly, police sirens wailed. Several police uncles in uniform shouted loudly, holding batons as they rushed forward. They burst into the small alley, unilaterally ending the fight.

    “Don’t move! Everyone put your hands on your head and squat down! You guys fighting, all of you come to the station!”

    The police uncle roared loudly, taking a few steps forward to grab the punks lying on the ground. Seeing this, Ye Zhiyun stopped her darkened expression, calmly pulled Yu Linna’s hand, and squatted down against the wall with her. The rest would be decided by the police uncles.


    After that, they were naturally invited to the station for tea. Although it was a fight, Yu Linna stood up and stated that she was the victim, that they had ill intentions towards her, which caused the conflict, and Ye Zhiyun acted purely out of righteousness. The police uncles looked at the punks and didn’t think they looked like good people, but upholding the principle of fairness, they didn’t want to make a hasty decision.

    However, the punks who suffered losses demanded compensation for medical expenses, claiming they were injured. Their shameless attitude was evident. But they were originally street thugs, so doing this kind of thing was normal for them.

    Hmph.”

    Ye Zhiyun stood coldly in the corner, silent. Towards this group of people, she really didn’t even have the mind to bother.

    The group of punks demanded four thousand yuan in compensation, claiming they were injured and needed to go to a major hospital for examination. These people were clearly trying to extort money. But Yu Linna was scared silly; such a large sum made her panic. Where would she get so much money? She couldn’t afford it at all.

    “I don’t have money…”

    She shrank in the corner, her voice small, shoulders trembling. The police uncle felt a bit sorry seeing her like this, but they were just law enforcement officers. This incident was essentially a brawl. If settled privately, it would be easy to resolve. Otherwise, they could only be locked up.

    The police uncles were just enforcing the law impartially.

    “Those two bitches injured us! If they don’t compensate, how can it be fair to our injuries!”

    These people were simply the dregs of society.

    Ye Zhiyun remained indifferent to this.

    But seeing Yu Linna shrinking in the corner, almost crying, her icy heart melted slightly. She sighed. She had been to her home before and knew this girl’s family was actually very poor. Let alone a thousand yuan, even taking out a hundred yuan was like cutting her flesh. How could she possibly afford so much money?

    Clearly hated her, disliked her, yet helped her time and time again. Gradually, she herself became unlike herself. But seeing her like that, she really couldn’t leave her alone.

    “I’ll pay this amount.”

    Ye Zhiyun pushed Yu Linna back and stood forward herself. She was exactly the same as when she first burst into the alley, shielding Yu Linna’s small frame behind her, not letting her suffer any harm.

    Yu Linna looked at this back, her heart inexplicably touched. What was this feeling? They had just argued not long ago, yet now it felt so reassuring.

    Since Nangong Ying helped her three years ago, this was the first time someone had fought for her, and it was a girl. This feeling was very strange.

    “Alright, since it’s settled privately, you can go through the procedures later.”

    The police uncle made a record, preparing to handle the procedures.

    “Please wait a moment. Since it’s settled privately, let’s also settle the public matter.”

    Ye Zhiyun spoke unhurriedly, just before they were about to handle the procedures, slowly revealing what she was about to say.

    “I will compensate for those people’s money. So, they just harassed my friend and even wanted to take her to an illegal place. Tell me, what crime is this? Should it be defined as… sexual harassment?”

    The punks were initially stunned, then their faces slowly turned pale. As the expressions on the policemen’s faces changed, they completely lost their initial confidence.

    Ye Zhiyun indeed knew how to talk and how to deal with these people. Next, she properly calculated the crimes of these guys, making them dare not utter a sound. But in the end, she didn’t pay any compensation and even demanded compensation for emotional distress from them. When the police still wanted to say something, she directly made a phone call, having the higher-ups at the police station call down directly, finally resolving the matter.


    “Phew, that scared me to death. I thought I was done for. Luckily your connections are strong enough, otherwise, I really wouldn’t have been able to handle it.”

    Leaving the station, Yu Linna still felt lingering fear. Being chased, almost dragged to a bar and losing her innocence – experiencing this once was enough. Anyway, she would never go to that dai pai dong to eat again, no matter how cheap it was. As a girl, going to that kind of place was really too dangerous.

    She hadn’t thought much of it before, but as she slowly grew up, she increasingly felt how unsafe she was as a female. In this society, just because you didn’t commit crimes didn’t mean heaven would treat you kindly. Sometimes, you really needed to have safety awareness.

    “It’s good that you know. Look at you, running off to eat on that street alone. Do you know how chaotic that place is? If I hadn’t happened to pass by, you’d be crying right now. Really, you don’t know how to protect yourself at all! You’re a girl, you know? Have some safety awareness, okay!”

    Ye Zhiyun had held back these words for a long time. As soon as she left the station, she couldn’t help but blurt them all out, spraying Yu Linna with criticism.

    Yu Linna silently lowered her head, not daring to make a peep, not daring to speak in front of her. So humiliating. Previously, it was always Ye Zhiyun who couldn’t hold her head high in front of her, annoyed but unable to do anything. This time it was completely reversed; the one who couldn’t hold her head high became Yu Linna.

    But Yu Linna also knew she was wrong. She, a girl, running off alone to eat in that kind of place, of course, she would easily be targeted. Especially someone like her with outstanding looks and signature blonde hair, how could she not be targeted?

    “I, I was wrong…”

    “Of course, you know you’re wrong! How dare you not know you’re wrong? Look at yourself, where are you not weak? You can’t run fast, you can’t fight them, yet you dare to act tough with a brick. Who do you think you are? As a girl, even if you want to eat there, at least bring someone with you, okay?”

    “I… I was really wrong…”

    Hmph!

    After this ordeal, Ye Zhiyun’s anger had subsided considerably. Seeing Yu Linna bowing her head in front of her, not daring to make a sound, this unprecedented feeling was surprisingly wonderful. In the past, she was always the one being suppressed, the one being taken advantage of. Now Yu Linna was as docile as a little lamb in front of her.

    However, she wasn’t as happy as she imagined. Although venting her anger felt good, it wasn’t as satisfying as she thought. She was just angry because Yu Linna didn’t cherish herself; that was the main point.

    Actually, thinking about it, what relationship, what ambiguity did she have with her childhood sweetheart? She didn’t even care anymore. Because now she was angry about Yu Linna not taking care of herself. Think about it, if she hadn’t happened to come to Shenzhen, happened to encounter that blonde hair while shopping on the street, who knows where this Yu Linna would have been taken?

    “Speaking of which, what are you doing here in Shenzhen? You don’t look like you’re here for tourism.”

    After her anger subsided, she changed the topic, wanting to lighten the mood. For some reason, she seemed to no longer hold the previous resentment towards Yu Linna.

    “Um, I’m here for a screen test. I passed Director Zhang’s audition, and I’m going to the ‘Storm Seal’ work location for the screen test.”

    Screen test? At first, Ye Zhiyun was a little puzzled, then suddenly understood. Speaking of which, she seemed to have invested in this movie called ‘Storm Seal’. Although the amount invested wasn’t large, she knew the name of the movie project. So this girl named Yu Linna already had the ability to go for a screen test?

    Although a bit surprised, she didn’t ask much more. After all, whatever Yu Linna did had nothing to do with her.

    “Yu Linna.”

    “What is it?”

    Yu girl looked up, her face full of confusion. The two walked side by side on the street, the atmosphere never having been this harmonious before. They no longer unilaterally attacked each other, nor did they constantly clash. Instead, they talked peacefully and calmly, like normal friends. There were many pedestrians on the road, but they were the most special pair.

    Her eyebrows were beautiful, as if they could speak. With a gentle blink, they tugged at the heartstrings.

    “For your safety, I’ll find you a place to stay. I’ll give you a discount on the room rate. Otherwise, it’s too unsafe for you to be here alone.”

    “No… no need, right?”

    “Shut up. It’s settled. I’ll take you there now. The hotel over there is quite decent. It costs five hundred yuan a night. I’ll give you a discount, charge you two hundred yuan.”

    “Can, can I find a place to stay myself…”

    “No! I call the shots. You can only listen to me, understand?”

    The domineering Ye Zhiyun left no room for negotiation. Yu Linna tried to refuse several times, but never succeeded. Ye Zhiyun was like that; once she decided on something, no one could sway her.

    Unknowingly, they stopped arguing upon meeting.

    Surrounding them was only the warmth after the quarrel. Although Ye Zhiyun was forceful, the gaze she directed at her seemed to hold an added tenderness. And Yu Linna was simply unaware of these things.

  • Shion’s Notes 41

    Chapter 41: Trouble Arrives

    After a week, the moment that would decide her fate finally arrived. She was about to participate in Director Zhang’s screen test. This was an opportunity she had fought hard for. Whether she could turn her life around and soar to the heavens depended on this one time.

    On this day, Yu Linna secretly packed her bag, put on a plain T-shirt and jeans, wore a hat, quietly locked the door, and slipped out of the building. The corridor was very quiet, probably because it was only six o’clock and not many people were around. The girl had a smooth journey, not encountering anyone at the corners. She went down the stairs smoothly and then out the main entrance. Breathing in the outside air, she stretched. The morning air was fresh and very quiet.

    The subsequent journey was as expected. She bought a train ticket, rushed to the train station, and boarded the train to Shenzhen. This trip for the final screen test, she didn’t know if it would be successful, but just the cost of staying there was high enough. She should be thankful that the final screen test location was in Shenzhen and not outside the province. If it were outside the province, the cost would be even higher.

    After a bumpy journey, the girl embarked on her dream trip. She looked at the scenery outside the train window. Flowers, grass, and trees transformed into towering buildings, then into forest paths, and finally back to towering buildings. The perspective switched many times, but the fiery passion in her heart remained.

    Since childhood, she had been constantly on the move, moving frequently due to having no fixed residence. She was used to the life of relocation. This time, embarking on a long journey wasn’t her first, but this time she wasn’t moving house; she was going to realize her dream.

    She wanted to become rich, become very rich, very famous, as outstanding as Nangong Ying. Then she could move out of the poor and backward neighborhood. She wanted to move to a better place and enjoy a better life. She didn’t want to be poor anymore.


    After arriving in Shenzhen, the girl had no mood to wander around this big city. She had spent a lot of time traveling by train and arrived here already at noon. By this time, she was already hungry. Rubbing her belly, she expressed that if she didn’t eat, she would definitely die.

    Looking at her WeChat and Alipay balances, they were also low. But she didn’t want to eat instant noodles today. Anyway, it wasn’t many times a month, so why not eat something good? Thinking this, she set her sights on the dai pai dong (street food stalls) by the roadside. As a poor person, the most suitable place for her was a dai pai dong. No matter how many times you ate here, the food wouldn’t be too expensive.

    “Boss, give me a bowl of rice noodles!”

    “Okay.”

    Yu Linna found a seat and waited happily for her rice noodles. The food at dai pai dongs was cheap. A bowl of noodles was only 4 yuan, probably the cheapest noodles she could find nearby. She loved this kind of cheap stuff the most. Unlike eating instant noodles, the taste of blanched rice noodles was different, and there was meat, which Yu Linna liked the most.

    However, in such an unclean and poor place, a blonde girl eating here was too conspicuous. After all, no matter how you looked at her, she didn’t look like a local. Usually, people like her should go to high-end places to eat. Why would she come to such an unhygienic place to eat noodles?

    But how could Yu Linna care about those things? She only cared about eating cheap food. When the rice noodles arrived, she slurped them down (hūlū hūlū). Hmm, this bowl of noodles tastes pretty good, cheap and delicious. She could consider coming here to eat these few days. The happiest thing in life was to eat good food, especially cheap good food. When she, Yu Linna, becomes rich, she must eat delicious food to her heart’s content.

    “Hello, beautiful. Beauty, are you free?”

    Suddenly, a large hand slammed onto the small table where she was eating. The girl looked up. A delinquent with dyed yellow hair and his few followers were staring at her with ill intentions. This yellow-haired guy’s eyes kept staring at the girl’s body, his gaze seemingly lingering on her chest. Yu Linna subconsciously covered her chest. Is this guy a pervert? He even likes flat chests!

    This yellow-haired guy had earrings, dressed like a gangster, with two or three buttons undone on his shirt, revealing his chest. And his face looked lewd. Yu Linna immediately felt very uncomfortable.

    “Hmm, is my English not good? Let me try again…”

    “No, no need. I can speak Chinese. You don’t need to speak English to me.”

    Yu Linna put down her bowl and chopsticks, her face filled with disgust. This punk probably thought she was a foreigner, actually hitting on her in English. And his English pronunciation was very non-standard, the accent too heavy.

    But for these punks living at the bottom, being able to learn English to this level was already quite good. Although that was said, Yu Linna was not a foreigner; she was 100% Chinese.

    “Oh, you speak Chinese? That saves a lot of trouble. Foreign little sister, seeing you all alone is quite lonely. Want to go to the bar with us brothers? It’s really fun there.”

    “No, no need. I… I have things to do.”

    “Hey, hey, don’t be so heartless. Aren’t you Westerners quite open? Just going to play, not doing anything else. Relax, you’ll be back by ten o’clock.”

    “Where did you hear that saying…”

    Yu Linna felt helpless towards these punks. What do you mean Westerners are very open? That’s impossible, okay! No matter what, you can’t just casually agree to go to a bar with punks, right? Are you stupid!

    And Yu Linna was very scared!
    She was targeted by punks!
    If she had known it would turn out like this, she wouldn’t have come here to eat even if it killed her. This dai pai dong was too chaotic; even gangsters came here.

    “It doesn’t matter, right? Let’s go, little sister. In our country, drinking is the best way to make friends.”

    “I, I’m busy. I have to go back…”

    “What, looking down on us Chinese? I’m just inviting you for a drink. You won’t even give me this little face?”

    “No, it’s not… I’m underage…”

    “It doesn’t matter. Drinking doesn’t distinguish age, hahaha!”

    What to do.
    What should I do.
    What to do.

    Yu Linna’s shoulders trembled. Facing this situation, she didn’t know what to do. Although she had survived alone all these years, she rarely encountered this kind of situation. Now being targeted by punks, and they wouldn’t let her go, she didn’t know what to do.

    These people didn’t have good intentions towards her either. Looking at their lewd expressions, she could somewhat guess what they wanted to do.

    “Don’t say, this foreign chick is quite good-looking, although a bit small…”

    “Our boss wants to try something new too. Damn it, I also want to try what it tastes like…”

    “It doesn’t matter. Once she falls into our hands, she can’t run away.”

    She could vaguely hear the followers whispering. Just hearing this content made Yu Linna’s face turn pale.

    What should she do?

    She looked around at the several strong young men nearby with pleading eyes, hoping for help. But as soon as these young men saw her gaze, they immediately lowered their heads and said nothing. No one wanted to cause trouble, pretending not to see.

    Yu Linna was really close to despair.

    “Little sister, don’t refuse brother anymore. It’s just drinking; you’ll get used to it quickly.”

    Saying this, the yellow-haired guy’s hand reached out to put on her shoulder. Yu Linna subconsciously dodged.

    “Aiya, so cute. I like it.”

    Yu Linna swallowed. She was like a lamb waiting to be slaughtered; it was only a matter of time before she was caught and stewed. Since no one would help her, she had to rely on herself.

    When the yellow-haired guy’s hand reached out again, Yu Linna flipped the bowl on the table onto his face, noodle soup covering his entire face. Then she overturned the table, and the glass cup fell near his feet. Without saying a word, the girl turned and ran, as far as she could. She didn’t want to be taken away by these punks.

    “Hey, you haven’t paid yet! You smashed my shop, you have to compensate!”

    “Damn it! Catch that bitch! Later I’ll f*** her hard!”

    Yu Linna ran like crazy towards the crowded area. If she was caught at this time, she would be finished. She had to run, run far away.

    “Hehe, run, little lamb!”

    Suddenly, her hair was grabbed. The yellow-haired guy caught her on the main road, fiercely threw her into a small alley. Yu Linna’s back hit the wall, and a piercing pain shot through her. She saw the several furious punks in front of her, especially the yellow-haired guy whose face was still stained with drying noodle soup. She felt panicked and kept retreating.

    “Run, keep running. You’re quite capable.”

    Yu Linna’s shoulders trembled. Intense fear made her teeth chatter, and liquid welled up in the corners of her eyes. Her hands desperately groped behind her, hoping to grab something for security. She fumbled around and found a brick. She swallowed, picked up the brick, and stood up.

    “Hey, no way, missy. Who are you going to hit with that brick? Hahaha!”

    “Don’t, don’t underestimate me! I’ve fought before!”

    Yu Linna desperately tried to muster courage, but those words had already used up all her strength. After speaking, her whole body went limp.

    Asking her to fight these people? She felt she had no chance at all. She might just die here today.

    She was really scared, didn’t know what would happen next, and didn’t want to know. She really wanted to go back half an hour before this happened. She definitely wouldn’t have stepped into this dai pai dong, absolutely not. She really regretted it.

    Watching the yellow-haired guy approach step by step, Yu Linna closed her eyes, preparing to fight to the end.

    “Who dares touch her!”

    Suddenly, a sharp shout, and a nimble figure rushed into the small alley. With just a few small movements, the followers were knocked down. The yellow-haired guy had just turned around to curse “trash” when he was lifted up by this woman and slammed onto the ground. The force was terrifyingly strong, almost breaking his bones.

    Black hair fell with the wind, a pair of long legs came into view. This girl clapped her hands, her face filled with indifference.

    “If you still want to come, I welcome you anytime. I’ve practiced Taekwondo. If you want to die, I won’t stop you.”

    She protected the blonde girl holding a brick behind her, not letting anyone take a step forward. That figure became tall in Yu Linna’s eyes.

    “Ye… Zhiyun?”

    She murmured this familiar yet strange name.

    “You, why are you always so troublesome? Nothing good ever happens when I meet you. Do I have a grudge against you?”

    This girl complained fiercely, but her complaints at this moment actually brought Yu Linna a sense of security. Perhaps because of the familiar safety, her grip on the brick loosened, and her whole body stopped trembling.

    After that, of course, it was Ye Zhiyun’s personal show.

  • Shion’s Notes 40

    Chapter 40: Even So, I Want to Realize My Ideals

    Unable to refuse Fang Jianing’s proposal, the three ended up wandering around the vicinity for a few rounds. Anyway, Fang Jianing’s parents were very polite, even offering to drive them back after they finished browsing. Nangong Ying ultimately declined, saying she could go back with Yu Linna herself.

    Although Fang Jianing was slightly disappointed, she still wore a smile. She had fun today, so it didn’t matter. She also knew that compared to herself, Yu Linna’s relationship with Nangong Ying was closer.

    “Your friend is quite enthusiastic. Is she always like this?”

    “Well, you’ll get used to it.”

    The two took a Didi back, with Nangong Ying still paying the fare. Looking at the shopping bags in her hand, Nangong Ying felt helpless. She had bought a bit too much without realizing it. She wouldn’t be living here often in the future; she had bought too many clothes.

    “Linna, you don’t have any plans next, right?”

    “No.”

    “Come sit at my place. My mom wants to see you too. Haven’t you not come for a long time?”

    Speaking of the Nangong family, Yu Linna hadn’t been there for a long time. When she first met Nangong Ying, she used to visit her home quite often. At that time, they often kept her for meals and were always very good to her. Yu Linna had also been taken care of by them for a period. But starting from the second year of high school, she never went again. Because although Yu Linna was thick-skinned, she didn’t want to trouble others.

    This time Nangong Ying brought it up, Yu Linna hesitated slightly, but still agreed. Just visiting wouldn’t be a problem; after all, it wasn’t her first time.

    Arriving at Nangong Ying’s home again, the long-lost feeling resurfaced. The flowers in front of the Nangong family’s door had been replaced with new ones. Stepping onto this land, a few birds sang on the branches. A fallen leaf landed at her feet. Yu Linna looked at this familiar yet strange place, feeling waves of discomfort in her heart. It had only been a while since she last came here, why did it feel so distant?

    “Xiaoying, you’re back! It must be cold in Beijing, come in. Oh my, isn’t this Little Nana? You came too! Let Auntie see, you haven’t come for so long~”

    Seeing Yu Linna, whom she hadn’t seen for a long time, Mother Nangong was overjoyed. She went forward and pinched her little cheek. Hmm, still as soft as before, feels really good.

    “Hello, Auntie… Can you let go of me now…”

    To be honest, she wasn’t quite used to such enthusiasm.

    “Isn’t it because I missed you? Come in and sit down. Auntie will prepare snacks for you. You girl really like to eat, right? Come, come in quickly.”

    “Mom, I’m your biological daughter.”

    Nangong Ying silently complained behind her back. Her mother really… clearly she was the biological daughter, okay? Why was she so good to Yu Linna?

    In the end, cuteness is the original sin!

    Mother Nangong was genuinely good to Yu Linna, hugging her, pinching her cheeks, and finally serving her tea and snacks. She even asked if she wanted her to bake a cake, almost recognizing her as a goddaughter. Yu Linna felt a little embarrassed eating the snacks given to her. They were truly enthusiastic; even she, shameless as she was, would feel shy.

    “Little Nana, you stopped coming to our house after starting sophomore year. Why?”

    “This… I’ve been busy with studies. You know, I’m in the advanced class.”

    This was a typical blatant lie. Her busy time was actually spent working part-time. Saying it was for studying was simply deceiving. Although her academic performance was indeed very good, it definitely wasn’t because she spent most of her time studying; she just memorized the key points.

    “Little Nana, you can treat this place as your own home. You can come over anytime. Stay for dinner tonight. If you don’t mind, you can share a room with Xiaoying.”

    “No, no, no, forget it, forget it. I can’t trouble you.”

    “How is this troubling? Auntie is so happy you came. You must come here often to play, understand?”

    Nangong Ying silently brewed tea nearby, casually picked up a newspaper, but her peripheral vision was still on these two. Seeing the slightly flustered expression on Yu Linna’s face, she secretly smiled.

    Yu Linna’s family situation was very difficult, having nothing, drifting since childhood, pitifully without parents. Actually, if Yu Linna was willing, Nangong Ying wanted to adopt her as a younger sister, but Yu Linna never agreed.

    But it didn’t matter. Just seeing the smile on her face was enough; she didn’t need too much luxury.

    “By the way, Xiaoying, didn’t you say you were going to participate in a screen test? When are you going?”

    Only after chatting with Yu Linna for a long time did the mother remember her own daughter’s existence and ask about her affairs. Her daughter had always been excellent, and she rarely worried. But when she heard her daughter was going for a screen test and wanted to act in a movie, she was still startled. She had never thought her daughter would have the idea of acting in movies.

    The entertainment industry, after all, was a chaotic place, different from the sports field. The mother was still very worried about her daughter.

    “Um, next week, I guess. I don’t know if I’ll be selected yet. I still need to work hard.”

    “You’ve never had experience filming things before, unlike your father who filmed commercials. Can you really perform under the spotlight?”

    Nangong Ying’s mother, Zhang Jing, although she had never been on stage, should know what kind of place the entertainment industry was – a huge stage, and also a huge vortex. To be honest, from a mother’s perspective, she didn’t like her daughter jumping into this big vortex.

    “Whether it’s good or not, I’ll only know after trying. I know my dad definitely won’t agree to let me go, but I don’t plan to ask for his opinion. Besides, I’m eighteen, already an adult.”

    Zhang Jing sighed heavily. Could it be that her daughter was going through a rebellious phase? She used to be so obedient.

    As for Yu Linna, she was just a bystander, better to just silently drink tea.

    Nangong Ying had been an excellent and good child since childhood, following in her father’s footsteps in training. She joined the martial arts team very early, thus forming an indissoluble bond with sports. From childhood to adulthood, she won many awards in sports competitions, almost sweeping all the awards for children of the same age, outstanding to the extreme. But after winning the tennis championship in her first year of high school, she announced she was giving up her career and would no longer be an athlete.

    This really angered her father, almost to the point of severing father-daughter ties. But Nangong Ying still wouldn’t change her mind, insisting on not practicing sports, refusing to take the sports university entrance exam, and unwilling to be her father’s successor. The father-daughter relationship thus became delicate.

    “You should still talk to your father about it. After all, he’s your dad. When you quit the martial arts team back then, your dad was furious, almost flew back from Denmark on a plane. Wasn’t it me who persuaded him? Later, you stopped playing tennis, and your dad flew back from Shanghai from afar to scold you. If you don’t tell him this time, be careful he doesn’t get angry again.”

    Nangong Ying fell silent. She didn’t like this. It had been like this since childhood; her relationship with her dad was perhaps too tense. But she had to admit, her dad was always right.

    But she didn’t think she was wrong either.

    “Got it. I’ll call him tonight.”

    Nangong Ying uttered this sentence helplessly. Although very unwilling, she had to do it.

    Yu Linna, as an onlooker, scratched her head. She, an outsider, couldn’t interfere. She had known Nangong Ying for so long and naturally knew her family situation, but it wasn’t convenient for her to talk about these things. She had visited the Nangong home many times and had also met Nangong’s father a few times. Nangong Ying’s father was a professional athlete, a national-level elite, who had represented the country in the Olympics multiple times. He was also a big star. Her father had even endorsed commercials. It wasn’t wrong to say Nangong Ying was a second-generation star.

    It was just that Nangong Ying didn’t want to be an athlete. The place she wanted to go was the stage, not the sports field. What she wanted was to express herself, not to compete for superiority.

    She and Yu Linna were different from the very beginning. Yu Linna just appeared out of nowhere, while she was the legitimate descendant of a celebrity.


    Yu Linna didn’t stay for dinner later, insisting on leaving. Zhang Jing couldn’t keep her, could only wave goodbye tearfully, asking her to definitely come again next time. It wasn’t that she didn’t want to come, but now she felt a bit awkward. She was embarrassed to say that she and Nangong Ying were actually competitors in the same arena next week.

    Competing head-on with Nangong Ying, she really didn’t have much confidence. But in order to live a good life, she had to work hard. It couldn’t just be Nangong Ying climbing higher and higher while she remained stagnant. She also wanted to become a shining person.

    “Just work a little harder.”

    Looking at the date displayed on her phone, she encouraged herself. On this road, the dense crowd quickly submerged her. Like everyone else, she was instantly buried in the crowd, never to be found again.

    Could fate really grant her wish, realize her ideals? It was really hard to say.

    But the opportunity had been given to her. Whether she could create possibilities depended on herself.

    Carrying her small bag, humming a little tune, she walked back to her home. After entering this complex, due to the darkness of the night, she always had an eerie feeling. And for some reason, she had a bad premonition.

    “Calm down, okay!”

    “How outrageous! That Yu girl has run off somewhere again! She still hasn’t paid off the rent she owes!”

    “She might not have run away. Don’t be impulsive…”

    “Damn it! I shouldn’t have rented this house to her in the first place! Ever since she rented it, she has never paid the rent on time! Sooner or later, I’ll kick her out!”

    Yu Linna hid behind the wall, trembling, not daring to make a sound. She remembered clearly how much rent she still owed. She had earned little recently and spent a lot, having no spare capacity to make up the difference. If this continued, she would definitely be miserable.

    “I must earn money quickly…”

    Hiding behind the wall, listening to the jarring quarrel, the determination in her heart grew deeper.

    She had to quickly earn enough money, then escape poverty, and pay off the owed money early. She, Yu Linna, would absolutely not be destined to work part-time jobs for a lifetime. She wanted to stand out, she wanted to become as outstanding as Nangong Ying.

    For this, it didn’t matter if she became someone else.

  • Shion’s Notes 39

    Chapter 39: Speechless

    Returning home again, Nangong Ying breathed in the long-missed fresh air. Indeed, the air in the south was comfortable, completely different from the north. Since quitting her athletic career two years ago, she hadn’t flown around the country so frequently. If she confirmed her future development direction, it was likely she would be flying all over the country.

    This feeling of drifting wasn’t very good. When she was young, she didn’t like running around the country. She thought she could stay at home peacefully when she grew up. Unexpectedly, she still couldn’t escape this fate.

    Also, regarding Li Yuexin’s recommendation for her to participate in the screen test, she had agreed and proactively called the director, putting on a good show. She would go for the screen test next week, without even needing to participate in the initial audition.

    The only thing she cared about was how Yu Linna was doing, whether she had passed the audition. Yu Linna indeed had no talent in acting, although she worked hard. As a friend, she hoped Yu Linna would have the chance to get the screen test, although the possibility wasn’t high.

    “Hello, Linna? You’re already on your way back? Then your audition… I see, congratulations! Let me pick you up. I’ll take you to eat. You definitely haven’t been eating properly.”

    Only after learning about her situation over the phone did Nangong Ying breathe a sigh of relief. She really hadn’t expected Yu Linna to pass such a fiercely competitive audition and secure one of the thousand or so screen test qualifications. Although it wasn’t officially confirmed yet, it was at least an opportunity for her.

    No matter what, it was something worth being happy about.

    Leaving the airport, Nangong Ying took a taxi to the train station. She had quite a bit of luggage, all placed in the trunk. She had gained a lot during her days in Beijing, learned many things. There was still a long time before her official stage performance. Before that, she wanted to go back to school and catch up on her cultural lessons. After all, she had less than a year until the college entrance exam. Additionally, she had decided to apply to art academies. In March of the coming year, she would fly to other provinces to take the school exams, obtain the admission qualification letter, and finally take the college entrance exam. With her current academic level, there wasn’t a big problem. The biggest trouble was that she had to balance work and study.

    Arriving at the train station, Nangong Ying paid the fare, took her luggage from the trunk, and waited at the train station exit for Yu Linna’s return. After waiting for about half an hour, the train arrived. A crowd of people got off the train, and the cold train station instantly became congested.

    “Linna, I’m here! Linna!”

    “I see you, I see you!”

    Yu Linna waved her small hand and squeezed out of the crowd. Although the flow of people was large, fortunately, her blonde hair was conspicuous enough, making it easy to find her in the crowd. Nangong Ying struggled to pull her out of the crowd.

    Compared to when they parted, Yu Linna was obviously thinner, her complexion wasn’t very healthy, and her skin was sallow. Putting an arm around her shoulder, Nangong Ying patted her back. This little girl was like a bamboo pole, easily broken with a slight bend. If not cherished properly, she would break.

    “Congratulations, little star. Don’t forget me when you become famous.”

    “Hehe… It’s not settled yet. It’s too early to say this. Besides, I should be the one saying that.”

    Being hugged, Yu Linna looked a little embarrassed. Although they were both girls, Yu Linna still felt a bit shy. She wasn’t used to being so intimate with people.

    “Let’s go eat. What do you want to eat?”

    “I want a big meal.”

    “No problem.”

    Holding her hand, snatching her luggage to carry, Nangong Ying strode away from the train station. Getting farther and farther away from the crowd, her smile deepened. Although Yu Linna said she could carry her own luggage, Nangong Ying still insisted it was no problem. After all, she had studied sports; carrying things was nothing to her. In contrast, Yu Linna was unbelievably thin.

    Looking closely at Yu Linna, her height was indeed a bit short. Because she hadn’t eaten nutritious food since childhood, her body hadn’t developed well, and her height stopped at just over 1.5 meters. It was said that mixed-race people were taller than average East Asians because of genetics. But Yu Linna, although she had the face, didn’t have the genes; her height was even shorter than Asians of this age. Nangong Ying understood this point too; after all, the places where she should have developed hadn’t developed well.

    “Why are you staring at me?”

    “Nothing. Let’s go eat.”

    Nangong Ying coughed awkwardly. Regarding staring at her friend’s chest, she swore she didn’t mean to; she was really just curious.


    Nangong took her to a large restaurant nearby. The restaurant looked quite decent from the outside, with a large Maneki-neko (lucky cat) placed at the entrance. Inside, there were potted plants placed by the counter. Nangong Ying put down the luggage, picked up the menu, and ordered several dishes, all Yu Linna’s favorites. Usually, when she took Yu Linna out to eat, it was like this: the menu always passed through her hands, never given to Yu Linna. And Yu Linna also trustingly left the menu to her.

    “Speaking of which, we’ve known each other for some time now, haven’t we?”

    After ordering, Nangong Ying somehow started feeling nostalgic. This made Yu Linna, who was playing with her phone nearby, a bit confused.

    “It’s been over two years, right?”

    “Yes, so much time has passed.”

    Recalling their first meeting in the first year of high school, to their current intimacy, Nangong Ying’s life had gotten used to having such a girl by her side. Although she often ran around and couldn’t always play with her, Yu Linna’s relationship with her had always been very good.

    Moreover, Yu Linna trusted her unconditionally, 100% trust. Even Fang Jianing didn’t have this kind of treatment, which showed Nangong Ying’s status in her heart.

    She wanted to be friends with Yu Linna for a lifetime, to get along well like this forever. If possible, she really wanted to hang out with her properly. Yu Linna had nothing, only her. Therefore, she had to protect everything about her, not let her get hurt.

    But…

    Some things, after all, couldn’t be hidden.

    “Nangong, what’s wrong with you today… Is something on your mind?”

    “…”

    Nangong Ying leaned back in her chair, her expression a bit complicated. She was thinking about what tone would be appropriate to bring this matter up. But after thinking back and forth, she couldn’t find a tactful way to say it. Instead, thinking too much made her mind more chaotic.

    “Nangong…”

    “Linna, it’s like this. I’m also going to participate in the screen test for the ‘Ice Seal’ crew.” (Note: The text says ‘Ice Seal’ here, but previously ‘Storm Seal’. Assuming ‘Ice Seal’ is a typo and it should be ‘Storm Seal’)

    “Eh? What did you say? Didn’t you not participate in the audition?”

    Bringing up this topic, Nangong Ying found it a bit difficult to speak. She hesitated for a moment, but still decided to say it.

    “I have a recommendation from within the industry, so I don’t need to participate in the audition; I can go directly to the screen test. I think this is also an opportunity for me, and I’m quite interested in trying out filming movies and such.”

    Yu Linna fell silent. She was a little surprised at first, but then quickly calmed down. She silently poured herself a cup of tea and waited obediently for the food to arrive.

    After a few minutes, the dishes arrived one after another. Yu Linna didn’t hold back, picked up her chopsticks, and started eating without saying anything more.

    “Linna, I… Don’t be silent.”

    “I think it’s fine. You don’t need to worry about me. And isn’t everyone equal in the face of opportunity?”

    Yu Linna forced a smile.

    But her heart felt bitter.

    Compared to Nangong Ying, she was indeed too far behind. She could go directly to the screen test with just a recommendation, while she had struggled painstakingly just to get the qualification, and wasn’t even sure she could make it to the end. She didn’t blame Nangong Ying. She knew she wasn’t good enough. She knew from the singing competition that it was absolutely impossible for her to stand out on the same stage as Nangong Ying; she would at most become a background board.

    Nangong Ying was so outstanding. Being with her, she was nothing. Asking her to compete head-on with Nangong Ying, was such a thing really possible? Could she, Yu Linna, really win against Nangong Ying? She couldn’t imagine it at all.

    “Linna, I want to go higher. I won’t limit myself to the path of a singer. I want to become a multi-faceted artist. Acting is also an attempt, and I believe that as my friend, you won’t be worse than me. Let’s compete fairly once, okay?”

    Yu Linna ate properly, without answering.

    She knew this kind of thing, she understood the reasoning, but…

    Competing on the same stage with Nangong Ying, wouldn’t it be too difficult?

    “Hey, isn’t this Linna? You’re actually eating here with Classmate Nangong.”

    Suddenly, someone patted her shoulder. Yu Linna looked up, puzzled. A familiar face came into view, a fresh and refined face with a smile, giving off a healing aura at first glance.

    “Fang Jianing? What are you doing here?”

    “Eating out with my family. Hello, Classmate Nangong. I’m Linna’s deskmate. My name is Fang Jianing~”

    Saying this, she pointed to a table behind her. Yu Linna turned around and saw a kind-looking couple sitting opposite them. Yu Linna recognized the young woman sitting next to the middle-aged man; she had seen her last time at Fang Jianing’s house. It was Fang Jianing’s mother.

    “Hello, Uncle and Auntie.”

    Yu Linna immediately stood up to greet them.

    “Hello, we meet again, Little Linna.”

    The young woman returned a polite smile, her manners impeccable, without a single flaw.

    Nangong Ying looked at this smiling girl. Judging by her appearance, this girl seemed to have a good relationship with Yu Linna, and they were even deskmates. She must take good care of Yu Linna usually, because Yu Linna’s personality didn’t like getting too close to others.

    Mainly because she rarely had close friends in her early years, which made it difficult for her to get close to people after growing up.

    “My name is Nangong Ying. Thank you for taking care of Linna.”

    “Not at all, you’re too kind. Classmate Nangong, can I add you as a friend? Can I add you?”

    “Uh…”

    What’s with this girl? Her eyes are shining, like she wants to eat someone.

    “Of course, no problem. Here, this is my QR code…”

    “Thank you very much!”

    Anyway, it’s just adding a friend, not a big deal. Forget it, Nangong Ying thought. Fang Jianing was always enthusiastic about adding friends, especially pretty young ladies. Although she herself said her sexual orientation was normal, it always made people doubt her words.

    “It’s a rare opportunity. How about we hang out together? I know many fun places nearby.”

  • Shion’s Notes 38

    Chapter 38: Not Giving Enough!

    Finding a free meal ticket, no matter what that ticket looked like, was always a good thing. For a girl so poor she had to consider eating instant noodles, having a free meal was excellent, especially when treated by this seemingly simple-minded boy. If it were someone else, they might have long used the excuse of treating her to a meal to have ulterior motives towards her.

    Li Muqing took her into a high-end five-star hotel. Before entering, there were security guards in suits checking. Seeing it was Li Muqing, they respectfully invited him in. Upon entering the main door, the interior was magnificent, with splendid chandeliers adorning the entire hall. The receptionists at the front desk were polite. After going up to the second floor, they were led into a private room by a waiter. Inside, there was even a mahjong table. Yu Linna’s eyes shone as she stared, mesmerized by the high-end atmosphere. She seemed to see countless mountains of gold and endless gold coins.

    Her first time in a five-star hotel, this feeling was truly wonderful!

    “This is my uncle’s hotel. Although I don’t come here often, I usually eat here whenever I’m around.”

    “Although you’re slow-witted, you’re a good person in this regard. Looks like Ye Zhiyun wasn’t blind.”

    Yu Linna nodded and smiled repeatedly. The feeling of having a tycoon friend was really great.

    It really wasn’t unreasonable for Ye Zhiyun to like him.

    But she clearly forgot that Ye Zhiyun’s family was no less wealthy than Li Muqing’s. To put it bluntly, both were rich second-generation kids, well-matched. It was just that only one person unilaterally liked the other.

    “Young Master Li, will you have the usual?”

    A young waiter came up with a small notebook, smiling.

    “Not today, I brought a friend. Classmate Linna, feel free to order anything. The food in this restaurant is very good.”

    “Mhmm-hmm, then I won’t be polite.”

    Yu Linna had no shame at all, picking up the menu and ticking items without hesitation. First, she definitely had to order meat, then vegetables, and finally, soup was a must. She hadn’t eaten all day, and had been living on instant noodles for several days. She was now hungry enough to swallow a cow.

    “Young Master Li, you used to always come with Miss Ye. Why the change today…”

    Although the waiter was still smiling, his expression had become unnatural. According to usual practice, shouldn’t Miss Ye be accompanying him? Why did Young Master Li bring a little blonde girl today? And this little girl looked like she was still in middle school. Was he going to prey on such a young child?

    But that wasn’t right either. Young Master Li was an honest person, he wouldn’t casually prey on girls. Why did he bring another girl to eat today? Really couldn’t figure it out.

    But how could Yu Linna care about this? She only cared about eating delicious food. After ordering, she sat there, connected to the free WiFi, swinging her little legs while waiting for the food. Li Muqing was a very easy-going person. He didn’t order many special dishes, letting Yu Linna choose whatever she liked. While she waited for food, he also waited.

    Speaking of which, a boy casually coming out to eat alone with a girl was inherently something that sparked imagination. Unfortunately, the slow-witted Li Muqing wouldn’t think deeply about it.

    “By the way, Classmate Linna, what are you doing here in Shenzhen? You don’t look like you’re here to play.”

    “Me? I’m here for an audition. Didn’t they say the ‘Storm Seal’ crew was casting? I came to participate.”

    “Eh? Are you an actress?”

    Li Muqing was clearly a bit surprised. When he first met Yu Linna, he only knew she was a student at the City’s First Middle School, but didn’t know her background. He didn’t expect her to be an actress.

    “Not really. I’m just here to audition, not an official actress. But I do have experience as a stage play actor. I want to see if I can pass smoothly.”

    She came to Shenzhen this time carrying a dream. To be able to eat her fill in the future, she would endure a little hardship these few days. No matter what, she had to get through this period. She was now very close to her goal. With just a little more effort, she could get the chance to perform. The biggest role she had played on set before was just an extra with a frontal shot. She hoped to have the opportunity to play a role with lines.

    “That’s pretty amazing too. Keep it up!”

    “Thanks.”

    As they spoke, the dishes arrived. Yu Linna didn’t hold back, picking up her chopsticks and bowl, and began to feast. Moreover, she didn’t plan to talk while eating, burying her head in her food. Nothing was more important than eating. She had been hungry for a long time. Today, she had a rare opportunity to eat her fill, and she wouldn’t let this chance go.

    Although she felt a little sorry for Ye Zhiyun, forget it. Anyway, that girl had nothing to do with her anymore. She could do whatever she wanted.

    “By the way, Classmate Linna, have you seen Zhiyun these past few days? She seems to be in a bad mood lately. Do you know what happened?”

    Yu Linna picked up a chicken leg and took a large bite without any politeness, completely lacking table manners, her mouth corners stained with soy sauce. But even so, she couldn’t stop, continuing to eat.

    “How would I know about her? Whatever she does has nothing to do with me. We’re not close.”

    She replied while eating, seeming uninterested in the topic.

    Since arguing with her, they hadn’t contacted each other again. The friend added previously no longer had any updates. But they weren’t particularly close from the beginning anyway. Just an argument wasn’t a big deal. Anyway, they weren’t friends.

    Yu Linna’s attitude towards Ye Zhiyun was at most very ordinary before, but now, she really couldn’t bring herself to like Ye Zhiyun, especially after the last incident.

    “Is that so… Zhiyun, that girl, although she looks very calm, she’s never been worry-free. Indeed, she’s very outstanding and capable, but in my eyes, she’s always like a child who hasn’t grown up. If you know what happened to her, I hope you can tell me. I really can’t rest assured about her.”

    Yu Linna slowed down her eating speed, looked up at Li Muqing, then continued to bury her head in her food.

    It’s really nice that Ye Zhiyun has someone who cares about her so much. Even if this guy was a blockhead, his concern for Ye Zhiyun was genuine.

    Yes, she and Yu Linna were different from the beginning, completely different. So they were destined not to be on the same path.

    “You’re really good to her. It’s a bit enviable.”

    “Well, after all, we’ve known each other since we were very young. I watched her grow up.”

    “Sigh, really, can’t your brain be a little smarter? If you like her, just say it directly. Why be so reserved? Although Chinese people are very introverted, when it comes to this kind of thing, being direct is the only way to get immediate results, understand?”

    Yu Linna looked like she was disappointed that iron could not become steel. To be honest, seeing someone like this in reality, she would only feel anxious. Reality wasn’t anime. Why have so many stomach-churning plots? If you like someone, just like them. Isn’t it good to be together bravely?

    Although she, Yu Linna, wasn’t qualified to say these things. Adding up the memories of her two lifetimes, she didn’t even have a minute of romantic experience…

    “It’s not like that. I see Zhiyun as my little sister. I just want to protect her well and take care of her.”

    “……”

    Yu Linna stopped eating, staring at him with astonishment.

    “Hey, Li Muqing, you can’t say that. Usually, saying these things is a death flag. Are you sure you don’t have any feelings for Ye Zhiyun at all? She’s such a good girl, and you only see her as a sister?”

    “Is there something wrong with that?”

    “The problem is huge, okay!”

    It’s over. I thought this guy was just a harem anime protagonist setting, but I didn’t expect this guy to be the real protagonist of a harem anime, even the childhood friend losing setting is real! Does it have to be so realistic!

    In the end, Ye Zhiyun’s feelings for him were really just one-sided. In the future, this guy named Li Muqing would definitely walk into the marriage hall with someone else. As for Ye Zhiyun, let’s mourn for her for two minutes.


    After finishing the meal, Yu Linna rubbed her belly; she had eaten a bit too much. But having eaten so much, she probably wouldn’t need breakfast tomorrow either. Although there were still many leftovers on the table, Li Muqing finished them all, leaving Yu Linna, who had wanted to pack them up again, only able to swallow her words.

    “Thank you for treating me to dinner. I have to go home now. See you next time.”

    After finishing dinner, they said goodbye at the restaurant entrance. Yu Linna planned to go back. She didn’t want to stay overnight in Shenzhen; the accommodation fee here was too expensive. She would rather go back in the middle of the night.

    “It’s so late. Won’t it be dangerous for you, a girl, to go back alone?”

    “Relax, I’ll take the train back. You don’t need to worry.”

    Looking at that petite figure, the blonde hair flowing in the wind, Li Muqing’s eyes were a bit dazed. Looking at that back, he only felt that this little girl had a fragility as if she could be blown over by the wind. He somewhat wanted to reach out and catch that figure about to fall, but in the end, that figure stood up again and ran forward. Slowly, she got farther and farther away.

    “What an incredible person…”

    He finally sighed, uttering such an exclamation.

    Yu Linna was a very strange child, both thick-skinned and without integrity, and randomly acting cute. And her personality wasn’t particularly good, and she was so naive. But even so, it was still impossible for people to dislike her.

    It was also possible that Li Muqing was used to having willful girls around.

    “Let’s go back.”

    He turned around and silently left this place. Anyway, they would meet again someday; there was no rush for this moment.

    He took out his phone, made a call, putting his left hand in his pocket.

    “Hello, Zhiyun, are you still in Guangnan City?”

    “What’s wrong? What now?”

    “Nothing, I just wanted to say, I met your friend in Shenzhen. Do you want to come over and play sometime? My dad is also here discussing projects.”

    “My friend? Which friend of mine? Wenqian or Xiaoxiao?”

    “Yu Linna.”

    “…..”

    “She said she came here for an audition for some movie crew. I’m not sure. Don’t you work as a film producer? Do you have any film projects in Shenzhen?”

    “…Get lost, you rotten blockhead! Contact me by message in a bottle in the future! Get lost!”

    “Hello? What’s wrong? Why so angry… Hey, hey, hey, why did you hang up on me…”

    Li Muqing would never know what happened. If he knew, he wouldn’t be called Li Muqing.

    Let’s mourn for him, Amen.

  • Shion’s Notes 37

    Chapter 37: Do You Still Have Any Shame?!

    Thousands upon thousands of women participated in this audition event. Standing out among so many people was by no means easy, especially for an ordinary person like her with no background whatsoever. If it weren’t for her good looks, she would have been eliminated long ago. Although the casting director wasn’t a big name, and wasn’t too famous before this casting, who wouldn’t want to be chosen as the female lead and become famous overnight? As long as one is human, they more or less have that desire.

    Yu Linna had it too, but hers was more about escaping poverty and making her life a little more prosperous. Of course, becoming famous was also a crucial point, although things weren’t going smoothly right now.

    Sigh…

    Yu Linna sat on the bench, waiting silently for her name to be called, just like the countless contestants queuing inside for the next round of interviews. The backstage venue was really large, capable of accommodating two thousand people. It looked incredibly spacious, and there was no shortage of chairs, but even so, many people were still standing, waiting for the staff’s notification. The competition for this casting was evident.

    Although Yu Linna was quite lucky, advancing all the way, unlike the singing competition where she was eliminated in the second round, this time she entered the semi-finals. After passing this stage, she would be qualified for the screen test. The screen test would also be fiercely competitive, selecting only one actress out of hundreds to play the female lead. But it was much better than competing among tens of thousands.

    She hadn’t expected to advance so smoothly, but advancing was ultimately a good thing. The trouble was that her plan was disrupted, forcing her to stay in Shenzhen for a few extra days. The accommodation costs in Shenzhen were well-known. The hotel she stayed in these past few days was already the worst possible, yet it still cost several hundred yuan. She really felt the pinch for her money.

    This money was supposed to be for paying back the landlady. Now it was spent just like that, truly heartbreaking. But in order to become famous, this sacrifice was necessary. Isn’t there a saying, “You can’t catch a wolf cub without sacrificing the child”? To escape poverty, she endured it. This was also where she differed from ordinary poor people. Many poor people couldn’t bear to part with even a single yuan, but for her ideals, she spent several hundred yuan in one go.

    “But I still need to eat…”

    Rubbing her belly, Yu Linna sighed. She hadn’t eaten anything since morning, just queuing here until five in the afternoon, and it still wasn’t her turn. She really didn’t know when it would end.

    “Next, Yu Linna.”

    Hearing her name, Yu Linna stood up, patted her face, then put on another expression and walked in. Forget it. For life, for the future, working hard should always be good. Nangong Ying achieved so much honor, wasn’t it because she started working hard from a young age? If she didn’t work harder, she would be left behind sooner or later.

    The several judges for the actor selection were present, as was the director. They had truly worried themselves sick over this casting. Especially the director; he had racked his brains over the female lead, but still couldn’t find a suitable candidate inside or outside the industry.

    When this movie project was initiated, many investors weren’t optimistic, thinking the film had a strong smell of imitation and would definitely lose money in the market. Moreover, the estimated investment capital was too large; failure would mean ruin.

    Therefore, selecting a female lead was key to the film’s success. Because he decided to make this film a female-led drama. The market currently lacked this kind of movie carried by a strong female lead, and he thought this market segment could be tapped. He even invited the popular young actress Li Yuexin to audition for the female lead, but she hadn’t replied yet.

    “Number 1392, Yu Linna.”

    The director was a man in his forties, with neat short hair. Traces of age marked his face, but his eyes were as sharp as when he was young. He was slightly overweight, but thanks to exercise, his physique was still decent. He used to be an actor in his early years, but later switched to directing when his acting career didn’t take off.

    When he saw Yu Linna, his first impression was that her looks were acceptable, nothing more. And her mixed-race appearance made him want to shake his head. After all, the movie he was shooting was set in ancient times, spanning over a hundred years from the late Qing Dynasty to the new millennium. No matter how you looked at it, Yu Linna didn’t seem suitable for the female lead role.

    But thinking differently, if they used her, the script would definitely need further revision, which would add more depth to the female lead’s backstory. Considered this way, it wasn’t entirely a bad thing. In summary, there were pros and cons.

    Next, Yu Linna auditioned according to her own state, performing her talent, although it was mostly just showcasing acting skills. Her acting was quite immature, but her impromptu reaction ability was passable, and her understanding of the movie story was coherent. The director, on a whim, started asking:

    “Miss Yu, I want to ask you, if a character has to die at the end, how can their exit be made logical and not abrupt?”

    “Well… foreshadowing is definitely needed, and hinting at the character’s final fate through others’ words is also necessary. It’s best to make the character sufficiently likable in the early stages, leaving a deep impression on the audience, so that when they exit, it can evoke a wave of tears.”

    The director nodded. Although it wasn’t the answer he wanted, it had its own uniqueness. He hadn’t thought of this idea before; it was quite good.

    “How do you think the female lead can win the favor of the female audience in a film like this?”

    “I think since it’s a strong female lead drama, it’s not exclusively serving the male audience. Since it’s aimed at all ages, the female lead should preferably be a bit cool, the type that can make women ‘bend’ (fall for her). Because many girls also like cool and decisive girls, as they are different from the ‘silly, white, sweet’ (naive and innocent) female protagonists often seen on TV.”

    The director nodded. He increasingly felt that this child had her own unique understanding of stories. Although her acting wasn’t good enough, her thinking was good. Perhaps she could come up with good ideas during filming. As a director, what he craved most were ideas, that feeling of inspiration hitting, that was what he wanted most.

    “Alright, you can come for the screen test next week. I’ll notify you of the location.”

    “Thank you very much!”

    Yu Linna thanked him repeatedly, bowing constantly. Only when a staff member reminded her did she leave with a flushed face.

    Great! She succeeded! Her good days were coming!
    All her hard work wasn’t in vain!

    Yu Linna danced with joy after walking out, almost going crazy. How happy she was! She had never received recognition before. Now, she finally gained the director’s attention. Although it was just a screen test, it was better than nothing! She could foresee her life reaching new heights. She was going to be famous!

    However, the director did quite like this child. Although she didn’t meet the standards in various aspects, her brain worked well, and she had many ideas, which he thought was excellent. If they used her, the script would definitely need revision later. If Yu Linna could improvise many good ideas on the spot, then this film might become interesting. Of course, he hadn’t decided to use her yet, just wanted to test her.

    Also, if Yu Linna played the role, her backstory could be explored more. He could make the female lead a mixed-blood child of a foreigner and a Qing person, despised by her own people and not accepted by the British Empire. This way, the female lead’s adventures in the jianghu (martial world/society) would have more appeal. Thinking about it this way became increasingly exciting!

    He could imagine his movie becoming full of highlights.


    Back to Yu Linna. She walked out of the casting venue with a happy face, feeling ecstatic. After a week of selection, she successfully got the ticket to the screen test. Although there would be thousands of people auditioning later, it was still a hard-won opportunity.

    “That being said, I’m so hungry…”

    Yu Linna rubbed her belly. She hadn’t eaten anything all day and was quite hungry. And last night she only ate a bowl of instant noodles. Was she going to eat instant noodles again tonight? But she was about to vomit from eating instant noodles.

    “I really want to eat a good meal…”

    Touching her wallet, it had become much thinner, with at most two hundred yuan left. This was her return trip fare. As for WeChat and Alipay, there was no balance. She was really going to starve to death this time.

    Forget it, skipping one meal won’t kill me. Thinking this, she decided to just let it be for tonight.

    “Isn’t this Classmate Linna? What are you doing in Shenzhen?”

    Suddenly, a boy came up to chat with her. At first, she put on an impatient face, but hearing the somewhat familiar voice, steady yet carrying a natural air, she looked up.

    This natural male compatriot wore a handsome denim jacket, his hair neatly styled, with a smile on his face. His sunny big boy appearance should be liked by many girls.

    “Li Muqing? What are you doing here? Where’s your childhood sweetheart?”

    “You mean Zhiyun? She didn’t come along. I came with my dad. My dad had to discuss a project, so we came to Shenzhen. What about you, what are you doing here? You don’t look like you’re here for tourism.”

    “…So your family is rich.”

    Yu Linna felt a wave of defeat.

    She had previously thought Ye Zhiyun liking this blockhead was blindness. And Li Muqing’s image resembled a harem anime protagonist, so she subconsciously thought his family background was average, just favored by a young lady. Thinking about it now, she was naive. Ye Zhiyun and he were truly well-matched; both were rich.

    She just didn’t understand, since they were rich, why did they both take the bus that commoners took? It really didn’t fit their status. Who squeezes onto a bus when they have money? (Girl, you seem to have forgotten the news about Chow Yun-fat buying groceries at the market).

    “By the way, Li Muqing, are you alone?”

    “What’s wrong?”

    “I’m so hungry. Treat me to a meal, okay? Otherwise, I’ll starve to death on the street.”

    To fill her stomach, Yu Linna didn’t care much, deliberately acting cute to beg him. No choice, it was just one meal. Forget about integrity. Besides, Li Muqing, this blockhead, was an honest person; he wouldn’t do anything to her. (Honest people ate your family’s rice or something, treating them like this?)

    “I see. No problem at all. Let’s go. My uncle’s hotel happens to be nearby. I’ll take you there to eat. You can come whenever you want in the future, always welcome.”

    Wow! Having a tycoon as a friend is truly a blissful thing! I, Yu Linna, am going to ascend to heaven with happiness!

    “Tycoon, from now on we’re brothers! Outside, I’ll cover for you!”

    Well, anyway, Yu Linna’s integrity was already gone. Did she still care about face?

  • Shion’s Notes 36

    Chapter 36: A More Suitable Stage

    Since she had decided to join this band, the road ahead would definitely be difficult. Although she hadn’t signed with any company yet, for Nangong Ying, that was just a matter of time. Joining a band naturally had many inconveniences, but there were also benefits. The main company behind this band was run by a company invested in and registered by Li Yuexin, meaning Li Yuexin was a shareholder. Working alongside one’s own people shouldn’t lead to being screwed over.

    Even so, it was still wise to be cautious. In the mixed-bag entertainment industry, it was better to be vigilant than to trust easily.

    After deciding on this matter, Nangong Ying followed Li Yuexin again, taking a plane to Beijing. Before leaving, she asked her mother to help her request leave from school. Then she rushed to catch the plane without stopping. She could already foresee where her future career center would be. Since she had already decided to enter the entertainment industry, her future aspiration was probably to attend university in Beijing.

    As for Yu Linna, whether their connection could continue depended on fate’s arrangement.

    Flying from the south to the north, the climate difference was quite large. Although Nangong Ying had prepared a down jacket, she still shivered a little. After getting off the plane, Li Yuexin took her into the agent’s car and drove towards the company.

    “I’ll introduce two members to you later. From now on, we’ll be companions.”

    Nangong Ying leaned against the back seat, listening to Li Yuexin’s enthusiastic introduction, but she herself didn’t pay much attention. She was just thinking, after joining this band, which direction would her future development take?

    Towards destruction or prosperity? It was indeed a question worth pondering.

    But, since Nangong Ying had made this choice, it meant she was prepared. Now, she could only hope for her future.

    After getting out of the car, Li Yuexin led her into the company building. The building looked quite large from the outside, and the decoration was eye-catching enough. But after entering, she found it wasn’t as big as imagined. Nangong Ying thought maybe this company had just started not long ago, so it wasn’t that big. But for Li Yuexin to start a company with others at such a young age was already remarkable, especially since she hadn’t even graduated from university yet.

    No one would doubt how great Li Yuexin’s future achievements would be.

    Li Yuexin led her forward. Employees frequently greeted her, and Li Yuexin responded to each one. When they reached the rehearsal room, she pushed open the door, and a spacious training room came into view. Pianos and other musical instruments were placed there. Two women were rehearsing. Seeing Li Yuexin push the door open, they were a little surprised.

    “Sister Xin, you said you’d be back today, didn’t expect it to be so fast. What, did you sort it out?”

    “Yes, the result isn’t bad.”

    Li Yuexin smiled, pushed Nangong Ying forward, her face full of smiles. From her face, one could see how good her mood was at this moment.

    “This is Nangong Ying, you all know her, this year’s champion. Starting today, she’s our new member.”

    From this day on, Nangong Ying officially joined this band, this band called “Four Leaf Clover,” marking the beginning of Nangong Ying’s life journey. Although she wouldn’t stay in this band forever in the future, the time spent in the band was an important experience for her.

    “Hello, my name is Zhang Xiaohan. I’m from the same place as Yuexin.”

    A woman with a ponytail stepped forward to greet her. She was quite tall, even taller than Li Yuexin, and her bust line was enviable.

    “My name is Peng Xiaoxue. Hello.”

    A woman with medium-length hair stepped forward, nodded, and greeted her. Her temperament was a bit androgynous; although she was a girl, she looked somewhat handsome.

    “My name is Nangong Ying. Hello, seniors.”

    After officially joining, Nangong Ying would be a part of this group from now on. Although she felt like she might have been tricked into joining, she had to get along well with these people in the future, and necessary politeness was required.

    Although she had never joined a band before and didn’t know what a band needed to do, fortunately, everyone’s attitude was relatively friendly, and they accepted her joining. Even though Nangong Ying held the title of the National Singing Competition champion, she had never tried teaming up with others, so she was essentially a novice.

    However, after a few days of training, she gradually began to get the hang of it and could slowly cooperate with the training. Nangong Ying’s foundation was already solid, and she was the champion, so her singing skills naturally wouldn’t be worse than Li Yuexin’s. Of course, the lead singer position still belonged to Li Yuexin; she was the second guitarist.


    After some time, Nangong Ying had to pack her clothes and return to the south. After all, she was also a college entrance exam candidate, and she had to continue her school lessons. She certainly had a plan. She had already decided to take the college entrance exam as a music student, apply to art academies, and receive more professional training.

    “Xiao Ying, are you going back?”

    Seeing her packing her things, Li Yuexin came forward and asked with concern. After spending some time together, their relationship had become closer than at the beginning.

    “I have to review. Falling behind too much in class isn’t good. Besides, my friend is going to participate in the Shenzhen audition soon, and I want to go see.”

    “Your friend?”

    “Yes, that girl works really hard. I’ll introduce you two someday. She seems to be participating in the audition for something called ‘Storm Seal’. Although I don’t know what kind of film it is, I want to go take a look.”

    The name of this movie, as a star active in the entertainment industry, Li Yuexin certainly knew. According to friends in the circle, this movie seemed to be a female-led drama with many grand scenes, and the estimated investment would reach seventy million. But because they couldn’t find a suitable female lead within the circle, they were holding auditions nationwide.

    “Xiao Ying, have you ever acted?”

    “No. Why do you ask?”

    “Just asking. Xiao Ying, do you want to consider auditioning? If I give the director a call, it’s no problem to let you participate directly in the screen test. Although you’re developing in the direction of a band, filming movies is also a good choice.”

    “…Sister Yuexin, what are you up to, asking me to act in a movie?”

    Nangong Ying stopped packing her clothes, staring at Li Yuexin with a surprised look. She really couldn’t understand why a woman who had pestered her to join her band would suggest she act in a movie.

    She, Nangong Ying, didn’t think she was suitable for acting in movies.

    Besides, she had no experience.

    “I’ve acted in TV dramas before too. Before I acted, I had the same thoughts as you. But I believe that an artist shouldn’t just be able to sing. Multi-faceted development is necessary for long-term standing. You can sing and perform, why not try acting in a movie, even if it’s just a screen test?”

    She suggested this naturally with her own thoughts. Nangong Ying was a newcomer with a lot of room for development. She shouldn’t be limited. If she went to film something, it would be beneficial for her. Although she might not be selected for the role, letting her try filming something should be a good thing.

    Li Yuexin also wanted to cultivate this newcomer.

    Nangong Ying fell into deep thought. Indeed, she hadn’t acted in movies, but it didn’t mean she wasn’t interested. If she also went to audition, it meant she would have to compete directly with Yu Linna. This was really…

    Yu Linna had always wanted to stand out, always working hard. But Nangong Ying hadn’t slacked off either. Her efforts were no less than hers, and she had been exposed to the stage earlier than others.

    Gradually, the ambition hidden deep in Nangong Ying’s heart began to awaken.

    “Alright, I’ll give it a try. It sounds quite interesting.”

    Since she decided to do it, she had to do her best. This was Nangong Ying’s creed.


    Let’s go back to Yu Linna. After registering for the audition, she went through a long queue and had her first-round interview. Although it was her first time participating in an audition, fortunately, she had experience rehearsing at the theater and knew basic acting skills, so she passed smoothly.

    She clenched her small fists, secretly encouraging herself. It was clear she had made progress, especially in acting. She had to study hard, improve herself, so she could enter the entertainment industry and follow Nangong Ying’s footsteps. She wanted to stand out.

    “Next, Miss Yu Linna.”

    “Here!”

    The subsequent auditions were varied, including impromptu performances and talent shows. Yu Linna overcame them one by one. She was no longer the ignorant novice she used to be. With some experience, she naturally knew how to handle these situations. Of course, the main reason was that her competitors were too weak, basically all inexperienced young girls. Coupled with her sufficiently eye-catching appearance, she advanced smoothly.

    Finally, she was notified that she had advanced. If things developed like this, it wasn’t impossible for her to participate in the screen test in the end. If that really happened, her life could be said to have reached its peak.

    When she became famous, she would have bodyguards, fans asking for autographs on the street, and people recognizing her everywhere. And she could walk the red carpet side by side with Nangong Ying, becoming a celebrity on TV.

    Such a beautiful future was what Yu Linna pursued! She wanted to become famous, become rich, so she would never be bullied again!


    “Old Gao, what do you think of this girl?”

    Meanwhile, behind the scenes at the judges’ table, a judge in his forties looked at Yu Linna’s profile and asked his colleague about this little girl’s situation. There was a reason they let Yu Linna advance. Yu Linna was indeed outstandingly beautiful, with a mixed-race appearance. Such people were very popular in the entertainment industry.

    But, just appearance alone was not enough.

    “She’s very good. Her appearance is outstanding enough, and she has ambition. But…”

    “But what?”

    “When she acts, she has no spark, just an empty shell. I conclude that she is not suitable to be an actress.”

    He was very direct, very straightforward, but not without basis.

    “Is it that serious? She’s still so young.”

    “I’m never wrong about people. This child is not suitable for survival in this big dyeing vat. She has no acting skills, only good looks. If she insists on staying in this circle, she won’t achieve much. I’m not talking nonsense. I’ve been judging people for so many years, I know what kind of foundation that child has.”

    Yu Linna was inherently unsuited for survival in the entertainment industry.

    Coming from his mouth, no one could have imagined it. Maybe no one would believe it, but that might be the truth. This child could choose anything, but acting, really wasn’t suitable.

    “She might be more suitable elsewhere. I really don’t recommend letting her stay in the entertainment industry. But this is not something I can decide.”

  • Shion’s Notes 35

    Chapter 35: Argument

    The turn of events had exceeded expectations. Even Ye Zhiyun hadn’t anticipated Yu Linna’s strong reaction. But there was nothing to be done; after all, she was the one at fault first. It was only natural for the other person to be angry. She just hadn’t expected Yu Linna to get so angry.

    Her face was filled with anger. Due to excessive anger, a faint mist covered the surface of her eyes. Her breathing became rapid, her shoulders trembled slightly. After a while, she sat down on the edge of the bed, defeated.

    “Hey… are you okay?”

    “None of your business.”

    Yu Linna lowered her head, looking extremely tired.

    “It was wrong of me to deceive you. I apologize…”

    “I don’t want your apology.”

    Yu Linna was indeed very angry, extremely angry, angry about being deceived.

    But if it were just because of the deception, and a deception by someone who didn’t like her much, she wouldn’t have gotten this angry. What truly angered her was Ye Zhiyun’s belittling of her while pretending to be her parent, in the role of her mother.

    “Listen, Ye Zhiyun. I don’t care that you lied to me, and I don’t want to care, after all, we’re not close. But when you were playing my parent, why did you have to lie to me like that? Even if you were lying, couldn’t you have made it seem real? Couldn’t you have acted like a proper parent? Couldn’t you have forgotten you were Ye Zhiyun?”

    “What are you getting worked up about? Over such a trivial matter!”

    “Can’t I?! I want to!”

    It wasn’t unreasonable for the girl to care so much.

    From her previous life to this one, she had never enjoyed a family. When Ye Zhiyun said she would pretend to be her parent, she actually had some expectations in her heart. Even if it was fake, she was willing to accept it, even if it was just fake. But Ye Zhiyun didn’t give it to her; she shattered her expectations.

    She was really angry, and also very sad. Even though she knew this was unreasonable.

    While the two were deadlocked, the room door opened. Fang Jianing had come up after seeing the homeroom teacher leave downstairs. When she opened the door and saw the obviously tense situation between the two, she thought for a moment she had walked into the wrong scene.

    “What’s wrong, you two?”

    The atmosphere was clearly wrong. Staying here, the harmonious atmosphere was gone, replaced by an invisible pressure.

    Ye Zhiyun snorted coldly, saying nothing. If she had known it would turn out like this, she shouldn’t have tried so hard to help her just now. She even had a pang of conscience and wanted to make amends. Looks like she overthought it.

    From the very beginning, she and Yu Linna were incompatible. No matter when, they could never become friends.

    Because they were naturally at odds.

    “Enough. You should go back. Thank you for your help today. I’ll treat you to something another day.”

    Finally, Yu Linna took the initiative to end the topic, but even a fool could hear the meaning in her tone. No matter how slow Fang Jianing was, she could guess what had happened between the two.

    “Hmph, no need. It was my fault. I shouldn’t have lied to you. But, I don’t need to say these things either.”

    Ye Zhiyun gathered her things, opened the door, and walked out. Fang Jianing stood there, unsure what to do. She looked at Yu Linna, who was silent with her head down, and finally followed Ye Zhiyun’s steps. As the room door closed, Yu Linna’s heart also closed off.


    Leaving this poor neighborhood, Ye Zhiyun was still a little angry. She just didn’t understand why that girl would get angry over such a trivial matter. If it was just because she lied to her, Ye Zhiyun might have felt a little guilty. But getting angry because she didn’t act like a parent? She really couldn’t understand it. Could such a trivial matter be called a matter? She couldn’t understand it anyway.

    “Wait, Zhiyun, don’t walk so fast. What exactly happened between you two? Why did you suddenly start arguing?”

    “I just don’t understand what that girl is getting worked up about, saying I didn’t act like a parent. What a joke! I’ve never been a mother, why should I act like her mother!”

    She couldn’t understand, absolutely couldn’t.

    From the very beginning, they were opposites, unable to understand each other. Their values never aligned.

    Maybe they were destined from birth, fundamentally unsuited to be together.

    “But, maybe she has some hidden reasons. Do you think a normal person would get angry over such a small thing? Can you calm down and think about it?”

    “…”

    “And didn’t you notice? From the time we went in until we came out, we never heard her mention anything about her family. Could there be some hidden reason?”

    “…I don’t know.”

    After listening to Fang Jianing’s words, although Ye Zhiyun didn’t immediately cool down, she at least began to calm down. Actually, what she said did have some truth to it, even if she didn’t like hearing it.

    Yu Linna, what kind of person are you really?

    Unconsciously, Ye Zhiyun began to take an interest in her, although she herself was completely unaware.


    After that, Yu Linna locked the door and buried herself under the covers to sleep. Of course, she knew what she had done today. She hadn’t gotten angry over these things for a long time. She knew these things shouldn’t be brought up, but she just couldn’t hold back.

    Inexplicably, Yu Linna’s mind recalled her childhood. Her life in this world was much more turbulent than his in the previous life. She moved around many places but never settled down. The places she lived kept changing, constantly shifting. She never had a stable circle of friends. For her, having a circle was a luxury.

    (“Your name is Yu Linna? Your blonde hair is so eye-catching. Are your parents foreigners?”)
    (“What, you don’t know? So you’re a child without parents.”)
    (“What, why are you glaring at me? I didn’t say anything wrong. You are a child without parents. Pfft.”)
    (“Hey, why did you hit someone? You wild child with no mother to teach you… Wait, wait, put down that brick, hey, don’t!!”)

    Ever since she was little, she hated being treated like this.

    So she never liked telling others she didn’t have parents. Her blonde hair was conspicuous enough, making her an outsider in any crowd. If people knew her family background, she would stand out even more. She didn’t want that.

    So, even if it was fake, she wanted an ordinary identity, an ordinary life. If it weren’t for her mixed-race appearance, she might have lived a happier life, maybe. Although life would still be hard, at least she wouldn’t be bullied.

    Therefore, she had to work hard, she had to stand out. Only by becoming outstanding, becoming rich, could she gain true respect from others. For this, she had to follow Nangong Ying’s footsteps, climbing up bit by bit. She wanted to tell others that she, Yu Linna, was different from those lowly bitches.


    Time quickly passed, and a week went by. According to Yu Linna’s plan, she took leave from school again, bought a train ticket from afar, and rushed to Shenzhen. Many people would participate in this audition event. She didn’t know if she could stand out, but she could only try. She had to work hard to prove herself.

    Of course, it was impossible for her to stay overnight in Shenzhen; the accommodation fees there were too expensive. So she planned to only attend the interview on that day and then come back. Whether she could pass depended on her luck.


    While Yu Linna was preparing for the audition, Nangong Ying, who had returned home after the competition in Beijing, had been living there for some time. Her life was relatively uneventful, continuing as usual, with no particular changes. However, the phone at home kept ringing incessantly. Many agencies wanted to sign her and cultivate her into a singer.

    Nangong Ying hadn’t entirely dismissed the idea of developing in the music industry; singing was also her hobby. But she didn’t know how to choose, because Li Yuexin had specifically flown from Beijing to visit her two days ago, once again inviting her to join her band. This time, Nangong Ying didn’t refuse outright but considered it for a long time. Her mother, seeing Li Yuexin visit their home, happily invited her to stay for a few days, and Li Yuexin couldn’t refuse.

    These few days, Nangong Ying had been thinking constantly whether joining the band was a good idea. Although Li Yuexin’s band wasn’t very famous, relying entirely on Li Yuexin’s fame as an actress to support it, Nangong Ying had privately visited this band and was surprised to find that their skills were very good, highly professional, and their coordination was excellent. But they just couldn’t get popular.

    Although the band wasn’t famous enough, it had great potential for development; it wasn’t impossible for it to grow. This was also what troubled Nangong Ying. She was a newcomer, and choosing a faction was very important for a newcomer. She didn’t want to regret making the wrong choice or failing to choose.

    “How about it, Nangong Ying? Have you considered it?”

    This morning, Li Yuexin finished washing up and came to the hall ready for breakfast. She saw Nangong Ying sitting on the sofa, deep in thought, and asked again with a smile. Nangong Ying had been in this contemplative state for many days now.

    “Senior Yuexin, why are you so persistent about me? You have so many people to choose from, why specifically invite me to join your band? I don’t think I have anything else that attracts you.”

    Indeed, in terms of qualifications and ability, there were so many people in the entertainment industry for her to choose from. Why did she specifically choose Nangong Ying? Even if Nangong Ying won the national championship, she was still a newcomer, still somewhat lacking in stage experience. Why choose her?

    “It’s simple. You’re like us, so I chose you.”

    Li Yuexin smiled, sat down next to her with a plop, and looked at her with smiling eyes. The other’s bewildered expression amused Li Yuexin greatly.

    “I’m like you?”

    “Yes, you’re like us. We haven’t spread our wings to fly yet, and you haven’t spread your wings to fly yet either. If we combine, perhaps it will create a very good chemical reaction. And think about it, growing together, moving forward together, doesn’t that sound interesting?”

    Her smile was as beautiful as ever, that calm smile leaving a deep impression on Nangong Ying. After that, she couldn’t escape it.

    Nangong Ying stood up, stretched. She thought, after hesitating for so long, it was time to make a decision. Dragging it on wasn’t like her, Nangong Ying.

    “Alright, I’ve thought it through. Your proposal sounds good. As a newcomer, I hope you’ll be lenient.”

    “Of course. Welcome aboard, my good sister.”

    The two hands clasped together. This smile finally moved her. At the same time, this was also the beginning of a beautiful story.

  • Shion’s Notes 34

    Chapter 34: The Crack

    The homeroom teacher hadn’t expected her to say that; it was completely beyond her expectations. Clearly, this woman seemed easy to talk to. But how could she have such an indifferent attitude towards her own child?

    While the homeroom teacher was stunned, Ye Zhiyun’s mind raced, considering countless possibilities. Her brain was constantly working, ceaselessly planning her next move. Of course, on the surface, she appeared perfectly calm, betraying nothing of her inner thoughts.

    Once her plan began, it couldn’t be stopped. She had endured for too long for this moment.

    Seeing the fright drain the color from Yu Linna’s face, Ye Zhiyun felt a surge of satisfaction. This was the effect she wanted. Yu Linna would definitely be put on the defensive, caught by the teacher, and then the real show would begin.

    “This child isn’t the type who learns well through lectures. If you want to teach her properly, I suggest you don’t waste your energy. Letting her be a bit freer, living as she pleases, would be better.”

    As she spoke these words, Yu Linna’s face grew increasingly pale. She shifted, fiercely pinching the soft flesh on Ye Zhiyun’s side and glaring at her, a seemingly silent protest.

    Indeed, no matter how you looked at it, speaking ill of someone to their face was wrong. Especially in front of their homeroom teacher, and even more so when her current identity was supposed to be her parent.

    “So, you tacitly approve of your child working part-time after school and neglecting her studies?”

    Li Lexuan stopped drinking her tea, her expression turning unpleasant. She hadn’t expected Yu Linna’s parent to actually say such things.

    Like mother, like daughter? Or are they both just cut from the same cloth?

    “Yes, that doesn’t matter. My family is very liberal; she can do anything. As long as she doesn’t regret it.”

    “I don’t think this is a matter of freedom anymore. Are you sure you’ve disciplined her properly?”

    Alright, the anger is ignited. Ye Zhiyun’s goal is achieved. Now, it’s irreversible. No matter what, Yu Linna is finished this time. I believe the homeroom teacher won’t look kindly on her anymore. In that case, Yu Linna definitely won’t have a good outcome.

    Suddenly, Yu Linna tugged at her clothes. Ye Zhiyun lowered her head. The blonde girl’s face was pale, but she still struggled to control the tremor in her voice as she whispered close to her ear.

    “If you don’t want to help me, then just say less.”

    She probably figured it out.

    Whatever. Ye Zhiyun never intended for her to like her anyway. She had made it clear: she didn’t like her, hadn’t liked her from the start. She hated her.

    Ever since Yu Linna appeared, she’d had nothing but bad luck. Every date with her childhood sweetheart was ruined, always messed up by her. She absolutely would not let her go.

    She had decided long ago: get revenge, make her suffer, teach her a lesson. She wasn’t afraid of being hated. Because she hadn’t liked her from the start.

    “Teacher.”

    Yu Linna took a deep breath and slowly moved away from Ye Zhiyun’s side. As she moved away, her somewhat slender back looked a little lonely. Ye Zhiyun felt a tremor in her heart. Her side profile held a look of determination.

    “I usually live alone, and I’m not very obedient, please don’t take offense. My relationship with my mom is just like this. Actually, she’s a good person, just not in a good mood today. You know, I…”

    She tried her best to explain in a gentle tone, forcing a smile onto her face, though a slight tremor couldn’t be avoided in her voice.

    Acting like this now is useless, Ye Zhiyun thought, staring coolly at her. The situation is already broken. It’s impossible for her to turn this around. Unless she wants to burn her bridges, but I doubt she has the courage.

    “I know I didn’t perform well. Teacher, please rest assured, I will do well on the next exam, I promise. Really.”

    Why doesn’t she just give up…?
    What’s the point?
    She knows she’s been deceived, yet she’s still trying so hard to patch up this lie. What is she thinking? Ye Zhiyun didn’t understand. How could this child, Yu Linna, be so naive? How could she think she could smooth everything over?
    Honestly.
    She should have known from the start, there’s no such thing as a free lunch. A weasel paying respects to a chicken – how could it have good intentions? How could she be so naive?

    Ye Zhiyun’s resolve began to waver. For some reason, a faint unease stirred deep inside, something akin to guilt. I clearly decided to destroy her, so why do I feel like I’ve done something wrong now?

    Inexplicably, Ye Zhiyun recalled Fang Jianing’s words from two days ago: Yu Linna is just a child, don’t bully her. Indeed, she had come here with a purpose from the start, but… deceiving a naive child… she really couldn’t feel happy about it.

    “Alright, I was joking. Teacher, you actually took it seriously.”

    Ye Zhiyun lightly patted Yu Linna, who was still explaining, and sighed deeply.

    Forget it. Better quit while I’m ahead, don’t take it too far. After all, this girl… isn’t suited for this kind of teasing.

    “How could a parent blindly belittle their own child? I just rarely look after her usually; it doesn’t mean I don’t care about her at all. After all, I still have this responsibility.”

    She pressed down on Yu Linna’s head, subconsciously ruffling her hair. Hmm, feels surprisingly nice. Yu Linna looked stunned. Just two minutes ago, the atmosphere was confrontational; how did it change so quickly?

    “Then your child always working part-time…”

    “Our family situation isn’t good; we’re short on money. She does this to help support the family. Look, doesn’t she usually apply for the school’s financial aid? You should be aware of this.”

    Good thing I investigated Yu Linna’s school situation, Ye Zhiyun thought, sighing in relief. This small piece of information unexpectedly became the key to winning this round.

    “Besides, whatever she does, that’s her choice. Look, aren’t her grades still very stable? You say she dropped to third place, but let me ask, when has she ever fallen out of the top three? Don’t negate someone’s entire effort because of one setback. Human potential is limitless.”

    Saying these things doesn’t fit my role at all. Ye Zhiyun didn’t know what was wrong with her. Maybe I’m not normal anymore. Why would she say these things for Yu Linna? She clearly came here for revenge, not to help her. Isn’t this completely backward?

    The rest of the conversation depended entirely on Ye Zhiyun’s performance. For someone like Ye Zhiyun, who frequently navigated social situations, this wasn’t difficult at all. In just a short while, she immediately seized control of the conversation. Although Li Lexuan wanted to say something, she couldn’t win the argument no matter what. It was obvious – who was Ye Zhiyun? She moved in upper circles; these conversational skills were effortless for her.

    In the end, Li Lexuan was completely defeated. She clearly wanted Yu Linna to give up her part-time jobs, but failed. Because Ye Zhiyun fully obstructed her, she couldn’t achieve her goal. At this moment, Li Lexuan had no choice but to believe that Ye Zhiyun’s age was genuine (though it was actually fabricated).

    “Alright, let’s end the home visit here for today. Thank you.”

    Li Lexuan put away her notebook and stood up, slightly weary. She patted the dust off her clothes, preparing to leave. This home visit had truly yielded nothing; none of her goals were met. And she hadn’t expected this black-haired woman to be so eloquent, practically able to talk the dead back to life, leaving her unable to refute.

    “You’re welcome to come again, Teacher.”

    Ye Zhiyun squinted, smiling as she stood up to open the door and see her off. This home visit hadn’t ended unpleasantly, nor had it been particularly happy; it just passed uneventfully. In the end, Yu Linna still had to continue her working life, but she promised to get back on track for the next exam.

    Li Lexuan couldn’t be bothered to say anything more, just nodded noncommittally, and let it go.

    “But speaking of which, you two don’t look alike at all. Are you really biological mother and daughter? Ah, I don’t mean anything else, just a little curious.”

    Before leaving, Li Lexuan glanced suspiciously at the two of them.

    Ye Zhiyun almost slammed the door. Isn’t that obvious? How could we possibly be biological? If we were, I’d jump off a building!
    Of course, she didn’t dare say it out loud.

    “The child takes after her dad’s looks. Don’t mind it.”

    She cheerfully steered the conversation away.

    Yu Linna looked like she was mixed-race anyway. Although completely different from Ye Zhiyun, the ‘father’ excuse could be used to deflect. Anyway, the reason was plausible.

    Of course, Li Lexuan didn’t suspect anything either. After exchanging a few polite words, she slowly left. Only after closing the door did Ye Zhiyun finally breathe a sigh of relief. She loosened her hair tie, letting her long hair fall down. She really felt a bit tired. Telling such a big lie to an adult for the first time… the feeling was truly strange.

    “You should thank me. Without me, you wouldn’t have gotten through this. Have you thought about how to thank me yet?”

    She still spoke to the girl in her usual mocking tone, but unlike before, the girl didn’t respond.

    “Yu Linna?”

    Sensing something was wrong, Ye Zhiyun tried calling her name. She looked up and met Yu Linna’s slightly disappointed gaze.

    “Hey, are you angry? I was joking… although it was indeed a bit much…”

    Ye Zhiyun felt a bit flustered, trying hard to explain something, completely different from her usual demeanor.

    “I know. I already knew… I know you hate me. I just didn’t expect you hated me this much.”

    She sighed heavily and sat down on the edge of the bed, her eyes growing sad.

    “Since you hate me, you could just not associate with me. Why force yourself?”

    “…Listen to me, I… I really did wrong…”

    “You can tease me however you want, but since you were playing my parent, couldn’t you have played the part a little better? Even if it was fake, couldn’t you have given me just a little hope?! Why did you have to trample on my expectations like that? It’s too much!”

    She erupted, without warning, just like that.

    Her hysterical tone filled Ye Zhiyun with an indescribable fear. She looked truly terrifying.

    On the surface, Yu Linna didn’t care about anything, but in reality, she cared more than anyone, especially about the things she didn’t have. She cared more than anyone. Even if it was fake, she wanted it to feel real.