Category: Shion’s Notes

  • Shion’s Notes 53

    Chapter 53: A Few Things About the Comic Convention

    By the time she sat down at this table, it was already past her work hours. The boss knew she knew the people at that table and let her clock out early. After she changed out of her work uniform and back into her casual clothes, Dai Wenqian unceremoniously pulled her over.

    “Hello, little sister. You must be Zhiyun’s friend. You look so cute, and your skin is so good. Do you use any skincare products?”

    Yu Linna remained silent, feeling a bit pressured being watched by so many people. Moreover, the people opposite her were students from the First Experimental Middle School, completely different from her, someone from the City Middle School. Besides, Ye Zhiyun also looked like she had a headache (dan teng – literally ‘egg ache’, slang for feeling troubled/annoyed), which made her feel awkward.

    Sigh, why did it turn out like this?
    Getting into this situation on the first day of work… was she destined to be enemies with Ye Zhiyun?

    “Is the little sister a bit shy? It’s okay, we’re all good people, we won’t do anything to you. Right, Zhiyun?”

    “Ahaha, that’s right…”

    Ye Zhiyun could only force a smile now, a far cry from her cheerful chatting appearance just moments ago.

    She didn’t know things would turn out like this either. She had originally just come over purely to tease Yu Linna. Who knew Dai Wenqian would jump out halfway? This girl was good at everything except being too capable of stirring things up. As long as there was fun to be had, she would find a way to make it happen.

    When she learned that Yu Linna had a connection with Ye Zhiyun, she wanted to stir things up again.

    “Um, what’s your name?”

    The junior girl took the initiative to ask this seemingly introverted (?) blonde girl, trying to start a conversation.

    “My name is Yu Linna.”

    “Nice name. Are you a foreigner?”

    “I’m Chinese.”

    “Your hair looks great. Is it dyed?”

    “Natural.”

    The two exchanged brief sentences, the atmosphere seeming quite awkward. But the junior girl seemed happy to do this; just being able to talk to her made her excited. First time seeing a mixed-race person in real life, a bit exciting! The junior girl’s heart blossomed with joy.

    “Little sister, you know Zhiyun, right? Your relationship should be pretty good.”

    “No, you’re thinking too much.”

    Regarding this point, Yu Linna denied it without hesitation. To say she and Ye Zhiyun had a good relationship was absolutely impossible. Although Ye Zhiyun had helped her a few times, and they didn’t argue upon meeting like at the beginning, it didn’t mean their relationship had become very close. At most, it had eased somewhat. Ye Zhiyun herself didn’t step forward to explain, probably tacitly agreeing.

    “Zhiyun, Zhiyun, I suddenly have a bold idea.”

    “You want to stir things up again?”

    “How can you slander my innocence!”

    “Innocence? Yesterday I saw you secretly dressing up a first-year junior boy in girl’s clothes, got called by the homeroom teacher for a lecture, lectured until your eyes were red.”

    “Ugh… People doing great things call that experimenting themselves. How can people doing great things be called stirring things up!”

    The junior students burst into laughter, and the inside and outside of the shop were filled with cheerful air.

    Yu Linna just wanted to say, could she go home? She was so bored here. She didn’t know anyone here; staying felt awful.

    Dai Wenqian was indeed keen on stirring things up. Don’t be fooled by her seemingly obedient appearance; she could actually cause a ruckus. If she didn’t turn the sky upside down, she wouldn’t be called Dai Wenqian. Therefore, she also had the nickname Little Witch.

    She seemed to have thought of something fun. Her eyes darted around, and she patted Yu Linna’s shoulder.

    “Young lady, I see your bone structure is unique, excellent material for martial arts practice. Interested in learning the Sunflower Manual with me?” (Note: Sunflower Manual is a fictional martial arts manual from a wuxia novel, requiring castration to learn.)

    “What???”

    Yu Linna completely didn’t understand what she was saying.

    “Speak human language. She doesn’t understand your bird language.”

    At the critical moment, it was Ye Zhiyun who spoke up.

    “My meaning is, the summer comic convention is coming. Want to participate in our club’s cosplay? We’re doing an event and need cosplayers.”

    “…Sorry, no time.”

    Regarding this kind of thing, Yu Linna just wanted to refuse. What kind of international joke was this? How could she possibly go? She didn’t have that much time. She still had to work part-time, still had to earn money. It was impossible to run off and do this kind of thing; it was a complete waste of time.

    Although, as an otaku, she knew what cosplayers were and had some understanding of this circle. But asking her to cosplay herself? Better let her off. She didn’t have that confidence.

    She, Yu Linna, didn’t have the spare time to play with these little kids.

    “Eh, why refuse? Isn’t it great? Look at you, your appearance is so good, why not cos? If you can become our fighting force, we can definitely become a hotspot at the comic convention!”

    “Let’s not talk about becoming a fighting force or not first. I don’t have the time. I have to work. I happen to be working that day.”

    “…Working? Little sister, aren’t you a middle school student? Why do you need to work?”

    “I’m in my third year of high school! Damn it!”

    “Eh eh eh??!”

    When she roared, everyone was startled.

    No way, looking so young, yet already a high school student. And it was said that Westerners were generally tall. How come she was an exception? If she hadn’t said it, they would have thought she was even younger.

    Yu Linna got angry, really angry. She hated it most when people said she was a middle school student! She was clearly already a high school student! Wasn’t it just because she ate less when she was little and didn’t develop well? Was it necessary to be like this!

    Ye Zhiyun secretly smiled on the side. Putting other things aside, just Yu Linna being short was a joke she could laugh about for a year. Unintentionally, she seemed to have found another reason to tease Yu Linna.

    “How about this, little sis… cough, Classmate Yu Linna, be our cosplayer. Three hundred fifty yuan a day, you only need to come for two days.”

    She originally wanted to call her little sister, but after being glared at fiercely by Yu Linna, she quickly corrected herself.

    “If that’s the case… it can still be considered.”

    For Yu Linna, nothing was more attractive than money. She was in urgent need of money right now. Relying solely on food delivery, she could earn at most one hundred yuan a day. And she wasn’t full-time; she had other jobs to do, so she didn’t have much time to spare each day.

    Plus, she had to go to the tutoring center for classes again soon, so she naturally couldn’t juggle the food delivery job.

    But the income from being a cosplayer was considerable. Two days’ income was equivalent to her one month’s income at the tutoring center. All she needed to do was stand there, put on a smile, and let people take pictures. No matter how you thought about it, it was very worthwhile.

    “Alright, if you decide to come, just let me know. I’ll be going anyway. I’ll pick you up then.”

    Ye Zhiyun, who hadn’t spoken for a long time, spoke up.

    Her relationship with Yu Linna wasn’t particularly good, but just picking her up shouldn’t be a problem.

    “Zhiyun, I forgot to mention something. Just now, my juniors suggested that when we participate in cosplay, please be our private photographer.”

    “Huh?”

    Her hand holding the drink trembled, her face blank.

    “Me, a photographer? I’ve never taken photos for people at a comic convention.”

    “Don’t you often take photos for classmates in our class?”

    “But that’s different.”

    “Relax, Zhiyun. We’ll still pay you. Don’t let the benefits flow to outsiders. Although you haven’t joined our Light Manga Club, you’re my good bestie after all, one of us. Just come be our photographer. We kids need you!”

    “Yeah, yeah, Senior Zhiyun, you take such beautiful photos. Just be our photographer!”

    The junior students were already cheering in the back.

    Indeed, for the same price, hiring Ye Zhiyun as a photographer would be a great deal. They were all just students without much funding, unable to hire very good photographers. But hiring Ye Zhiyun was different. Her photography skills were truly amazing. Hiring her as a photographer would be incredibly profitable. Besides, Miss Ye wasn’t short of money at all.

    “Alright, just this once. Anyway, I’m quite free too.”

    Although there was business to discuss later, forget it, postpone it for now. Focus on the comic convention matters first.

    “Then it’s settled. We’ll go next Saturday. I’ll add you to the group chat. Little Sister Linna, I’ll add you first, pull you into the group.”

    Dai Wenqian got excited again. Today was really lucky. Just coming out for something to eat, she actually harvested two treasures: a cheap photographer and a very good-looking girl. It just so happened they could cosplay a Western anime character; using this girl was perfect.

    Yu Linna joined the group under pressure. Afterward, she had no interest in talking, just nodded to indicate she would come. Then she excused herself because she still had a shift at the convenience store and really had no time. She couldn’t possibly deliver food late at night unless she wanted a repeat of the dai pai dong incident.

    After Yu Linna left, Dai Wenqian excitedly asked Ye Zhiyun about this girl. With her personality that loved stirring things up, how could she not cause some trouble?

    “Zhiyun, this friend of yours is quite nice, just has too many things going on. Is she always that busy?”

    “You’ll get used to it.”

    Ye Zhiyun couldn’t be bothered to explain anything. For her, as long as the comic convention went well, nothing else mattered. There were new arrangements for next week, so she would be busy again. She had finally returned home from her family’s place, thinking she could relax for a few days. But it turned out, on the very first day, things got busy.

    While she was still thinking about things, a phone call came in. She made an apologetic expression to Dai Wenqian and started talking to the person on the other end. At first, her expression was calm, but slowly, her face became unpleasant.

    “Is this true? Orange River is interfering?”

    Her expression became increasingly serious, and her eyes turned quite unfriendly.

    “Alright, I understand. Just let them in. Don’t argue with them. It’s just one project; it won’t affect all of us.”

    “Okay, that’s it.”

    Hanging up the phone, Ye Zhiyun’s face turned gloomy. She hadn’t expected things to change so quickly. The movie project she was one of the investors in was actually being interfered with by Orange River. An arm can’t twist a thigh. She had no confidence in confronting such a huge commercial empire.

    Most likely, this company has taken a fancy to the seedling Nangong Ying. Openly poaching people, this was the first time she had encountered this in her many years of doing business.

    Things were getting tricky.

  • Shion’s Notes 52

    Chapter 52: You Set Me Up!

    Speaking of which, where did Yu Linna work? Ye Zhiyun suddenly started pondering this question one day. Although she had known her for some time, she hadn’t really paid attention to where she worked. She only knew her family was very poor, she often worked outside, and her parents weren’t around.

    So, where exactly did this girl work? Ye Zhiyun suddenly became curious.

    How about actively looking for her? Anyway, being idle is being idle. Thinking this, Ye Zhiyun went out under the scorching sun. After returning to Guangnan City, her days, apart from school, were spent discussing business. Life was very busy, and she really wanted to find some fun. Anyway, Yu Linna was one of her few sources of amusement. Playing with her wasn’t bad either.

    Of course, as long as it didn’t go too far. Like pretending to be her parents before, that was a bit over the line. She wouldn’t make that kind of low-level mistake again. But it was also because of that time that she learned Yu Linna’s bottom line.

    Ye Zhiyun’s hobby was photography. Since she was going out today anyway, she took her precious camera with her. This camera was very expensive; it was impossible to afford without ten thousand yuan. Only a young lady like her would be so extravagant. She had played with this hobby for so many years and was quite proficient. Although not a professional photographer, she already had the demeanor of one.

    Click.

    Ye Zhiyun’s outing this time was also out of boredom. She captured several scenes along the way. In this city of reinforced concrete, it was difficult to capture green landscapes. But Ye Zhiyun didn’t just shoot landscapes; even photographing skyscrapers, she could capture a unique style. If she were to submit her work, she would surely be on the list. It was just that Miss Ye wasn’t short of money and wasn’t interested in these things.

    Click.

    Taking a few more shots, Ye Zhiyun enjoyed her journey freely. She remembered Yu Linna saying she worked at a convenience store, plus she had found a food delivery job, and she had seen her at the tutoring center before. However, Yu Linna rarely showed up at the tutoring center recently. Several times when Ye Zhiyun sent her cousin to class, she didn’t see her. After a while, she didn’t want to go anymore.

    Suddenly, Ye Zhiyun thought, Actually, she didn’t need to look everywhere for her; she could just send her a message. Thinking this, Ye Zhiyun took out her phone and tapped a few times. Ten seconds later, Yu Linna sent her location.

    Although her relationship with Yu Linna wasn’t great, Yu Linna was still willing to send her location, after all, she had helped her before. The corners of Ye Zhiyun’s mouth lifted. Relying on the location provided, she opened the map software and headed towards Yu Linna’s workplace.

    She took a few turns, passed two traffic lights, and soon saw Yu Linna in the fast-food restaurant. Yu Linna was currently wearing a work uniform and helping inside. When customers ordered, she was responsible for printing the slips. Probably because it was afternoon, not many people ordered delivery, so Yu Linna was helping out in the store.

    Anyway, her wages were included; doing anything was the same. The corners of Ye Zhiyun’s mouth lifted. With a light leap, she crossed the road to the opposite side. Remembering this fast-food restaurant, she could often order delivery from this place in the future. Then she could make things difficult for her to her heart’s content, hahaha.

    Ye Zhiyun had already begun plotting her revenge plan.

    As she opened the shop door, the front counter staff called out “Welcome.” She looked inside the not-so-crowded restaurant. Although the decoration wasn’t great, it was passable.

    “Eek!”

    Yu Linna, standing at the front counter, saw Ye Zhiyun at a glance, and alarm bells rang loudly in her heart. What was this woman doing here? She couldn’t be here to continue her revenge, right!
    She hadn’t forgotten what this person did at noon!
    This woman definitely held a grudge against her and wanted an excuse to retaliate!

    Thinking back on some things she had done to her before, Yu Linna’s face turned ashen. No matter which incident was listed, it was very unfavorable to her, Yu Linna. Ye Zhiyun had plenty of excuses to make a fuss. Back at the tutoring center, she had tried to mess with her. She would never forget that fear for her entire life!

    “Please… please order…”

    Yu Linna forced a smile, standing at the counter feeling like she wanted to die.

    “Aiya, isn’t this Zhiyun? You’re actually back. If I had known you were back, I would have called you out.”

    Suddenly, a girl’s voice came. Ye Zhiyun turned her head. A girl with long hair tied in a scorpion braid stood before her. This girl wore a cute Japanese-style skirt and long socks. If this were anime, many people would probably post a “lick screen” bullet comment.

    “Wenqian, hello.”

    This girl was named Dai Wenqian, Ye Zhiyun’s classmate. Both were students at the Experimental Middle School. Moreover, Dai Wenqian was skilled at cosplay and was quite a famous coser in the circle. Usually, she was just a little cutie, responsible for acting cute. She became friends with Ye Zhiyun because they shared common hobbies.

    “Zhiyun, since you’re here, let’s go eat something together. Let me introduce you, these are my friends from the club. Like me, they’re going to the summer comic convention.”

    “Hello!”

    The few boys and girls standing behind Dai Wenqian were partners from their school club. Dai Wenqian’s hobby was cosplay, and she was very familiar with things in the circle, even more familiar than Ye Zhiyun. Because Ye Zhiyun usually had to work and discuss business, her spare time was only used for watching anime and buying manga. She didn’t mix in the circle.

    And she, Ye Zhiyun, was also a famous figure in school, the goddess of the third year. Everyone in the club knew her, so no further introduction was needed. Ye Zhiyun nodded, considered it a greeting.

    “No need for food, I’ve already had lunch. I’ll just have something to drink. Wenqian, help me order a drink. I’ll sit over there.”

    She deliberately chose a seat very close to the front counter. Yu Linna looked disgusted. What on earth did this woman want! Although she wasn’t messing with her now, it didn’t mean she would let her go!

    Hmph, whatever, continue working. Yu Linna threw the thoughts out of her mind and devoted herself to work. Was it easy for her to earn this little money?

    After ordering, Dai Wenqian sat down with her club partners. A table wasn’t large to begin with and was quickly filled. Out of politeness, Ye Zhiyun introduced herself well, got acquainted with everyone, and started chatting with them. She was well-educated, her attitude friendly, not standoffish. Everyone quickly relaxed and stopped being reserved.

    While sipping her drink, Ye Zhiyun felt bored again. She picked up her camera and aimed it at Yu Linna, who was busy working at the front counter, and clicked the shutter. Click. A photo entered her view.

    In the photo, a blonde girl with a ponytail was holding a scanner, scanning a QR code for a customer. Her small face wore a serious expression, a drop of sweat hanging on her cheek. Although it was an air-conditioned room, her forehead was already covered in sweat beads.

    This photo is surprisingly good. Ye Zhiyun looked at her masterpiece, her mood improving. Sure enough, going out was the right choice.

    “Senior Zhiyun, are you taking pictures? Can I see?”

    Suddenly, one of the junior girls among Dai Wenqian’s group members saw her taking pictures and couldn’t help but go up and ask for the photos.

    “That’s no problem.”

    The junior girl took her camera. Just looking at the camera’s shell, she knew this thing was expensive, unaffordable for ordinary people. When she opened the photos and saw the beautiful picture taken of Yu Linna, she couldn’t help but gasp.

    “Wow, it’s taken so beautifully! That little sister looks so beautiful in the photo! Look, Senior Zhiyun’s photography skills are super good!”

    The junior girl, fearing no chaos, passed the photo to other club members. After seeing it, everyone exclaimed in admiration. Although they were in the circle, had cosplayed, and had professional photographers help take pictures, Ye Zhiyun was clearly just an amateur, yet the photos she took were almost indistinguishable from professional ones!

    Instantly, everyone’s admiration for Ye Zhiyun grew even stronger.

    “Hahaha, Zhiyun’s photography skills are very good. The girls in our class often ask her to take pictures. You don’t know, she started playing with cameras when she was little. In this aspect, she’s better than anyone in our club.”

    Dai Wenqian spoke of her friend, her tone full of pride.

    The club members admired her even more. They only knew there was a goddess in the third-year class, but didn’t expect this goddess to be so good at taking pictures. If they could ask her to help take pictures at the comic convention, how profitable would that be!

    Ye Zhiyun just smiled without speaking, her eyes glancing towards Yu Linna at the front counter. Her appearance while working was different from usual, her face also serious. If captured, it could become a very good piece of work.

    Dai Wenqian noticed her friend glancing at the little sister at the front counter. She looked closely. That blonde girl wasn’t old, probably younger than them. At first, she thought the little sister’s hair was dyed, but seeing her face shape, she knew this girl was mixed-race, and also very cute. Such a beautiful girl standing at the front counter would surely attract many otaku to order, just to hear the little sister’s voice.

    “Zhiyun, so that’s your friend?”

    “Cough! That’s not a friend.”

    Ye Zhiyun choked slightly and blurted it out. Who knew, the moment she said it, she regretted it.

    “Oh, so you really know her. You’ve been sitting here for so long and didn’t tell me. That little sister is really cute. Are you two close?”

    “Not at all.”

    “What, Senior Zhiyun, the girl standing at the front counter is someone you know? No wonder you were taking pictures of her!”

    The last sentence was spoken by the junior girl who feared no chaos.

    The moment she said it, Ye Zhiyun knew the situation was out of control.

    “Hey, that little sister, hello there! Come over, come sit with us!”

    “Hey, she’s still working!”

    “Hehe, I knew you knew her.”

    Yu Linna, working at the front counter, was startled. What’s going on? Why was someone calling her? Then she turned her head, saw Ye Zhiyun covering her face, and instantly understood something.

    Ye Zhiyun, you set me up!
    I won’t let you off!

  • Shion’s Notes 51

    Chapter 51: Today’s Weather is a Bit Hot

    Nangong Ying was targeted without her knowledge. Although she currently held no value, who could guarantee she wouldn’t bring commercial benefits in the future? Her ability to achieve success across different fields was proof enough of her capability. If allowed to develop properly, her future value would be immeasurable.

    Orange River, based on this point, wanted to cultivate Nangong Ying. Although she wasn’t fully formed yet, she was definitely a good seedling.


    “Scene 100, prepare, action!”

    On set, Nangong Ying, in makeup and costume, styled in the Qing Dynasty fashion. As the plot required, she needed to disguise herself as a Manchu woman to enter the palace and have an audience with the Qing Emperor. The conflict in this scene was crucial. There were no action sequences, but it heavily tested the actors’ skills. Nangong Ying had to act opposite veteran actors in this scene; the difficulty was imaginable.

    Yu Tianchen watched from the side. He had already decided; he wanted to sign Nangong Ying to the company. Only by doing so could she become a valuable asset. This was also for the company’s future. They absolutely couldn’t wait until her wings were fully fledged to approach her; by then, it would be too late.


    After finishing work, Nangong Ying was called over by the director. She had a strange expression on her face, but saw a man standing next to the director. The man looked gentle and harmless, not like a bad person, but somehow, Nangong Ying felt a sense of unease.

    This feeling was a first reaction developed from her long time spent traveling outside. She vaguely felt that something was about to happen.

    Nangong Ying was a creator of history. For her, this was just the beginning. Her legend had not yet begun.


    Let’s talk about Yu Linna again. Since failing the screen test last time, her mood plummeted, and she lost the desire to develop in the entertainment industry. In the past, she might still have worked as an extra, but now she couldn’t even be bothered to do that. She increasingly felt that her ability to get acting gigs seemed truly due to her good looks. If someone asked about her skills, the answer would definitely be negative.

    Yu Linna indeed lacked the talent for stage performance. She vaguely felt this was the reality recently.


    This day, the sun was bright, a beautiful day. It happened to be the weekend. While other children were immersed in the joy of the holiday, our protagonist Yu Linna couldn’t enjoy the break. She had to work twice as hard as others, desperately earning money. She recently found another job delivering food at a fast-food restaurant. Originally, they only planned to hire young men. It was Yu Linna who, through sheer effort and her thick skin, barely persuaded the owner to hire her. It was also because the owner saw she was young and needed money that he took her in.

    Perhaps the owner thought this little kid was just playing around, that she would back down after experiencing the hardship. But for Yu Linna, any job was an opportunity. She had to seize the opportunity.

    “Xiao Yu, time for delivery. Here, this is today’s order. Be careful on the road.”

    “Okay, okay.”

    Taking the printed order slip from the owner, placing the packed pizza securely on the back of the electric scooter, Yu Linna put on her helmet, got on the scooter, and set off. Speaking of which, thanks to her being different from girls her age (she could ride an electric scooter), she gained more opportunities for this job.

    Riding the small electric scooter, Yu girl’s vehicle sped along the main road. Delivering food on a scooter was really refreshing. This job was actually quite enjoyable; doing it long-term seemed pretty good. Of course, after Yu Linna did it for a month, she would definitely give up this idea.

    However, the commission for food delivery was quite high. As long as she worked a little harder, earning four or five thousand yuan a month wasn’t a dream. This way, she could quickly earn money to pay the rent. She just hoped she could get many, many orders every day, so she could earn lots and lots of money.

    If she couldn’t find a job after graduation, becoming a food delivery girl wouldn’t be bad either. Anyway, the pay was good.

    Riding the small electric scooter for over ten minutes, she finally delivered the pizza to a high-end apartment complex. The customers ordering here lived in really upscale places. High-rise buildings lined the area, branded cars parked in the lot, and even the small park on the ground floor had elderly people playing chess. This place, no matter how you looked at it, was completely different from the slum area Yu Linna lived in.

    Capitalism is the original sin; only socialism can lead the people to prosperity. Yu Linna silently recited this in her heart.

    Holding the delivery box, Yu Linna’s small body entered the apartment elevator. Following the address on the order slip, the owner lived on the twenty-first floor; it was impossible to reach without taking the elevator. After delivering this order, she would go back and continue working. To earn more money, work a little harder. She silently cheered herself on. When the elevator doors opened, she carried the pizza box out, found the room number, and pressed the doorbell.

    “Hello, your delivery has arrived. Is it convenient for you to come out and get it?”

    She called out towards the door in her pleasant voice, then held the box and waited obediently for the owner to come out and get the delivery.

    After a short while, footsteps approached. Soon, the door opened. The one who opened the door was a black-haired girl, wearing home clothes. Although without makeup, her face was still stunningly beautiful. Yu Linna was about to speak, but her mouth hung open for a long time, unable to utter a word.

    The black-haired girl, after the initial surprise, slowly calmed down, a hint of amusement in her eyes, though her expression remained cold.

    “When did you switch to delivering food?”

    Ye Zhiyun looked at her with amusement.

    “I, this…”

    Yu Linna couldn’t speak for a long time. How could she know the order she delivered was actually placed by Ye Zhiyun! What the hell!
    Why, of all things, did she have to deliver her order, and personally too!

    “Cough, this is your delivery. Please take it.”

    “Yo, quite the attitude. Not afraid I’ll give you a bad review?”

    “…”

    Oh god, Ye Zhiyun is threatening her!
    This threat, Yu Linna was very afraid! A bad review could kill her. What if the boss got unhappy and fired her!

    “Don’t, don’t, don’t, boss, no, no, big sister, please be kind, don’t give a bad review.”

    The girl bowed solemnly, lowering her stance considerably.

    Although their relationship had eased recently, Yu Linna hadn’t forgotten that Ye Zhiyun disliked her quite a bit; she hated her guts. Enemies meeting, their eyes red with fury.
    At this time, it was best to avoid her if possible.

    Looking at Yu Linna today, dressed in a yellow work uniform, she smiled. How could she not mess with her a bit? She originally thought returning here would be boring for a while. Now, great, Yu Linna delivered herself to her door. If she didn’t seize this opportunity, she’d be a fool.

    “Bring the delivery inside. I’m too lazy to get it.”

    “Hey!”

    “The customer is God. Careful I don’t give you a bad review.”

    Ugh…

    Yu Linna could only swallow her grievances, no matter how bitter. What could she do? Ye Zhiyun was the customer! She couldn’t resist!
    If she still wanted this job.

    The girl swallowed her anger, carried the box inside, and closed the door behind her. Following Ye Zhiyun’s request, she changed into indoor slippers, then placed the pizza on the living room table. It had to be said, the place Ye Zhiyun lived was really big, with living rooms and bedrooms, all sorts of furniture, and a branded TV. Compared to Yu Linna, this female diaosi (internet slang for loser/underachiever) who didn’t even have a small TV, she was truly much wealthier.

    “Yu Linna, I’m thirsty. Go to my fridge and get me a can of Wang Lao Ji. Hurry up, Miss only gives you thirty seconds.”

    “The fridge is right next to you! Will you die if you get it yourself!”

    “I refuse. I want you to get it.”

    “I won’t get it!”

    “Delivery person has a bad service attitude. I want to give a bad review.”

    “…You’re ruthless!”

    Yu Linna swallowed her anger again and went to the fridge to get her a can of drink. She swore, in the future, she would absolutely not deliver here, unless she turned into Wang Jingze! (Note: Wang Jingze is famous for an internet meme about stubbornly refusing something then immediately giving in.)

    Ye Zhiyun was doing it on purpose. She just wanted to use this opportunity to bully her. Otherwise, how could it make up for being oppressed by her before? Besides, this girl still had an entangled relationship with her childhood sweetheart. She wouldn’t let her go.

    Although she helped her last time, business is business. Old scores still needed to be settled.

    “Yu Linna, my pen ran out of ink. Go downstairs to the nearby bookstore and buy me a pen.”

    Enough!

    “Bad review.”

    “Ahhhhhh, I’ll go, alright?!”

    Yu Linna collapsed. Was she here to deliver food or to be a servant!

    During the time she went downstairs to buy the pen, Ye Zhiyun secretly smiled. Playing with her felt really good. Thinking about how she was always teased by her before, even though she didn’t mean it, Ye Zhiyun was still annoyed. Today she could finally get her revenge all at once.

    Besides, Yu Linna also owed her a favor. Asking her to do a few things wasn’t a problem. Logically and reasonably, thinking this way, Ye Zhiyun felt quite good.

    “Bought it. Don’t ask me to buy things for you again.”

    “Not bad, quite capable. Thanks. I’ll give you errand money later.”

    “Hey, don’t come over again, I won’t help you… Ah!”

    “Careful!”

    While handing her the pen, Yu Linna accidentally bumped into the table and almost tripped. Ye Zhiyun reacted quickly and grabbed her. But Ye Zhiyun pushed too hard, pushing Yu Linna away. Fortunately, the sofa was behind them, and Yu Linna was firmly pressed underneath the sofa, uninjured.

    Breathing became heavy. When Yu Linna opened her eyes, strands of black hair tickled her snow-white neck. The face above her seemed somewhat bewildered. Yu Linna was completely pressed onto the sofa, and Ye Zhiyun, by sheer bad luck, happened to be in a position pressing down on her. The posture of the two was extremely ambiguous.

    Seeing Yu Linna up close for the first time, Ye Zhiyun realized this girl’s eyes were very beautiful. She had seen so many beautiful girls, but none had eyes as beautiful as Yu Linna’s. Moreover, Yu Linna’s skin was really fair, fairer than hers, smooth like peeled egg white. Perhaps because she had some Western blood, her skin was a few shades fairer than East Asians.

    “Ye Zhiyun?”

    There was unease in Yu Linna’s voice. She looked at the girl pressing down on her, her mind completely chaotic. Whether in her previous life or this life, she had never been in such close contact with a girl. Now being stared at like this, at such close proximity, she only felt hot.

    How long would this position last…
    And Ye Zhiyun didn’t seem to intend to let go of this position.
    In her, Ye Zhiyun’s, hands, Yu Linna was like a lamb waiting to be slaughtered.

    “Um… I still have to work… Can you let me go back…”

    Ye Zhiyun opened her mouth, wanting to say something, but didn’t.

    No, I just want to do this to you, until I’m satisfied.

    This sentence, in the end, was still not spoken. She didn’t know why, but for a moment, she actually wanted to say it.

    She released her hands. Yu Linna took the chance to scramble up, her face covered in crimson, escaping as if fleeing, slamming the door heavily behind her, leaving a loud bang. With the door closed, it seemed something was shut away. Ye Zhiyun looked at the delivered pizza.

    Suddenly, she seemed to have lost her appetite for lunch. Was the weather too hot? Ye Zhiyun tugged at the round collar of her shirt. Despite being in an air-conditioned room, her face still felt hot.

    Today’s weather was indeed a bit hot.

  • Shion’s Notes 50

    Chapter 50: Someone From Over There

    She hadn’t expected to be refused, which left Fang Jianing somewhat at a loss. The development of events far exceeded her imagination. This really troubled her. Not long ago, she had confidently promised Huo Ningning to bring her along to the comic convention.

    It wasn’t Fang Jianing’s fault either. Before this, Yu Linna gave her the impression that she could be bought with money. Who would have thought she would also have times when she refused?

    “Why not go? I’m covering all your expenses.”

    “Not going means not going. There aren’t that many whys.”

    Yu Linna wouldn’t casually accept others’ charity. She could accept small amounts of money, but she would never accept excessively large sums.

    Besides, she didn’t have the mind for a comic convention right now. Thinking about the rent she owed, she couldn’t pretend nothing was wrong. In other words, all her thoughts were currently focused on how to make money. As long as there was a job that paid quickly, she would do it. So she didn’t have much time to go out and play.

    Of course, she still had to attend school. It was just that the homeroom teacher was keeping a close eye on her recently, so she couldn’t keep taking leave. She had to wait until this period passed.

    “It’s rare that Ningning and I agreed to go together. Can’t you just come with me? There’s also the signing event for my favorite manga artist. I want to do a live stream during the comic convention. If you go, you can be my material.”

    Fang Jianing sighed, her tone full of disappointment.

    “Let’s skip that. Fang Jianing, have you made the video you promised me?”

    “This… cough cough cough, I’ll rush it for you next week.”

    Thinking about the yuri anime special video she owed her, Fang Jianing really felt a headache coming on. Why did she agree to it back then? Although she was active in the animation section, she had never done commentary on yuri-oriented anime. Was it really okay for her, a female uploader, to make this kind of video?

    Yu Linna didn’t say anything more. Rather, she didn’t have the mind to deal with these things now. With this spare time, it was better to earn money first. Although she didn’t know how to earn it.


    While Yu Linna was down on her luck, Nangong Ying was much luckier. As a favored child of heaven, she was successful in everything she did. Not long after joining the film crew, the filming officially began. As the undeniable absolute protagonist of the movie, her workload was naturally the largest.

    Because she hadn’t signed with an agent, her work was temporarily shared by Li Yuexin’s agent. Li Yuexin was also looking for an agent for her, so she often appeared on the set these days. Although Li Yuexin debuted through TV dramas, she was also a professional actress. Many people definitely recognized this newly popular young star. Especially her close relationship with Nangong Ying made many people secretly speculate about their relationship.

    “Xiaoying, looks like your filming is going smoothly. Congratulations in advance on your success. Being able to film like this for your first movie is already quite impressive. Your action scenes are really exciting.”

    “I’ve practiced since I was young.”

    Taking a towel to wipe off sweat, Nangong Ying showed no intention of being modest during her break. But this was also her personality. She, Nangong Ying, had always been a favored child of heaven. How could there be any reason for her not to succeed in what she did?

    Li Yuexin frowned slightly but quickly recovered. Although this junior didn’t understand social niceties, she didn’t care much. After all, she was just a newcomer and naturally didn’t know the depth of the water here. She just needed to guide her properly.

    “Xiaoying, I found an agent for you. She’s very experienced in this field. I believe she can help you.”

    Saying this, she pointed to a woman in a suit opposite her. This woman had ordinary looks, and her figure wasn’t particularly outstanding. Standing next to Nangong Ying, she would definitely be overshadowed. But there was a depth in her eyes, the kind of gaze only people who had been in the entertainment industry for a long time would have.

    “Miss Nangong, hello. I’m Hu Jie, soon to be your agent. If you like me, we can sign the contract immediately.”

    This woman who was about to become her agent spoke quite directly, like a man. But this was also good, much better than beating around the bush. Nangong Ying, stepping into this circle, indeed needed the help of many people.

    “Okay, Sister Yuexin, I’ll leave it all to you. I need to go film.”

    “Let’s eat after work, old place.”

    After spending some time together, Li Yuexin and Nangong Ying’s relationship grew better and better. Nangong Ying also willingly called her “sister,” which also showed the intimacy between the two.

    However, Li Yuexin hadn’t expected to establish a friendly relationship with Nangong Ying so quickly. Clearly, their relationship was quite stiff when they first met.

    From Nangong Ying’s mouth, she also learned more about Nangong Ying, such as the good friend Nangong Ying often mentioned, supposedly a girl named Yu Linna, who had a very good relationship with Nangong Ying, although Li Yuexin had never met her.

    Moreover, Nangong Ying often mentioned her name privately, and specifically mentioned that this child’s appearance was very good, suitable for development in the entertainment industry, just lacking training and polish. To receive praise from someone like Nangong Ying, she must be a very outstanding person. And hearing that this friend of hers wasn’t doing well in the entertainment industry recently, Li Yuexin wondered if she should go over and help her, after all, her relationship with Nangong Ying was so good.


    Filming proceeded in full swing. Director Zhang wasn’t a new director; he had works, but just hadn’t made a name for himself. This time, filming such a large-investment commercial film, he hoped to make a name for himself with this work. To make the work better, he didn’t hesitate to abandon big-name actors and chose newcomers. Moreover, there weren’t many female actors in the entertainment industry who could film action scenes. Nangong Ying’s talent was so good, he didn’t want to waste it.

    The crew worked non-stop, hoping to finish by the end of the year as soon as possible. Director Zhang was also hands-on, doing everything, showing no mercy on the set, which made many actors suffer.

    One day, a man came to visit the set. This man wore a tie, a suit, and his leather shoes scraped against the ground. When he first stepped onto the set, some staff members glanced at him. This man had a peaceful appearance, wasn’t tall, but his face was full of gentleness, giving the impression of someone who wouldn’t cause trouble.

    “Yo, Yu Tianchen, what brings you here?”

    Director Zhang saw this man during a break. A trace of displeasure flashed in his heart, but he still put on a smile. After all, they were both in the industry; face had to be given.

    “Director Zhang, hello. I heard your movie started filming. I wanted to come see how the actors you picked are doing. It seems you really have a good eye. That little girl’s performance in front of the camera is quite impressive.”

    Yu Tianchen smiled, specifically praising the female lead Director Zhang had chosen, complimenting the young girl for being promising and having good acting skills.

    Adding Nangong Ying’s background as a national martial arts champion and national singing competition champion, Yu Tianchen spared no effort in praising her. Although the movie wasn’t finished yet, he evaluated the movie as flawless.

    Never visit a temple without a cause. Everyone understood this principle, and Director Zhang knew even better how deep the water was here.

    Yu Tianchen was from Orange River Film Company. He had scouted many stars. The company he belonged to was a major production company in today’s film industry, having produced many excellent works. Having this company’s name attached was a guarantee of the movie’s quality. It could be said that in the film industry, this company’s status was significant.

    “Mr. Yu, coming to visit my set specifically today, have you taken a fancy to someone?”

    Director Zhang said with a chuckle.

    Although he was smiling, his heart was extremely uneasy.

    This company was very good at poaching people, often poaching many actors and making them famous. They were especially good at making female stars famous. The female lead of last year’s box office champion movie was a signed actor under this company.

    They were very calculating and never fought meaningless battles.

    In front of this company, Director Zhang’s existence was very small.

    “Nangong Ying, this newcomer, the movie she’s currently filming, Miss Ye has invested in it, right?”

    “Yes. Although Miss Ye isn’t very famous, she was willing to give us such a large investment. I think that’s already very good. Those few million solved our urgent needs.”

    “How about this, our Orange River will also invest. We can add another twenty million.”

    “This…!”

    Director Zhang was shocked. He had expected this person was here to poach, but the conditions he offered truly shocked him. An additional investment of twenty million! With this money, he could do better in post-production special effects and action scenes. As a director, it was impossible for him not to be tempted.

    “If you feel our investment is still not enough, we can continue to add more. In that case, the investment in this movie would probably reach one hundred million, right?”

    What was the concept of a one-hundred-million investment for a movie? That was a major production!

    With so much money invested, the box office was at least guaranteed, and audiences also liked blockbusters. Although domestic movies were not as good as Hollywood, they had developed a fixed audience over the years.

    “I only want the female lead in your crew, Nangong Ying. This little girl, our Orange River is very optimistic about her future.”

    When he said this, Director Zhang understood. Orange River intended to promote Nangong Ying, allowing her to gain a firm foothold in the entertainment industry.

    “Nangong Ying is still a newcomer. I don’t understand what aspect of her you’ve taken a fancy to.”

    “It’s simple. What we value is her future. She is a genius. What we need is precisely this genius who can bring us surprises.”

    He didn’t explicitly state the reason, but his eyes kept staring at Nangong Ying working on the set. Although Nangong Ying was on break, she was still holding the script and studying it carefully.

    Nangong Ying had previously won the national martial arts championship, so her stage performance experience naturally didn’t need mentioning. But winning the national singing competition championship was surprising. After all, martial arts and singing competitions were two different concepts. People who could cross both fields and achieve excellence were extremely rare. Now Nangong Ying had also entered the entertainment industry to act. Orange River knew that this person named Nangong Ying was bound to be a multi-faceted artist.

    If they didn’t tie her down at this time, she would make money for others in the future. Before she truly turned into gold, they had to snatch her over. This was Orange River’s plan.

    Yu Tianchen had also investigated Nangong Ying’s competitions and knew about a friend Nangong Ying often mentioned on set. He heard her friend was also trying to make it in the entertainment industry, but wasn’t doing well. Yu Tianchen thought this might be his entry point to lure Nangong Ying in.

  • Shion’s Notes 49

    Chapter 49: Can’t Catch Up

    The summer sun was particularly harsh, especially in the south; its scorching heat was imaginable. People living here had to endure this temperature every year. For Ye Zhiyun, although she often flew around since childhood, her roots were ultimately in the south. She had strong feelings for this place and was therefore accustomed to the temperature here.

    She finally made a trip home, but her father was away on a business trip and wouldn’t be back for a while. And her ‘cheap’ older brother probably wouldn’t be back these two days either, leaving just her and her mother at home. Although staying at home wasn’t bad, doing nothing was still very boring. These past two days, when she had nothing to do, she stayed in her room doing practice problems and test papers. Don’t underestimate her; she also had to take the college entrance exam. Although she didn’t need to worry about her exam results at all, with a serious attitude, she still decided to prepare for the exam with all her might.

    One afternoon, Ye Zhiyun went out to buy books. Her reference books were running low. While doing practice problems was effective, for her, reference books were the core. Although she had taken leave from school, she would still study hard at home.

    Wearing a long dress, a sun hat, her long black hair tied into a ponytail, Ye Zhiyun went out dressed coolly. The clothes she wore and the bag she carried clearly weren’t cheap knock-offs. She was a legitimate young lady; no one would be tactless enough to bother her, unless those hooligans were uncultured. But even if they were uncultured, it didn’t matter; no one could beat her anyway.

    Entering the bookstore, Ye Zhiyun casually picked up a few reference books she wanted, then grabbed a set of test papers and prepared to check out. This trip home was certainly not just to see her family. The original plan was to discuss the problems she encountered in her investments with her father and see if she could persuade him to allocate some funds to her.

    But it seemed her father was deliberately avoiding her. Although expected, it was still a bit annoying.

    “Zhiyun, when did you get back?”

    Suddenly, a deep and resonant male voice came from behind. Ye Zhiyun turned around. The young man’s handsome and sunny face was very pleasing. His figure was slender; though not burly, he had a masculine air. If it weren’t for his low emotional intelligence, he would definitely be very popular with girls.

    Why did Ye Zhiyun like this low-EQ man? Even Yu Linna probably couldn’t answer that.

    “I came home. What about you? What brings you here?”

    She knew clearly that Li Muqing’s home wasn’t here. They just met by chance before, and then had interactions. Plus, after Ye Zhiyun moved out, they both got into the same high school, shortening the distance between them.

    “I was thinking of coming to see Uncle Ye, but he wasn’t here. Unexpectedly, I ran into you. I took leave from studying these past few days and went to Shenzhen. I didn’t know you were back.”

    “It would be good if you knew.”

    Ye Zhiyun sighed.

    If this low-EQ boy knew how to take the initiative, would their relationship be like this?

    Starting from high school, she was always the proactive one, constantly giving him hints, hoping he would understand the signals she sent. But the greater the expectation, the greater the disappointment. Li Muqing simply didn’t understand her meaning. Ye Zhiyun had been pursuing him for almost three years, yet there was still no progress. No matter how hard she tried, Li Muqing remained unmoved.

    Originally, she thought she could slowly advance. It wasn’t until Yu Linna’s appearance made her feel a sense of crisis that she became anxious.

    But it was also Yu Linna’s appearance during this period that gradually made her understand that the Li Muqing she liked had never truly looked at her.

    “Zhiyun, it’s rare to have free time. Let’s go, let’s eat together.”

    “Okay. Old rules, you pay.”

    “Hahaha, naturally. Have you heard? A new shop opened opposite that old gym. Let’s go there for lunch.”

    “What are your plans after eating?”

    “After eating, of course, go home. What else can we do?”

    “…That’s not wrong.”

    Expecting this low-EQ man to say something romantic? That was absolutely impossible.
    Ye Zhiyun had already given up.

    “Zhiyun, I saw Yu Linna in Shenzhen earlier. Are you two still in contact?”

    “Yes, why wouldn’t we be?”

    “I thought you two had argued, made me worry for so long. It’s good that you didn’t argue. It’s better for girls to have a good relationship.”

    This man was just worrying unnecessarily (eating salty radish and worrying lightly – idiom for meddling). But this good old person wasn’t annoying at all. Otherwise, how could someone as proud as her have liked him for so long?

    “Don’t worry. My relationship with Yu Linna isn’t as bad as you think.”

    When Ye Zhiyun said this, perhaps even she didn’t expect she would say these words. Just a short while ago, her relationship with Yu Linna was terrible. How could it change so quickly in less than a month?

    Indeed, her feelings towards Yu Linna were no longer as hateful as before. But it couldn’t be called liking either. It was just that a strange feeling had indeed arisen in her heart towards her. That feeling, she couldn’t describe it, perhaps something akin to protectiveness.

    She could bully her unscrupulously, but she didn’t want others to bully her. If she said this feeling out loud, people would think she was sick.

    “Let’s go, get something to eat.”

    “Muqing, slow down. I’m wearing sandals. Don’t walk so fast.”

    Just after paying, Li Muqing wanted to run outside, probably hungry, a bit eager. This flustered Ye Zhiyun. Did this man have to be so impatient?

    “Hurry up and follow. I’m quite hungry.”

    “Can’t you be a little more considerate of me?”

    “Haha, you’re still the same as before, can’t catch up to me. Hurry up, if you’re slow, I won’t wait for you.”

    Looking at that broad shoulder, that back view, Ye Zhiyun’s eyes glazed over. She tried hard to take steps, but no matter how hard she tried, she couldn’t keep up.

    That back view, so close, yet she couldn’t touch it. He was clearly right beside her, yet she couldn’t possess him. She could look at him, but couldn’t caress him.

    This was exactly the same as the past.

    Since childhood, she met him. He was always running, always moving forward, always ahead of her. She chased, but always followed behind him. She wanted to surpass him, but never succeeded. And he left her far behind.

    Later, slowly growing up, Ye Zhiyun became independent. After entering high school, she developed a crush on him. She launched her offensive, hoping to walk side by side with him. But he still walked ahead of her, never moved, no matter how she chased, she could never walk ahead of him.

    “Would it kill you to walk slower? Can’t you wait for me for a moment? Why walk so fast!”

    When she shouted this sentence, perhaps she also vented years of dissatisfaction.

    Yes, she knew. She knew from the beginning. No matter how hard she tried, she could never catch up to Li Muqing. Even if she tried hard to walk with him, Li Muqing wouldn’t stop and wait for her. His heart never had a place reserved for her.

    Ye Zhiyun was proud. She refused to admit defeat. She wanted everything she desired. Since childhood, she had everything, whatever she wanted. But only Li Muqing, she had never possessed. She wanted him, so she chased relentlessly.

    But, she should probably understand by now, what doesn’t belong to her, ultimately isn’t hers. More effort is just futile.

    She knew…
    She just wasn’t willing to let go.
    Such a self, how ridiculous. Clearly unattainable, yet unwilling to let go. Why was she so persistent?

    That back view, perhaps she could never catch up in this lifetime. Ye Zhiyun closed her eyes, thinking it wouldn’t be bad if it just passed like this. She had chased for too long, she was tired, she wanted to rest.

    She really liked Li Muqing, she really relied on him, but… children eventually have to grow up, fly far away.

    “Zhiyun, let’s go.”

    “Okay, I know. I walk slowly, no rush to catch up. You can go ahead alone.”

    This bitter feeling, felt somewhat unwilling.
    But, she, Ye Zhiyun, wouldn’t easily let go, would never give up easily.
    Although, she didn’t know how long she could persist…
    Today’s sun was still scorching.


    Guangnan City. After Yu Linna returned to her normal track, she no longer had the mind for acting. After this blow, it was unlikely she would put her mind back into this. What she should consider most now was how to solve the rent problem.

    “Sigh, poverty limits my imagination…”

    Lying on the front desk table, Yu Linna, wearing her work uniform, let out a long sigh like a salted fish.

    Not only did she have to pay the rent, but she also had to make up for the overdue rent. This amount was not small. For a kid like her who worked part-time while studying, the number was a bit large. But the biggest problem was, how could she make up this amount?

    “Linna, I’ve gathered enough money for the summer comic convention! The date is the 22nd of this month. Want to go to the holy war with me?”

    Coincidentally, Fang Jianing’s work period also ended today. After receiving the money earned from working, she also resigned. She excitedly mentioned the comic convention to her, hoping to invite her friend to go with her.

    “Comic convention?”

    “Yeah! I’ll invite Ningning to go together then. Let’s the three of us go play together!”

    Yu Linna lay on the table, offering no comment. Speaking of comic conventions, whether in her previous life or this life, she had never experienced one. However, anime had many descriptions of them. But what a real comic convention was like, she had no concept.

    Of course, the main problem was, she was poor.

    “Not going.”

    One ticket cost almost sixty or seventy yuan. It was impossible for her to afford it. Better let her off. Moreover, the things sold inside comic conventions were somewhat expensive, exceeding her acceptable range. If it weren’t for seeing her idols and e-sports activities, going there basically had no meaning.

    “Don’t be like that~ Let’s go together, Linna, Linna~”

    “I’m not going. Pouting is useless.”

    If she said she wasn’t going, she wasn’t going. Yu Linna wouldn’t be moved.

    “How about this, I’ll treat you to the ticket money.”

    “I’m still not going.”

    “Great! The time is next week… What, you’re not going?!”

    Unbelievable! Fang Jianing’s usual money-luring tactic didn’t work! How could this be? It was clearly very effective before!

    That was because the money she spent before was on meals and snacks. For Yu Linna, that was within the range she could shamelessly accept. But the comic convention, the ticket itself was expensive, and it was impossible not to spend money inside. The total cost was even higher. No matter how thick-skinned Yu Linna was, she couldn’t possibly ask someone for so much money. Moreover, this money was earned by the other person through working. She didn’t want to receive reward without merit.

  • Shion’s Notes 48

    Chapter 48: That’s Fate

    Ye Zhiyun sat in the passenger seat, letting the driver head towards another city. She slowly left this familiar city, heading to another place. Although that was said, it wasn’t actually very far, at most about a hundred kilometers.

    Since the screen test ended and she took Yu Linna home, Ye Zhiyun entered a busy state, working non-stop. She had several investment projects on hand, two of which were related to movies. Whether they would make money or not was beside the point, but she had indeed spent quite a bit of her funds. Although she was called Miss Ye by people in the circle, only she knew how aggrieved she felt being this “Miss.”

    Her father had cut off her financial resources long ago in the name of training her. A long time ago, she began dabbling in stock investment, e-commerce, and other economic fields. Although she didn’t show much interest in economics, she inherited her father’s excellent genes and indeed had a certain ability in investment.

    Today was a rare opportunity. Following her father’s arrangement, she returned home. Her home wasn’t in Guangnan City; it took about two hours by car, which wasn’t too far. She currently lived alone, covering her expenses herself. But this money was earned through her own abilities; she rarely asked her family for money. Some people still didn’t know how substantial her family’s assets were.

    The car stopped in a villa complex, drove into the garden. After getting out, what came into view was a Western-style mansion, magnificently decorated, built with high-quality marble. Opening the door and entering, the floor gleamed, probably just cleaned, very spotless.

    “Miss, you’re back?”

    The old butler was a man over fifty. He wore a tailcoat, a neither humble nor arrogant smile on his face, his infectiousness quite amiable.

    “Uncle Ma, is my dad back?”

    “Master is at the company. He probably won’t be back today.”

    “Where’s my brother?”

    “Not here either.”

    Although this was expected, she still felt a little depressed.

    Ye Zhiyun had been pampered at home since childhood. Whether it was her parents or her elder brother, they were all very good to her. She had everything she wanted, almost like a little princess. No one would doubt how happy her life would be when she grew up. She had everything, her parents doted on her, lacking almost nothing.

    But later, her father said he wanted to train her, cut off her pocket money, and didn’t let her spend money recklessly. This little princess, who grew up soaked in a honey pot, wasn’t used to it at first. Slowly, she accepted this fact and began trying to use her natural brain to trade stocks. Surprisingly, this first trade brought her her first pot of gold. Seeing her ability, her father had the intention of cultivating her, so he made her move out and live independently.

    She had just started high school the year she moved out. Although it wasn’t that she couldn’t be independent, leaving her parents’ embrace still felt a bit unfamiliar.

    However, Ye Zhiyun quickly got used to it. Now, she not only traded stocks but also invested in the film industry and did e-commerce, starting to build her fortune with that little bit of money. Although her achievements were incomparable to her father’s.

    “What’s wrong, Zhiyun? You seem unhappy.”

    Ye Zhiyun’s mother came down from the second floor, wearing a noblewoman’s smile, patting her little head, pampering this precious daughter. Since her daughter moved out to live independently, she no longer acted spoiled like before, which made her quite depressed.

    Ye Zhiyun’s mother was named Li Xiaoyue. It seemed she used to be her father’s business competitor, having fought commercial battles against his rival company in the past. The two had quite unpleasant conflicts because of this, almost coming to blows.

    But somehow, these two competitors suddenly became lovers, and most incredibly, they actually got married. This was unbelievable to everyone. If no one mentioned it, they wouldn’t even know about this matter.

    And after marrying, Mother Li Xiaoyue also faded out of the business world, becoming a noble lady at home, no longer involved in business. However, the children she had with her husband were not easy characters. In the business field, they always had a natural acuity. Perhaps this was a matter of bloodline.

    “Mom, long time no see. Where did you travel again?”

    “Aiya, your mother worked so hard when I was young, earned enough money. If I don’t travel now, how can I do justice to myself? Although your dad is still so busy, I’m happy to be idle. Do you want me to move over and live with you?”

    “That won’t be necessary. I can still take care of myself. Besides, I also have social engagements recently, no less busy than my dad. Are you sure you want to live with me?”

    “Hmph, you’re just like your dad, why do you like working so much? You were cuter before. You used to be so obedient, never clamoring to socialize with people.”

    “Speaking of which, do you, a former strong woman in the business world, have the right to say that about me?”

    She really didn’t understand why her parents got married. Clearly, both had such strong personalities and were even in the same industry. Logically speaking, the possibility of these two pairing up shouldn’t be high. She really couldn’t understand it at all.

    But returning home after a long time was still nice. She grew up in this place and naturally felt a sense of closeness. When she was tired, she always wanted to come home and just be idle. Although she was only eighteen and couldn’t be said to have entered society, her current state wasn’t much different from having entered society.

    “Zhiyun, you’re already eighteen. Although your dad and I aren’t anxious, have you thought about finding a boyfriend?”

    Hey, hey, are you sure you weren’t anxious just now? Ye Zhiyun really wanted to ask this.

    The black-haired girl sat down on the sofa in the hall, drinking the tea the butler had prepared for her. Home still tasted the best.

    “No.”

    Although unwilling, this was indeed the fact. She, Ye Zhiyun, had lived for eighteen years and just didn’t have a boyfriend.

    “Really? I thought you and that kid from the Li family were so close, already together long ago.”

    Pfft!!

    Ye Zhiyun sprayed her tea on the spot.

    “You, what nonsense are you talking about!!”

    Her face flushed red. She grabbed a few tissues from the table to wipe her mouth. Facing her mother’s teasing, smiling eyes, she only felt the anger of being played with.

    “Isn’t it true? You’ve liked that kid for so long, yet there’s still no progress. Tell me, shouldn’t you reflect on this?”

    “That’s enough!”

    “Hahaha.”

    Teasing her own daughter was quite fun. Although Li Xiaoyue was getting older, she didn’t have much fun at home usually. Her daughter rarely came back. How could she not play around? Especially seeing her daughter’s embarrassed and angry face, she felt extremely happy. It always brought back memories of teasing her husband when they were young.

    After laughing, she slowly calmed down. Although Ye Zhiyun still sat drinking tea, the tips of her ears were still red. It could be seen that she indeed had feelings for Li Muqing, otherwise, she wouldn’t react so strongly.

    But…

    Li Xiaoyue had seen long ago that this was almost a fruitless affection.

    “Zhiyun, I want to talk to you about something serious.”

    “What?”

    “You really like Muqing, right?”

    “What nonsense are you talking about again…”

    “Does he like you?”

    This question silenced Ye Zhiyun. She wanted to say something to refute, but her mouth opened for a long time, yet she couldn’t utter a single word.

    She liked Li Muqing, that was true.
    But…
    Had Li Muqing ever liked her?
    The answer seemed obvious.

    “Although Mom doesn’t want to interfere in your affairs, are you really going to continue like this, even if there’s no result?”

    “Mom, you don’t understand.”

    “Of course, I don’t understand. I haven’t experienced it either. Besides, the choice is yours, not mine.”

    Li Xiaoyue smiled, sat down next to her daughter. Regarding Ye Zhiyun’s choice, she never interfered. But, she still felt a little unbearable.

    No one wanted their precious daughter to get hurt, especially when the daughter had fallen for someone with no future together.

    “…I actually know. I knew a long time ago.”

    After a long time, Ye Zhiyun uttered such a sentence. When she said this, her face was filled with sorrow.

    She liked Li Muqing; this had been going on for several years. But Li Muqing never liked her. He only regarded Ye Zhiyun as a younger sister, never having even a trace of romantic affection.

    If he cared about Ye Zhiyun, his attitude definitely shouldn’t be like this.

    Although she knew long ago that Li Muqing didn’t like her, her pride prevented her from bowing her head. She always thought she could change him, holding onto a sliver of hope while staying by his side. But, the greater the expectation, the greater the disappointment. No matter how hard she tried, Li Muqing remained unmoved.

    “I know, he doesn’t like me, I know…”

    “Then why are you still with him?”

    “I… I don’t want to bow my head, don’t want to give up.”

    Ye Zhiyun was proud. No one could defeat her. She would never easily let go of something she had set her mind on.

    Even knowing it was impossible, she still refused to let go. She was just that kind of person. She liked someone, so she bravely moved forward, never retreating. Even if she lost, she wanted to retain that pride.

    Saying these words, Ye Zhiyun’s eyes reddened slightly, but she held back. She wouldn’t admit defeat, absolutely wouldn’t easily admit defeat. She, Ye Zhiyun, was the best, the most outstanding. How could she bow her head because of a man?

    “Silly girl, there are so many outstanding men in the world. You don’t have to cling to just one.”

    Li Xiaoyue patted her daughter’s head, pulling her into her embrace. Even though her daughter had grown up, she was still a child in her heart.

    “Perhaps you’ll have someone more suitable by your side in the future. Why are you so stubborn? Could it be that if you like someone, you have to hang onto them? Some things can’t be forced.”

    Ye Zhiyun closed her eyes, saying no more. Although unpleasant to hear, it was the truth.

    But…

    In the future, could she really find a better partner? Could she, Ye Zhiyun, really have someone by her side who wouldn’t leave her? Was this really possible?

    She really didn’t know.

    After all, the future is unpredictable; no one can judge.

    But recently, her feelings for Li Muqing seemed less intense than before. Perhaps it was because she already knew it was unlikely between them. Who knew if this was a good thing or a bad thing?

    Ye Zhiyun opened her eyes, looked up, still feeling bewildered about her future.

  • Shion’s Notes 47

    Chapter 47: The Routine Isn’t Deep Enough

    Having finally managed to ask her out, how could she just leave after only eating a meat bun? That was too unfair! Huo Ningning absolutely wouldn’t agree!

    “Let’s hang out a little longer!”

    “I have to work. If I don’t work, will you support me?”

    Throwing the leftover plastic bag into the trash can, stretching her muscles, Yu Linna had no intention of wasting time here. She had to go to work at the convenience store. For this month’s food and rent, she had to work hard.

    “Don’t! I’ll treat you to something else. Look, that hot dog is still fresh. Don’t you want to eat it before you go?!”

    Huo Ningning pointed to the sausage stall across the street. At this moment, the sausages were just grilled, and a fragrant aroma slowly wafted over. Although she was already somewhat full after eating the buns, who doesn’t like free things? Thinking this, Yu Linna felt the urge to be cheap again.

    “Alright, just one more bite.”

    Huo Ningning went to buy her a hot dog. When the fresh hot dog reached her mouth, it was still hot. Yu Linna brushed aside the hair on her left side, blew on the hot air, and slowly licked the freshly cooked hot dog. Her way of eating, even Huo Ningning, as a girl, couldn’t help but blush and her heart beat faster.

    Don’t look at Huo Ningning being usually enthusiastic, but seeing this scene, her thoughts had already become unhealthy.

    Because the hot dog was very hot, the blonde girl didn’t bite down all at once, but just stuck out her tongue to lick it, biting it little by little. Huo Ningning blushed, her mind filled with strange things.

    “Hey, don’t fantasize, duck…” (Note: “鸭” (yā – duck) is likely a typo for “呀” (ya – an interjection), or possibly internet slang.)

    Didn’t Fang Jianing understand her friend? She had long known her personality clearly, okay? But she still didn’t want Huo Ningning to fantasize about strange things regarding this girl.

    “Cough, my apologies.”

    Huo Ningning calmed herself down, trying hard to restore her complexion, but after seeing that scene just now, asking herself honestly, could she calm down?

    “Speaking of which, why do you insist on treating me? Although I know you want to get closer to me, it’s really not necessary. Can’t we just be normal?”

    Yu Linna took a bite, eating a section of the sausage, talking while chewing. She looked extremely cute like this.

    Although she was a bit direct, it was indeed the truth. Huo Ningning seemed a bit too anxious. She could clearly interact with her normally. Besides, although Yu Linna didn’t like getting close to people, it didn’t mean she was unwilling to make friends.

    Huo Ningning fell silent, lowering her head and stealing glances at Yu Linna’s face. Yu Linna’s face was very delicate, and she wasn’t tall. Despite having Western ancestry, her height was average for an Asian, no, perhaps even below the average Asian level. And her appearance was also very youthful. If she weren’t wearing a high school uniform, people would think she was in middle school.

    “I want to build a good relationship with you. Is that not okay?”

    “It’s not that it’s not okay…”

    Finishing the rest of the hot dog, Yu Linna mumbled indistinctly.

    She really didn’t have much of a connection with Huo Ningning. Just like with Fang Jianing, they only became classmates in their third year of high school. The experimental class they were in was ranked based on grades. The higher the rank in the grade, the greater the chance of entering the experimental class. And Yu Linna was the one with the highest grades, so naturally, she was assigned to the experimental class.

    After the experimental class came the special talent class. The specialty students in this school were highly valued by the school authorities. For example, Nangong Ying was one such case.

    But solely based on academic performance in cultural subjects, Yu Linna was definitely outstanding.

    “Forget it, I should go to work. Thank you for treating me, saved me a meal’s money. By the way, Jianing, do you have a shift today?”

    She threw the bamboo skewer from the finished sausage into the trash can and casually asked Fang Jianing. Because Fang Jianing worked at the same convenience store as her, although she was only a temporary worker, their work hours should be roughly the same.

    “Yes, wait for me, let’s go together. That’s it, Ningning, see you tomorrow.”

    Patting her good ji you‘s (close female friend, often used in otaku circles) shoulder, Fang Jianing whistled and walked away with Yu Linna. And Yu Linna didn’t even plan to look back, just left directly.

    “Eh, Ningning, how could you do this…”

    Huo Ningning was almost crying, but it was useless. Yu Linna had already left with Fang Jianing.

    So nice, so envious. She also wanted to go home with Yu Linna.

    Huo Ningning sighed heavily. Although extremely disappointed, she had made significant progress. Being able to talk to her today was already very good. In the past, she never dared to talk to her. It was good that she mustered the courage today. But that being said, wanting to be as close to her as Fang Jianing was still a bit difficult.

    How did Fang Jianing become so close to Yu Linna? Clearly, everyone treated her to food.

    This girl just didn’t understand. Actually, Fang Jianing had also spent quite a bit of money. Of course, the main thing was that she had spent a long time with her, something Huo Ningning could never compare to.


    “You’re really cold. Getting along well with classmates is also part of social interaction. How about being a bit more enthusiastic? I heard Americans are very enthusiastic.”

    On the way to the convenience store, Fang Jianing smilingly mentioned Yu Linna’s coldness towards Huo Ningning.

    The girl sighed. What did she think this was? So it was about this. Getting along well with people, is it really necessary? We’re not kids anymore, playing friendship games.

    “First, I am 100% Chinese, born and raised. There’s no such thing as enthusiasm. Also, you don’t need too many friends, just getting along is enough.”

    She, Yu Linna, wasn’t afraid of having no friends; she just didn’t want to casually get close to people. She didn’t like that.

    Who told her to move so often in her early years, constantly changing schools, making her dislike making friends? Otherwise, she would definitely have one or two compatible friends around her.

    But it wasn’t like she had no good friends at all, for example, Nangong Ying. Her relationship with Nangong Ying should be considered the best. They met in their first year of high school, and their relationship had always been good. Although Nangong Ying often had to run around due to her own issues, her relationship with Yu Linna remained good, basically never arguing.

    But their relationship had become a bit awkward, mainly because they competed on the same stage during the screen test, and in the end, the one who got the role was Nangong Ying, while Yu Linna got nothing. Because of this incident, the two became very awkward.

    Although they didn’t argue, it always felt like there was a barrier between them.

    “Linna, weren’t you and Classmate Nangong getting along well? She hasn’t come to class. Do you know what she’s up to?”

    “…Her? She should have joined the film crew by now, right?”

    “Huh?”

    Fang Jianing looked bewildered. She still didn’t know what had happened between Nangong Ying and Yu Linna. Although she knew Yu Linna failed the screen test, she didn’t know who ultimately got the role.

    No choice, Yu Linna briefly explained the matter, roughly clarifying her relationship with Nangong Ying. Fang Jianing only felt her head ache. What the heck? How did the relationship become so complicated?

    “So you two are considered… fighting?”

    “Not really fighting, just haven’t contacted each other.”

    She said gloomily.

    She and Nangong Ying weren’t fighting, just feeling a bit awkward.

    “Speaking of which, I recently found a new job, delivering food.”

    To ease the atmosphere, Yu Linna took the initiative to change the topic. Staying on this topic for too long always felt uncomfortable.

    “Food delivery? Don’t you think you have too many jobs? I heard you say you were working as an assistant teacher before. You also have the convenience store job, and the library cleaning job. Now you have another food delivery job? How do you have so many jobs?”

    “Well… I need money. These jobs are all paid daily, which suits my needs. You know I’ve been fired from several jobs. Can I not find new ones?”

    For survival, working more jobs was necessary. Although tomorrow might not necessarily get better, today she must strive to live on. This was Yu Linna’s creed.

    “Why do I feel like you’re really poor? Don’t your parents care about you?”

    Speaking of this matter, Yu Linna fell silent.

    Her nominal guardian, after handling her guardianship rights a few years ago, had abandoned her. It was slightly better at the beginning, leaving her a little bit of money. But after that, there was no news, the phone number didn’t work anymore. Left with that meager amount of money, Yu Linna struggled for three months before having no choice but to go out and work part-time to earn money. Otherwise, she would really starve to death on the streets.

    And at that time, she seemed to be only 11 years old.

    Well, things from so long ago were already unclear.

    “Let’s not talk about these for now. Let’s go to work. After all, money is the most important thing.”

    Although she didn’t know if tomorrow would be better, at least today she had to live well. This was also Yu Linna’s life creed.

    In this world, no one could help her. The only one who could help her was always herself. She took this as her life philosophy.

    Their figures disappeared into the street corner, no longer visible.


    Meanwhile, on Nangong Ying’s side, having secured the role, she was preparing for the preliminary work. The director also asked the screenwriter to refine the script, and addressed issues with hiring action choreographers and the post-production team. As the central figure of this movie, Nangong Ying got acquainted with several co-actors after joining the crew and exchanged acting experiences.

    Before the official filming started, they had time for trial performances. It was during this time that Nangong Ying began to systematically study acting. Although she hadn’t undergone formal acting training, fortunately, there were many official actors on set, with enough time to teach her things. Nangong Ying was also smart and learned quickly. Except for the fact that filming hadn’t officially started, everything else was going relatively smoothly.

    And as a newcomer, Nangong Ying’s biggest advantage was that she had learned martial arts. Her movements were elegant and highly ornamental, like a dance. This was something no action choreographer could replicate. It wasn’t unreasonable for the director to choose her.

    “Nangong, get ready. We start filming tomorrow.”

    “Okay.”

    Packing her things, Nangong Ying was about to enter work mode. Occasionally, she would think of her friend, but the busy schedule gradually made her forget.

  • Shion’s Notes 46

    Chapter 46: Ningning and Ningning

    After that, life officially returned to its ordinary track. She no longer did meaningless things, but honestly lived an ordinary life. Attending classes every day, working part-time, juggling earning money and studies, Yu Linna seemed to have forgotten the unpleasantness that happened during that period.

    After all, the blow after the screen test was quite significant. For a long time afterward, she probably wouldn’t touch jobs in the film and television industry again. But even if she wanted to, she didn’t have the ability. It was more practical for her to honestly work part-time.

    Returning to campus, Yu Linna focused on doing problems, focused on studying, and diligently did her test papers. Seeing her well-behaved performance these past few days, the homeroom teacher finally stopped picking on her. But even if Yu Linna wasn’t targeted, her grades had always been very stable. Not getting first place last time was just an accident. As long as she stabilized, grades weren’t difficult for her. She had been good at studying since she was young.

    The urgency of senior year, and the burden of academics, meant no one’s face could carry a relaxed expression. The mock exams were coming soon. Yu Linna had also been much more obedient these days, attending classes every day, and diligently doing test papers every day. She could also get satisfactory scores on quizzes, completely different from the situation before where she often took leave to go out. It couldn’t help but make people sigh; she was indeed still that unattainable Yu Linna.


    A quiz nearly exhausted the energy of the entire class, especially Fang Jianing; her brain cells were about to die out. After finishing the exam, she immediately collapsed on the desk, looking like “don’t ever wake me up again.”

    “This test was so hard. I feel like I’m going to fail.”

    Fang Jianing looked like she was about to cry. This exam really made her feel desperate.

    However, Fang Jianing’s grades were actually quite good in the class. Even if she performed abnormally, she probably wouldn’t fall out of the top thirty.

    Compared to her, Yu Linna appeared much calmer. After finishing the quiz, she crumpled the scratch paper on her desk, planning to throw it away later.

    This exam wasn’t good or bad for her, just a normal performance. But she felt she should be able to reclaim her first place with this quiz. Then Li Lexuan probably wouldn’t say anything about her.

    The days of the college entrance examination gradually approached, and the atmosphere in the class became tense. But Yu Linna didn’t feel it at all. Anyway, she wasn’t going to university, so whether she took the exam or not didn’t matter. But in order not to make her life incomplete, she still had to take it.

    “Linna, you’re so calm. You must have done well on the exam.”

    “So-so, not good, not bad.”

    “Wuwu, I’m going to die. If I mess up this time, my dad will definitely punish me!”

    Classmates occasionally shifted their gazes towards the two of them. These two youthful and lively girls had always been the focus of the class. Especially Yu Linna; in the past, she gave people the impression of a cold girl because she rarely spoke to others, and her interactions were also very cold. Although not to the point of being distant, she always deliberately kept a distance from people. Especially since she had a mixed-race appearance, there was somewhat of a barrier between her and her classmates.

    Fang Jianing was currently the only girl in the class who had a good relationship with her, which made many classmates extremely envious. They also wanted to get along well with Yu Linna!

    Yu Linna didn’t know what her classmates were thinking. At this moment, she was thinking about whether to take on more part-time jobs. She was really short on money recently. The scholarship was also delayed. If she didn’t get some money soon, she would really be done for.

    “Ahem, excuse me, Classmate Yu.”

    Suddenly, a girl’s voice sounded above her head. Yu Linna looked up.

    This girl had shoulder-length hair, wore glasses, had delicate features, and a very gentle facial expression. Especially the prominent weapon (referring to her chest) on her chest made Yu Linna, this “poor student,” stare wide-eyed. This girl looked very weak, easy to bully at first glance, but she was very popular in class, probably because many girls protected her.

    Yu Linna just wanted to say, meganekko (girls with glasses) are great.

    But after all, she was a classmate, so it was better not to say these things out loud.

    “What is it, Study Committee Member?”

    This girl was called Huo Ningning, the class’s study committee member. She was mainly responsible for managing classmates’ homework and reporting learning situations to the teacher. When Yu Linna took leave before, she also came to get her leave slip for the homeroom teacher, so the two had some interaction.

    Huo Ningning worked with the class monitor. Although weak in personality, she was indeed capable, looked cute, and had a large chest. It wouldn’t be an exaggeration to call her the class goddess. As for Yu Linna, she couldn’t be called a goddess. Her appearance gave people the feeling of a small animal. A goddess is sacred and inviolable, but Yu Linna was not.

    “Um, I didn’t understand some questions during the math exam just now. Can you teach me?”

    Saying this, she took out the test paper she had just finished and pointed out the questions she hadn’t done well. After the exam, the test papers were kept, and the answer sheets were given to the subject teachers for grading. It would take some time to know one’s score. But Huo Ningning already had a premonition that she might have messed up.

    “This one? Let me see… This is actually easy to understand. Look, didn’t we just review this knowledge point last week? Just plug this formula in…”

    Yu Linna was always responsive to requests. Although her attitude was cold, she wouldn’t refuse. Huo Ningning listened obediently as she explained the problem, nodding and making “mm-hmm” sounds. Her eyes were also fixed on her.

    Up close, Classmate Yu is really beautiful. So soft, I really want to pinch her face.

    Huo Ningning shook her head fiercely. No, how could she think these things?

    “Understand?”

    “Understood. Also, my English isn’t very good. Can you help me?”

    “…I’m not very free.”

    Yu Linna finally understood. This girl was using excuses to get close to her. What’s wrong with people these days? Even girls are targeting her? She’s a girl too!

    “Haha, Ningning, this approach won’t work. You’re too direct.”

    Fang Jianing had been watching the show from the side. When she saw a trace of vigilance flash in Yu Linna’s eyes, she laughed, quite unkindly.

    Back then, didn’t she also use this method to approach Yu Linna? But what was the result? Useless! Facts proved that if you want to get along well with Yu Linna, you absolutely need money!

    “But, Ningning, I tried my pear (best)…” (Note: “尽梨了” (jìn lí le) is a pun on “尽力了” (jìn lì le – tried my best), using the character for pear 梨 instead of strength 力.)

    “You’d better not call me that. If we’re both called ‘Ningning’, no one can tell who is who.”

    Fang Jianing spread her hands, indicating she didn’t like this address. To be honest, it was fine if she was called Ningning, but if she was also called Ningning, then no one could distinguish between them. It was better to just call her Jianing, at least they could differentiate.

    “Study Committee Member, you came with a plan, didn’t you?”

    “It’s not like that, Classmate Yu! I just purely want to get along well with you!”

    Huo Ningning’s head shook like a rattle drum, her face turning red. The more she tried to deny it, the more obvious it became.

    “Thank you, but no need. I know you, you know me, isn’t that enough?”

    Yu Linna lacked interest. She wasn’t interested in her approach at all.

    Although making friends wasn’t bad, it was difficult for her to show her true heart, even though she didn’t reject it. Mainly because she moved too much in her early years, her circle of friends was never fixed. Over time, she lost the desire for deep friendships. At most, she would just get acquainted with people and nothing more. Asking her to open her heart? Better forget it.

    “But, you and Ningning have such a good relationship, I’m so envious…”

    “I told you not to call me ‘Ningning’! And stop acting cute.”

    Fang Jianing complained from the side.

    She and Huo Ningning had been in the same class since the first year of high school, and continued to be classmates until the third year. They had known each other for quite a long time. But Fang Jianing had told her many times not to call her Ningning, because calling her that easily made people think she was calling herself, but Huo Ningning never changed.

    Yu Linna covered her head. Why? Why did everyone want to get close to her? Was she that popular? Wasn’t it just because her appearance looked like an American? Was it necessary for everyone to act like they had found a treasure?

    Don’t underestimate it; Yu Linna attracted attention precisely because of her appearance.

    “Ningning, come here, I’ll teach you…”

    Fang Jianing whispered a few words in her ear. Yu Linna didn’t know what she was saying, only knowing that Huo Ningning listened very attentively, constantly exclaiming in realization.

    After she finished speaking, Huo Ningning finally mustered the courage and launched another attack on her.

    “Classmate Yu, let’s hang out together after school.”

    “Sorry, no time…”

    “I’ll treat you to meat buns!”

    “…”

    Once the ultimate move was out, it was invincible, unstoppable! In the entire class, those who could use this move were rare existences.

    “Alright, I have time anyway.”

    It worked! Huo Ningning cheered inwardly!

    Unexpectedly, Huo Ningning’s move was so terrifyingly effective. If this child is left unchecked, she will surely be a hidden danger in the future. This child must not be allowed to remain!

    Cough cough cough, seems like I got carried away.

    So after school, Yu Linna was abducted by someone again. She probably didn’t even expect herself to become like this. No choice, because hearing someone offer to treat her to food, she just couldn’t control herself. Besides, meat buns were very nutritious. After eating these buns, maybe she could even skip dinner.

    This was a very worthwhile deal.

    Huo Ningning was very happy. She went to a street vendor and bought a bag of meat buns, a full three of them. When she handed them to Yu Linna, she clearly saw Yu Linna’s small mouth curve like a kitten’s. So cute.

    “Mmm, eating something after studying all day is just comfortable.”

    Her days were happy as long as she had good food and drinks like this.

    “Ningning, thank you for telling me this secret technique. It’s really useful!”

    “Hmph hmph, if it weren’t for the fact that you’re my bestie, I wouldn’t have passed it on to you. Remember, don’t spread it.”

    The two “Ningnings” were whispering secrets on the side.

    If the classmates knew Yu Linna was so easy to bribe, the classroom would probably turn into a convenience store the next day. Just feeding her could gain favorability; this deal was really worth it.

    After finishing the buns, Yu Linna rubbed her belly. She really could skip dinner tonight.

    “Alright, I’m full. I should go to work now. It’s not good to be late.”

    Looking at the time on her phone, Yu Linna prepared to leave. Huo Ningning became anxious. They had only been out for five minutes, why was she leaving already!

  • Shion’s Notes 45

    Chapter 45: Life Still Goes On

    Nangong passed the screen test and was officially selected as the female lead. Subsequently, she followed the staff into the film crew and began preparations for filming. She also received the initial script. Although it wasn’t finalized, she roughly knew what it was about. The director also said that modifications would be made according to her image. The official start date for filming was one week later, and the location was in Yunnan. Nangong Ying had to fly out of the province with them again, but this was already commonplace for her. In the remaining days, besides continuing her studies and band practice, she just needed to memorize the script.

    “Well, we’ll notify you of the time.”

    “Okay, sure.”

    Nangong Ying nodded in response. Although Nangong was now an artist, she didn’t have an agent. In the industry, she was still just a newcomer. Entering the circle for the first time, she had to be cautious. Later, she would definitely need an agent, and it was only a matter of time before she was signed by a company.

    “I knew you would definitely be selected. You have the ability and the responsibility. My recommendation was indeed correct.”

    During a phone call with Li Yuexin, Li Yuexin specifically picked out this sentence to express her optimism about Nangong Ying. Indeed, Nangong Ying’s future was immeasurable; she could gain a foothold no matter what she did.

    She wanted to promote this newcomer, help her establish herself in the circle. She knew this little girl had great potential for future development.

    “This is also an opportunity for me. I have no experience filming movies, especially action movies. I think I have a lot to learn.”

    “Don’t worry, the director will arrange for action choreographers. You’ve learned martial arts before, so I think those moves shouldn’t be difficult for you. Besides, this is a female-led drama. There are few actresses who can perform martial arts, so using it as a promotional gimmick seems like a good idea too.”

    “Hope so.”

    A faint smile hung on Nangong Ying’s face. Being able to get this role and play the female lead still made her very happy. This time was different from the singing competition. This time, she was truly the absolute protagonist in front of the screen. She just didn’t know if she could do it well.

    And Yu Linna competed head-on with her. She must be very sad after being eliminated this time. But for Nangong Ying to gain a foothold in the entertainment industry, she had to move upward. Although she felt sad for her friend, she had to keep moving forward.

    The fact was, when Nangong Ying and Yu Linna stood together, the one who stood out was always Nangong Ying. Who told her name to have the character “Ying” (outstanding/heroic)?


    Speaking of Yu Linna, what happened to her?

    Since being eliminated, the disheartened Yu Linna returned to Guangnan City, losing the desire to climb up. She had tried hard, fought hard, but just didn’t succeed. She began to wonder if she had done something wrong.

    Sigh…

    In her small room, Yu Linna looked at the already scarce cash in her wallet. Thinking about the approaching rent due date, she felt a headache. Staying in Shenzhen had cost her too much money. She had originally hoped to get the role and receive money in advance to pay off this debt, but she didn’t get the role. In this case, let alone paying back the money, even her living expenses became a problem. What should she do?

    This was a question worth pondering.

    Yu Linna tossed and turned on the bed, worrying endlessly about money. Thinking that the rent due date was fast approaching, she felt increasingly insecure. In the end, there was no other way; she could only obediently go to work. She didn’t have time to be sad. Besides working to pay off debts, she really couldn’t think of a better way.

    Yu Linna changed her shoes, still wearing that old-fashioned tracksuit, and just went out like that. If she had money, she would also want to change into nicer clothes, but there was no choice; she had to make do.

    The girl had taken a lot of leave recently. Although she wasn’t fired immediately, she understood that if she continued like this, they would really fire her. So she obediently returned to work at the convenience store. This convenience store was one where she had worked for a relatively long time, probably starting in her sophomore year of high school until now. The boss lady had a decent relationship with her and wouldn’t fire her immediately.

    Arriving at the convenience store, Fang Jianing was already working at the cash register. Seeing Yu Linna enter, she smiled and waved at her. Fang Jianing herself wasn’t short of money, but because she spent too much, her finances became tight, forcing her to take on short-term work. No choice, the summer comic convention required expenses, and she had to do this.

    “Ah, Linna, I heard you took leave again. Where did you go?”

    “Cough… I’m going to change clothes.”

    Yu Linna didn’t really want to say what she was doing. If she told people she went to Shenzhen for a screen test, how would they look at her?

    Besides, competing head-on with Nangong Ying and ultimately returning defeated – she couldn’t bring herself to say such words no matter what.

    While Yu Linna was changing clothes, she peeked through the door crack at Fang Jianing sitting at the front desk. Fang Jianing was skillfully giving change to customers. After working for a period, she had already learned how to be a cashier. Involuntarily, Yu Linna thought of Nangong Ying who used to work here.

    Nangong Ying had worked here before participating in the singing competition. At that time, it was because her parents gave her too little pocket money. Introduced by Yu Linna, she came to work at this convenience store. But since winning the competition championship, she no longer needed to work here to earn money. She would definitely go to a farther stage.

    Putting on the work uniform, adjusting her hat, Yu Linna pushed open the door, suppressed the last bit of sadness in her heart, and stood at the position Fang Jianing had just occupied.

    “You can rest now. I’ll handle it here.”

    “That’s okay, but Linna, are you really not telling me where you went?”

    “…”

    “Forget it. If you don’t want to say it, I won’t force you.”

    The little angel didn’t continue to press her. She took the phone from the front desk table, planning to go down and change shifts.

    “Wait.”

    The girl suddenly called out to her.

    The little angel looked at her with questioning eyes.

    “I, it’s not that I don’t want to say…”

    No matter how withdrawn she was, Fang Jianing had become a part of her life. This deskmate had helped her and taken care of her. Yu Linna’s feelings towards her no longer held the initial rejection. Deep down, she already considered her a friend.

    “Actually, I went to participate in an actor’s screen test…”

    “What?”

    It was natural for Fang Jianing to be surprised because Yu Linna had never told her she was going to act.

    Although Yu Linna had experience in front of the camera and had worked in a theater, and luckily snatched the screen test qualification, strictly speaking, she wasn’t an actress.

    After Yu Linna briefly explained her situation, Fang Jianing was clearly intrigued, asking her to continue, but Yu Linna indicated she wasn’t willing to say more. Fang Jianing pouted in protest.

    “You’re really not fair, hiding this from me. Although it’s a pity you weren’t selected, being able to get the qualification for the official screen test, I think that itself is already very good.”

    Although she said that, there was still some resentment in her heart. What Yu Linna wanted was a championship.

    “Linna, since you told me this, it means you consider me a friend. That’s great! Want to eat after work? My treat~”

    “This, well…”

    “Don’t be polite. We’re deskmates, good friends. No need to be polite~”

    Fang Jianing grabbed her small hand, her eyes sparkling like stars, a look impossible to refuse. Fang Jianing was indeed good-looking in class. Although not devastatingly beautiful, her tone of voice was irresistible, and Yu Linna couldn’t possibly refuse.

    Although she hadn’t planned to refuse either.


    At this moment, the convenience store door opened, and a new customer arrived. Yu Linna quickly adjusted her expression and stood obediently at the front desk to greet the customer. Slacking off during work hours was absolutely unacceptable. If the boss found out, she would definitely fire her.

    “Welcome… Sister Chen?”

    “Hmm?”

    The woman with glasses who entered was stunned at first, then saw the blonde girl standing at the front desk. This blonde girl’s attire was different from usual, and Chen Xi didn’t recognize her at first. But meeting Yu Linna here was also an accident. She pushed her glasses up, the lenses flashing white light.

    “Miss Yu, are you earning pocket money here?”

    “No, strictly speaking, earning living expenses.”

    “I see.”

    Chen Xi didn’t pay much attention to these things. She went inside, grabbed a few cans of beer, and paid. Although drinking in broad daylight wasn’t good, who cared? She just wanted to drink.

    “Miss Yu, how did the audition go?”

    After paying, she asked casually, just as a polite remark.

    “Well, I was eliminated during the screen test stage.”

    “…Then your luck is quite good.”

    Chen Xi finished this sentence, then left with the few cans of beer. Regarding Yu Linna, although a bit surprised, it didn’t attract much of her attention. This child, no matter how you looked at her, seemed to rely on her face.

    With her situation, letting her be an actress was indeed too much to ask.

    “That sister with glasses speaks so coldly.”

    “Forget it. After all, she helped me too.”


    After Chen Xi left the convenience store, she took out her phone and casually made a call. Her job involved frequently contacting the authors under her charge to check their progress.

    “Hello, is this Sister Chen?”

    A girl’s voice came from the other end of the phone. This girl’s voice sounded slightly low, but the tone was undoubtedly female.

    “Teacher Kongqi (Air), regarding the publication of your book, I’d like to discuss it face-to-face at your home. Is that okay?”

    “No problem. I’ll wait for you at home. You can come over.”

    As an editor, constantly monitoring the progress of the authors under her charge was a required course. That being said, going to the home of a girl who had just reached adulthood with beer in broad daylight seemed a bit…

    But Chen Xi wouldn’t care so much. As long as she was happy.


    A luxury car drove past on the road, brushing past Chen Xi. If Chen Xi had recognized the girl in the passenger seat, she would definitely have exclaimed. But her mind was completely elsewhere at this moment.

    The girl in the passenger seat of this car was none other than Miss Ye Zhiyun.

  • Shion’s Notes 44

    Chapter 44: A New Story

    The screen test work had long ended. Makeup was removed, clothes changed back. The originally crowded company suddenly had much more space. Familiar faces left one after another, and the work site had long dispersed. However, the last person to leave the company was not Nangong Ying, but Yu Linna.

    This blonde girl was the last to leave, and only left under the urging of the staff. She forgot what expression she wore when she left this place. She only knew she was led away; she knew nothing else.

    The blonde girl stood at the company entrance, looking at the company’s sign, especially the banner hanging above: “‘Storm Seal’ Work Crew Screen Test in Progress.” She saw many people who came with ideals, ultimately leaving with disappointment.

    She was one of them.

    She had bet everything on this, just to fight for this difficult opportunity. She had also relied on her own efforts to snatch the screen test qualification among tens of thousands. She thought this was her beginning, but unexpectedly, it was her end.

    “Why…”

    She raised her head, looking at the blue sky. The scorching sun hit her face, revealing the helplessness and unwillingness on her face.

    She walked away in a daze, step by step. She didn’t know what the pedestrians on the road looked like, didn’t notice how many children passed by her. Except for the traffic lights, she noticed nothing.

    Although she had expected it long ago, competing on the same stage with Nangong Ying was inherently a very difficult matter. Comparing herself with Nangong Ying, it was impossible for her to stand out. But she still held onto that tiny bit of hope and stepped in, for no other reason than the last bit of ideal in her heart. She wanted to become famous too much, wanted to escape poverty too much.

    She was afraid of being poor. She deeply understood that staying at the bottom for a lifetime would lead nowhere. Studying wasn’t her only way out either. She wanted to become famous, wanted to walk the same path as Nangong Ying, hoping she could become different too. She yearned for Nangong Ying, wanted to become Nangong Ying, but could only live in Nangong Ying’s shadow.

    “I heard they’re holding screen tests for the main character of a movie over at Longhu. My friend went too, but unfortunately, she wasn’t selected~”
    “Your friend is quite pretty, right? How could she not be selected?”
    “I don’t know. Heard she didn’t meet the director’s requirements. In the end, an eighteen-year-old girl was chosen. Sigh, that’s fate.”

    Yu Linna heard the passersby’s conversation, her heart growing sourer. She sighed and crossed the road. Squeezing through the crowd, she finally disappeared.


    When the girl felt lost, she liked to go to the park because the park bench was the only place she could sit. Whenever she was sad, she liked to sit on the bench. This time was no exception. She went to the park again and found a bench to sit down.

    Sigh…

    Why did she become like this?

    Clearly, everyone is human, everyone stands at the same starting line, why is she just not as good as others? Although victory and defeat are common in battles, it still felt bad. She really wanted to get this female lead role because this was her chance to change her destiny. She wanted to change too much.

    All along, she had never had it easy. Ever since listening to Nangong Ying and participating in the singing competition, this path had been extremely difficult; she basically never succeeded. Although she met nice seniors, fate was never on her side. On this stage, the real protagonist was Nangong Ying.

    She wasn’t the protagonist.
    She could only be an audience member sitting in the stands.
    Not even a supporting role.
    This was her, Yu Linna’s, destiny.

    She leaned against the bench, her mood becoming chaotic. Somehow, she thought of many things. Indeed, before coming, she had also thought she might be eliminated. But only when she actually got eliminated did she realize it felt worse than imagined.

    It wasn’t that she hadn’t thought Nangong Ying would succeed. She just didn’t expect that when she was so close to success, Nangong Ying would snatch her position and replace her as the protagonist. Clearly, the director appreciated her so much, even wanted to use her directly, yet Nangong Ying appeared halfway. As a result, Nangong Ying’s performance was even better, and the director immediately decided to use her.

    Indeed, Yu Linna had ideas and her own insights. But her actions weren’t what an actor should do. The director appreciated her ability, that was true. But when Nangong Ying jumped out, Yu Linna appeared very awkward. Compared to her, Nangong Ying clearly wouldn’t propose her own ideas; once on set, she would follow the director’s instructions. Her acting wasn’t bad, she could adjust her emotions, and most importantly, she had learned martial arts and knew how to perform routines. And this movie happened to lack exactly this kind of actor who could perform fight scenes.

    The entertainment industry is large, but female actors who can fight, perform martial arts, and fight beautifully basically don’t exist. So the director initially just wanted to hire stunt doubles to complete these actions. Who knew Nangong Ying’s appearance made him dismiss these thoughts? She performed so well, why hire stunt doubles? Except for those high-difficulty dangerous actions, she could handle most of the action scenes. And the director didn’t need to revise the script anymore; he could just shoot according to the original template.

    Therefore, it was entirely reasonable that Yu Linna lost.

    “Why did it turn out like this…”

    Yu Linna still wanted to cry. She felt awful.

    She had paid so much, wanting nothing more than a result. But the result was unsatisfactory.

    She hadn’t competed with Nangong Ying before, but in this competition, she lost utterly. She had spent quite a bit of money here these past few days. She was counting on getting the female lead role to earn a sum of money, but now this plan was also ruined.

    She covered her face, alone and helpless in this strange city. Thinking of this, her tears brewed again. She wiped away her tears, took out her notebook, and silently recorded today’s notes.

    Yu Linna had the habit of writing diaries. Although she didn’t write every day, writing once in a while was common. Today was the same; she wrote down all her emotions of the day. After finishing, she felt it was too empty. Just writing these things couldn’t vent her emotions at all.

    Thinking this, Yu Linna tore off a piece of paper and wrote a long passage on it…

    “A long time ago, there was a person who drifted to a strange city with a dream. He struggled for survival, but the dream in his heart supported him through countless nights. However, he ultimately failed to realize his dream, because this is a story of a loser…”

    She didn’t know why, whether her brain short-circuited or she was overly sad, she actually started making up a story, and it was based on herself.

    This story of hers drew inspiration from reality but wasn’t entirely reality. It unfolded from the perspective of a young man, telling how this young man struggled for life and dreams in a strange city. Although he worked hard and put in effort, he ultimately missed his dream. It profoundly explored the topic of dreams versus reality. Which is more important, dreams or life? This topic is eternally debated in this world.

    And this piece of paper, merely a thousand words, took only half an hour, completely born from Yu Linna’s feelings.

    After writing, she looked at this paper, the story constructed in her heart.

    After looking for a long time, she felt it was an incredibly bad story, not positive at all, not a good story. And there was too much literary thought, even exploring reality. She was just a little kid; exploring reality was too ridiculous. Yu Linna crumpled the paper into a ball and threw it into the trash can.

    This ball of paper carried her last bit of ideal. It traced an arc in the air and landed on the ground. Perhaps it was fate, perhaps bad luck, this ball of paper fell just three centimeters away from the trash can, not going in. And Yu Linna had no intention of picking it up and throwing it in.

    Suddenly, a hand rested on her shoulder. Yu Linna was startled and quickly looked up. What met her eyes was a black-haired girl. The girl had a calm expression, but her eyes were fixed only on her.

    “I…”

    Yu Linna wanted to say something, hesitated, but ultimately didn’t say it.

    Ye Zhiyun took out a handkerchief from her pocket and wiped away the tears at the corner of her eyes, causing the girl to let out a small, animal-like cry.

    “Tears, wiped clean.”

    She held the handkerchief and said word by word.

    “Th-thank you…”

    Lowering her head, she stopped talking.

    Neither said anything unnecessary; neither intended to say anything. Ye Zhiyun just sighed, pulled her up, grabbed her wrist while Yu Linna was bewildered, and pulled her along.

    “I’ll take you home. I have a driver.”

    “This…”

    “Don’t need your money. I wouldn’t go so far as to charge you for the ride.”

    Yu Linna was speechless again.

    She had walked for so long. When she was lost, the one who could grab her hand and comfort her turned out to be the girl who was initially opposed to her, someone who couldn’t even be called a friend.

    And her closest friend hadn’t come looking for her from beginning to end, hadn’t brought her a single word.

    How ironic.

    What was Nangong Ying doing? At this moment, she had passed the screen test and was talking with the director and producer. After all, she had officially obtained the qualification to participate.

    Yu Linna was just one of the thousands who failed.

    “Ye Zhiyun, I…”

    “Nothing good ever happens when I meet you. You’re always causing trouble. But forget it, I’m used to it anyway. Just a little trouble, it’s not like I can’t handle it.”

    Ye Zhiyun hated Yu Linna; this was an indisputable fact.

    But since when did she lose her hostility towards Yu Linna?

    It was truly incredible.

    Because, seeing the current Yu Linna, she no longer found her annoying. She only saw Yu Linna’s helplessness and weakness. Just like that, she couldn’t treat her like she used to.

    Now, Ye Zhiyun just wanted to stay by this girl’s side, to shield her from the storm.

    “Thank you… thank you…”

    Her wrist held, the girl didn’t open her eyes, but tears flowed continuously, uncontrollably falling. Her pretty little face was immediately streaked, making one feel sad just looking. And Ye Zhiyun just silently took out a handkerchief and handed it to her, head not turning back, just pulling her hand forward.

    No need for flowery language; simple actions were enough.


    A gust of wind blew past. The crumpled paper ball beside the trash can rolled, rolling next to the shoe of a middle-aged man. This middle-aged man looked worried. He unintentionally picked up this paper ball, unintentionally opened it, and also unintentionally discovered a different life.

    “This is…?”

    The story in this paper ball deeply attracted this middle-aged man. He found a bench and sat down, unable to put it down. His eyes stared fixedly at this paper ball.

    The wind blew, the sun was covered by clouds, leaves danced in the air, and a new story began to take root elsewhere.