Category: Shion’s Notes

  • Shion’s Notes 73

    Chapter 73: The Chosen Path

    When she was around, time seemed to pass quickly, but happily. Besides school, Ye Zhiyun’s daily life involved handling work matters. Though young, she already possessed certain skills. What she did most was negotiate with businessmen, and as an investor, she definitely had to meet with directors.

    Although busy days were fulfilling, after a long time, one always wanted to rest. And when Yu Linna was by her side, it brought her a long-lost sense of relaxation. This feeling was truly good.
    Just looking at her smile made her feel happy.
    She liked these simple days.

    And Yu Linna, at this moment, hugged the doll in her arms, her face filled with smiles. It seemed she really liked this doll. Because Yu Linna didn’t have money for good toys when she was little, worrying about survival since childhood, when someone gave her a gift, she was actually very happy.
    Even if this thing was cheap, it was still a gift received from someone else. She still felt very happy.

    “Alright, I’ve bought almost everything.”

    Looking at the large and small bags in her hands, Ye Zhiyun thought the shopping could probably end. These things actually didn’t cost her much money. She had plenty of money; this amount really wasn’t anything, not even enough to fill the gaps between her teeth.

    However, the box of chocolate given as a gift for the purchase was the main point of this shopping trip. Under Yu Linna’s expectant gaze, Ye Zhiyun received the box of chocolate. Looking at the quality, this chocolate should be quite expensive, but not excessively so. For Ye Zhiyun, who had eaten many branded chocolates, this box really couldn’t be called a famous brand. But it didn’t matter; she didn’t want it anyway.

    “Here, as promised, this is for you.”

    “Thank you!”

    Accepting this box of chocolate, Yu girl felt this life was worth it. Today must be her lucky day! She actually received two gifts from Ye Zhiyun, and both were things she wanted!
    How could she be so happy!
    Such good chocolate, she couldn’t eat it all at once. She had to save it and savor it slowly. One piece a week, no, two pieces! Yes, it’s decided.

    “Actually, this chocolate isn’t a famous brand. It’s okay to finish it.” Perhaps seeing what she was thinking, Ye Zhiyun interjected.

    “That won’t do! Good things must be savored slowly! Eating it all at once is too boring!”

    Forget it, as long as she likes it, Ye Zhiyun thought.

    The purpose of coming out to play today was also achieved, feeling pretty good. Yu Linna left with her doll and chocolate. Both items were free, making her feel like she had gained a lot today.

    She walked away humming a little tune, carrying today’s harvest. Ye Zhiyun watched that back view, also putting away her own feelings. Time to think about work matters.

    The night sky sparkled, the neon lights on the road reflecting on her face. Ye Zhiyun smiled faintly, got into the car with her large and small bags. Unexpectedly, tonight’s moon looked quite beautiful.


    The movie Ye Zhiyun recently invested in was released and was currently hot in theaters. This film was the low-cost drama directed by Murong Yan. It told the story of a male protagonist who dreamed of his past life one day and began a journey to pursue memories of his past and present lives. It involved ancient, modern, and near-modern eras. The male and female protagonists constantly reincarnated, their identities continuously changing, finally placing the era in the present.

    This was a low-cost movie. The emotional scenes inside were quite delicate, slightly heart-wrenching. It should be quite suitable for girls to watch, but unexpectedly, quite a few boys also watched this film. Perhaps love is a common topic among young people.

    This movie, with an investment of just over ten million, barely around thirty million in cost, actually grossed thirty million at its premiere. This was a low-cost production!

    This week, this movie broke into the top five of the box office charts, grossing 150 million in its opening weekend, with room for continued growth. The word-of-mouth was also quite good, scoring 8.9 points on the Maomi website (likely a fictional movie rating site), with male viewers accounting for the largest proportion. Many women would take their boyfriends to watch it in theaters, and some women even cried watching it. For such a movie with insufficient early promotion and very few stars, the box office performance was quite considerable. The final box office was expected to reach three hundred million. For a low-cost production, this was already a very high figure.

    Ye Zhiyun only invested about four million in this movie. How much money would she earn! Perhaps even she didn’t expect that a small investment movie would bring her such huge profits.

    And Murong Yan himself successfully transitioned into a commercial film director with this movie, gaining fame. Moreover, the new generation actor who starred in the movie, the male lead, also gained popularity, quickly trending online.

    “I really recommend this movie, it made me cry! Although it might feel inexplicable at the beginning, and the editing is a bit messy, after ten minutes, you’ll be surprised to find yourself drawn into the director’s world. Here, you’ll feel heartbroken that Dai Chenxuan can’t be with Tang Tang, you’ll also be angry at Long Yuyan’s fickleness, and you’ll be even more moved by Chu Bai’s devotion. No matter how these characters change, he is always the male protagonist Lin Yuhuan.”
    “Really, I cried. What about you?”
    “I was really afraid they wouldn’t end up together. Luckily, they are together in this life. After reincarnating for a thousand years, I finally found that I still fell in love with you at first sight in the vast sea of people. If the full score is ten, I give it nine points!”

    Overwhelmingly positive reviews poured in. Perhaps even the director himself didn’t expect such a film to be so popular among young people.
    Clearly, he felt it was quite cliché, but unexpectedly, it hit the right spot for the current young generation. In this era, true love is not easy. Encountering true love is a blessing accumulated from past lives. Perhaps many people fantasize about their past and present lives, which is also a good thing.

    However, it’s worth mentioning that there was a scene in the movie, only ten seconds long. It depicted one of the female protagonist’s past lives as the queen of a small European country, continuing her unfinished love affair from the previous life with the male protagonist, an outsider. And just in the queen’s flashback scene, it mentioned the queen’s childhood.
    That ten-second scene was the memory of the young queen sitting on the throne.
    Although the young queen was immature, her aura was good, and the movie’s background setting was also quite well done, making the actress playing the young queen suddenly stand out, becoming one of the highlights of the movie. The exquisiteness of that scene was enough to be singled out as a wallpaper. So much so that after watching the movie, many people went online asking for high-definition pictures of this scene, wanting to use them as wallpaper.

    “Who is this little actress playing the young queen? Really beautiful! Super cute!”
    “Holy crap, I just found out the cast list doesn’t have this actress’s name! The actress playing the young queen isn’t listed at all!”
    “Although it’s just a cameo, they should at least give a name! Who is this tender little sister?! I want to be her fan!”
    “Same request, does anyone know who this actress is?”
    “Stop looking blindly. No name probably means she’s a newcomer, maybe doesn’t even have a representative work.”

    People online had already started searching for the little actress who appeared for only ten seconds in this movie. Although this actress had no lines, just showing her face, it was enough for the audience to remember her.
    Just as some people said before, although this person’s acting skills were lacking, her appearance was indeed outstanding.

    Yes, the person who acted in this ten-second scene was Yu Linna, this newcomer actress. No, strictly speaking, she wasn’t an actress, just an extra who ran errands.

    Fate is always so strange. Yu Linna gained a little popularity in a small circle, of course, just a little bit. Although some people would constantly ask for this person’s name and information under Weibo posts, amidst the overwhelming information, this information would quickly be buried.
    After a long time, everyone would surely forget about this matter too. This world is just like that.

    And Ye Zhiyun, she personally went to the cinema to watch the film. Especially when she saw the ten-second scene starring Yu Linna, her heart felt a little restless. She thought, after the high-definition resources come out online, I should cut out this segment.
    But that was something for a long time later.

    Yu Linna, at this moment, didn’t know this had happened to her because she had already been called by Orange River to work. She was signed under Orange River’s name; she was officially an actress. It was just that she was a newcomer with no fame. Orange River wouldn’t proactively let her act in movies or TV series, but let her shoot commercials instead. The money from shooting commercials didn’t count towards her earnings but went under Orange River’s name.
    Meaning Yu Linna only got a tiny “salary” for shooting commercials, not an appearance fee.

    The tyrant contract Orange River gave her was really excessive, but there was no choice; the person who accepted this contract was Yu Linna.

    “Miss Yu, please lean over there a bit. Yes, don’t move. Wait for the director’s arrangement later. Follow the lines you memorized before. We’ll start shooting immediately.”

    The commercial Yu Linna took was for a beverage. This beverage wasn’t famous, and the commercial she shot was distributed online. After filming, it would be inserted into various video websites, not earning much fame. Moreover, if this sponsor hadn’t given face to Orange River, they wouldn’t have let her shoot it.

    No matter what, it was an opportunity after all. Yu Linna kept comforting herself this way.

    The commercial could be finished quickly, in less than a day. Although she had no acting skills, smiling a few times in front of the camera, then making a few exaggerated movements, this commercial was considered complete. All the money from shooting the commercial went to Orange River; Yu Linna only received three hundred yuan.

    But Yu Linna still felt something was wrong. Why was she only doing these things? Didn’t they say they would promote her? And she had been at Orange River for some time, yet she hadn’t seen Nangong Ying. They had said before they would let her see Nangong Ying.

    Nangong, where exactly did you go?

    Yu Linna stayed at the advertising company, completely lost.
    At this moment, she didn’t understand where she had gone. She was still very naive at this moment. She thought her future was bright, but never imagined she had entered a vortex and couldn’t get out.


    And at this time, Nangong Ying was actively preparing for the official signing with Orange River. Once signed, she would also become an actress under Orange River’s name.

  • Shion’s Notes 72

    Chapter 72: Walking With You

    The first thing she did upon returning was immediately find Orange River’s representative, Yu Tianchen, quickly sign her name, and complete all the procedures. And Yu Tianchen finally got this contract signed, stamped the seal. Thus, all procedures were completed.

    Although she wasn’t very satisfied with the contract’s content, since it was for the future, she endured it.

    “Welcome to Orange River, Miss Yu.”

    Yu Tianchen smiled and extended his hand to her. Yu Linna also shook this hand back. From this moment on, she was no longer an ordinary girl, but an artist under the Orange River banner. How the future path would unfold, she didn’t know, but she could only walk down it.

    “I will notify you separately about future work arrangements. I will arrange your debut as soon as possible. You can start by shooting commercials.”

    The change in identity brought her a sense of unreality. She was still in a daze; just like that, she became an artist.

    She firmly believed she was right, her choice was correct. She wasn’t wrong; she did it for her dream. This was an opportunity. She kept hypnotizing herself like this, although a trace of unease still lingered deep in her heart.

    Considering Yu Linna’s primary identity was a student, Yu Tianchen didn’t plan to have her serve the company full-time, but what needed to be done still had to be done.

    “Well then, wait for our call, Miss Yu.”

    Yu Tianchen gave a cryptic smile, then left.
    He knew that the entire situation was already in his hands. He was the one truly controlling this chess game. The game of reshuffling the cards had finally begun.


    Meanwhile, Nangong Ying was also waiting for news from Yu Linna. When she heard from Yu Tianchen’s call that Yu Linna had successfully signed and become an actress under their banner, her heart was filled more with guilt. Things had come to this point; she couldn’t turn back.

    Her contest with Orange River was still ongoing. To successfully unban the movie that was blocked and get a chance for release, patience was necessary. But she wouldn’t have to endure for long; it would end soon.

    “Miss Nangong, so what are your thoughts now?”

    Facing his question, Nangong Ying really wanted to just say “hehe.” But having learned her lesson, Nangong Ying learned restraint; she was no longer so direct.

    “If there’s really a chance, I’d still quite like to continue cooperating with Orange River.”

    This sentence was showing weakness to the other party, and also accepting fate.
    She lost everything because of Orange River, yet she would also rise again because of Orange River.
    This was her, Nangong Ying’s, fate.

    Her father didn’t support her career, so she would do it herself, using her own methods. Even if doing so would make her lose everything, ruin her reputation, she still had to do it. She needed a chance, a chance to prove herself. She couldn’t lose the opportunity to enter the entertainment industry just because she was blacklisted.

    “I think this cooperation will definitely happen.”

    Yu Tianchen gave a meaningful smile.
    His words were also clear. Orange River definitely wouldn’t let Nangong Ying off just like that. If Nangong Ying had the heart to “admit her mistake,” then letting her return wasn’t impossible. However, that multi-movie contract still existed. For Nangong Ying, this was equivalent to selling herself. But she had no other choice.
    Blame it on her status not being high enough, her words not being strong enough.

    “Okay, I hope that day will come.”

    Since when did she learn to say things against her heart? She didn’t even know she could live like this, becoming the person she hated most.
    She put down her phone, her eyes gazing out the window, unsure what she was thinking.


    As for Yu Linna, after returning to the city where she lived, she was originally waiting for new work arrangements, but unexpectedly ran into Ye Zhiyun on the way back.

    At that time, Ye Zhiyun happened to be riding in her family driver’s car. Suddenly seeing a familiar figure on the roadside, she asked the driver to stop, honked the horn, and rolled down the window. Yu Linna turned her head and saw Ye Zhiyun in the passenger seat.

    “It’s you?”

    “What are you doing here? Where did you go carrying that bag?”

    Ye Zhiyun knew nothing about what had happened these past few days. How could she possibly guess Yu Linna’s whereabouts? She wasn’t that idle every day. If she knew she went to find her guardian for a signature, her jaw would probably drop.
    Especially the Orange River matter, letting her know didn’t feel right either. Yu Linna decided not to tell her about this.

    “What I do has nothing to do with you.”

    “Oh, is that so? Anyway, I have nothing to do. Come eat with me. Don’t even think about leaving. Get in.”

    “Let’s not, I want to go home…”

    “Get in when I tell you to! Where’s all the nonsense!”

    Ye Zhiyun directly opened the car door, got out, and forcefully dragged her in. How could Yu Linna’s thin and weak body resist Ye Zhiyun’s attack? Amidst a miserable cry, she was thrown into the back seat, then the door was locked, and she herself returned to the passenger seat.

    “What are you doing!”

    Being forcefully dragged in, and in such a rough manner, Yu Linna was very angry. No matter who it was, being treated so roughly would naturally cause resentment.

    “Be quiet, we’re leaving. Uncle Ma, drive. Old place.”

    “Yes, Miss.”

    Miss Ye Zhiyun completely ignored the existence of the blonde girl in the back and let her driver drive. Seeing Yu Linna’s frustrated expression actually felt quite pleasant. In the past, she hadn’t suffered less at her hands. Now their relationship was reversed, which was great.

    “Let me tell you, Ye Zhiyun! You’ve provoked me! I’m not going to eat with you! Absolutely not!”

    “Not even if it’s free?”

    “…Not going.”

    Her voice lacked conviction.

    “Ah right, I remember there’s a shop nearby giving away chocolate. You get a box if you spend money there. I happen to need to buy something there, and I don’t really want that chocolate. What about you?”

    “…Wasting food isn’t good…”

    “Yes, that’s right. Then let’s go together.”

    The longest road Yu Linna had ever walked was Ye Zhiyun’s routine.
    Forget it, it’s all for that box of gift chocolate, Yu Linna comforted herself.

    Recently, the two of them seemed to eat out often. Yu Linna slowly got used to this person by her side. Anyway, she always paid the bill, so why not enjoy it? Her long-term meal ticket just changed from Nangong Ying to Ye Zhiyun; essentially, nothing changed.
    And thinking about that free chocolate, better endure it.

    The “old place” Ye Zhiyun mentioned was a restaurant she often frequented. It couldn’t be called very high-end, but it was a place she liked to go. The hygiene here was very good, customer flow was large, and most importantly, the chef at this restaurant cooked delicious food, making Ye Zhiyun very fond of the dishes here.

    The happiest one was Yu Linna. When the dishes arrived, she ate most joyfully, gobbling down food, feasting heartily. The food disappeared at a visible speed. She was really starving; why wouldn’t she eat when there was food? Thinking back to how resolute she was at the beginning, saying she wouldn’t eat, didn’t she end up eating most heartily in the end?

    Ye Zhiyun just wanted to laugh watching her eat. No matter when, this girl was always quietest when eating. That was good too; no one disturbed the two of them. That was quite nice.

    Unknowingly, the person she originally hated the most became the person she least wanted others to bully.
    How did their relationship become good? She still hadn’t figured it out. Perhaps it was fate’s arrangement.

    “Ye Zhiyun, aren’t you eating?”

    “I am, of course I am. You eat first. There’s still plenty of food.”

    Two girls actually couldn’t eat too much, but Yu Linna had been hungry for a relatively long time, so her appetite was quite good. To take care of this girl, Ye Zhiyun secretly ordered two more meat dishes. She knew Yu Linna liked meat dishes.
    Perhaps because she hadn’t eaten much good food since childhood, she had a unique pursuit of food. As long as it could fill her stomach, she would accept it. Of course, if it was delicious, that was even better.

    After eating her fill, Ye Zhiyun paid the bill according to her usual habit, then, as promised, took her to the mall to buy things. The mall was having a promotion; buying over 439 yuan would get a free box of 99 yuan chocolate. Ye Zhiyun wasn’t particularly interested in that box of chocolate, but Yu Linna was. Ye Zhiyun went to the mall and bought some more things; anyway, she happened to need skincare products.

    Yu Linna seemed uninterested throughout the trip. The things she looked at weren’t really worth looking at because she couldn’t afford them even if she liked them. Being able to satisfy her stomach was already quite good.

    Walking along, Yu Linna’s gaze suddenly drifted to the game center. Her eyes fixed on several cute dolls in the claw machine, stars sparkling in her eyes. Ye Zhiyun took a closer look. The dolls in the claw machine were all fluffy little animals, probably feeling nice to the touch. Girls all liked cute things, and Yu Linna seemed no exception.

    “Want it?”

    “Yeah. Wait for me, I’ll exchange some coins.”

    She took out three green banknotes and exchanged them for game coins, then excitedly started trying to grab the dolls.
    However, unfortunately, her skills were too poor. She couldn’t grab them at all. Even if she grabbed one, it would immediately loosen. All three game coins were used up within a minute, making her heart ache terribly.

    “Wow, what a rip-off! Never playing again!”

    Yu Linna said angrily.
    Whoever plays this garbage claw machine again will jump from here!

    Ye Zhiyun watched, silently went to exchange several game coins, and operated the game machine. She held the joystick, eyes fixed on the doll’s direction, aimed carefully, and grabbed towards the doll’s head.
    Because she hadn’t played for a while, Ye Zhiyun also spent nearly ten coins before finally grabbing this fluffy doll.

    And Yu Linna watched with envy. Such a cute creature, really wanted to go up and touch it.

    “Here, for you.”

    Ye Zhiyun, without thinking, directly handed the doll to her.

    “Eh… for me?”

    “Yes, of course, it’s for you.”

    “But…”

    “Don’t want it? Then I’ll take it.”

    “No, no, no, I want it, I want it! Thank you!”

    Yu Linna accepted the doll, hugged it, her face flushing red. Touching this doll, the corners of her mouth couldn’t help but curve up. This doll wasn’t big, just right to hold in her arms, but it felt very comfortable to touch.

    The blonde girl squinted her eyes, smiled slightly. The expression of this squinting little rabbit doll perfectly overlapped with hers.

    Ye Zhiyun coughed twice, turned around. She would never admit she was charmed by her. Damn Yu Linna, unexpectedly so cute, the lethality was too strong.

    But…
    Seeing her reveal such a smile felt pretty good too. As Ye Zhiyun thought this, a smile slowly appeared on her face. If only time could stop at this moment.

  • Shion’s Notes 71

    Chapter 71: Embarking on the Journey

    Traveling alone to a strange city was no longer such a difficult thing for her to accept. She had gotten used to being alone these years. There was nothing good or bad about it, just a matter of habit.

    When she boarded the train, she habitually placed her things on the sleeper berth, then protected herself well. She wouldn’t foolishly buy the train meals anymore. When alone, she had to rely on herself for everything; she had long gotten used to it.

    As she looked at the scenery outside the train window, Yu Linna often wondered where she was born. The world was so big; she didn’t know where she came from, nor where her bloodline originated. She only knew she was abandoned when very young, losing her home at a very young age.

    But years of life had also forged her hardship-enduring character, training her survival ability. She could live until now precisely because she was strong enough.

    After spending about two days on the train, she arrived in the metropolis of Shanghai. Stepping off the train, a wave of hot air rushed towards her. She squinted, feeling the warmth of this land, and smiled slightly.
    Next was her journey.

    She put away her smile and stepped onto this land. She knew clearly how difficult the road ahead would be, but to get the signature, this was the only way. Sometimes she really admired those fans who specifically sought out their idols just to get an autograph. At this moment, she could somewhat understand that feeling.


    The city of Shanghai was extremely prosperous, with towering buildings, dense crowds, and obvious commercialization. Walking in this metropolis, she occasionally encountered a few foreigners. Those blonde-haired, blue-eyed foreigners would even come up and greet her in English.

    “Hi, are you here for tourism too?”

    Whenever this happened, Yu Linna always struggled to explain that she wasn’t here for tourism, that she was Chinese. But later, she became too lazy to explain, simply saying no.

    Her conspicuous appearance, under the reflection of this metropolis, wasn’t that rare after all. Yu Linna scratched her head and continued walking towards the address on her phone’s navigation.

    Her guardian was named Tong Lili, who became her guardian a few years ago, nominally of course. This guardian ran off shortly after becoming her guardian, completely ignoring her life or death. And it was said Tong Lili seemed to have remarried, marrying some unknown guy from somewhere.

    Yu Linna took out her phone and tried making a call. Since she was here, she still had to find her. After all, she was her nominal guardian.

    “Hello, this is Tong Lili. You are…”

    “Auntie Tong, hello. It’s me. I’m in Shanghai now. I need to see you about some trivial matters. Is it convenient to meet?”

    “…”

    Silence on the other end.

    Tong Lili simply hadn’t expected Yu Linna to come find her herself; it was completely beyond her expectations. She originally thought they would never have the chance to meet again. Who could have thought she would personally come looking for her?

    “Let me make it clear first. I have a child to raise now, and don’t have much energy to take care of you. Just take the money and go.”

    “No, no, no, I’m not here for money.”

    The other party thought Yu Linna was here to ask for money, showing great impatience. You know, she had finally found another partner and gotten married, finally having a new family. She didn’t want her life disturbed by this burden, Yu Linna.


    Yu Linna carried her bag, walking alone on unfamiliar roads in a strange city. She didn’t know where she could go, but she wanted to walk here a little longer. Thinking about her future prospects, she had to endure. To gain, one must pay; this was an unchanging truth.

    Yu girl casually bought two buns from a street stall, took a bite, and swallowed. The feeling of emptiness still lingered, but this was already her most luxurious meal. The travel expenses to Shanghai weren’t cheap. She used the prize money from the English competition, which she originally wanted to use to improve her meals.

    She did this so she could eat her fill every day in the future, she kept comforting herself.

    Finally, around three or four in the afternoon, Tong Lili asked her to meet at a coffee shop. As soon as Yu Linna entered the coffee shop mentioned, she knew it was high-class, definitely not a place a poor person like her could afford.

    Tong Lili was a woman over thirty, with ordinary looks. Her figure had slightly fluctuated due to age. Sitting with Yu Linna, Yu Linna was definitely more eye-catching. And Yu Linna was also apprehensive. After sitting down opposite her, she didn’t know how to start.

    Tong Lili was now a successful career woman. She had started a small company and was currently running it. She worked hard with her current husband, and things had gradually improved these past two years. Moreover, her child was born now, and life was happy and harmonious.

    The moment she saw Yu Linna, she felt a headache. Back then, it was only because this child had no one to raise her that she reluctantly handled the guardianship documents out of human kindness, becoming her nominal guardian. But actually, like the several families Yu Linna had boarded with before, she never considered Yu Linna her own.

    Back then, she just gave her a little money and ran off to start her business outside. She didn’t want to manage Yu Linna at all. After all, this child wasn’t her bloodline; why should she care?
    People are selfish; no one is obligated to do good deeds for others.

    “Yu girl, sit down. I’ve ordered coffee for you. Just say what you need to say. After you’re done, take the money and leave. Don’t come back again.”

    Yu Linna looked at the cup of coffee on her table, frowning slightly. She didn’t like black coffee much. Tong Lili didn’t even ask what she wanted to drink and arbitrarily ordered coffee for her. How much did this person dislike her?

    Yu Linna took a packet of sugar and added it. Although filled with dissatisfaction, she still appeared obedient on the surface. Years of living under others’ roofs taught her that only this way could she earn a good face from others.

    “Auntie Tong, I’m not here for money. I’m living quite well now and can support myself.”

    “Then why did you come looking for me? Let me tell you, I won’t take you with me now. I have no obligation.”

    Tong Lili was very impolite, showing no mercy at all.
    After all, she really didn’t want to take over Yu Linna’s mess. In another year, Yu Linna would be an adult. Once she became an adult, she would no longer be her guardian. Then whatever Yu Linna wanted to do would be none of her business. But before that, she didn’t want any trouble because of Yu Linna.

    “I need your signature. I’ve decided to become an actress, but I’m not an adult yet and need a guardian’s signature. Please sign for me.”

    She took out the contract and handed it to her.
    She firmly believed that just a signature wouldn’t be refused. Because the other person really didn’t feel much for her, let alone excessively manage her affairs. Just signing was indeed not a big deal.

    Tong Lili looked at the contract, roughly browsed through it, sneered, and threw the contract onto the table.

    “You’re quite capable, becoming an actress, have a future. Just don’t know which director took a fancy to you. You haven’t even developed yet, no chest, no butt. Which fool is so perverted, not even letting a child go? But forget it, that’s your choice after all.”

    Tong Lili, as a person in society, although unfamiliar with the entertainment industry, also knew that with Yu Linna’s abilities, unless someone took a fancy to her, it was absolutely impossible for her to become an actress. And Yu Linna’s appearance made it easy to guess why she was targeted.

    “Auntie Tong, if you think it’s okay, can you give me a signature?”

    Yu Linna didn’t say anything, too lazy to explain so much. She just wanted a signature.

    “Hmph, ignorant of the immensity of heaven and earth, still wanting to venture out into the world. Suit yourself, I can’t manage that much. But let me say this first, don’t come looking for me if something happens.”

    She signed her name as guardian on the contract.
    Although called a guardian, she had actually never fulfilled her obligations. After all, Yu Linna wasn’t her child; she wouldn’t manage her. Besides, people die for wealth, birds die for food. If you can’t even manage yourself, who would manage others?

    “Thank you. I’m leaving.”

    Picking up the contract, Yu Linna stood up, intending to leave immediately. Her goal was achieved; she didn’t need to linger anymore.
    She was about to start, fly to higher and farther places. Past entanglements would no longer bind her; she only lived for the future.

    “Yu girl.”

    Tong Lili called out to her.
    “You don’t want the money?”

    She pointed to the envelope on the table. The bulging envelope contained a sum of cash.

    Yu Linna swallowed, looking at the envelope, her heart moved. As a poor person, a poor person who couldn’t eat her fill, how could there be a reason not to want money?

    She was just about to reach out for it when Tong Lili’s next words extinguished the thought.

    “A son of one of my business partners wants a blind date. Are you interested? If you’re willing, I’ll give you more, consider it your dowry.”

    Yu Linna clenched her fists.
    Her expression didn’t change on the surface, but her body had already recoiled.

    She knew what the other party meant. To get this money, she had to go on a blind date. If she married someone else, she would give her an even larger sum. Tong Lili didn’t want to fulfill her responsibility towards her, wanting to marry her off to lighten her own burden. Although Yu Linna wasn’t of marriageable age, rules are dead, people are alive. A certificate couldn’t be obtained, but a marriage could still happen.

    “No, thank you for Auntie Tong’s concern. I’m leaving.”

    She only felt disappointment towards this guardian.
    Nothing else.
    After all, she was the guardian, holding more power. But Yu Linna wasn’t that easy to bully. She would rather not take the money than be with someone she didn’t know.

    “Heh, knew you wouldn’t be willing.”

    Tong Lili smiled, looking at the departing figure, feeling satisfied. Want to get money from me? No way.


    Yu Linna bought a return train ticket again, embarking on the journey back. She got the signature, already signed her own name. As long as it was stamped, she would officially become a signed artist of Orange River. And her star path officially began at this moment.

    Thinking of that girl’s figure, she silently clenched her fists.
    Nangong, I will catch up to you.

    No matter how long it took, she would strive towards that direction until she also became a legend. What Nangong could do, she could do too.
    She firmly believed this.

  • Shion’s Notes 70

    Chapter 70: A New Starting Point

    Having decided on her development direction, at least the confusion in her heart lessened, and she would move forward towards her ideal more firmly. For her, this was the best arrangement.

    As Nangong Ying said, people from Orange River arrived quickly. It was Yu Tianchen again, but this time he brought a contract, ready to discuss signing with her. Orange River planned to sign her and cultivate her into an artist under their banner. This was agreed upon before.

    But when actually sitting at the negotiation table, Yu Linna looked at the contract and felt somewhat uncomfortable with the content. Not for any other reason, just felt that some clauses were unfair. Several were even tyrant clauses, equivalent to selling all her rights to them. But without signing this contract, she couldn’t enter Orange River.

    “According to the contract terms, after signing you, you become an artist of our company. As a member of our company, you must work for this company. Your appearance fee will be based on your value. You must obey our company’s arrangements and create benefits for this company. Because you are a newcomer, some things can only be stipulated this way. When your value is higher, we will sign a better contract.”

    Yu Tianchen was a smart man. He knew things wouldn’t be so easy; everything had to have a process. Gradual progress was the true principle.

    Moreover, the current Yu Linna definitely needed this contract. Since she wanted to enter the entertainment industry, she inevitably had to join a company. And a large company like Orange River was naturally the first choice. It wasn’t just talk; every newcomer actor desperately wanted to get into this company.

    “Will Nangong also be at this company?”

    “Yes, I guarantee it. She will definitely become an actress under our banner. We have already drafted a new contract, planning to sign a four-movie contract with her.”

    Since the last incident, Yu Tianchen was confident he could sign a new contract with Nangong Ying. They reduced the contract by one movie, hoping to pull Nangong Ying over with this. Everything was developing in a good direction. Their Orange River would become more prosperous, and Nangong Ying was just a card in their hands. They were lucky that Nangong Ying hadn’t been poached so quickly; they could act preemptively. Even luckier, Nangong Ying had no backing in the circle; they could use this to pressure her.

    “Then… can I also become your actress?”

    “As long as you seize the opportunity, that day will come. We are now signing you, the person, for a term of two years. You’ll start by shooting commercials, completely obeying our conditions.”

    This was the first time Yu Linna faced such a contract.
    To be honest, this contract couldn’t be called very friendly. It required her to obey arrangements 100%, and during this period, she was not allowed to film for any other company, not even commercials. And once breached, she would have to pay a penalty of 60 million, an extremely terrifying figure.

    But if she performed well, Yu Linna could soar and transform.

    “Alright. But I’m a minor. I need my guardian to sign.”

    Ultimately, Yu Linna chose to compromise. For better development, to make her fame greater, she chose to compromise. Because she subconsciously believed that this was what Nangong Ying wanted her to do, and Nangong Ying wouldn’t harm her.
    She believed that everything Nangong Ying did was for her own good.

    “Okay, I’ll leave the contract with you. Take it to your guardian to sign.”

    Yu Tianchen wasn’t anxious for her to sign immediately. He knew well that haste makes waste; only by casting a long line could one catch a big fish. Besides, Yu Linna was a child, with plenty of room for development.
    Even if cultivation failed, the initial goal had already been achieved.

    Because Yu Linna was just Nangong Ying’s scapegoat.


    Taking this contract, Yu Linna went back alone. She didn’t know how to resolve this matter. This contract couldn’t be called a good contract, but it was her only chance to enter the entertainment industry.
    Not enough strength, make up for it with the thickness of connections.
    Since it was Nangong Ying’s recommendation, she definitely wouldn’t harm her. She had to cherish this opportunity.

    But the problem was, she was only 17 this year, not yet an adult. She couldn’t sign this contract yet, only find her nominal guardian to help sign it. Although called a guardian, this person actually hadn’t cared about her life or death for many years, their whereabouts unknown.

    If it weren’t for this matter, she absolutely wouldn’t have gone looking for that person. But now there was no choice; someone needed to sign. Besides that person, no one could provide the signature. Her only legal guardian was that person, even though that person had no real relationship with her, only becoming her guardian due to legal regulations. But for this piece of paper, Yu Linna had to find her.

    Returning home, Yu Linna dug out the phone book that had been at the bottom of her box for many years, found the guardian’s phone number, and dialed.
    After a while, the phone made a few sounds, but didn’t connect. Because this number was already out of service.

    Although she had expected such a result, she didn’t expect it to come so bluntly.
    Even if that person really disliked her, did they have to go this far, not even leaving a contact number?

    Helplessly, Yu Linna had to find the phone numbers of several past foster families, holding onto a sliver of hope, and made several calls.

    “Hello, long time no see, this is Nana. No, no, I wanted to ask you about Auntie Tong’s news. Do you have her phone number?”
    “Okay, I understand. Thank you.”

    “Hello, long time no see, this is Nana. I want to ask Uncle a question, do you know Auntie Tong’s phone number?”
    “Okay, got it.”

    “Hello, long time no see, this is Nana. Auntie, I want to ask, do you know Auntie Tong’s phone number?”

    Making several calls in a row, she contacted almost all the foster families she had lost touch with. What she got, of course, were curses and impatient words.

    Back when Yu Linna was boarding, these people didn’t treat this girl well. Weren’t they all polite at first, but ended up kicking her out? In their hearts, Yu Linna was just an outsider, never becoming family no matter what.
    So when she was finally taken over by someone else, they were all relieved. At this time, no one wanted to bother with Yu Linna anymore. Whoever wanted her could take her.

    As for the Auntie Tong Yu Linna mentioned, she was Yu Linna’s nominal guardian, and also the longest-serving one. But this person hadn’t taken care of her either, ruthlessly leaving her here and running off alone.
    So Yu Linna asked many people, but few knew her contact information.
    Rather, even if they knew, they didn’t want to say, because they didn’t want any further relationship with Yu Linna.

    But heaven rewards the faithful. Finally, from a certain former foster family, Yu Linna found news of her.

    “You mean Tong Lili? I remember she seemed to have gone to Shanghai. Opened an online store there, business is quite good, probably developing into a small company. I have her address.”

    Finally, she found her guardian’s address. Although it wasn’t smooth, at least she knew where she lived. Getting her address, Yu Linna wanted to call her, but heard she was a busy person who disliked being disturbed by private calls, so she gave up.
    Years of living habits told her: if you can save someone trouble, save them trouble; if you can be a bit more obedient, be a bit more obedient.
    This was her habit developed over many years.

    “I understand. Thank you.”

    Getting the contact information, Yu Linna had a reason to set off.
    Coincidentally, she had also won the championship throne in the English competition, brought back the trophy, brought glory to the school. Asking for leave would be easy. Yu Linna didn’t think much more, immediately booked a train ticket on her phone. She had to set off for Shanghai immediately.

    The girl opened her wardrobe, picked a few clothes, packed clean underwear, and put them in a small bag. Because she had been to Shenzhen before, she was very experienced with these things. It was just going to Shanghai, no big deal.
    What kind of days hadn’t she lived through over the years? As long as she got the signature, everything would be fine.

    Suddenly, her phone vibrated. She picked up the call. The caller ID showed the name Ye Zhiyun.
    What did this person want?

    “Hello, Ye Zhiyun?”

    “Yes. Good noon. Are you free? Let’s go out for dinner tonight.”

    “Tonight…”

    Looking at her packed clothes, Yu Linna hesitated slightly.
    She had already booked the ticket and had to leave immediately. It was unlikely she could stay until evening.
    Although she really wanted to stay, time wouldn’t wait for her. For that ideal, she could only set off.

    “Sorry, no time. Maybe next time.”

    “Alright. Wenqian said she wanted to find you. Ever since you cosplayed last time, she wanted to find you again.”

    “Unfortunately, I won’t go again.”

    “Yeah, that makes sense.”

    The two fell silent, the atmosphere becoming tense.
    Ye Zhiyun looked up, sighed deeply. Sure enough, she still wanted to hear her voice more.

    “Recently, I earned some money and am preparing to invest in a new movie.”

    “Hmm?”

    This was the first time Ye Zhiyun mentioned her work matters to her.
    It was a rare experience for Yu Linna.
    In her impression, this girl didn’t seem like someone who would talk about work with her.

    “So, you don’t need to rush to pay me back. I’m not short of that little money.”

    “Okay.”

    “Yu Linna, I…”

    “What’s wrong?”

    “It’s nothing.”

    In the end, she still didn’t know what to say, ending the topic with this sentence.

    Ye Zhiyun hated Yu Linna; this was originally an indisputable fact. She thought she would hate her for a lifetime, but never expected her persistence to be so fragile.
    What did she feel about Yu Linna now? She really didn’t know.


    And Yu Linna, she had already packed her bags, took her bag, and left this city. She boarded the train, heading towards the distant metropolis. She had never been to such a far place, didn’t know what Shanghai was like, but she still went.
    On the road ahead, whether light or darkness awaited her, she didn’t know.

    But if she wanted to escape the guardianship of her current guardian, rely on her own strength to carve out a path, that was the most practical. In this world, no one could help her; only she herself was the only one.
    She, Yu Linna, was about to embark on a journey.

  • Shion’s Notes 69

    Chapter 69: Eye Contact

    No one would know the beginning of that legend. At this moment, the story belonged to that girl.

    After Yu Linna found a new sustenance, she also knew which direction she should develop in. Having walked for so long, she finally discovered she was bound to acting by fate. Perhaps this was destiny.

    Since she had decided to develop in this circle, she would strive forward and do her best. In the past, she only wanted to eat her fill. Now it was different; now she wanted to find her roots. The world was so big; she would eventually find her bloodline. Before that, the first thing she had to do was become famous.

    Nangong Ying also said that people from Orange River would come looking for her. At that time, Orange River would sign her as an artist under their banner to cultivate. As long as Yu Linna seized the opportunity, she would have a chance to debut; she could become an actress.

    Although this road was long, it was at least an opportunity. She would cherish it well.

    But before that, the first thing she had to do was finish the English competition. Since agreeing to participate in the city’s English competition, Yu Linna spent time practicing English every day. Although her English was very good, for the competition, she still forced herself to adapt to the competition’s routines. Moreover, the English teacher guided her tirelessly every day, hoping she could bring back a good result.

    And Yu Linna lived up to expectations. Representing the entire school, she sang triumphantly all the way, demonstrating incredibly strong strength. Elimination rounds, advancement rounds, semi-finals, pre-finals – all without pressure, basically crushing all opponents. In the end, the participating contestants were complaining, saying that the City Middle School had hired a foreigner to compete, which didn’t comply with the rules.

    “Classmate Yu, you performed very well. With a little more effort, you can reach the finals. You’ve already secured a spot in the top three. You must strive!”

    The English teacher was really satisfied with Yu Linna’s performance. In previous years, students participating struggled greatly when they reached the most intense championship and runner-up competition. But even when Yu Linna reached the pre-finals, she looked very relaxed, showing no signs of strain.

    Her state was enough to show that she had the ability to enter the top three and had great hope of winning the championship, fulfilling the school’s long-cherished wish for many years.
    Therefore, the English teacher absolutely could not be careless, must ensure Yu Linna was in the best state, and smoothly win the championship.

    “Okay, I will work hard.”

    On the surface, Yu Linna was very relaxed, yes, but it didn’t mean she wasn’t working hard. In fact, reaching this step, she had also consumed a lot, but to continue standing in this competition, she couldn’t show any weakness.


    Soon, the pre-finals were approaching. Yu Linna prepared to go to the competition venue. The venue was at the exhibition center in the city center. The central stage could accommodate the contestants’ competition. A circular audience seating surrounded the stage. A row of judges sat on the stage; they would score the participating students, and the final score would be based on the scores given by the judges from all sides.

    The girl walked down this corridor and suddenly saw that long black hair drifting past her eyes. That girl’s long legs made people stare straight, the black thigh-high stockings sparking infinite imagination. Her slender waist like a water snake captivated many men, and her exquisitely beautiful face made people even more prone to fantasies.

    “Hmm? You’re here.”

    Ye Zhiyun glanced back at her and said lightly.

    Encountering her here was actually expected. Ye Zhiyun had seen the list before the competition and knew Yu Linna would participate. She wasn’t surprised at all to meet Yu Linna here. She knew early on that the two would meet.

    “You’re also here to compete?”

    Yu Linna seemed still not to have reacted, her cute face filled with surprise.
    Seeing this look made one want to pinch her face. Truly cute.

    “Yes, unfortunately, we both seem to be favorites for the championship. I believe it will be an exciting match.”

    Although Ye Zhiyun said this, she also knew that this kind of competition couldn’t be called very exciting.

    And the reason Ye Zhiyun represented the Experimental Middle School to compete was, on the one hand, her English level was very high, and on the other hand, she had flown all over the world since childhood, her foreign language ability formidable. Her participating in this kind of competition was not unimaginable at all.

    If there weren’t Yu Linna this year, then the champion would likely be Ye Zhiyun without a doubt, because she also won the championship last year.
    Although she wasn’t very interested in this award.

    “Ye Zhiyun, you didn’t even tell me you were competing.”

    “It wouldn’t be interesting if I told you. Good things are always saved for last. Or perhaps, you think you will lose to me?”

    “…I won’t lose.”

    When it came to prize money, Yu Linna wouldn’t admit defeat. She didn’t think she was worse than Ye Zhiyun. Although Ye Zhiyun had seen more than her and had been abroad, her English ability wasn’t bad either. She believed she could win.

    “Then I’ll be waiting.”

    She smiled lightly.

    It was incredible. Just being with this blonde girl, no matter how slow time passed, she would feel every second was happy. Actually, she didn’t care at all what honor this award could bring her. She just wanted to possess this moment.

    Yu Linna walked past her, heading straight towards the competition stage, leaving only a small, slender back view. At this moment, Ye Zhiyun’s smile faded.

    From their initial incompatibility, their initial bickering, to the current harmony, thinking back carefully, it was truly an incredible path. She thought she and she were naturally incompatible, absolutely impossible to have a good relationship. Who knew they would actually have a day where they became friends?

    Ye Zhiyun wouldn’t hold back. She knew the best respect for Yu Linna was to go all out.


    And in the subsequent competition, Yu Linna lived up to expectations, successfully advancing, obtaining the ticket to the championship and runner-up match, competing against Ye Zhiyun. Although the two knew each other, and could be considered friends, at this moment they represented their respective schools; they both had to give their all.

    “Now, we enter the final stage of this competition, the grand final! Please welcome the contestants!”

    Applause erupted, music played, and the venue was surrounded by students’ shouts. The two girls representing their respective schools walked onto the stage. Both had looks belonging to the beauty level. Perhaps because Yu Linna looked younger, she gave an impression of immaturity, but standing next to Ye Zhiyun, she wasn’t overshadowed.

    Throughout the entire competition, the audience’s eyes were fixed on these two. No choice, both had high looks, making it impossible not to look. This competition was called an English competition, but everyone felt it was more like a beauty pageant.

    “The contestant on the left is Yu Linna from City First High School!”
    “The contestant on the right is Ye Zhiyun from City Experimental Middle School!”

    After introducing the two competing girls, the audience cheered.

    Contestants who could represent their schools in the championship and runner-up match were one in ten thousand. Many people participated each year, but few truly brought back the champion’s throne. The champion’s throne changed hands every year, but it wasn’t something anyone could sit on just because they wanted to.

    Yu Linna and Ye Zhiyun stood on the stage, competing for their respective schools. This was also an honor.

    Especially Yu Linna, that conspicuous blonde hair caused a stir among the audience. Her obvious mixed-race appearance made many suspect she violated the competition rules. After all, a foreigner participating in a domestic English competition was inherently unfair. If the judges hadn’t repeatedly stated that Yu Linna was not a foreigner, the audience might have gotten emotional.

    As soon as the competition began, everyone was drawn in. Both Yu Linna and Ye Zhiyun showed solid foundations, handling spoken English with ease, completely fluent. Because Ye Zhiyun had experience living abroad, her English level was quite high. Although it had declined somewhat after years of not speaking, dealing with this kind of competition was still no problem. On the contrary, Yu Linna was steadily suppressed from the beginning.

    Seeing Yu Linna struggling, Ye Zhiyun smiled, relaxing her guard at this moment.

    Unexpectedly, the next second Yu Linna counterattacked. She started clinging to Ye Zhiyun, attacking relentlessly, catching her off guard. Although Yu Linna had no experience living abroad, she believed that since her body flowed with some foreign blood, at least her English level couldn’t be too bad.

    In the end, the person with the highest score was Yu Linna.
    Ye Zhiyun narrowly lost to her.

    However, Ye Zhiyun wasn’t disappointed or angry because of this, but very calm.

    In this uneventful competition, Yu Linna finally won the championship for her school that hadn’t been won for many years. And she won this trophy right in front of the Experimental Middle School. The English teacher was overjoyed.

    But the happiest one was Yu Linna, because the champion of this competition came with prize money. She suddenly received a generous amount of prize money; how could she not be happy? For a girl who loved money as much as her life, nothing was more important than money.

    “Congratulations.”

    Ye Zhiyun was very calm, without a trace of dissatisfaction after defeat. She was a proud person, not allowing herself to fail. But if it was Yu Linna, she could accept it calmly. Because, compared to this award, she cared more about this person.

    “Thank you! Don’t worry, I’ll pay you back the money soon!”

    “…….Okay, I’ll be waiting.”

    Ye Zhiyun was stunned for a moment, but still smiled.
    This child, so thick-skinned when mooching food and drinks, yet so stubborn on this point. Perhaps this was the inherent character of poor children?

    Anyway, this competition also came to an end. Yu Linna fulfilled her wish and won the championship. The school would definitely reward her too. As for what reward, that wasn’t clear, but getting something was always good.

    Ye Zhiyun gathered her mood, planning to go back directly after the competition. She had actually been quite busy recently. The newly invested movie was about to be released, and she had to attend the premiere. Also, she needed to find new investment partners for cooperation, start the next collaboration. Participating in the English competition was also squeezed out of her busy schedule.

    But being able to have a fair competition with Yu Linna here actually made her quite happy.

    “Yu Linna, are you free later? Let’s go eat.”

    “Okay, your treat?”

    “No problem. Tell me, where do you want to go? I can afford anywhere.”

    “Hehe, then I won’t be polite~”

    As long as at this moment, she could exist, nothing else was hoped for. Simple, peaceful days are the happiest.

  • Shion’s Notes 68

    Chapter 68: Painful Choice

    Dropping the phone, Nangong Ying felt waves of defeat. In the face of power, she was so insignificant. The fairness and justice she once believed in had become a joke here. So-called fairness was merely something spoken for the weak to hear.

    She wasn’t strong enough yet, her value wasn’t great enough, therefore she could only be played with wantonly like a toy.

    If her value was greater than anyone else’s, if the movie couldn’t be made without her, if the company couldn’t make money without her, if everyone couldn’t live without her… if her value could reach that point, then what would she have to fear?

    But not now, she didn’t have that influence…

    “Damn it, damn it!…”

    Nangong Ying felt truly unwilling.

    She didn’t want to be played with wantonly, like a toy, but she had no choice. If she wanted to continue surviving in this circle, she had to pay, she had to bow her head.

    She had said it before, to achieve her ideals, she would not hesitate even at the cost of everything.
    Now, it was time to fulfill that promise.

    “I’m sorry…”

    She buried her head, hugging her trembling body. At this moment, she wanted to make a clean break between the past Nangong Ying and the future Nangong Ying.

    She wanted to become the queen of this era.
    She wanted to become the most brilliant star of this era.
    She wanted to lead this era to supreme glory.
    Now, she had to start.

    Pressing a few keys, dialing the phone, she just sat there, quietly waiting for the echo. Today, the phone rang for a long time before anyone answered. In the quiet room, only the beep beep beep sound echoed, and that dead heart beat. The rest was almost surrounded by despair.

    “Hello, Linna.”

    She told herself, she was right.

    Thinking of her father’s disapproval, the movie she worked so hard to film, and Sister Yuexin’s painstaking soundtrack. She didn’t want it all wasted.
    She wanted to continue surviving in the entertainment industry, she wanted to build her own career in the entertainment industry.
    Standing at the pinnacle of the era must be an extremely happy thing; that was her lifelong dream. To become superior, one must make a clean break with the past.

    “What’s wrong, Nangong? What do you need?”

    “…Remember what I told you before? About wanting you to develop in the entertainment industry.”

    Previously, Orange River had sent someone to find Yu Linna. Although this matter was beyond Nangong Ying’s expectations, it didn’t hinder her from doing the next thing, and even happened to lend her a hand.

    Yu Linna was her best friend. She would absolutely not allow others to hurt her. She had always thought so.
    But this time…
    She couldn’t protect her well anymore.

    She gritted her teeth, trying hard to keep her voice steady. Although she tried her best to remain calm, her face was already contorted. If there were other choices, she would absolutely not make this choice.
    Orange River had already said, whether she was willing or not, Yu Linna’s matter was set in stone.

    Furthermore, her star path, her movie, her dream – to continue, she could only choose sacrifice. She wasn’t a saint, great enough to emerge unstained from the mud. She could only make the cruelest choice among difficult options.

    “Nangong, I also said, I haven’t thought it through yet. I… I’m afraid of failure. I don’t dare to try anymore.”

    She gripped her own hand, trying hard not to make any strange sounds. Actually, at this moment, she couldn’t help but want to cry.

    She had many choices she could make, but insisted on choosing the one she shouldn’t have.
    Wanting to become famous, wanting to stand at the top, required sacrificing others. Why had no one told her such a cruel truth before?

    “Linna, listen to me. You’re like me. You want to build your own career, you want to become superior. I know you. You are definitely unwilling to be ordinary, right?”

    Dream, what a beautiful word.
    How many people threw themselves into fire and water for their dreams, destroying themselves?
    Some people, for their dreams, gradually forgot their own appearance.
    The dream one wants to realize is a difficult path.

    “That being said, but…”

    “Think about it. If you become superior, it means everyone knows you, everyone admires you, everyone knows your name, and your name resounds throughout the land.”

    These words were still very tempting in Yu Linna’s ears. As a poor child who couldn’t eat her fill since childhood and wandered everywhere, how could she not want to live the life of a superior person? To be known by everyone, respected by everyone, what a wonderful thing that would be.
    If possible, she wanted this kind of life. Only then would she not be looked down upon.

    “Have you ever thought, you might still have relatives in this world you’ve never met? If your name becomes known to the world, you might have a chance to find your relatives, find your roots.”

    “!–”

    Yu Linna’s heart trembled.
    This sentence was like a sharp sword stabbing steadily into her chest, suffocating her.

    As an orphan, she must have thought about finding her roots, finding her birthplace. Although she had lived two lives, she had never experienced the taste of family, never knew what relatives felt like.
    Her heart always longed for a sense of belonging, longed to find her roots, longed to find her relatives. Even if the other party wouldn’t recognize her, she just wanted to know how she came to be.

    Since childhood, she didn’t know what her parents looked like, didn’t know how she came to be. Only one day did she discover she looked more and more like a mixed-race person, realizing her parents might come from far away. But besides this, she knew nothing.

    “Nangong…”

    “Linna, want to come over? As long as you become famous, you might be able to find your belonging. Haven’t you always wanted a home? Instead of letting others find you, why not find others yourself?”

    Her heart was moved.
    In this life, she had never been so moved.

    Yu Linna was a child of bitter fate. She enjoyed nothing since childhood, living a life of uncertainty. Her previous life was better; at least there was an orphanage to rely on. But in this life, she had nothing.
    Many times, she fantasized about the scene with her parents by her side. Many times, she fantasized about the scene of herself becoming a parent.
    For a child who had nothing, bloodline was always her weakness. She also wanted to find relatives related to her by blood. Only then would she feel that she was truly living in this world.

    “I…”

    She bit her lip, trying hard to calm herself down.
    She took a deep breath, just stood there. Time passed minute by minute, second by second. It was unknown how long passed until that teardrop fell to the ground. Only then did Yu Linna come back to her senses.

    “I want relatives…”

    Her voice was not loud, even a bit hoarse, but that was her wish.

    No matter what, what Yu Linna ultimately wanted was nothing more than a sense of belonging. She probably also knew that her parents might no longer be in this world, otherwise why weren’t they by her side?
    But this world was so big; she always wanted to find her relatives.
    Even if the other party didn’t acknowledge her, what did it matter? Because she just wanted to know how she came to be.

    The name Yu Linna was the only gift given to her by her relatives in this world, and also the only information she could know about her parents. When she was very young, she began to wander. She had nothing on her, only an exercise book with the three characters “Yu Linna” written on it. The exercise book was blank inside, nothing written, only the name on the cover was so conspicuous.

    “I understand. Then your thought is?”

    “I will go… to the highest and farthest place, to places others can’t go.”

    She wiped away her tears and said so.
    She had already made her decision. Things had come to this point; the water couldn’t be taken back.

    “Okay, I knew you would agree.”

    In the future, Yu Linna didn’t know where her path would lead, nor whether she could reach the end. But at least she had a goal again. In the past, she simply wanted to eat her fill. Now she wanted to find her roots, find her origin.
    Having a sustenance was always good.
    At least, she was no longer lost, no longer hesitant.


    And Nangong Ying, after hanging up the phone, the expression on her face could no longer hold. She covered her face, letting out bursts of roars.

    “Ahhhhhhh!!”

    She frantically threw the pillow around like mad, shouting like mad.
    Tears fell drop by drop, unstoppable.
    Only just now did she realize she had actually done such an excessive thing. That shouldn’t have been done, yet she did it all. That was the person she swore to protect! How could she be so selfish? How could she do this…

    “I’m sorry, I’m sorry…”

    She kept saying sorry, constantly blaming herself.
    For her dream, for her future, she made the greatest sacrifice.

    Yu Linna trusted her 100%. It was precisely because of this trust that she didn’t hesitate. Because she felt that Nangong Ying wouldn’t harm her.
    But she never thought that Nangong Ying would trample on this trust.

    Wanting to survive in this cruel world, one could only be cruel to others. What a difficult thing to accept. In just a few short days, Nangong Ying transformed from an arrogant brat who didn’t know the immensity of heaven and earth into a woman who would stop at nothing. How long had it been!

    Orange River’s power was there; Nangong Ying couldn’t shake them. She could only endure the humiliation and climb up, strive to climb upwards. Only by proving herself with strength, making herself a superstar, could she influence their decisions.
    But now, she had to compromise.
    If she was blacklisted here now, she would never have another chance.

    She had to gain higher fame through filming movies, let her name resound throughout the mainland. For this, she had to pay any price. Even if it meant stopping at nothing, she had to fulfill her dream. And complete her revenge.

    “One day, I will make my name resound throughout the world! At that time, I guarantee I won’t let anyone hurt me!”

    She roared this sentence out.
    It was also from this day that the past Nangong Ying bid farewell to her. After this day, it was a new Nangong Ying. Her legendary path also officially began.
    This queen, her future story, was still very long.

  • Shion’s Notes 67

    Chapter 67: Forced Compromise

    She didn’t know what exactly happened to Nangong Ying because, at this moment, she was busy preparing for the English competition. Nothing in the world was more important than making money. For her, being able to live a life with enough food and new clothes was what truly mattered.

    She had sent a message to Nangong Ying but received no reply. Who knew what had actually happened to her? At this moment, Yu Linna, busy with other things, temporarily put this matter aside.


    The third year of high school was very demanding, with piles of test papers every day, almost non-stop. Yu Linna took advantage of being a day student to skip evening self-study, which was a good thing for her. Back then, the school waived her tuition fees, but she didn’t become a boarding student precisely because the waived fees didn’t include accommodation.

    School usually ended after five o’clock. Students who had been doing problems all day felt their shoulders ache, but this wasn’t the end of their day; they still had to continue striving at night. Although Yu Linna had to work part-time, it didn’t mean she didn’t need to study. Even a genius had to work hard. Without effort, one would quickly be surpassed.

    Yu Linna packed her textbooks into her schoolbag and left the classroom alone. She didn’t wait for Fang Jianing to walk together because she had to rush to work. Life had stabilized now; attending classes and working every day, the money earned became increasingly stable. She regularly paid back a little money to Ye Zhiyun, and life was manageable. Although the rent issue was still a headache, as long as she didn’t default, the landlady wouldn’t trouble her.

    Walking out of the school gate, Yu Linna hummed a little tune, heading towards her workplace. The crowd surged, growing noisier. When Yu Linna looked up, she felt completely surrounded.

    Walking along, thinking about her future life, she reached the bottom of a utility pole. A voice from behind stopped her steps.

    “Linlin, where are you?! Please come back, don’t scare Mommy!”

    Behind her rang a mother’s voice, probably anxious because her child was lost. In the bustling crowd, her voice would quickly be drowned out, and few people would pay attention.

    Yu Linna stood there, looking at the utility pole. A missing person notice was posted on it. Originally, this was a very common sight, but somehow, Yu Linna stared fixedly at the few lines of text on it.

    The notice had a child’s photo, the specific date of disappearance, and where they went missing. It also left contact information.
    These missing person notices were often seen in big cities, especially for children and the elderly.

    The girl stared at the notice, her mind going blank. She just stood there, isolated in the crowd. At first, she was calm, but slowly, her breathing became rapid, and then heavier and heavier. She suddenly clutched her heart, a suffocating feeling washing over her, leaving her disoriented.

    This feeling was extremely strange, and the sense of oppression was intense, making it hard to breathe. By the time Yu Linna came back to her senses, her face was deathly pale.

    Deep in her mind, something seemed to have shattered. A strong consciousness surged, and her heartbeat accelerated. It was clearly something unfamiliar, yet it made her feel a suffocation she hadn’t experienced in over ten years.

    She had lived in this world for over ten years, gotten used to everything she should have. Besides her gender being different from her previous life, everything else seemed largely unchanged. But strangely, her consciousness became muddled.

    Suddenly, a hand patted her shoulder, interrupting her wild thoughts.

    “Linna, what’s wrong? Not feeling well?”

    The girl slowly looked up and saw a slightly worried face. Sweat dripped down her forehead, evaporating along with that suffocating feeling.

    “It’s nothing…”

    That feeling just now was really strange. Why did she suddenly become like that? It didn’t feel like herself.

    “You don’t look like you’re fine. Are you really okay? How about taking leave from work?”

    “No, no, no, I’m fine, I’m fine. I have to go to work.”

    Yu Linna gathered her emotions, forced herself to forget what just happened, and left without looking back.

    Fang Jianing watched the frail figure depart, momentarily unsure how to stop her. Yu Linna’s personality was like this; she always hid things in her heart, never telling others, never easily letting people guess what she was thinking.
    Although their relationship had become closer recently, she still couldn’t enter her heart.

    Fang Jianing looked at the missing person notice Yu Linna had been staring at just now. She didn’t understand why that girl would react so strongly to a missing person notice. Under normal circumstances, this kind of thing shouldn’t happen.
    Or perhaps, did Yu Linna have some unknown past?
    All these things, Fang Jianing didn’t know.

    And Yu Linna soon threw this matter to the back of her mind, returning to her busy work state, gradually forgetting about it.


    Meanwhile, Nangong Ying was troubled by the blacklisting incident. She had put in so much effort. If her works were banned, and all her works were prohibited from release, then her star path would truly have no future.

    She was still a newcomer, completely without connections. Her father didn’t support her career either. If she couldn’t debut as an actress, her dream would stop here. And the soundtrack everyone worked so hard on, if the movie couldn’t be released as scheduled, their music wouldn’t be heard either. Their band had just started; they couldn’t stop moving forward because of this incident.

    Nangong Ying had too many things to consider. In the past, she thought that as long as she worked hard and had the ability, there would definitely be rewards. But the reality? Just having strength wasn’t enough. Without connections, you were just someone else’s toy. She deeply understood what power meant.

    From the beginning, she should have known that the other party wasn’t a good fruit; they wouldn’t let her go easily. She was too naive; she thought this kind of thing wouldn’t happen.

    “What should I do…”

    Turning into this state in just a few days, Nangong Ying’s head was about to explode, yet she still couldn’t figure out a solution. Her network in this circle was too small, only Li Yuexin and a few directors, completely unable to contend with the vast commercial empire of Orange River.

    If her father was willing to help her, there might still be a chance. But her father wished she would leave the entertainment industry; how could he possibly help her?

    Why was realizing her dream so difficult?

    “Nangong, someone from Orange River called, saying they can talk in detail with you.”

    But one day, things took another turn.
    Orange River probably figured Nangong Ying had learned her lesson enough; it was time to reel in the net. After all, their original intention was to teach her a lesson, not really blacklist her. Although Nangong Ying didn’t hold much value, it didn’t mean she had no value at all.
    What could be used, should best be used.

    “Hello, Miss Nangong. I believe you haven’t been sleeping or eating well these past few days. We’ve also thought about it. Considering you’re still a child, we don’t want to make things too difficult for you. Therefore, shall we try to reconcile?”

    Having learned her lesson, Nangong Ying didn’t dare to be sharp-edged this time. She knew Orange River was definitely not kind-hearted; she had to be wary of their fangs.

    “Alright, how do you want to reconcile?”

    “Very simple. The senior management of Orange River wants to meet you privately. You come from a great background, and you’re a national champion. Such an outstanding person like you, anyone would like.”

    Nangong Ying’s face turned ashen, almost exploding, but she held back.
    What did the other party mean by these words? She actually understood very well. In the entertainment industry, there was a very subtle rule, specifically targeting female stars.
    This rule was the unspoken rule, the casting couch.
    People from Orange River had already targeted Nangong Ying, wanting to make a move on her.

    This was truly bad news. Unexpectedly being played, wanting to reclaim her rights, yet having to suffer such unfair treatment. Just because she had no background, just because she was a female star, was that why she had to be so unlucky?

    “This is an opportunity. Think about it. Having all your works banned is really not worth it. Your future is still long; living in the present is important.”

    Nangong Ying really wanted to find the other party and teach them a harsh lesson, but she couldn’t act impulsively like this.

    Everything about her, she had to consider. The banned works were the painstaking efforts of the entire crew, and also the efforts of Sister Yuexin and the entire band. She couldn’t let everyone’s hard work be trampled upon.
    She couldn’t.

    “With all due respect, I’m not such a person with face. I’m really not qualified. Someone else would be more suitable than me.”

    She gritted her teeth saying this, her heart filled with humiliation.

    “Since that’s the case, we won’t force it. But we need to explain. Find a representative to show up at Orange River instead. Regarding your movie matters, we want to talk properly.”

    Seemingly seeing Nangong Ying’s unwillingness, the other party beat around the bush and stated another condition.
    And this condition was actually very simple: find someone else to replace Nangong Ying and fulfill the unspoken rule.

    How could Nangong Ying not know the meaning behind this? Orange River was so big; fighting them was absolutely impossible. She had to compromise. If she didn’t compromise, her future would be ruined.
    But no matter who replaced her, she wouldn’t feel good.

    “Miss Nangong, do you remember that friend you often mentioned?”

    “…What are you going to do! Don’t act recklessly! You can’t do that kind of thing to her!”

    Nangong Ying immediately panicked, her face deathly pale. She could accept anything else, but Yu Linna absolutely could not be taken away by them!

    “Relax. We just want to sign her as an artist under our banner and cultivate her slowly. Her appearance is very good; we want to train her to become an actress. Moreover, we also want to thank you for your recommendation, letting us discover this good seedling.”

    “You…!”

    “Think about it carefully. You can become a star. As long as you have the platform, you can fly to the sky. Compared to your future, which is lighter, which is heavier, I believe you have an answer in your heart.”

    Nangong Ying gritted her teeth, her face contorted. At this moment, her tears rolled down uncontrollably. In the face of absolute power, she couldn’t help but yield.
    She couldn’t fight them; she didn’t have that ability.

    She clenched her fists, bit her lip, her eyes bloodshot. One day, she would definitely make Orange River pay the price for this!

  • Shion’s Notes 66

    Chapter 66: She Tasted Bitterness

    Nangong Ying had always been a proud person since childhood. Being outstanding since young, she could obtain anything. Perhaps precisely because of this, she was somewhat different from ordinary people, possessing a trace of arrogance deep down. As long as she wanted, she could do anything; she could achieve what others couldn’t.

    She thought she was the strongest.
    She thought she could do anything.

    But today, reality taught her a lesson, letting her understand what a painful lesson meant. Sometimes, just having ability, just being outstanding, was far from enough. In the face of absolute power, everything was so insignificant. She thought Orange River couldn’t force her, but she didn’t expect Orange River to pull this move.

    Today’s sunlight dimmed. Nangong Ying sat in the lounge, somewhat dejected. She had lost her job, been kicked out of the crew, and her salary was naturally gone. Although the actors in the same crew were pleading for her, especially the male lead Liang Hui who she co-starred with, this was a decision from above; they had no right to interfere.

    “Xiao Ying.”

    Li Yuexin saw her like this and couldn’t bear to watch. Since the failure of the lawsuit, the loss of her job, followed by the banning of the movie, a series of blows left her disheartened. Li Yuexin also grew increasingly worried.

    She knew Nangong Ying was a newcomer, and starting on this path would inevitably lead to setbacks. She just didn’t expect her to suffer such a blow. Let alone Nangong Ying, even Li Yuexin hadn’t expected Orange River to make this move.

    This big company clearly retaliated because Nangong Ying refused to sign under their banner, using it as an excuse. It was just that nobody dared to speak these things out loud. The water in the entertainment industry ran far deeper than people imagined.

    “Sister Yuexin, did I do something wrong?”

    Nangong Ying was dejected, her tone extremely depressed.

    She didn’t understand. She clearly hadn’t done anything wrong. Why did it turn out like this? Why treat her this way?

    The land she yearned for, wanted to gain a foothold in, was actually so treacherous. Just as her father once said, this place was too chaotic, too dangerous. A slight carelessness, and you could be dragged down.
    This was also one of the reasons her father didn’t want her to develop here.

    “You didn’t do anything wrong. It’s just… many times, people like us are constrained by circumstances. We can’t decide our own destiny, but at least, we must learn to bow our heads. Because stubbornness brings us no benefits.”

    Nangong Ying fell silent.

    She thought about how to proceed on the road ahead. With her being kicked out of the crew, no other director would dare to hire her. Who didn’t know she was in trouble now? Who would still dare to want her? The worst part was “Storm Seal,” which she had finished filming. Relying on Orange River’s influence, this movie might be shelved, prevented from release.

    This movie had an investment of 90 million, but post-production wasn’t finished yet. Therefore, including the early and mid-stage investments, about 50 million had been spent in total. Orange River contributed 29 million of this. For this large company, losing this amount of money was nothing. But the one likely in trouble was Miss Ye. She had invested nearly 10 million in it. If the movie didn’t make money, she would really lose money.

    Orange River did this precisely to suppress Nangong Ying, teach this arrogant girl a lesson, let her know the rules. And Nangong Ying indeed tasted bitterness.

    Her biggest trouble now was that the movie she filmed couldn’t be released, nor could it enter post-production. Relying on their influence, no one in the entire circle dared to speak out. Nangong Ying tasted what true disparity meant.

    “Rest for a while first. I’ll help you figure out a way later.”

    Patting her shoulder, Li Yuexin said this. Actually, she didn’t feel good either. The banning of the movie meant the soundtrack their band completed couldn’t gain fame through the movie’s release. The pressure she bore was not small either. But in front of Nangong Ying, she had to be strong.


    News of the movie being banned quickly reached Ye Zhiyun’s ears. Although she had been busy with other things these days, she received the news from her butler immediately. When she learned this news, her first reaction was anger. She had worked hard to invest funds, and now it was all going down the drain just like that?

    Furious, she almost wanted to drive to Orange River to argue with them, but was stopped by the butler.

    “Miss, please don’t be impulsive. Orange River has already sent someone to talk to me. They stated that if the movie cannot be released, they are willing to compensate you for your losses. I think they were prepared for this.”

    Ye Zhiyun was very angry, but not to the point of losing her cool. She knew what Orange River meant. They simply wanted to suppress others to satisfy themselves. They were rich and powerful, not afraid of losing this bit of money. And they probably had a backup plan; they wouldn’t casually fight such a disadvantageous battle.

    Indeed, loss wasn’t a happy thing for anyone. Orange River must have had a plan before doing this.
    Judging from kicking Nangong Ying out of the crew without paying her a cent, they had a plan. As for the banned movie, it was unlikely to be truly banned forever; at most, it would be shelved and released after a few years. Mainly because “Storm Seal” looked like a bad film, lacking audience appeal. As an established company, they understood movies better than anyone. They probably dared to act so unscrupulously because they felt this film wouldn’t earn much money.

    “Miss, we cannot go find them. If we go now, they will have an excuse to deal with us. Even if not for yourself, please think about Master. We cannot get involved in this muddy water.”

    The highly skilled and assertive Miss Ye, in the face of a huge commercial empire, also had to bow her head. What if she was capable? She had personally told her father she wouldn’t rely on family power. Obviously, she couldn’t ask her family for help. Besides, she didn’t want to involve her parents.

    Ye Zhiyun sat down defeatedly, clutching her head, ultimately having to accept fate. In the face of absolute power, she had no resistance either. Orange River was too big; it wasn’t something she could deal with.

    “Miss, don’t look so down. The movie invested in Director Murong before is about to be released. It will earn a sum of money then. We should now look for new movie projects to invest in. That is our task.”

    Ye Zhiyun rubbed her head, forcing herself to calm down. She had to admit, he was right. Instead of wasting time thinking wildly here, it was better to find ways to look for new projects to make money.
    Since she was a businesswoman, she had to act like one.

    “Alright, how much liquid capital do we have left that we can use?”

    “You earned 10.02 million. Including the uncommitted amount, there’s over 20 million in total. After Director Murong’s movie is released, the box office share should be around forty million, of course, this is an estimate.”

    “Okay, this amount is enough for me to invest in a major production.”

    Although troubled, fortunately, she still had a lot of money on hand, enough for her to continue investing. She, a rich second-generation, had doubled the 5 million her father gave her back then into such a figure, which was already quite impressive. In just three years, she went from having nothing to becoming a veritable multi-millionaire.

    Although far from being as great as her father, she felt she was really quite amazing. Earning so much money at the age of eighteen, others probably couldn’t do it.

    At this moment, what she needed to consider was how to continue making money. She didn’t particularly like money; she just enjoyed the process of making money.


    While these things were happening in the entertainment industry, the outside world knew nothing. No one knew what exactly happened inside. Everyone continued living their own lives, completely unaware of the events behind the scenes.

    Yu Linna returned to her normal life. After school every day, she went to work part-time to earn money, and her days gradually stabilized. She attended school every day now and was even selected by the homeroom teacher as a representative to participate in the city’s English competition. Although she didn’t want to go, hearing that the first place had prize money immediately made her eager. Yu Linna didn’t have many special abilities, but in studying alone, she wouldn’t lose to others.

    Every day, she had one class period dedicated to receiving tutoring from the English teacher, precisely to defeat the contestants from the Experimental Middle School in the city’s English competition and win the championship. In the past, the City Middle School had never won first place.

    “Classmate Yu, your foundation is very good, and your spoken English is also quite excellent. I think you have the ability to compete for that first-place throne. As long as you listen to me, I guarantee you won’t make mistakes.”

    The English teacher actually didn’t have much left to teach because Yu Linna had basically learned all the high school knowledge. When she performed well on English exams, she scored 140 points. Such formidable strength made her outstanding even nationwide.

    Sure enough, is it because she’s mixed-race that her English ability is so outstanding? The English teacher couldn’t help but think.
    If he knew Yu Linna had actually never been abroad, wonder what his reaction would be.

    To win the award, Yu Linna could only nod. Anyway, as long as she won the award, everything would be fine, right? She really wanted that prize money. She happened to be short of money recently, having eaten instant noodles for several days again. She wanted to get some money to add extra dishes for herself.

    “By the way, Classmate Yu, have you heard about Classmate Nangong?”

    Suddenly, the English teacher mentioned Nangong Ying, the person who hadn’t attended class for a long time.

    “No, what’s wrong?”

    “She took leave for a long time, said she went filming, and there’s been no news until now. You have a good relationship with her. Do you know what she’s doing now?”

    “Not sure. I only know she seems to have gone out of the province, supposedly took on a new role. I don’t know much more.”

    “Then let me know if you have news. Her homeroom teacher is looking for her, saying her graduation aspiration form hasn’t been submitted yet.”

    Yu Linna nodded. She planned to send her a message later to ask.
    It had been a while since she heard from Nangong. She didn’t know if she was working well, didn’t know how she was doing now. Hope everything is well with her.

    Whenever she thought of Nangong Ying’s figure back then, her heart always felt warm. She wouldn’t forget the kindness Nangong Ying had shown her. They were good friends, good friends for life. If she could become famous, Yu Linna would also feel happy. Although there would be disappointment in her heart, happiness would definitely outweigh it.

    But how could she know that Nangong Ying was caught in a struggle?

  • Shion’s Notes 65

    Chapter 65: This Day Came Quickly

    When fate found her again, she hesitated once more, standing there unsure how to respond. Opportunities always came to her side, time and time again. She grasped them time and time again, but unfortunately, each time she couldn’t get what she wanted.

    When the opportunity arrived again, she was reluctant to believe it was an opportunity anymore.
    Perhaps because she had failed too many times, she was afraid.

    “Sir, please let me think about it again. I haven’t considered it thoroughly.”

    She could only choose this method to escape.
    Sometimes, it wasn’t that she didn’t want to grasp it, but she was afraid of grasping it and ending up with nothing.

    She wanted to go farther, climb higher, but how long would this road go on? Did she really have confidence in her heart? She wasn’t as outstanding as Nangong Ying; she was just an ordinary person. Besides her academic achievements, she had nothing else to show. Wanting to become superior, unless she truly had something extraordinary. Repeated failures told her that she seemed truly unsuited for the path of acting.

    Despite desperately wanting to succeed.

    “Are you thinking that you don’t have the ability, afraid to take the risk?”

    The voice on the other end of the phone made her tremble, shattering all the false hope in her heart.
    In this person’s eyes, everything about her was seen through.

    “You don’t need to consider too much. The more you fear, the more you lose. I guarantee that after signing you, we will put you on the path to stardom. Our Orange River is best at making people famous. You have such good looks, and advantages others don’t have. Why beat yourself down? You have this ability; you have to believe in yourself.”

    “But…”

    “We will make Nangong Ying an artist under our banner. Don’t you want to be with her?”

    “…”

    Her heart began to struggle.
    Her face was filled with conflict. At this moment, her mind turned to mush. What was originally a simple matter became complicated. Yu Linna scratched her head but still couldn’t figure out a result.

    She admitted, being by Nangong Ying’s side was still very tempting.
    As a child, and a girl, being with a friend felt more secure than being with anyone else.

    “Let me think about it.”

    “Good. I look forward to your reply.”

    The phone hung up. A brand new legend began. No one could guess that this would be a revolution.


    After Yu Tianchen hung up the phone, the corners of his mouth lifted slightly. Sure enough, she’s a child. The simplest methods are often the most effective.

    Yu Linna was a seedling. Used well, she could become a towering tree. What she needed now was fertile soil and sufficient nutrients. As long as these conditions were met, everything would become simple.

    Indeed, in terms of appearance, Yu Linna had an advantage. Even looking across the entire entertainment industry, few could have her East-West mixed-race features and still look so beautiful. Except for her height, other things weren’t major problems. As long as the appearance passed, the rest wasn’t an issue. Let her shoot commercials first, then let her act in movies, as a supporting role, of course.

    Yu Tianchen had already planned the next steps for the big company Orange River. As long as Nangong Ying joined the team, then the upcoming film market would be theirs.
    In a few more years, they would have the ability to consider expanding the market overseas, especially to the United States.
    Therefore, they needed talent.


    Speaking of Nangong Ying, on the 18th day after she joined the crew, filming was proceeding intensely. On the other side, the soundtrack for Director Zhang’s movie was almost complete. Li Yuexin’s self-recommendation was indeed useful. After securing this opportunity, Li Yuexin brought her band to work on set. To cooperate with the band’s work, Nangong Ying also took a week off from outside to come back and complete the soundtrack work.
    Therefore, the time she spent on Orange River’s set was actually not long.

    When the soundtrack was almost finished, Nangong Ying also had to pack her things and go back; her movie wasn’t finished filming yet. Fortunately, her role wasn’t extensive. After the entire movie was edited, she probably only had about 40 minutes of screen time. It was also because of this that it was convenient for her to explain the situation to the director and come here.

    “It’s really enviable. You got such a high salary for your first movie. Do you know how much I got for my first TV series? For a 52-episode TV series, I got 730,000.”

    During a break, Li Yuexin casually brought up the topic of salary with her, not forgetting to joke.

    As a star, salary is the standard measure of worth. Li Yuexin, this recently popular female star, already commanded tens of millions for filming a TV series, with the possibility of further increases in the future. Although she hadn’t filmed a movie, people from film companies had already extended olive branches to her.

    The higher an actor’s value, the higher the salary, and the higher the value given to the market. For a pure newcomer like Nangong Ying to receive a million-level salary was truly remarkable. Before this, she had no representative works at all.
    The production side also valued her identity as the champion of the National Singing Competition, wanting to cultivate her.

    “It’s okay. Although it exceeded my expectations, it’s… so-so, I guess.”

    Nangong Ying gave a wry smile.
    Such a high salary was indeed the most she had earned since childhood. Even winning awards in past competitions didn’t bring in that much money. No wonder people always said the entertainment industry was a gold pool, everyone wanting to jump in. This indeed made sense.
    But thinking about her father earning tens of millions for filming one commercial back then, her amount was nothing.

    Suddenly, a phone call came in. Nangong Ying made an apologetic gesture to Li Yuexin and answered the call.

    “Hello, this is… What?”

    Her face looked unwell. Her previously rosy cheeks instantly turned pale. She tried hard to steady her body, but her shoulders still trembled uncontrollably.

    “Why? Please give me an explanation… No, don’t hang up, hello!”

    The phone emitted a beep beep beep sound, then nothing.
    She stood there alone, like a fool, completely lost.

    “Xiao Ying, what’s wrong? Did something happen?”

    It was also the first time Li Yuexin had seen Nangong Ying like this. She hurried forward to check on her. But Nangong Ying’s face wore a stubborn look. She clutched her phone and ran out the door, leaving her luggage behind. She went out, directly hailed a taxi, and sped away from here. Li Yuexin didn’t even have time to ask her what exactly happened.


    Nangong Ying sat in the car, pressing her head, leaning against the back seat, completely devoid of her usual spirit.
    She was kicked out of the crew.

    Things happened rather suddenly. The call just now was made directly to her by Orange River. They unilaterally stated that Nangong Ying was kicked out of the crew, all her filmed scenes would be deleted, and another actor would be found to reshoot.

    But Nangong Ying had signed a contract. She didn’t believe she would be kicked out.

    She personally took a car to Orange River, personally went to confront the senior management. The person in charge from Orange River came over to explain to her that they were acting according to the contract, so they had reason to kick Nangong Ying out.

    “You’re talking nonsense! According to the contract, filming one movie, salary 2.5 million. You arbitrarily kicked me out of the crew, you have to pay the breach of contract penalty!”

    Regarding Nangong Ying’s explanation, the person in charge just smiled, not rushing to refute. He just took out the contract and pointed to the last clause.
    Following his finger, she clearly saw the content on the contract.

    “Under any circumstances, the signing party has the right to interpret ownership. If the signed party does not follow arrangements, the signing party may demand payment of the breach of contract penalty, and the signed party has no right to appeal.”

    Nangong Ying’s face turned ugly.

    “According to the contract content, the final interpretation right belongs to us. You are just a cooperative partner of ours. We have the right to dismiss you, but you have no right to complain about us. If you don’t believe it, that’s your business.”

    “This is twisting words and forcing logic, a tyrant contract, sheer nonsense! I will sue you!”

    Heh.”

    The person in charge turned his head and left just like that.

    Orange River was a top-tier large company. With such formidable strength, who could shake their dominance? Yes, they forcibly terminated the contract with Nangong Ying and wouldn’t pay her a cent in compensation, but they had the confidence to do so.

    Nangong Ying felt she had been played, instantly furious. She had never felt so aggrieved in her life! To encounter such a company! She refused to believe the law couldn’t handle them!
    This 18-year-old girl, filled with impulse, found her agent, demanding to sue them in court and reclaim her rights. She refused to believe there was no justice in this world.

    The agent lady heard about this, her expression strange, seemingly hesitating for a while, then patted her shoulder and said:

    “Let it go. Don’t do anything unnecessary.”

    She knew clearly that it was impossible to win against Orange River. Who would lose, who would win, was clear from the very beginning.
    They were absolute tyrants; no one could shake their position. What’s more, Nangong Ying was just a fledgling newcomer.

    “How can you be so spineless! They stole my rights! They arbitrarily kicked me out of the crew! Can I endure this anger! I must sue them!”

    “Nangong, I advise you not to go. You can’t possibly win.”

    But Nangong Ying didn’t believe it. She was unwilling to believe there was no justice in this world, unwilling to believe there was no righteousness.
    Since childhood, her father told her that no matter what she did, she had to be upright. If bullied, she must never bow her head. She absolutely wouldn’t let it go just like this.

    But…
    In fact, was she really right?
    She might be right, but her mistake was that she shouldn’t have clashed with someone she shouldn’t have clashed with.


    Three days later in court, she hired a lawyer to file a lawsuit, wanting to reclaim her rights. However, she lost the case.
    This was the justice and righteousness she trusted.
    In the face of absolute power, her strength was too insignificant.

    Nangong Ying never thought she would be so weak. She thought the law could restrain them, but in reality, she was too naive.

    After losing the lawsuit, Orange River had more excuses to trouble her. They used the excuse that Nangong Ying didn’t cooperate with work, deliberately acted like a diva, demanding she compensate for losses. And the most troublesome point was, they wanted to blacklist Nangong Ying.

    What did blacklisting mean?
    It meant Nangong Ying would never be able to step into the entertainment industry for her entire life. Even the only movie she had finished filming was banned from release. This movie had already completed its soundtrack and was preparing for post-production. If she were blacklisted, this movie would be blacklisted along with her.

    At this moment, Nangong Ying truly tasted what it meant to be powerless. Within just a few days, she became penniless.

  • Shion’s Notes 64

    Chapter 64: Coming Soon

    To obtain something, one must pay the price, and this process is quite arduous.

    Nangong Ying wanted to go higher, fly farther, and thus had to pay more. Because she didn’t want to be tied down, she refused multiple movie contracts; she didn’t want to be restricted. As an actress, she didn’t want her acting path to be controlled, preventing her from breaking through. She didn’t want to keep filming costume martial arts films; that wasn’t what she wanted. She wanted to make a name for herself worldwide; constant attempts and breakthroughs were the most reasonable path.

    After “Storm Seal” finished filming, she immediately packed her bags and flew to Zhejiang to shoot a new movie. This movie was still a costume drama, a male-led one. The male lead was the popular male star in the film and television circle, Liang Hui, a first-tier actor, and also a signed actor under Orange River. A true big shot.

    As a newcomer, Nangong Ying was very lucky to be able to act opposite such a big-name star. Debuting as the protagonist, twice as the female lead, she was truly much luckier than ordinary people. Acting opposite this big shot was another opportunity for her.

    However, don’t look at Nangong getting 2.5 million for this film, which seems like a lot. But compared to other actors, it pales in comparison. Liang Hui, playing the male lead, earned 35 million for one film, how many times more than Nangong Ying!

    And this was also a major investment, expected to be released next year. Unlike Director Zhang’s transitional work, the director of this film was a well-known director in the industry. Regarding the arrangement, no one was more suitable than him. If there was anything about this movie that made Nangong Ying unhappy, it was that the ending had the male protagonist marrying four wives. For Nangong Ying, who was female, this itself wasn’t something to appreciate.

    But since it was a movie, it was work. She wouldn’t bring personal emotions into it.

    “Everyone in position! Scene 18, action!”

    As the camera turned and the director commanded, the crew got busy again. Nangong Ying threw herself into filming. Although she was the female lead, her screen time was actually shared by many female characters, so her role wasn’t heavy. After all, the true soul of this movie was the male protagonist.


    Although Nangong Ying was already filming for Orange River, the higher-ups at Orange River were still unhappy, precisely because they failed to sign Nangong Ying as an artist under their banner.

    Orange River had already given this newcomer enough face, even sending out Yu Tianchen, and even factoring in Yu Linna. And the offered salary was so high, yet this girl was ungrateful, preferring to take a 2.5 million salary rather than accept the price of 8 million per film. Wasn’t she too arrogant!

    “Think about it yourselves. I think this newcomer Nangong Ying really doesn’t know how to behave. I don’t want to cultivate such a brat.”
    “Our Orange River put in people and effort, and now even brought her into our company’s film crew. Where does she get the face? Just because she won a national championship, she can act high and mighty?”

    This issue was specifically discussed during a high-level meeting.

    They unanimously believed that Nangong Ying was too arrogant, looked down on others, and didn’t know her place. Who made Nangong Ying still a newcomer, without much commercial value? People sought her for filming mainly because they wanted to cultivate this seedling. Indeed, she was talented; with proper cultivation, she had a chance to enter the circle. But she just didn’t know how to behave, didn’t understand the rules of the circle.

    Nangong Ying didn’t know she had already been drawn into a smokeless war.

    Yu Tianchen adjusted his glasses, sat at the round table in the conference room, pondering for a moment.

    “Gentlemen, why should we tolerate a little brat? How significant is her status in the entertainment industry that it warrants us mobilizing forces and holding a special meeting for her?”

    As soon as he spoke, everyone understood his meaning. This unremarkable-looking man’s heart was far from simple as his appearance suggested.

    “Then your meaning is?”

    “Very simple. Just teach her a lesson. Like a disobedient child, just a beating will do. We don’t need to make simple things so complicated.”

    His words hit the bullseye, solving the problem that had puzzled everyone for a long time.

    Indeed, they were Orange River; there was no need to worry about one person for so long. Why not use the most direct and straightforward method? This would also save a lot of trouble.

    Poor Nangong Ying didn’t know she had unintentionally offended so many people.


    Meanwhile, on the “Storm Seal” set, after Director Zhang finished all the filming, he was preparing for post-production work, but there were still many unresolved issues. For example, the soundtrack problem. Although Orange River provided funds, the money given was limited, unable to hire top-tier composers. Therefore, Director Zhang racked his brains. A movie’s soundtrack is crucial; without music, there is no soul.

    The turning point came six days after Nangong Ying left the crew. Director Zhang’s assistant found him, bringing news.

    “Director, Li Yuexin just called, saying she recommends herself.”

    “Recommends herself? For what? Filming has already ended.”

    “No, she’s representing her own band to recommend themselves to our crew. She said they can lower the price and compose the soundtrack for our movie.”

    Li Yuexin was an actress, but she was also a band’s lead singer, although the latter identity wasn’t as dazzling as the former. The band she belonged to was a third-tier band with low fame.

    Her taking the initiative to recommend herself, and even lowering the price, was unexpected. You know, Li Yuexin’s value wasn’t low; she earned 13.4 million for one TV series. The total investment for “Storm Seal” was only 90 million, of which 30 million had already been spent on actors’ salaries, with Nangong Ying’s salary being the lowest at 500,000. Then there were the costs of special effects and action choreography not yet included.

    Li Yuexin lowering her price showed great sincerity; the director couldn’t not consider it. After all, the budget was limited, and he always had to find ways to save money. The special effects for this movie definitely required money; the money had to be spent in the right place, so he had to consider.

    “Alright, tell her we can let her band try. But there’s one condition: the first name on the soundtrack list must be her, Li Yuexin.”

    Li Yuexin’s fame was there. As long as her name was present, it could at least attract fans.
    This was also out of commercial consideration.


    The events happening in the film circle were still unknown to the public. Everything was the calm before the storm.

    As for Yu Linna, a person struggling for survival, how could she possibly know what happened to Nangong Ying? She was currently teaching those children in the tutoring class.

    It’s worth mentioning that Ye Zhiyun’s cousin, little Wu Lin, recently started playing with the other children and also grew fond of Sister Yu Linna. He had learned to cause trouble during class and create problems for her, becoming a veritable little brat.

    “Sister Linlin, come catch me~”

    “You brat! Bring back Jiajia’s homework, or else I’ll complain to your cousin!”

    “I won’t! Nyeh nyeh nyeh!”

    This little brat!
    Yu Linna was almost angered to death.

    In her days teaching at the tutoring center, having done it for so long, she had no dignity as an assistant teacher. Other children would be afraid when they saw a teacher, why did they become unruly when they saw her? Was it because she didn’t look scary enough?
    Damn it, these little brats!


    After the comic convention, her life slowly returned to calm. The person who gave her the business card never appeared again. She did think about whether to continue developing in the entertainment industry, but ultimately didn’t due to fear. She wasn’t Nangong Ying; she didn’t dare to gamble. She was afraid of ending up with nothing.
    Indeed, she really wanted to become famous, wanted to achieve results. But now, she was afraid again.

    “Linna, what are you spacing out for? Go get the kids back. This is your class. You can punish them later.”

    “Oh… oh, okay, Sister Qing.”

    Spacing out for a bit, she ended up getting caught by Zhou Xiaoqing. Yu Linna scratched her head and focused her mind on work.

    Now she was still the same as before, nothing different, still living hand-to-mouth. Perhaps the only fortunate thing was that there was now someone named Ye Zhiyun by her side. Maybe seeing her pitiful state, Ye Zhiyun would call her out for meals every week. For free meals, Yu Linna never refused.

    And most importantly, their relationship was no longer as bad as it was initially. Ye Zhiyun’s attitude towards her was clearly different from before. Holding the belief that having one more friend was better than one more enemy, Yu Linna accepted this existence by her side.

    Recently, she heard that Nangong Ying had already gone to Zhejiang for filming. Her work seemed perpetually full, always non-stop. She was still a college entrance exam candidate; was it really okay to always be working outside like this? If it weren’t for Nangong Ying’s truly decent academic performance, the teachers would probably be furious.

    But the school teachers didn’t care that much. Nangong Ying had already brought fame to the school; that was enough. Think about it, the champion of the National Singing Competition came from this school. No matter how you thought about it, it was an extremely face-saving matter. In the future, Nangong Ying would definitely be listed on the school’s list of famous alumni.

    As for Yu Linna, she didn’t have that kind of ability. The luckiest thing for her was that she got first place again in last week’s mock exam, finally making the homeroom teacher relax her restrictions.


    Suddenly, while Yu Linna was teaching, a strange phone call came in. She hung up, but a few minutes later, it called again. She looked, and it was still the same number.

    She let the children study on their own and went out to answer the call.

    “Hello, who is this?”

    “Hello, Miss Yu Linna.”

    “…It’s you.”

    This voice, Yu Linna hadn’t forgotten.
    At the comic convention, the person who gave her a business card, wanting to sign her.

    “I wonder how you’ve thought about my proposal? We came to you with sincerity, hoping you would accept our invitation. You are special; we need you.”

    Yu Tianchen’s voice echoed incessantly beside her.

    She stood there silently, not knowing how to respond. She hadn’t expected him to be so direct.

    “But I… I’m not as good as you imagine.”

    “Opportunities don’t wait for people. I hope you can think clearly. Your friend is also working hard. Don’t you want to walk forward with her?”

    This hole was getting bigger and bigger.