Chapter 47
Qin Qianrou’s network of contacts in Hai City was actually more extensive than in Meng City, thanks to her family’s influence and status. Not wanting to involve her family, Qin Qianrou sought help from her friends regarding the donation, deliberately avoiding her elders.
Young people’s connections were still less influential than their elders’, at least in terms of depth and reach. The feedback took longer than expected, but thankfully, Shen Yiqiu wasn’t in a hurry, even praising Qin Qianrou for being so capable.
“Jiejie, why don’t you work in Hai City? Hai City Television is one of the top stations in the country, not on the same level as Meng City.” This time, Shen Yiqiu finally voiced her long-held question.
Qin Qianrou’s expression remained calm, as if unconcerned about the difference in status between the two stations. “There are things I can’t do in Hai City, while Meng City offers me more freedom.”
Shen Yiqiu looked at her profile, the sharp lines of her face, the calm expression, still captivating.
Qin Qianrou waited for a moment, but Shen Yiqiu remained silent, so she instinctively turned to look at her. Their eyes met.
Shen Yiqiu was still lost in thought, admiring Qin Qianrou. She had seen her countless times, and she was currently the person closest to Qin Qianrou. Yet, even so, she still felt that Sister Qin was a flawless beauty from every angle.
Such a beautiful person, how many people must be pursuing her?
It was strange; even Sister Li Wan occasionally complained about her family constantly trying to arrange blind dates for her.
But Jiejie, who was even more beautiful than Sister Li Wan, didn’t have such troubles? It didn’t make sense, it was completely illogical!
Qin Qianrou had expected Shen Yiqiu to look away, but her gaze remained unchanged, filled with admiration and awe, a silent tribute to Sister Qin!
Qin Qianrou felt a little uncomfortable but couldn’t directly tell her to stop staring. “What are you spacing out about again?”
“I’m not spacing out, I’m thinking.”
With the burdens on her heart gradually lifting, the fear and regret fading, Shen Yiqiu was becoming more relaxed around Qin Qianrou, more like her true self.
“Your thinking style is very… artistic.”
Shen Yiqiu chuckled and followed her, not bothering to explain Qin Qianrou’s comment.
Wen Yirong had messaged a few days ago, suggesting they have dinner together. At the time, Qin Qianrou had been busy asking her friends about the patent donation and hadn’t responded immediately. She had procrastinated until now; she needed to give her mother a reply.
However, she hadn’t mentioned it to Shen Yiqiu yet, and Wen Yirong always wanted her to bring Shen Yiqiu along, it was a headache.
“Jiejie, is something bothering you?” Walking beside Qin Qianrou, Shen Yiqiu was still attuned to her every change in mood.
“Not really.” Qin Qianrou didn’t seem to realize her emotions were so easily revealed when she was hesitant.
Shen Yiqiu continued walking beside her, seemingly unconvinced.
Qin Qianrou, for the first time, felt so conflicted about a dinner invitation, but she was reluctant to bring Shen Yiqiu along.
“Shen Yiqiu, if you were to have dinner with my family, would you feel constrained or uncomfortable?”
They had walked in silence for a while, and Qin Qianrou’s sudden question made Shen Yiqiu feel a little awkward.
She imagined the scenario and answered honestly, “I wouldn’t feel constrained or uncomfortable, just a little nervous.”
Nervous? Qin Qianrou couldn’t understand why she would be nervous.
“It’s just the people you’ve met before. My mother, my uncle, and Shao Ze.”
Oh, mother and uncle, having dinner with elders was normal. But why Shao Ze? Shao Ze again!
Shen Yiqiu tried to control her sudden surge of annoyance, she didn’t want to reveal her negative feelings. But hearing Shao Ze’s name made her incredibly uncomfortable!
“What’s wrong? Just hearing about it, and you’re already nervous?”
Not nervous, unhappy!
However, Shen Yiqiu couldn’t say it, she couldn’t even show any signs of displeasure.
“I was just… caught off guard. Would it be awkward for me to join your family dinner?”
Qin Qianrou shook her head without hesitation. “No, if you don’t want to go, you can tell me honestly, there’s no need to force yourself.”
“I’m not forcing myself, I want to go!” After saying this, Shen Yiqiu added, slightly embarrassed, “Aunt Wen gave me a suitcase full of clothes last time, and I haven’t had a chance to thank her in person.”
Just then, Qin Qianrou’s phone rang. She thought it was her mother calling to confirm their dinner plans.
But it was Shao Ze.
“Why are you inviting me to dinner tonight?” Shao Ze’s invitation was clearly separate from the dinner Wen Yirong had arranged.
“You’re rarely in Hai City, I have to fulfill my duties as a host and treat you properly.”
Qin Qianrou wasn’t buying his explanation. She would accept the invitation, but only if Shao Ze was honest.
“If you’re going to continue using that excuse, then my answer is no.”
“Don’t be so cruel! Fine, I need to ask you for a favor tonight, so I wanted to have dinner with you alone, is that acceptable?”
Shao Ze was asking her for a favor? Usually, it was the other way around. Even for the patent donation, she had contacted Shao Ze for help. She thought about it, there was only one thing Shao Ze could be asking her for.
“Are you serious?”
Shao Ze was unusually serious. “Very serious.”
“Alright, send me the time and place later.”
Seeing that his invitation had been accepted, Shao Ze didn’t waste any more words, afraid of angering Qin Qianrou and making her change her mind.
He hung up quickly, and Qin Qianrou shook her head helplessly. At his age, he was still so impetuous.
Shen Yiqiu hadn’t spoken throughout the entire conversation, but she had heard everything. The person on the other end seemed to want to have dinner with Qin Qianrou, and she had agreed.
“I have something to do tonight, so you’ll have to eat dinner alone.”
“It’s okay, you go ahead, I can take care of myself.” Shen Yiqiu forced a smile, but her heart wasn’t in it.
She had been happy just a moment ago, why the sudden change?
Qin Qianrou left in the evening. Shen Yiqiu picked up the room service menu, pretending to be excited about enjoying the luxury of having food delivered to her door.
Seeing that she had already made plans, Qin Qianrou didn’t worry, only reminding her not to open the door to strangers.
As soon as Qin Qianrou left, Shen Yiqiu’s smile vanished, her lips turning down in a pout.
She grabbed a pillow and hugged it tightly, her brow furrowed.
“She didn’t even tell me who she was meeting. So secretive, it must be someone special.”
Shen Yiqiu’s imagination ran wild, then she replayed Qin Qianrou’s tone and words during the phone call, sensing a familiar pattern.
Shao Ze!
It seemed Jiejie was always like this whenever Shao Ze was involved.
Could it be that she was meeting Shao Ze tonight?
Shen Yiqiu was puzzled. She had met Shao Ze before, they were even vaguely acquainted. So why hadn’t Qin Qianrou said it directly? She had mentioned having dinner with her family, and she had mentioned Shao Ze, so why not say it now?
Shen Yiqiu’s thoughts spiraled out of control, baseless and illogical. But with even the slightest possibility, she could weave a whole narrative using her strange logic.
Tonight, it was probably a private dinner with Shao Ze, but Qin Qianrou hadn’t said it.
Qin Qianrou considered Shao Ze family, but she had never mentioned their exact relationship.
Could it be…?
Shen Yiqiu’s face turned pale at the sudden thought, her heart racing, wishing she could rewind time by five minutes. Even though it was just a wild guess, the possibility made her feel suffocated.
If Shao Ze was Jiejie’s boyfriend or fiancé, then it made sense for them to have a private dinner, and his presence at the family dinner would also be perfectly reasonable.
Shen Yiqiu was annoyed. Why hadn’t she asked earlier? Even Sister Li Wan had unavoidable blind dates, how could Jiejie be completely free from such social obligations?
Shen Yiqiu bit her lip hard, her hands clutching the pillow tightly, trying to release the inexplicable tightness in her chest.
Whenever she pictured Shao Ze and Qin Qianrou together, a faint pang of jealousy stabbed at her heart.
Her appetite was gone, her head throbbed, and her eyes burned. Shen Yiqiu lay down on the bed, hoping to escape her current torment with sleep.
But it was no use. She closed her eyes, and the image of Shao Ze attentively serving Qin Qianrou food and tea made it difficult for her to breathe.
Why am I feeling like this…?
Shen Yiqiu suddenly sat up. She seemed to understand the reason for her current emotional turmoil, yet she was afraid it was true.
If it was as she suspected, how could she face Qin Qianrou in the future?
Could she still call her “Jiejie” without hesitation, continue living in her home, and put so much effort into her cooking just to see her enjoy her meals?
Shen Yiqiu frantically shook her head. No!
She couldn’t let herself continue down this path. Qin Qianrou held a special place in her heart, unlike anyone else. How could she allow her strange feelings to create a rift between them?
Even without knowing the details of Qin Qianrou’s past relationships, she knew her attitude towards relationships was clear: she never engaged in ambiguity and would firmly reject anyone she wasn’t interested in.
Yes, if she didn’t like someone, she would reject them decisively. But from the beginning, Qin Qianrou’s attitude towards Shao Ze could only be described as distant.
She hadn’t completely rejected him, so…
Shen Yiqiu felt her mind clouding over, her face wet with tears. She got up and went to the bathroom, unwilling to see her reflection in the mirror. She quickly washed her face, the cold water washing away the warmth. She told herself that the wetness on her face was just from washing her face.
Qin Qianrou didn’t know about Shen Yiqiu’s emotional turmoil after leaving the hotel. She had agreed to the private dinner because she had guessed what Shao Ze wanted to discuss.
She didn’t want Shen Yiqiu to know about this matter. Besides, there was no need for her to know, it had nothing to do with her.
Seeing Qin Qianrou enter, Shao Ze’s eyes lit up, as if a long-awaited savior had finally appeared.
“You’re finally here!” He eagerly pulled out a chair for her, just as Shen Yiqiu had imagined.
“You said you needed to ask me for a favor, could I refuse?” Qin Qianrou’s calm tone still carried a hint of something else.
Shao Ze gestured for the waiter to serve the dishes. They were the only two people in the private room.
“You’ve probably already guessed what I want to ask, haven’t you?”
Qin Qianrou looked at the painting on the wall behind Shao Ze, then turned her gaze back to him.
“I know what you want to ask, but I really don’t know, so I can’t tell you anything.”
The light in Shao Ze’s eyes dimmed.
He turned his teacup, his fingers tracing the rim.
“After all these years, there’s really no news at all?”
Qin Qianrou, seeing his dejected expression, felt a pang of sympathy.
But she was telling the truth, no matter how cruel, she couldn’t lie to him.
“If you’re so concerned, why don’t you look for him yourself? With your resources, are you afraid you can’t find a living person?”
Shao Ze chuckled bitterly, his head still lowered, unwilling to let Qin Qianrou see his disappointment.
“I’m not afraid of being kicked out of my home again, but I’m afraid my father will hurt him again.”
So, he didn’t dare to use his own resources to search for him, and he certainly didn’t dare to let his father know he hadn’t given up hope.
“In that case, why bother looking for him? Even if you find him, the outcome will be the same as before, only adding to the heartache.”
Shao Ze shook his head slightly, but firmly.
“It’s different now. If I could choose again, I would be brave.”
Qin Qianrou’s usually indifferent heart was suddenly stirred. She had seen Shao Ze tormented by love many times, but she had always considered love to be a troublesome thing, a self-inflicted burden only foolish people trapped themselves in.
She wouldn’t be so foolish, and she had never met anyone who could make her so recklessly brave.
Yet, now, a blurry image flickered in her heart, making her empathize with Shao Ze’s feelings.