Chapter 43: Intentions
The sky was just beginning to lighten. Xiang Er got out of bed, dressed, and carefully washed up in the bathroom, her movements quiet, trying not to make a sound.
She was thinking that if she really couldn’t face what had happened last night, she would leave early today, avoid seeing Shen Yuhe, and perhaps the awkwardness would dissipate.
Shen Yuhe probably didn’t want to see her either… Brushing her teeth, she looked at herself in the mirror, noticing with a pang of anxiety that the lack of sleep had worsened her already pale and unhealthy complexion, faint wrinkles even appearing at the corners of her eyes.
She touched the wrinkles, thinking that Shen Yuhe’s skin was always flawless, her perfection all-encompassing, truly enviable.
The small eyeball bounced on the counter beside her, extending a tentacle to grab the moisturizer and offering it to her, like a clever little toy.
Xiang Er took the bottle from the tentacle, applied the moisturizer, and without putting on any makeup, headed out, ready to escape to work.
But… as soon as she stepped out of the bathroom, she almost bumped into Shen Yuhe.
Shen Yuhe was standing at the bathroom door, her arms crossed, her body bathed in the morning light, completely blocking the doorway.
She was wearing a trench coat, but the red lace nightgown was still visible beneath it. Xiang Er quickly averted her gaze, managing a:
“Morning.”
Shen Yuhe leaned against the wall, her long legs crossed, her voice tinged with reproach:
“Are you leaving?”
Xiang Er nodded, then looked up:
“I thought… you’re a CEO, your work schedule must be different from mine, you don’t have to leave so early, right?”
Shen Yuhe:
“Are you trying to avoid me?”
Xiang Er:
“…No.”
She swallowed, trying to sound sincere:
“I’ve been late too many times, I don’t want to be late again, and I also want to see what’s going on with General Manager Cheng…”
Shen Yuhe interrupted her without hesitation:
“Let’s go together.”
Xiang Er:
“Huh… huh?”
Shen Yuhe:
“I said, let’s go together. Wait for me, I’ll change.”
Xiang Er’s mind was a jumble. She watched as Shen Yuhe turned and entered the master bedroom, leaving the door open. A series of loud crashes and bangs echoed from inside, as if she were throwing things around, slamming the furniture.
As expected… she was angry!
Xiang Er wanted to object, but she couldn’t think of a good reason, pacing anxiously.
Just then, the small eyeball emerged from her shoulder, its round, black form peering towards the master bedroom. Xiang Er quickly grabbed it and tucked it into her sleeve, its tentacles clinging to her wrist.
Sigh! What was she going to do, Shen Yuhe, the small eyeball, they were both so clingy, impossible to shake off!
Xiang Er, for some reason, felt a pang of sweet exasperation, especially… hearing the commotion from the master bedroom, her lips curving upwards involuntarily.
Although Shen Yuhe was angry, she didn’t seem to dislike her, she still wanted to leave together, which was much better than the worst-case scenario she had imagined.
Just as Xiang Er had secured the small eyeball in her sleeve, Shen Yuhe emerged from the bedroom.
She seemed to have a preference for monochrome outfits, today dressed entirely in black again, but this time, instead of a suit, she wore a long, heavy black dress that covered her from head to toe, a small, black tuxedo jacket over it, only her radiant, pale face visible, like a movie star, an award-winning actress, ready to walk the red carpet.
She carried a bag, and Xiang Er, her eyes sharp, noticed that it was a new bag, a designer brand, the latest model, costing tens of thousands of yuan, its exquisite craftsmanship a stark contrast to the old apartment.
Shen Yuhe, holding that bag, standing in the old apartment, truly made the place shine.
Before Xiang Er could say anything, Shen Yuhe walked over and handed her the bag:
“This is for you.”
Xiang Er was stunned:
“Huh?”
Shen Yuhe looked at her intently, as if unwilling to miss any subtle reaction, and said:
“Open it and see.”
Xiang Er, her mind reeling, wondered if there was something else inside. She nervously opened the bag and gasped.
Inside, nestled on the soft lining, was a lustrous pearl necklace, its design simple and elegant, the pearls, round and full, radiating a warm glow, strung together in a single strand.
Xiang Er stared, then looked up in disbelief:
“Is this… the necklace from the store yesterday?”
Shen Yuhe nodded silently, her eyes fixed on Xiang Er, a playful smile on her lips, as she asked:
“Do you like it?”
Xiang Er hesitated:
“We just saw it yesterday, and you already bought it? When and where did you buy it? Are you sure it’s not a fake?”
Shen Yuhe’s brow furrowed, her lips turning downwards, a wronged tone in her voice.
“You don’t like it… then I’ll throw it away.”
Xiang Er couldn’t bear it. She quickly took the bag, thinking she would ask about it later, the most important thing now was to appease Little Fish.
She forced a smile:
“Of course I like it! Such an expensive gift, I love it! Especially because it’s from you, this surprise, I really love it!”
Shen Yuhe’s gaze snapped back to Xiang Er, her eyes fixed on her:
“Then wear it to work.”
Xiang Er:
“Ah… uh… I’m not wearing any makeup today, and it’s too flashy to wear to work…”
But Shen Yuhe had already taken the necklace out of the bag and, holding it in her hand, walked behind Xiang Er.
A warm, sweet fragrance enveloped her, and Xiang Er instantly fell silent, holding her breath, afraid to move.
This posture, this scent, this angle… it was hard not to recall certain details from last night’s dream!
Something cold touched her neck, not the pearls, but Shen Yuhe’s fingers, her nails, more beautiful than pearls, gently brushing against Xiang Er’s collarbone.
Then her throat, then her cheek, then her earlobe.
Like a spring breeze caressing a winter meadow, flowers blooming in its wake, the electric current a hundred times stronger than in her dream.
Xiang Er’s legs went weak, and she tilted her head back, surrendering herself completely.
Shen Yuhe’s cold fingers traced her throat, sending shivers down her spine, goosebumps rising on her skin.
She didn’t know that, behind her, it was no longer Shen Yuhe.
If a mirror had appeared, like in her dream, Xiang Er would have seen:
The being behind her, although still in human form, its skin peeled back, revealing a mass of short, thick, red and black tentacles, writhing and swirling around the back of her head.
Like sea anemones, examining their prey.
One of the tentacles, its tip still shaped like a human finger, its base a rough, tentacled flesh with suckers, was now gently tracing Xiang Er’s throat, pressing lightly against her carotid artery.
Akhe couldn’t accept rejection, any rejection.
This morning, she had told It to leave, although she hadn’t meant it, but Akhe couldn’t understand the discrepancy between her thoughts and actions. Shouldn’t thoughts be reflected in actions? Why was she so contradictory?
She was rejecting It.
It wanted her dead.
It wanted her dead, so It could at least have her body.
But this fragile, pitiful human! Her strange, unfathomable soul was even more alluring!
A soul bound to a fragile body, dependent on that carotid artery, dependent on that flesh that harbored strange thoughts and mysterious desires, it was frustrating.
“Are you done yet? I’m going to be late…”
That fragile throat, the vocal cords vibrating, producing strange, rhythmic sounds through the pharynx and those soft, sweet lips, sounds humans called language.
Language was supposedly a tool for communication. The Evil God had donned human skin, learned human language, read human knowledge, and tried to communicate in a human way, but why were her thoughts becoming even more enigmatic, the distance between them growing?
“Mm, almost.”
The tentacles, jostling and crowding, mimicked Shen Yuhe’s voice. Xiang Er, completely unaware, even blushed slightly.
Wasn’t this even stranger?
The pearl necklace rested against her fragile, slender neck. A single movement, and it would all be over, but then, the distance between them would become an unbridgeable chasm.
Even if she died, even if her body merged with the Evil God, even if she became a puppet or a toy, the distance would remain, eternally vast, never closing.
Akhe hated distance. Akhe couldn’t kill her, not yet.
A tentacle carefully fastened the small clasp of the necklace.
With a soft “click,” the tentacles retreated, the skin closing over them like a door, the world returning to normal. Xiang Er lowered her head and touched the pearls.
She turned around, and Shen Yuhe’s gentle, smiling face was right behind her, saying:
“Perfect.”
“With this, you can’t leave me.”
The moment Xiang Er stepped into the company, she felt something was off, and she hesitated.
To match the necklace, she had chosen a dress and a coat. Shen Yuhe had insisted that she wear the necklace visibly, and only after they parted downstairs had Xiang Er tucked it inside her clothes.
It was almost time for work, the office bustling with people, everyone chatting and gossiping, but the moment she appeared, the conversations stopped abruptly.
All eyes turned towards her, their expressions strangely uniform, a mixture of fear, confusion, and apprehension.
Xiang Er walked carefully towards her workstation, her long white dress swaying gently with each step, brushing against someone’s leg, and the person, as if electrocuted, quickly pulled their leg back under the desk.
Silence fell upon the office. Some people averted their gazes, others nudged their colleagues, whispering to each other.
Xiang Er, ignoring them, reached her workstation and sat down.
Just then, Zhu Minmin stealthily approached and whispered:
“Do you know what happened after you left yesterday?”
Xiang Er, lacking this information, immediately turned to her:
“What happened?”
Zhu Minmin winked:
“General Manager Cheng went crazy! He ran around the office shouting and screaming, saying you were a monster, that you had cursed him, that he couldn’t move, all sorts of crazy stuff, until the ambulance came and took him away. I don’t know if he’s coming back today.”
Xiang Er thought for a moment, then said slowly:
“Actually, he tried to harass me yesterday, asked me to be his girlfriend, tried to touch me, I refused, and then I don’t know what happened, he suddenly said he couldn’t move his hand, it really had nothing to do with me.”
Zhu Minmin was shocked:
“Oh my god! He seemed like such a decent guy, I can’t believe he’s such a creep! He deserves to have his arm broken! But that’s not important, I want to ask…”
Her expression suddenly turned sly, and she winked at Xiang Er, whispering:
“You and the beautiful CEO downstairs, you guys are so sweet! So, she came to rescue you yesterday, right? Seriously, what’s going on between you two?”
Xiang Er blushed slightly and quickly denied:
“Ac… actually, it’s nothing, we’re just ordinary friends…”
Zhu Minmin exclaimed dramatically:
“Ordinary friends? Who holds hands with their ordinary friends! And I can see it, you like her, your eyes light up when you look at her! Oh my god, you guys are so cute together!”
Xiang Er chuckled nervously:
“No… we’re just ordinary friends… I like her? Haha, no way!”
As she was saying this, she caught sight of a figure at the doorway, a jade-white face framed by dark hair, her gaze fixed on Xiang Er, over the glass partition.
Shen Yuhe was standing outside the office, staring intently at her.
Xiang Er:
“…”
Why did she have a feeling that Shen Yuhe had heard her? It must be her imagination!
But Shen Yuhe had already opened the glass door and, bathed in the cold, white light, strode inside.