Chapter 83: Parents
The entire space was deathly silent. The world seemed to be spinning and shifting. A strong, pungent smell of blood assaulted An Yue’s nostrils, invading her senses with brutal force, making her head spin.
She almost didn’t dare look at the horrifying body of the evil god, but she couldn’t tear her gaze away either. It was a warrior’s instinct. She even saw several of the tentacles begin to move slowly and steadily.
It was like a feline locking its gaze on its prey before the hunt, the slow turn of its head.
Cold sweat dripped down An Yue’s temples.
Before she could react and think of something to say to diffuse the situation, a thick tentacle suddenly lashed out, wrapping around her waist and hoisting her into the air!
An Yue, experienced by now, immediately relaxed her body, adjusting her posture to the movements of the tentacle’s muscles. The tentacle carried her into the house, the door slamming shut with a “bang.” An Yue, like a ragged cloth, was swung back and forth carelessly in mid-air.
Akhe’s face was extremely gloomy, as if she hadn’t yet decided what to do with this human.
At this moment, Xiang Er strolled leisurely into the living room, her gaze sweeping over Akhe. Her voice was extremely soft:
“If you hurt her, I’ll hate you even more.”
The words were as light as whispers in a dream, devoid of any emotion, like stating a simple fact, such as saying it will rain if the wind blows today.
She didn’t even look directly at Akhe.
But Akhe’s entire body trembled slightly. Immediately, she manipulated the tentacle, setting An Yue down. She almost meticulously ensured An Yue was steady on her feet before releasing her.
An Yue looked at Xiang Er with a newfound respect. A single sentence could hold such power… Xiang Er absolutely had to side with humanity!
A thin tentacle reached out and patted An Yue’s face, turning her to look at Akhe.
Akhe stared at her, speaking in her mind:
“If you look at her again, I’ll gouge your eyes out.”
An Yue couldn’t help but think, Probably not. Xiang Er wouldn’t allow it.
Akhe:
“…Shut up!”
An Yue: But I didn’t even say anything! I just thought it!
Akhe was clearly angered again. Her brows furrowed tightly, her gaze like sharp arrows, piercing An Yue’s face, making her cheeks ache.
An Yue quickly stated her purpose, opening her mouth to speak:
“I came today because I heard your summons…”
As soon as she spoke, Akhe immediately covered her mouth with a tentacle, roaring in her mind:
“We agreed on secrecy!”
An Yue immediately switched to communicating mentally, adjusting her phrasing:
“I understand. I wanted to say, regarding the matter you entrusted me with before, I’ve found some information.”
Akhe:
“Good, tell me everything.”
An Yue recalled the data pages she had carefully reviewed before coming, every row and column crystal clear in her mind. She showed everything to Akhe in her mind.
Xiang Er had just languidly settled onto the living room sofa. The small eyeball immediately hopped to her feet and lay down, the slender tentacles swaying like tails.
Xiang Er looked idly in their direction. An Yue and Akhe were standing face to face, separated by a distance of more than a meter, but their gazes were completely intertwined, occasionally exchanging glances, clearly communicating something mentally behind her back.
Xiang Er yawned. She knew, of course, that the country sending An Yue here must have had some ulterior motive, but she would never compromise with Akhe for the sake of national security.
She didn’t want to be some selfless, heroic martyr.
From beginning to end, all she wanted was the ordinary, mundane life she deserved. She hadn’t even known she was a lesbian until she met Shen Yihe.
Thinking about it this way, Shen Yihe was truly hateful. Xiang Er’s lips curled into a self-deprecating smile. Uncontrollably, ripples spread through her mind again. She thought of Shen Yihe’s smile, Shen Yihe’s hair, Shen Yihe’s injured arm, Shen Yihe buttoning her shirt under the lamplight… So hateful.
She didn’t know what the two over there had discussed, but after a while, An Yue placed the flowers in a vase, greeted Xiang Er, and hesitated, unsure of what to say:
“Ah, this… Then I’ll be going. You… rest well.”
Xiang Er gave her a bland look:
“Officer An, won’t you stay for dinner? Try the evil god’s cooking.”
An Yue:
“Ah, no, no… I wouldn’t dare impose…”
As she waved her hands repeatedly and reached the door, Xiang Er scoffed:
“What imposition…”
An Yue:
“…”
She looked at Xiang Er sympathetically. In fact, she fully understood Xiang Er’s pain and resistance. If it were her, she would also resist, and not going insane would be a blessing.
But… there was simply nothing that could be done.
All of humanity was powerless.
In the face of absolute power, everyone was… utterly helpless.
An Yue left, and Xiang Er continued to sit in a daze.
Soon, a table was set with freshly made pan-fried dumplings and millet porridge. Akhe invited Xiang Er to sit at the table and eat. Xiang Er absentmindedly ate one dumpling.
This was the first time Xiang Er had truly eaten something she made. Akhe was full of anticipation:
“How is it?”
Xiang Er glanced at her, chewed slowly, swallowed, and then said:
“The dumpling skin isn’t cooked through.”
She was rarely so gentle!
Akhe was already extremely satisfied, so happy she could barely hold her chopsticks. She immediately promised:
“Next time, next time I’ll definitely make them more delicious!”
Xiang Er didn’t reply, her gaze empty as she drank the millet porridge.
Akhe softly asked:
“Don’t you want to know what An Yue just told me?”
Xiang Er didn’t respond.
Akhe cautiously continued:
“It’s… news about your parents.”
Xiang Er’s spoon didn’t even pause, as if she hadn’t heard.
But a sentence appeared in her mind:
“Here it comes.“
Indeed, she had known all along that Akhe would help her find her birth parents, and perhaps even have them try to persuade her to compromise.
But could the heart-wrenching pain of betrayal be erased by compromise?
Besides, Xiang Er knew her own background. She had been abandoned at the orphanage gates, still wrapped in swaddling clothes.
She didn’t think such irresponsible parents were of any use.
Seeing her indifferent reaction, Akhe lowered her eyelashes, her thick lashes casting a shadow on her face. She softly said:
“If you don’t want to see them, then forget it. But do you want to know their current situation?”
This time, Xiang Er’s spoon paused slightly, clinking against the edge of the bowl, making a faint “clink” sound.
Akhe looked up at her, her thin lips pursed slightly, her brows furrowed in a troubled expression.
Akhe could hear Xiang Er’s inner struggle. She stretched out a hand and gently patted Xiang Er’s other hand resting on the table.
Xiang Er quickly withdrew her hand.
Akhe’s hand remained on the table, slender and well-defined, with round, pink nails, glowing white as jade.
Akhe looked at Xiang Er tenderly:
“I understand how you feel. After dinner, I’ll show you. If you want to contact them, you can. If not, then forget it.”
Xiang Er didn’t say anything, continuing to drink her porridge, the spoon raised high enough to almost cover her entire face, obscuring her expression.
Akhe, however, smiled faintly, lowering her head to continue eating her slightly undercooked dumplings.
Akhe didn’t understand the concept of parents. Her parents were the universe itself. But for humans, parents… were indeed very special, weren’t they?
After dinner, Akhe cleared the table with her tentacles and came to the sofa, draping a meticulously woven blanket over Xiang Er and placing a cup of hot chocolate in her hands.
Xiang Er sat on the sofa with her legs tucked under her, her head resting on her knees, lost in thought.
Akhe sat beside her and turned on the television.
The figure of a woman appeared on the screen. She sat on a sofa in a spacious hall that resembled a villa, her simple and plain dress clashing with the opulent style of the room. She was thin, pale, and coughed occasionally, her face etched with worry.
Her features bore a striking resemblance to Xiang Er’s.
Almost as soon as she saw the woman’s face, Xiang Er straightened up, her eyes glued to the television.
Soon, someone pushed the door open. It was a pot-bellied man, somewhat balding, with lecherous features and reeking of alcohol. The woman on the sofa, seeing him, immediately rushed over to fuss over him, gently asking him how his business entertainment went and if he wanted some sobering soup… but the man waved her away, sending her tumbling to the floor.
The woman lay pathetically on the ground, coughing violently. Fueled by alcohol, the man shouted crude insults, even kicking her.
The man’s Mandarin wasn’t standard, and Xiang Er couldn’t hear clearly, but she could make out words like “sickly,” “bad luck,” “giving me a retarded son,” and “useless.”
Then the man picked up his briefcase from the table and, before leaving, said flippantly:
“You’re nothing compared to Xiao Li…”
After the man left, the woman lay on the ground for a long time before getting up. She clutched her chest and coughed up blood, her face even paler. At this moment, a timid male voice came from behind her, asking if she was alright.
It was her son, indeed with a crooked nose and mouth, and intellectually disabled. His limbs were uncoordinated, and even though he was a tall eighteen-year-old, he still had the demeanor of a child.
The woman stumbled over and, embracing the boy, burst into tears.
The boy also bore a slight resemblance to Xiang Er. This should be her younger brother.
Akhe then turned to look at Xiang Er.
She expected Xiang Er to be sad and in pain, but unexpectedly, Xiang Er simply watched calmly.
Xiang Er’s voice suddenly sounded:
“Are these my parents?”
Akhe nodded in confirmation.
Xiang Er looked directly at her for the first time:
“Tell me about them.”
Akhe recounted the story of this couple.
When the woman was 16 and working, she met the 18-year-old delinquent man. They fell in love and quickly became pregnant out of wedlock. Both families disapproved, and the man abandoned her. The woman gave birth to Xiang Er at her parents’ home and tacitly allowed them to take Xiang Er to the orphanage, pretending she had never given birth to this daughter. This left her with a weakened constitution.
Later, the woman went out to work, and at 26, she encountered the man again. By then, the man had already been divorced once. The woman, however, resolutely married the divorced man. After that, the man’s luck turned, and his career took off. The woman risked her life to give birth to a son, but he was born with an intellectual disability. Their relationship deteriorated because of their son, and the man kept many mistresses. The woman’s health collapsed, and she could only rely on the man, who returned once a month, weeping and grieving every day.
The rest was as Xiang Er had seen.
As Akhe spoke, she observed Xiang Er’s reaction, her tentacles protectively hovering nearby, fearing that Xiang Er would break down and cry.
But Xiang Er stared at the television throughout, listening intently, her eyes dry, her nose not even red.
She now knew where she came from, and that was enough.
There was no need to yearn for more.
She said:
“Hmm.”
A simple word, without joy or sorrow, without judgment or resentment.
It was simply what it was.
Akhe reached out and gently wrapped her arm around Xiang Er’s shoulders from behind the sofa:
“If you’re sad, you can cry. Don’t bottle it up.”
Xiang Er didn’t react to her small gesture, continuing to stare at her own reflection on the television screen even after it went black.
She never cried.
But for the first time, she didn’t pull away.
She allowed Akhe’s hand to gently pat her back, like a warm mother soothing her infant.