Chapter 15: Whispers of Chaos
“Buzz… buzz… buzz…”
“Gurgle… gurgle… gurgle…”
“Ugh…” Unable to hold it back any longer, Kyoko leaned against the bathroom stall, retching violently.
She hadn’t eaten much in the past few days, so all that came up was watery bile.
“So noisy…” A cacophony of buzzing filled her ears, accompanied by a wave of dizziness. Kyoko stared at her reflection in the mirror, her eyes glazed over. Despite her lack of appetite, her cheeks were flushed, her complexion healthy.
“What’s… what’s happening to me?”
The buzzing had started about three days ago. Or rather, she had started hearing strange, incomprehensible sounds.
“Gurgle… gurgle…”
“G! G!”
“¥……¥#¥……&……&(……&”
Her eyes ached, her stomach felt like it was filled with lead, her temples throbbed, and a metallic taste filled her mouth.
“So hot… I feel so sick…”
Kyoko curled up on the bathroom floor, her body wracked with discomfort.
“Am I… am I dying?”
‘Hee hee hee…’
“Who’s there?”
‘Whoosh… whoosh…’
“Stop talking in my head!”
‘Kyoko… poor, pitiful Kyoko…’ A voice whispered from the depths of the Chaos.
“Who’s talking?” Kyoko forced her eyes open, but the bathroom was empty.
‘Oh, what a pitiful girl… hee hee hee…’ The voice was thick, viscous, filled with a chilling mirth.
“Ugh…” Another wave of nausea hit her, stronger this time. Kyoko vomited until her stomach was empty, acidic bile burning her throat.
“Gasp… gasp…” She struggled to breathe, her body trembling.
“Knock, knock.”
“Kyoko, are you okay? You’ve been in there a long time.” A concerned voice called out from beyond the stall door. Kyoko didn’t want to answer.
“The long-distance run is about to start. We need to hurry.”
“Click.” Before she could finish, the stall door swung open. Kyoko emerged, her movements sluggish.
“You scared me! What took you so long?” Her classmate grabbed her hand, her face etched with worry. “Come on, let’s go.”
Long-distance run? Kyoko didn’t think she was in any condition to run.
Logically, she should ask Ms. Eve for permission to rest in the dormitory.
But her mind felt foggy, her thoughts disjointed.
Ask for permission?
Why?
If she didn’t, she would collapse. Collapse…
So what if she collapsed?
Everyone would worry. Worry…
So what if they worried?
Worry… worry… worry… It wasn’t good to make everyone worry.
Why not?
Why?
Why…?
What…?
I don’t know. I…
I don’t know anything.
“Kyoko, what are you spacing out for?”
She vaguely heard Ms. Eve’s voice.
Oh, it had already started.
Started… what had started?
“Run!”
Run? Ms. Eve wanted her to run?
Then… she would run.
Run… move your legs.
Faster… faster…
“She’s so fast!” Kosan stared in disbelief as Kyoko, with a burst of speed, overtook her and everyone else.
She knew Kyoko was athletic, but this was ridiculous!
Kyoko ran like the wind, effortlessly leaving her classmates behind.
Soon, she had even lapped Bubbles, who was bringing up the rear.
“Huff… puff…” Bubbles, her short legs pumping furiously, felt a gust of wind as Kyoko zoomed past.
“Kyo… Kyoko?”
Watching Kyoko disappear into the distance, Bubbles silently cheered herself on.
“Go, Bubbles, go!”
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“Bubbles, wasn’t Kyoko amazing today?” Kosan asked as they walked back from the long-distance run.
“…”
Bubbles lay sprawled on the grass, gasping for breath, unable to utter a single word.
“Talk about a gap.” Kosan glanced at Kyoko, who was surrounded by a group of girls, seemingly unfazed by the run, then back at Bubbles, who looked like a beached whale.
“Bubbles… huff… is still young… huff… I’ll… I’ll get faster…” Bubbles managed to choke out between gasps.
‘Well, Bubbles, that depends on your natural talent… And weren’t you running a lap less than us?’ Kosan thought to herself, but she kept her thoughts to herself.
“Hmm?” Kosan noticed Kyoko saying something to the girls, then walking away from the group, heading towards the dormitory.
“Opportunity!” Kosan’s eyes lit up. She quickly made her way towards a certain boy.
Kyoko walked slowly, her legs heavy, her body aching. She felt like she could collapse at any moment.
Her head throbbed, her chest tightened, and the voices in her ears grew louder.
“Buzz… buzz… buzz…”
“Gurgle… gurgle… gurgle…”
The sound of a thousand flies buzzing, the nauseating gurgle of mud…
“Kyoko…”
“Kyoko, are you alright?”
Who… who was calling her name?
“Kyoko!”
She felt a tug on her arm and looked up.
“Oh, it’s Yo.”
“Kosan said you were heading back to the dorm alone. Are you… feeling sick?” The boy looked at her with concern.
“Buzz… buzz… buzz…”
“Gurgle… gurgle… gurgle…”
“So noisy…” Kyoko mumbled, her voice hollow.
“Huh?” The boy stared at her, his brow furrowed in confusion.
“Oh, um… I’m not feeling well.”
Kyoko forced a smile. “Yo, I need to get back to the dorm and rest. Can we talk later?”
“Oh… okay.”
The boy hesitated for a moment. “Kyoko, I’m leaving in a few days.”
“I don’t want to say goodbye, but…” His gaze dimmed.
He wished he could stay with her, go to middle school with her, high school, and then…
“But… I believe in you, Kyoko.” He looked at her, his eyes filled with hope.
Believe… believe in what?
“I know you can do it!”
Do what? What did he want her to do?
“If I can recover, there’s no reason why you can’t.”
‘He’s lying… hee hee hee… he’s lying…’ A viscous, sickeningly cheerful voice echoed in her mind.
“I’ll miss you, Kyoko.”
‘He’s not interested in you anymore… ho ho ho…’
‘But… we have to move on.’
‘Liar!’
“I won’t forget you, Kyoko.”
‘He’s lying! He’s lying!’
“So… let’s make a promise.” The boy forced a smile, his heart aching.
‘Rip his mouth apart… gouge out his eyes… hee hee hee… whoosh… whoosh…’
“When you recover…”
‘Kill… kill… kill… kill… kill… kill… kill… kill… kill… kill… kill… kill… kill… kill… kill… kill… kill… kill… kill… kill… kill… kill…’
“I’ll come…”
“Stop it!” Kyoko clapped her hands over her ears and ran, stumbling past the boy.