Category: I Don’t Want to Be Reborn With You

  • I Don’t Want to Be Reborn With You v7c31-32

    Chapter Thirty-One: The Fall of the Great Detective

    “Li, what’s that sound?” Zou Yameng asked.

    “I don’t know.” Lu Li turned to see the girls staring at him expectantly, and he felt the weight of responsibility on his shoulders. If it were just him and An Baili, he could calmly assess the situation, but with so many girls relying on him, he felt a surge of anxiety.

    “Did someone break into the hotel?” Wen Hupo offered a rational explanation.

    Lu Li picked up the wooden bar he’d used to prop open the window and swung it experimentally, a makeshift weapon. He disliked violence; human society had evolved beyond the need for brute force to solve problems. But sometimes, a lack of force could put one at a disadvantage.

    The metallic scraping sound outside continued intermittently, Lu Li’s nerves on edge. This was the first time he’d taken so many girls on a trip, and each one was precious to him. He couldn’t bear the thought of anything happening to them. And Lu Li wasn’t one to leave his fate to chance.

    “I’ll go check it out. Sister Yameng, take care of them. Don’t make any noise.” Lu Li was confident in his reflexes and agility. He had been exceptionally quick in his youth; his homeroom teacher in his past life had even suggested he become a pilot.

    “Lu Li, wait…” An Baili called out, but he had already slipped out the door. “Why does he always do this… taking matters into his own hands without saying anything…”

    The corridor was pitch black. Lu Li gripped the wooden bar, peering towards the source of the heavy footsteps. He could make out a tall, moving figure. With each movement, the metallic clanging grew louder. He was certain that the hotel didn’t have any staff members of that size. In that split second, the faces of Sister Yameng, An Baili, Chu Jingyi, Wen Hupo, and Chen Jianing flashed through his mind. Driven by a sense of responsibility, he slowly raised the wooden bar…


    “I’m so sorry, my little brother caused you so much trouble.” Zou Yameng bowed deeply. “He overreacted. I’ll discipline him when we get back.”

    Across from her, the tall electrician rubbed his head. “Ouch, that kid really didn’t hold back… I thought I was going to be knocked out cold. I thought someone had broken into the Qingshan Hotel…”

    Lu Li knelt beside Sister Yameng, his face burning with shame, his head bowed in apology. In both his lives, he had never felt so embarrassed. Even being mocked by his classmates for wearing Sister Yameng’s flesh-colored stockings as a child hadn’t been this humiliating.

    He had seen the moving figure, swung the wooden bar without hesitation, and only realized his mistake after hearing a cry of pain. It wasn’t a murderer, it was just a person. The cleaning lady and the receptionist, alerted by the commotion, rushed over. They shone their flashlights, revealing the kindly electrician rubbing his head, leaning against the wall, muttering, “A burglar! A burglar!” Lu Li stood there, mortified.

    He racked his brains for an excuse. He’d been influenced by An Baili’s ghost stories, and the cleaning lady’s suspicious behavior earlier that day hadn’t helped. He had also been subconsciously distrustful of this raffle-prize hotel. It was all a huge misunderstanding. The electrician had just arrived, carrying a bag full of metal tools, which explained the clanging sound. And he hadn’t turned on his flashlight because he’d been reaching into his bag for it.

    The electrician, a sturdy man in his forties with a kind face, said, “It’s okay, it’s just a misunderstanding. I was worried there was an intruder. Don’t worry, I’m a tough guy. It’s just a flesh wound, nothing serious.”

    The hotel was now brightly lit; the electrician had replaced the fuse.

    His reassurances only deepened Lu Li’s shame. Sister Yameng, knowing him well, quickly transferred some money to the electrician, urging him to go to the hospital, despite his protests. “There’s no need, miss. Really, there’s no need.”

    After a flurry of apologies, the electrician finally left. Lu Li remained kneeling beside Zou Yameng, the four girls behind them exchanging glances, some wanting to laugh, some wanting to comfort him, some fidgeting with their fingers in shared embarrassment.

    The cleaning lady hadn’t left. She sat silently for a moment, then asked, “Is there something you’re not satisfied with about our service?”

    “…What?”

    “You didn’t contact the hotel immediately. You didn’t trust us, did you?”

    An Baili jumped in. “It’s not Lu Li’s fault. It’s my fault. I read some rumors online, which made him nervous.”

    “What rumors?”

    “That… that there’s a murderer in this hotel, that someone was burned alive here…” An Baili’s gaze flickered, her hands clasped behind her back.

    The cleaning lady was silent for a moment, then said softly, “There was a fire at the Qingshan Hotel, and someone did die in that fire.”

    “Huh? Really?”

    “The hotel was newly built at the time, and the fire safety measures weren’t adequate. A fire broke out while the owner, his wife, and their daughters were staying here. The owner’s wife, the receptionist’s mother, died in the accident. Her younger sister is still in the hospital.” The cleaning lady’s eyes filled with sadness. “After the fire, the owner renovated the hotel, but he lost his passion for running it. He spends all his time at the hospital, caring for his younger daughter, who suffers from severe depression. He left the hotel to his older daughter, who is still in school, so the business naturally suffered.”

    An Baili’s jaw dropped, speechless.

    “I was working at the hotel at the time. I suffered burns and developed a high fever. After I recovered, I developed facial paralysis.” The cleaning lady’s voice was flat, as if she were recounting someone else’s story. “The stories online are probably just rumors. I hope you won’t hold any prejudice against us.”

    “…I… I’m sorry…”

    Lu Li’s throat was dry. He asked, “Then what about the human-shaped bundle I saw you putting into the incinerator this afternoon…?”

    “You must be referring to the promotional standees we used to use. If you don’t believe me, there are still a few left in the storage room.” The cleaning lady replied calmly.

    So it was all a misunderstanding… Lu Li hung his head in shame, realizing he had jumped to conclusions.

    After the cleaning lady left, the girls exchanged glances, no one daring to speak. Lu Li’s embarrassment was contagious. An Baili said pitifully, “It’s all my fault. I told those ghost stories and made everyone paranoid.”

    Sister Yameng added, “I’m also at fault. As Li’s elder, I should have corrected him. It’s my responsibility.”

    Silly Goose chimed in, “I’m also responsible. I shouldn’t have joined in with the ghost stories.”

    Chen Jianing looked from one girl to another, then mumbled, “I shouldn’t have believed the little country bumpkin. It’s my fault for getting scared and dragging everyone down.”

    Wen Hupo looked at them and suddenly smiled. Chen Jianing glared at her. “What are you smiling about? Everyone’s reflecting on their mistakes, and you’re laughing?”

    “I’m laughing because someone just got incredibly lucky.” Wen Hupo looked at Lu Li, a twinkle in her eye.

    Lu Li’s heart swelled with emotion, understanding that the girls were trying to protect him by taking the blame themselves. His eyes stung; their affection brought tears to his eyes. How embarrassing…


    Chapter Thirty-Two: A Summer of Clamor

    After their shared “crisis,” the girls’ relationships improved, and they found more common ground. The main topic of conversation was Lu Li’s reaction that night. They privately discussed his serious expression and dramatic pronouncements, giggling amongst themselves, then quickly changing the subject whenever he glanced their way. Lu Li didn’t mind; he was happy to see them bonding.

    Their seven-day trip to the Maoming Tourist Resort felt shorter than it actually was. He spent the first few days swimming and sunbathing with the girls, the remaining days strolling through the concrete jungle of Maoming City. At night, he occasionally had to deal with An Baili’s “night raids” and Sister Yameng’s “room inspections.” One night, they both came to his room, resulting in an event best left undescribed.

    Sometimes, seeking solitude, Lu Li would wrap himself in a light robe and wander onto the silver beach, encountering the cat under the moon. Wen Hupo often sat alone on the rocks late at night, singing an unfamiliar song, the melody beautiful, her voice ethereal. He could listen to her all night.

    Free from the pressures of school, work, and the future, this life felt like a preview of his retirement. Speaking of which, Lu Li planned to retire before he turned thirty.

    Happy days always fly by, and soon it was time to leave.

    Lu Li had grown accustomed to sleeping in past eight o’clock. During their stay at the resort, he usually woke up around eleven or twelve, roused by the warmth of a naked An Baili slipping into his bed. That was the downside of summer; cuddling often resulted in a sticky, sweaty mess.

    He ran a hand through his hair, realizing he hadn’t had a haircut in a while. It was now long enough to tie back in a small ponytail. Long hair was inconvenient and made him look unkempt. He decided to ask Sister Yameng for a haircut when they returned to Chuanhai. He dragged his small suitcase towards the exit, surprised to find the girls, led by Sister Yameng, already waiting in the lobby. They had changed back into their own clothes, looking youthful and vibrant.

    They hadn’t noticed him yet, still engrossed in their conversation. What were they talking about? Lu Li listened closer. It seemed that the girls, excluding Wen Hupo, were asking Chu Jingyi for beauty tips, inquiring about the brands and shades of makeup she used. Silly Goose happily shared her knowledge, often citing her mother’s advice, explaining which products were effective and gentle on the skin. Lu Li saw Chen Jianing and An Baili discreetly taking notes on their phones, even Sister Yameng listening attentively.

    This unexpected beach trip had erased the subtle tensions between them, perhaps because they were all inherently good people.

    Zou Yameng suddenly asked, “Jingyi, can you eat lipstick?”

    “Huh?” Silly Goose was taken aback. “Who would eat lipstick?”

    Zou Yameng blushed; she’d never used lipstick before. “I mean, if you’re wearing lipstick, is it harmful if you accidentally ingest it?”

    Silly Goose still didn’t understand. “Why would you accidentally ingest lipstick? You don’t lick your lips…”

    An Baili whispered, “You can eat it. Lipstick doesn’t affect kissing.”

    Lu Li chuckled. “What are you all talking about? Have you checked out yet?”

    Zou Yameng quickly stood up, flustered. “Li, you were eavesdropping again!”

    “Sister, do you want to buy some lipstick?”

    “No. I’m not used to it.”

    As she spoke, her pink lips moved slightly. Lu Li studied her face, deciding that she didn’t need lipstick. Her natural complexion was rosy and vibrant.

    “Lu Li, we’ve already checked out. We’re just waiting for you,” Chu Jingyi said, her smile sweet. She had enjoyed this seven-day trip immensely. She’d seen Lu Li every day, eaten with him, held his hand while strolling through the city… In her innocent mind, this was the epitome of a perfect relationship.

    Lu Li nodded, turning to the only “outsider.” “Jianing, did you have fun these past few days?”

    Little Tiger, surprised that he was talking to her directly, simply stared at him blankly. When he repeated her name, she finally replied, “It was alright…” Was that sarcasm or not?

    “Alright, since everyone’s ready, let’s go!” Lu Li clapped his hands, deciding not to dwell on the question, leaving Chen Jianing feeling slightly disappointed.

    Just then, the receptionist, looking reluctant, approached them carrying a bag filled with gift boxes. “Wait, there are souvenirs for our guests. One box per person.”

    Lu Li took the heavy bag and distributed the boxes. Soon, he heard An Baili’s excited voice. “These shoes are so pretty!” He turned to see her holding a pair of canvas shoes with a unique print, one side depicting a silver beach, the other bearing the Qingshan Hotel logo. They were the perfect size, as if custom-made.

    The other girls also opened their boxes, each finding a pair of canvas shoes with different prints: a beach, a small sun, a little house. Lu Li opened his box, then called out to the receptionist, “There’s only one shoe in my box.”

    The receptionist frowned and walked over, looking at the single shoe in his box. “The warehouse staff must have made a mistake. I’ll get you another pair. Do you wear size 41 or 42?”

    “Size 42, please.” Size 42 was a bit large for him, but 41 was too tight.

    The receptionist rummaged under the counter. “Do you want canvas shoes with laces or slip-ons?”

    Slip-ons? Lu Li was indeed lazy; he liked the convenience of not having to tie his shoes. He was about to ask for slip-ons when he suddenly remembered Zhu Xi’s cryptic words: “Remember to tie your shoelaces; loose shoelaces can cause tripping.” Wen Hupo whispered, “Canvas shoes with laces look more formal.”

    Lu Li glanced at Wen Hupo, then said, “I’ll take the same canvas shoes as them.”

    As he took the new canvas shoes from the receptionist, he felt a strange sensation, as if something had shifted in the universe. The feeling was fleeting, disappearing as quickly as it came.

    As they left the hotel and boarded the bus to the high-speed rail station, the girls continued their lively debate about whose shoes were the prettiest. An Baili, ever the drama queen, whined and begged Chu Jingyi to trade shoes with her. They wore the same size, and she insisted that Silly Goose’s shoes were nicer. Chen Jianing muttered to herself; Lu Li couldn’t hear what she was saying, but he assumed she was complaining about An Baili. They were the only passengers on the bus, yet it was filled with their chatter. They say three women make a crowd; what about six?

    Lu Li rested his chin on his hand, counting the small black dots on the bus window, when a sudden brightness filled his vision. The bus had left the resort area and entered the open countryside, where the brilliant summer sun could freely unleash its light and heat. He gazed at the world outside, listening to the girls’ chatter, feeling that this summer couldn’t get any more boisterous.

    He looked at his faint reflection in the window and smiled, thinking, If only these days could last forever.

    The bus honked its horn and, bid farewell by the metaphorical dancing Khampa men, disappeared down the road, leaving behind the silent, silver beach, waiting for its next visitors.

    Would they also talk about the legend of the murderer?

  • I Don’t Want to Be Reborn With You v7c29-30

    Chapter Twenty-Nine: The Qingshan Hotel Murder Case (Part 1)

    Having a water fight with beautiful girls was indeed a delightful experience. Watching the streams of water arc through the air, hitting their lovely bodies, eliciting shrieks and laughter, their calls of “Lu Li” echoing around him, he felt a sense of euphoria. If only the rest of my life could be this blissful.

    Lu Li’s water gun malfunctioned, forcing him to retreat to the small supermarket near the Qingshan Hotel for a replacement weapon.

    As he walked, he took out his phone to check his messages. The sunlight was so bright that he had to shield the screen with his hand to read a message from “Zhu Xi”: “Can I call you Lu Li from now on?” The Fourteenth Princess is at it again. Lu Li casually replied, “Sure.” “Zhu Xi” then said that he could call her Xiao Qiao.

    Xiao Qiao… The name didn’t suit the fox-eyed Zhu Xi at all. So Zhu Xi’s nickname is Xiao Qiao. Is this a sign of our growing closeness?

    Lu Li bought a red and yellow water gun. As he left the supermarket, he saw the Qingshan Hotel’s cleaning lady carrying a large bag towards the back alley. Her hearing was poor, and her eyesight wasn’t much better; she didn’t notice him waving. The bag looked heavy. Curious, he followed her, watching as she walked towards the incinerator and pulled out a black, plastic-wrapped object.

    Besides the black plastic, the object was also tightly wrapped in gray plastic, but he could still make out the rough shape of a human body. A human body? Did the Qingshan Hotel use mannequins? Hesitant to disturb her, Lu Li hid behind a dumpster, observing the cleaning lady.

    The woman, in her fifties, struggled to shove the human-shaped object into the incinerator, then hurried back towards the hotel. Lu Li remained hidden, unnoticed.

    After she left, Lu Li emerged from the alley, frowning. Perhaps An Baili’s ghost stories had gotten to him, but he couldn’t shake off a sense of unease.

    When he returned to the beach, the girls were lounging on their chairs, their swimsuits damp. An Baili pouted when she saw him. “Li, where have you been?”

    Lu Li decided not to mention his discovery; unfounded speculation would only worry them. He aimed his new water gun at Sister Yameng and fired. “You’re already tired? I’m still full of energy!”

    Sister Yameng rolled her eyes at him. “You were sleeping with your head on Hupo’s lap all morning, of course you’re full of energy.”

    At her words, the other girls turned to look at Wen Hupo, who calmly brushed her wet hair aside, her expression unchanged. Chu Jingyi pouted, a pang of jealousy stabbing at her heart. The feeling was becoming more frequent, more intense, like someone was scooping out her heart with a small spoon. He was her boyfriend, so why was he so close to other girls, to everyone but her?

    Lu Li noticed Silly Goose’s mood. Of all the girls, she was the most sensitive, harboring unrealistic fantasies about love, fantasies he was reluctant to shatter. He sat beside her. “Can I use you as a pillow next time?”

    “…Okay…” Silly Goose was easily appeased. Lu Li hadn’t even started his usual charm offensive, and she’d already forgiven him.

    Chen Jianing watched them silently, her expression darkening. She picked up a slice of watermelon and started eating, her spirits low. Hmph… This watermelon isn’t even sweet. Grandma’s watermelons back home are huge and sweet, too bad the heartless Lu Li will never get to taste them… Hmph… He’ll regret it when he finds out.

    As the girls chatted idly, the topic turned to Lu Li’s inability to swim. Zou Yameng volunteered to teach him. The other girls decided to play blind man’s buff. Lu Li, finding the game rather enticing, wanted to join, but Sister Yameng’s glare stopped him.

    Lu Li rubbed his earlobe. Ever since Sister Yameng had confessed her feelings, she’d become more controlling, less like a sister and more like a wife.

    “I’m not completely helpless in the water. You’re exaggerating… And who can drown in a city? Chen Jianing was just being dramatic.” Despite his protests, Sister Yameng remained silent.

    “Sister?”

    “Li,” she said, her tone making him straighten up, “which of those girls do you like the most?”

    Which one do I like the most? An Baili’s smiling face appeared in his mind. Despite her past mistakes and flaws, she was changing, evolving. The An Baili of this life had overcome some inner demons and was becoming more and more like a normal girl. And he still carried the weight of their promise to see the white dolphins, a responsibility he felt deeply.

    So is An Baili the one I like the most?

    As he was about to nod, Wen Hupo’s image surfaced in his mind. His affection for her was like a migratory bird’s yearning for home, an unbreakable bond. When they were together, they were like two kites flying side by side, soaring through the vast sky.

    Then is it Wen Hupo?

    But Chu Jingyi also evoked similar feelings. She was like the person holding the kite string, allowing him to fly freely, knowing he could always look back and see her loving, forgiving smile. She had placed all her hopes for love on him, a burden and an honor.

    Then is it Chu Jingyi?

    Lu Li shook his head. “Definitely not Chen Jianing.”

    Zou Yameng said calmly, “She’ll be heartbroken.”

    “She might have some feelings for me, but it’s not romantic love.” Lu Li drew on his experience from his past life. Chen Jianing had repeatedly emphasized that she liked tall, muscular, athletic, and outgoing guys, not sensitive, poetic boys like him. Whenever he’d mistakenly thought she might have feelings for him, she would remind him of her preferences, telling him not to be so conceited.

    Zou Yameng didn’t comment, simply continuing, “What about the other three?”

    “Zou Yameng.”

    Sister Yameng smiled. “Besides your sister?” Her smile widened.

    Besides Sister Yameng… Does he really have to choose?

    He hated multiple-choice questions. Test papers were always full of them, demanding a single, correct answer. But he wanted to argue that there was no single right answer in life, no predetermined path to happiness. Why did he have to choose?

    “You’re not allowed to say you like them all equally,” Zou Yameng said, cutting him off. “Love always has a hierarchy. You’re not a machine; you can’t divide your love equally down to the decimal point.”

    Who do I like the most?

    The seemingly simple question plunged Lu Li into deep thought.


    Chapter Thirty: The Qingshan Hotel Murder Case (Part 2)

    Who do I like the most?

    Lu Li continued pondering the question even during their seafood dinner that evening.

    The expressionless cleaning lady served dish after dish of seafood. Lu Li stared at a large mantis shrimp, finding its appearance rather intimidating. Curled up in the shallow porcelain bowl, it resembled a giant centipede.

    “Lu Li, what are you thinking about?” Chu Jingyi, sitting beside him, asked. “You’ve been distracted all afternoon. Is something troubling you?”

    He was indeed troubled.

    Lu Li stroked his chin, the hairs still soft, not the rough stubble of his later years. Should I shave? Or grow a beard? A man who never grows a beard is missing out on a crucial life experience.

    So, who do I like the most?

    He looked at the three girls sitting around the low wooden table: An Baili, with her charming smile; Chu Jingyi, gentle and shy; and Wen Hupo, calm and composed. He felt like he was facing the biggest dilemma of his life. As Sister Yameng had said, he wasn’t a robot; he couldn’t divide his love equally. But could such an abstract concept as love truly be quantified? As a child, love had been the one-yuan sausages Sister Yameng cooked for him. As he grew older, love became the certificates of merit and scholarships from his teachers. And now, what did love mean to him?

    “Yi, do you love your mother or your father more?” Lu Li asked Chu Jingyi.

    “Huh? Isn’t that a question for little kids?” Chu Jingyi looked surprised. “Of course I love them both. My mother gave birth to me, my father provided for me, and they both raised me. There’s no difference.”

    “If your mother and father both fell into the water, who would you save?” It was a silly question.

    Chu Jingyi frowned, considering the question seriously. Wen Hupo, who had been listening, said, “Such extreme moral dilemmas are meaningless. Answers given under extreme circumstances are merely instinctive reactions, not reflections of one’s true values. Like the five explorers trapped in a cave, whether extreme situations should be judged by normal ethical and legal standards is debatable.”

    “What are you guys talking about?” An Baili asked, confused.

    “What if there was a situation where you had to choose?” Lu Li looked at Wen Hupo.

    Wen Hupo stirred her dipping sauce. “Lu Li, hasn’t human civilization progressed to this point precisely to give people more choices, to minimize the occurrence of such extreme situations?”

    Her words sparked something in Lu Li’s mind. He felt like he was grasping at an elusive thought.

    Just as he was about to speak, he heard a soft “whoosh,” then a faint pop, and then darkness descended. The room plunged into blackness. He could only make out the large bowl of mantis shrimp in front of him, its spiny form and mottled shell looking grotesque in the dim moonlight filtering through the cracks in the closed window.

    Chen Jianing let out a short, sharp scream, like a whistle. Silly Goose gasped softly and immediately grabbed Lu Li’s arm, moving closer to him in the darkness.

    An Baili, usually the timid and easily frightened one, remained surprisingly calm. She reached out and took his hand, as if comforting him. Lu Li looked towards her in surprise, able to see only her silhouette in the darkness. Perhaps he had underestimated her transformation.

    Wen Hupo remained seated, but he’d noticed her flinch at the sudden darkness. She probably hoped he hadn’t seen her momentary fear.

    Sister Yameng, sitting opposite him, stood up abruptly. “Don’t move, everyone. The power probably went out.”

    Lu Li’s voice followed. “Everyone huddle together and hold hands. It’s probably just a power outage. Chen Jianing, come sit in the middle.” Little Tiger was the most easily frightened, so she should be in the middle, where she’d feel safer.

    As their initial panic subsided, they heard the cleaning lady’s voice from outside. “Sorry, the hotel hasn’t had so many guests in a long time. The fuse blew. We’re getting someone to fix it.”

    So it really was a power outage?

    Lu Li suddenly recalled the scene he’d witnessed earlier that day: the cleaning lady’s emotionless face as she shoved the human-shaped bundle into the incinerator. He then remembered An Baili’s stories about the hotel, and a sense of unease washed over him.

    Human society had progressed to avoid such extreme situations. But what if they still occurred? What if there really was a killer lurking in this hotel, and one of them had to be sacrificed? Who would he choose to live, and who would he choose to die?

    An Baili’s voice broke the silence, her words ill-timed. “Could it be the murderer?”

    Her words rekindled the forgotten rumors of the murderer, sending shivers down the girls’ spines, even Wen Hupo and Zou Yameng feeling a flicker of fear in the oppressive darkness.

    Lu Li quickly said, “Don’t scare yourselves. Stay close together, and don’t wander off. I’ll open the window and let some moonlight in.”

    As he stood up, he felt a tug on his robe. Silly Goose was clinging to him, afraid of his sudden departure. He patted her head gently. “I’m just opening the window. I’ll be right back.”

    He pushed open the wooden shutters, letting the pale moonlight stream into the dining room, illuminating their surroundings.

    “Why would a hotel like this have a power outage?” Chen Jianing asked nervously.

    So easily scared. Lu Li thought. She had thought she was dying when she’d caught the flu. She was a master of self-induced fear.

    “Someone must have done it on purpose. It’s always like this in horror movies,” Chu Jingyi whispered. “First, there’s always an athletic character who doesn’t believe in the supernatural and goes out to investigate, then they encounter the killer.” Everyone instinctively looked at Zou Yameng.

    “Then there’s the popular girl, who likes to wander off alone and gets caught by the killer.” Everyone looked at Wen Hupo.

    “And the only survivors are usually a black guy and the main characters. The black guy sacrifices himself to save the others, yelling ‘Don’t worry about me! Run!’ And the main characters stumble around like they’re possessed, the girl always tripping over something ridiculous.” Chu Jingyi continued, drawing on her years of horror movie expertise.

    Chen Jianing’s voice trembled. “Stop it! It sounds like you’re talking about us.”

    “We don’t have a black guy,” Silly Goose said seriously.

    As the girls chatted, they suddenly heard heavy footsteps outside. They were slow and deliberate, like a lead-filled container being dragged across the floor. The cleaning lady couldn’t possibly walk like that. A faint metallic scraping sound accompanied the footsteps, making Lu Li imagine someone dragging a chain.

  • I Don’t Want to Be Reborn With You v7c27-28

    Chapter Twenty-Seven: Swimsuits

    Sunlight, it seemed, had moods. Spring sunlight was warm and gentle, like a mother’s caress. Winter sunlight was distant, like an elderly mother gazing at her child far from home, her thoughts and warmth reaching across the distance in fragmented beams. And summer? Lu Li felt that summer sunlight was like a tanned Khampa man dancing around a bonfire.

    He lay on a beach chair, gazing at the empty beach, realizing he might have been prejudiced against vacations. Lazing under a beach umbrella, dozing in the sun, was pure bliss.

    He put on his sunglasses, ready to drift off to sleep, surrounded by the metaphorical dancing Khampa men, when he heard the girls’ chattering voices behind him.

    “Sister Zou, isn’t your swimsuit a bit small…?” That was Chu Jingyi.

    “It is a bit tight… It’s fine, there’s no one else around…” That was Zou Yameng.

    “Jingyi, I thought you’d be wearing your school swimsuit, giggle.” That was An Baili.

    “Did you bring sunscreen?” That was Chen Jianing.

    Finally, a composed, unhurried gait—that had to be Wen Hupo.

    Lu Li removed his sunglasses and looked towards the approaching girls. His eyes widened, unwilling to miss a single detail. Bathed in sunlight, their skin glowed, radiating a luminous white. Their youthful bodies, in their most natural state, were a feast for his eyes.

    Chu Jingyi walked in front, wearing a light blue bikini with ruffles. It suited her, but it wasn’t the kind of style she would normally choose. Silly Goose was often underestimated. Perhaps her usual school uniform was too concealing, making it hard to imagine the surprisingly ample curves hidden beneath. Lu Li’s gaze drifted downwards. Chu Jingyi, he realized, was the first girl he’d encountered with a “white tiger” down there.

    Beside Chu Jingyi was Sister Yameng, wearing a black one-piece swimsuit with cutouts at the sides and abdomen. The material resembled leather, and the tight fit clung to her skin, accentuating her curves, pushing her cleavage into prominent display. With Sister Yameng’s figure, any swimsuit would look incredibly sexy.

    Behind Zou Yameng was his An Baili. Although they were practically an old married couple, having seen each other countless times, Lu Li couldn’t help but smile when he saw her in the mature-looking purple bikini. She probably still remembered her two past lives, subconsciously refusing to be lumped in with the younger girls, but in Lu Li’s eyes, Baili would always be the same uncut gem.

    Following An Baili was the petite Chen Jianing. As she walked towards him, bathed in sunlight, she looked like a radiant sprite, her delicate features and small frame the epitome of natural grace. But the moment she opened her mouth, the illusion shattered. Lu Li glanced down at his own chest, estimating that his bust was probably a full size larger than hers. He remembered that Chen Jianing’s parents were also short, a compact family. Perhaps her size was genetic.

    Wen Hupo walked last. She followed at a leisurely pace, neither joining the conversation nor isolating herself, like a silent observer. As expected, she wore a large sunhat and sunglasses. Her swimsuit was a strapless top with a pure white sarong wrapped around her waist, making her look the most refined of the group. Seeming to sense his gaze, she turned slightly, offering him a faint smile.

    “Li!” Sister Yameng waved cheerfully, her breasts jiggling enticingly.

    Maybe this trip to the Maoming Resort wasn’t such a bad idea after all… Lu Li thought.

    Noticing his gaze, Silly Goose blushed and adjusted her bikini top, worried that the straps were too loose. She mumbled, “Baili… I shouldn’t have chosen this one… it’s a bit too revealing…”

    Silly Goose was the easiest to tease. A simple stare was enough to make her blush and lower her head like a child caught in the act. From experience, Lu Li knew that in this state, she would agree to anything he asked. Such a girl probably only existed in perfect first loves. He made a mental note: Don’t disappoint her.

    “Are you all going swimming?” Lu Li wasn’t a strong swimmer. “I’ll pass. I’ll just sunbathe on the beach.”

    “Come with us! It’s a rare opportunity for us to be together,” Sister Yameng said, clearly unaware of what had happened last night. Lu Li hadn’t slept a wink, relying solely on youthful energy to keep him going.

    Silly Goose looked at him with concern. “Lu Li, did you not sleep well?”

    “N-no, I slept great,” Lu Li quickly explained. “Just a bit of a backache. It’s fine, I’ll watch you all swim. I’ll ask the hotel to send us some watermelon later…”

    Zou Yameng looked suspiciously at him and Chu Jingyi. “Alright, then.”

    When people think of the beach, of swimming, of summer, they often imagine romantic encounters, perhaps a lecherous incident involving sunscreen application. None of that happened. The girls ran towards the azure sea, their laughter echoing in the air. Chen Jianing, seeing the ocean for the first time, was the most excited, behaving like a little child.

    Lu Li watched them, his heart filled with happiness. Wasn’t this what life was about? Having enough food and clothing, surrounded by the people he loved and who loved him. If he thought positively, the price might simply be his excessive desires. In that case, his life was already perfect.

    The beach chair wasn’t very comfortable; it was too narrow and flat.

    As he shifted, trying to find a comfortable position, a white figure appeared beside him. Wen Hupo watched him fidgeting, then chuckled softly. “Mr. Paragon, do you have fleas?”

    “This chair is uncomfortable,” Lu Li grumbled.

    Wen Hupo spread a blanket on the sand and knelt on it. “Lie down.”

    Lu Li blinked, then obediently lay down on the blanket. Wen Hupo lifted his head and placed it on her soft thigh. “I didn’t tell you to lie directly on the ground. Are you losing your mind, Mr. Paragon?”

    I lose my mind every time I’m around you. Lu Li thought. He rested his head on her thigh, inhaling her fragrance, feeling like he was in a dream. He worried that his head might be too heavy, that he might be making her uncomfortable.

    “You were fooling around with them last night, weren’t you?” Wen Hupo said softly. “You have dark circles under your eyes.”

    “No… They were just scared by the ghost stories and came to my room for comfort.”

    “Don’t indulge your desires too much. You’re not a machine; you’ll break down eventually.” She gently stroked his hair, as tender as a mother in springtime.

    Lu Li’s eyes unexpectedly stung; he felt a pang of something familiar, a sudden urge to cry.

    “Sleep well, Mr. Paragon,” the golden-haired girl whispered.

    T/N: I’ll use Mr. Paragon for the nickname Wen Hupo uses for the Protagonist


    Chapter Twenty-Eight: Déjà Vu

    “You’ve been working hard lately.” Wen Hupo cleared the dishes, her long hair tied up in a bun, a perfect blend of serenity and gentleness. Lu Li watched her delicate hands holding the chopsticks, remembering that she hadn’t been very adept at housework before they married. Since then, she had diligently learned, and although he had offered to hire a housekeeper, she had simply smiled, saying that she enjoyed this fulfilling life, finding meaning in these mundane daily tasks.

    “I saw you working on your manuscript in the study past midnight last night. Were you having trouble with it?” the golden-haired wife asked.

    Lu Li rubbed his temples. He was indeed facing some problems. The proposal submitted by his team had some serious flaws. He usually turned to Wen Hupo for advice when faced with difficult problems, and she always offered insightful suggestions. He often admired her sharp, precise insights.

    “Let’s not talk about that now. Hupo, how are the preparations for your art exhibition going?”

    Wen Hupo smiled contentedly. “Everything’s ready. Would you like to see my masterpiece?”

    “Of course.”

    After washing the dishes, Wen Hupo led Lu Li to the attic, which he had converted into a studio for her. Numerous canvases leaned against the walls, splattered with colorful paint. He remembered a time when Wen Hupo, covered in paint, had excitedly rushed downstairs to show him her latest creation. He felt lucky to share common interests and hobbies with his wife, their relationship still as sweet as their first love, even after the initial passion had subsided.

    A large canvas, covered with a cloth, stood in the center of the attic. With a graceful gesture, Wen Hupo pulled the cloth aside, like a theater curtain revealing a grand performance, unveiling the magnificent painting beneath.

    In the painting, a man sat under a lamp, frowning in concentration. Behind him, a golden-haired woman, holding a glass of water, looked at him with affection.

    It was a painting of Lu Li and Wen Hupo.

    “Is… is that me?” Lu Li asked nervously. “You’re going to display this at the exhibition? Isn’t that a bit… much?”

    Wen Hupo smiled at him. “I believe this is the most perfect work of my life. I’ve poured all my passion, love, hopes, and dreams into this painting. If the subject weren’t you, it would lose its soul.”

    Lu Li was touched. Wen Hupo always expressed her love in such a sincere, earnest way. Perhaps for her, these were truly heartfelt words.

    The golden-haired wife caressed the rough canvas. “Lu Li, painting was my only solace in the first half of my life. I wanted to create a perfect summary of my life before I met you, and this painting is the result. If, when I’m old and senile, I have this painting, I won’t forget you…”

    Lu Li’s eyes stung, and he forced a smile. “You’re so smart, you’ll never get senile. You’ll never forget anything…”

    Wen Hupo said, “But I’m afraid of forgetting. Shenzhou believes in karma and reincarnation. If there really is a next life, what if we forget each other? I know it sounds like the anxieties of a seventeen-year-old girl, but I’ve been having these thoughts lately. I just hope that when I pick up a brush, I’ll remember all our moments together…”

    Lu Li didn’t want to encourage her pessimism. He knew that deep down, she harbored a profound sense of world-weariness. He didn’t reply, instead walking closer to examine the details of the painting. He suddenly noticed another, smaller figure behind his wife in the painting.

    “Who is this?”

    “An Baili.”

    The name made Lu Li frown.

    “Why did you include her?” He shook his head. “That name gives me a headache.”

    “She’s a pitiful girl.” Wen Hupo looked calmly at the large canvas. “She has nothing, no one. I hope she finds happiness, in this life or the next.”

    Lu Li hadn’t realized Wen Hupo felt such compassion for An Baili. He didn’t want to hear that name. “If she weren’t so obsessive, perhaps your wish would come true.”

    “Those who are desperate often resort to extreme measures,” Wen Hupo explained. “Lu Li, perhaps you should let go of your prejudice and try to understand her from a different perspective. If she weren’t truly desperate, would she gamble with her own life?”

    Lu Li’s heart stirred, but he still instinctively rejected that woman. “We’ll talk about it later. And you should avoid her, Hupo. I’m worried she might do something rash.”

    “An Baili wouldn’t do that.”

    Hupo, why do you trust her so much? Lu Li wondered.

    “Anyway, Hupo, I love this painting… I want to buy it at the exhibition.” Lu Li’s gaze returned to the canvas. “I want to make it a family heirloom. When we have children, I’ll pass it down to them, then to our grandchildren, and then to our great-grandchildren…”

    Wen Hupo smiled sweetly, like a young girl. “You don’t have to wait until then.”

    Lu Li stared at her, his expression shifting from confusion to elation.


    “Mr. Paragon…”

    “Mr. Paragon…”

    Lu Li heard someone calling him. He opened his eyes, seeing only darkness, then removed his sunglasses and sat up from Wen Hupo’s lap. “Hmm?… I just had a long dream…”

    The golden-haired girl said softly, “You seemed to be sleeping soundly. What did you dream about?”

    “I dreamed… I dreamed…” Lu Li was still groggy, vaguely remembering a dream about Wen Hupo and An Baili, something about painting. “I don’t remember clearly, but it was a vivid dream.”

    He looked at Wen Hupo’s long, platinum blonde hair and patted his thigh. “Oh, I remember now. In the dream, your hair was tied up, and you were washing dishes.”

    Wen Hupo dismissed his words as nonsense. “The fruit from the hotel arrived. Want to have some watermelon?”

    Lu Li was still pondering the dream, feeling like he’d forgotten something important.

    He and Wen Hupo walked to the other side of the beach, where the other girls were already waiting, gathered around a plate of chilled fruit, arguing about something. They waved excitedly when they saw him. “Come sit here!” They seemed to have enjoyed their swim; their faces were beaming.

    Lu Li patted the cool watermelon. Although the Qingshan Hotel’s prices were exorbitant, at least their service wasn’t lacking.

    He thought for a moment, then sat down between Zou Yameng and An Baili. “What are you all arguing about?”

    An Baili instinctively took his hand. “We’re discussing teams for a water fight.”

    A water fight? Lu Li noticed the brightly colored water guns behind the girls. So they hadn’t just gone to the supermarket for swimsuits…

  • I Don’t Want to Be Reborn With You v7c25-26

    Chapter Twenty-Five: Don’t Sleep on the Floor Anymore

    The golden-haired girl possessed an aura that set her apart. Often, one didn’t need to see her face; the atmosphere around her was enough to identify her. The air around Wen Hupo carried a coolness, not the biting chill of winter, but the refreshing coolness of a rainforest at dawn.

    “Couldn’t sleep?” Lu Li approached the rock, and Wen Hupo finally noticed his presence.

    He hadn’t mastered the art of tying the robe’s sash, the loose ends dangling haphazardly in a floppy bow, his robe hanging open, giving him a carefree, almost ancient air. Wen Hupo averted her gaze, slightly embarrassed. “At least fix your clothes before you talk to me.” Lu Li chuckled, hopping onto the rock beside her. Wen Hupo was unexpectedly cute sometimes.

    “Looking at the moon?” Lu Li looked up at the night sky. The bright moon hung amidst a scattering of stars. The summer night sky was truly a breathtaking sight. He wondered if the moon looked different from the other side of the ocean.

    “I was thinking about Lu Li,” she said, surprising him.

    “Wondering if he can take care of himself at home alone.” So she meant Miss Lu. Lu Li felt a pang of disappointment. Now that he thought about it, perhaps Wen Hupo had chosen that name for the kitten with a different kind of affection in mind.

    “Don’t worry, Miss Lu is very well-behaved. The automatic feeder will dispense food; she won’t starve.”

    “I’m worried she’ll pee or poop everywhere,” Wen Hupo said. “What if she dirties the floor? Where will you sleep then?”

    Lu Li’s heart skipped a beat. “How about the bed?”

    His heart pounded like a rhythmic knock on a door. He felt like an explorer charting new territory, his words a tentative probe into the vast unknown.

    Wen Hupo looked at him, her expression unreadable, her eyes pale and ethereal.

    “Lu Li, you’re insatiable.”

    He’d heard that before. Lu Li shrugged. “Suppressing one’s feelings is unnatural. At least I can’t do it.”

    “Do you have feelings for me?” Wen Hupo asked, her gaze returning to the sky.

    The sea breeze rustled around them. Lu Li felt a chill and tightened his robe, making a mental note to ask Sister Yameng how to properly tie the sash tomorrow.

    “Hupo.” He thought for a moment, then made up his mind. Sometimes, girls needed their space; constant pursuit could be damaging. “Actually, I liked you from the moment I first saw you… It might sound shameless, but it was love at first sight.” His face burned as he spoke. Wen Hupo didn’t react, continuing to gaze at the vast night sky.

    He continued.

    “I was already with Baili at the time, but I couldn’t help but admire you. You seemed like an angel, too good for this world. I wanted to be near you, to learn from you.” Having abandoned his pretense of indifference, Lu Li’s words flowed more freely. “I was delighted to discover that we often thought alike, that we had an unexpected understanding. You always saw things I missed. I often fantasized about you being my wife.”

    “But I was also insecure. I didn’t know if a boy from the low-rent district was worthy of a foreign lady. So I kept reminding myself to know my place. It was my own cowardice that prevented me from realizing that perhaps these feelings were mutual.”

    Lu Li spoke softly, recounting not the events of this life, but of his past one. Wen Hupo listened quietly, her expression unchanged, offering no response. Lu Li felt a pang of disappointment; he’d hoped for a more enthusiastic reaction.

    “This might sound shameless, but I have to say it: I like you, and I like all of you.” Lu Li smiled. It felt strange to admit his seemingly selfish desires so openly. In his past life, he had always hidden behind a mask. Perhaps death truly was a form of rebirth. “I hope we can all be happy together, grow old together. It might be difficult, but I will fight for it. I’ve had many dreams, but this one is the smallest and the most likely to come true.”

    Wen Hupo still didn’t react. Lu Li let out a sigh of relief. The night air by the sea was cold; he should wear more next time.

    As he thought this, he suddenly felt a warmth in his arms. Wen Hupo had snuggled into his embrace, still sitting upright. “This way, you won’t be so cold.” A faint blush colored her cheeks; she was clearly trying to maintain her composure.

    This was the first time Lu Li had been this close to Wen Hupo. Their bodies pressed together, sharing warmth.

    He instinctively wrapped his arms around her slender waist. Wen Hupo’s body trembled slightly. Thinking she was resisting, he started to pull away, but she stopped him. “If you’re still cold, hold me.”

    Hold me.

    The words echoed in his mind.

    He tightened his embrace, inhaling the fragrance of her hair, his heart overflowing with contentment.

    “Did you use these same lines to deceive An Baili and Chu Jingyi?” Wen Hupo’s voice had softened.

    “This isn’t deception.” Can a scholar’s words be considered deception?

    “A girl’s heart belongs to herself. If you take it, isn’t that deception?” Wen Hupo argued.

    “Then have I deceived you?”

    “…Yes.” She answered after a long pause.

    He couldn’t see her face, but he imagined it must be the most beautiful sight in the world.

    “Lu Li…”

    “Hmm?”

    “What are your other dreams?”

    “So many. I’ll tell you all about them.”

    The tide ebbed and flowed, the moon began to set, and their conversation continued, mostly Lu Li talking, Wen Hupo listening, occasionally asking a question. The air around her still carried a coolness, but it was now tinged with warmth. Perhaps it didn’t take a grand gesture to transform an angel who found the world boring into a girl who worried about her cat’s bathroom habits.

    Sharing childhood memories, dreams, and regrets with someone of the opposite sex was inherently intimate. It encompassed one’s past, present, and future. Wen Hupo had confided in him; now it was his turn.

    After talking for a long time, Lu Li felt thirsty. He realized it was getting late and they should head back.

    Wen Hupo suddenly grabbed his hand.

    “What’s wrong?”

    “Don’t… don’t sleep on the floor anymore,” she mumbled, avoiding his gaze.

    Lu Li’s mind buzzed, trying to process the meaning behind her words. As the golden-haired girl disappeared into the darkness, he slapped himself in disbelief, then broke into a wide grin.

    He was still smiling when he returned to his room. Too lazy to turn on the light, he reached for his bed, intending to relive Wen Hupo’s words in the darkness. But as his hand landed on the blanket, something felt wrong. He pressed down again. A second later, he heard a scream:

    “Ah! A murderer!!”

    No, it wasn’t just one scream, but two intertwined female voices.


    Chapter Twenty-Six: Sharing a Bed

    “Ah—”

    “Ah—Lu Li, help!”

    “D-don’t kill me—”

    “Call the police! Call the police!”

    The girls’ terrified screams intertwined, assaulting Lu Li’s ears, bouncing around inside his skull, making his head throb. In the dim blue light, he saw three slender figures flailing on his bed, not dancing, but enacting their own clumsy self-defense techniques against a non-existent “murderer.”

    Lu Li rubbed his temples. If I were really a murderer, I’d have a full harvest tonight.

    He imitated the sound of a chainsaw with his mouth, adding a villainous laugh for dramatic effect. “Mwahahaha…”

    The girls screamed even louder. He thought he even heard Chen Jianing crying for her mother.

    “Mwahahaha, you can scream all you want, but no one will save you!” Lu Li thought that if humanity ever went extinct, this classic line should be recorded in the annals of history. It spanned the entirety of human history, embodying both profound philosophical meaning and common, vulgar humor.

    At his words, the girls’ cries gradually subsided.

    “Lu Li? Is that you?”

    Before he could answer, someone turned on the bedside lamp, revealing three pale, frightened faces. Silly Goose, An Baili, and Chen Jianing—the trio was complete. With a cry of frustration, Chen Jianing started hitting and kicking him, tears streaming down her face. “Why did you scare us like that? You’re crazy!” Chen Jianing was small and her blows lacked force. Lu Li shielded his head, apologizing profusely. “I’m sorry, I’m sorry! I was wrong! Please forgive me!”

    An Baili and Silly Goose quickly pulled her back. Although startled by Lu Li, they couldn’t bear to see him hurt. “This is Lu Li’s room; he was always going to come back. He wasn’t deliberately trying to scare us…”

    “You’re just spoiling him! You’ll turn him into a useless bum!” Little Tiger yelled, then burrowed back under the covers, only her head peeking out.

    Lu Li sat on the edge of the bed. “Why are you all in my room?”

    An Baili and Chu Jingyi exchanged glances, and An Baili explained, “Well… Jianing was too scared to sleep alone after hearing those ghost stories, so she came to my room. Then she scared me, so we went to find Jingyi.”

    Lu Li looked at Silly Goose, exasperated. “You’re not afraid of ghost stories, are you?”

    Silly Goose fidgeted with her fingers. “But watching horror movies doesn’t mean I’m not afraid of ghosts in real life… When Baili, Jianing, and I were huddled together, we heard rustling sounds outside, like someone walking around. The more I thought about it, the more scared I got, so we decided to come find you. And then… when you weren’t here, we got even more scared… We hid under the covers, wondering if we should call the police.”

    Rustling sounds? That must have been me walking around outside.

    “I… I even saw a ghost by the beach!” Chen Jianing suddenly exclaimed. “When I came out, I saw a female ghost sitting on a rock by the sea, through the window at the end of the corridor. Her hair was so long… I swear I’m not making it up!”

    Lu Li chuckled. If Hupo knew you called her a female ghost, she’d never let you live it down.

    “That wasn’t a ghost; that was Wen Hupo. She likes to sit outside and clear her head when she can’t sleep.” He looked at Chu Jingyi. “Jingyi, the rustling sound you heard was probably me. I went for a walk on the beach. I was wearing slippers, so they were a bit loud. Sorry.”

    “…So that’s what it was. I thought there was really a murderer or a ghost.”

    Chu Jingyi’s face was red; she must have felt embarrassed.

    Lu Li clapped his hands. “Alright, girls, let’s go back to sleep.”

    But the three girls didn’t move. They remained huddled under his covers, looking at him with wide, innocent eyes.

    An Baili whispered, “I’m still too scared to sleep alone… Can we sleep here tonight?”

    Lu Li looked at the size of the bed. It was a double bed, barely big enough for three people, let alone four.

    His gaze landed on Chen Jianing. Of the three girls, she was the least close to him. He’d assumed she wouldn’t want to share a bed with a man. But Little Tiger simply pulled the covers over her head, pretending to be asleep.

    Lu Li was about to suggest sleeping in another room, but seeing their pitiful expressions, remembering their terrified screams, his heart softened. “We’ll have to squeeze in, then.”

    Half an hour later…

    Lu Li stared at the ceiling, wondering why he’d agreed. Sleeping was an exaggeration; he was essentially a human pillow for the three girls, unable to even move. An Baili lay on his left, clinging to his arm, her legs wrapped around his hand, her posture incredibly suggestive. Silly Goose lay on his right, her eyes closed, her eyelashes fluttering slightly. This was her first time sharing a bed with a man; she’d be lying if she said she wasn’t nervous. Chen Jianing, the smallest of the three, lay directly on top of him. Luckily, she wasn’t heavy, so Lu Li could still breathe.

    The scent of their bodies and their warm breath filled the small space. Lu Li felt surrounded by warmth. The girls were like living, breathing hand warmers, their skin smooth and soft, their body temperature just right. In winter, this would have been bliss. Unfortunately, it was the middle of summer.

    Lu Li felt sweat trickling down his scalp, his hair damp and clinging to his forehead. He wondered if he should ask them to move slightly, to give him some space.

    After a while, their breathing evened out; they seemed to have fallen asleep. An Baili’s tongue darted out, licking his earlobe. Silly Goose let out a soft moan in her sleep, as if having a bad dream, snuggling closer to him. Chen Jianing was the most restless sleeper. At some point, she had turned over, resting her feet on his chest, her head nestled in his crotch.

    This is torture.

    He thought.

    Chen Jianing mumbled in her sleep, “Don’t poke me…” She pushed at his groin with her hand, and Lu Li gasped. Was he ever going to get any sleep?


    The next day…

    “Morning, Li.” Sister Yameng, as energetic as ever, greeted him with a cheerful smile, doing her morning exercises in the sunlight, her body a vision of health and beauty. “Li, why do you have dark circles under your eyes? Did you not sleep well?”

    Lu Li rubbed his eyes. “Do I? Heh, I thought I slept pretty well.”

    “Really?” Sister Yameng looked at him suspiciously, wondering if he’d snuck out to fool around with An Baili. Should she exhaust him to the point where he wouldn’t have the energy for such antics?

    “By the way, Sister, let’s all go swimming at the beach today,” Lu Li said, quickly changing the subject. “Did you bring a swimsuit? Baili and the others are going to the nearby supermarket to buy some. Do you want to go with them?”

    “Ah… I brought one, but I wouldn’t mind another. Have they already left?”

    “Not yet, they’re at the reception desk asking for directions. You can still catch them if you hurry.” As soon as he finished speaking, Sister Yameng rushed off towards the reception desk. Lu Li shrugged, taking off his robe, revealing his swimming trunks—a pair of brightly colored floral shorts.

    Hopefully, I can catch up on some sleep on the beach today… he thought.

  • I Don’t Want to Be Reborn With You v7c23-24

    Chapter Twenty-Three: Eerie Rumors

    The Qingshan Hotel’s interior was decorated in a classical style. A long corridor led through a landscape of artificial mountains and rocks, dotted with sparse pines and vibrant flowers, creating an antique atmosphere.

    It was clear that the owner had put a lot of effort into the decor. Wooden railings lined the lakeside, suggesting attention to detail. But how had such a meticulously designed hotel fallen into such disrepair?

    Even Silly Goose couldn’t help but admire the tasteful arrangements.

    The rooms were designed to resemble ancient dwellings, complete with writing desks, tea tables, collections of scriptures, tea sets, and even incense burners in the corners. After Lu Li chose a room, the other girls seemed to intentionally choose rooms around his. Sister Yameng and Chen Jianing were to his left, An Baili and Chu Jingyi to his right, and Wen Hupo directly opposite.

    The cleaning lady, a woman in her fifties, seemed to have difficulty hearing and couldn’t quite understand what Lu Li was saying. She brought them comfortable, loose-fitting robes to wear as everyday clothing. This was Lu Li’s first time wearing such a robe, and he struggled with the sash until Sister Yameng, with a chuckle, helped him tie it.

    “This place isn’t as bad as I thought,” Zou Yameng said, adjusting his collar. “Didn’t wash your hair today, did you? The back is all messy. You have to comb the back too.” She smoothed his hair with her hand. She was standing so close, her loose robe revealing a sliver of her cleavage. As she reached up, one of her breasts practically brushed against his lips, and he caught a faint whiff of milk.

    He couldn’t try anything now; the other girls were still unpacking in their rooms.

    “The environment is decent, and it’s quiet. It’s like we have the whole place to ourselves,” Lu Li agreed, thinking, You haven’t seen the menu yet. You’d be furious at the prices.

    By the time everyone had settled in, it was already evening. The girls emerged from their rooms, one by one, dressed in plain robes, the loose fabric accentuating their slender shoulders and waists, creating an elegant and alluring look. Imagining the single, thin layer of underwear beneath the robes, Lu Li’s thoughts wandered.

    This is the life… he thought. Living with the girls he cared about, his only worries their occasional chatter, his most important family member by his side… Wasn’t this the life he’d always dreamed of? If only it could last forever…

    A shadow of unease flickered across his mind, his expression darkening slightly.

    “What’s wrong, Li?” Sister Yameng easily noticed the subtle shift in his demeanor.

    “…N-nothing… Just thinking about some troublesome matters.” The more idyllic his life became, the more he worried about the unresolved price. This happiness felt like a dream, or perhaps the calm before the storm. Maybe next week, maybe tomorrow, the cruel price would descend upon him, tearing his world apart.

    An Baili raised her hand. “Let’s go eat barbecue!”

    They headed towards the outdoor area. The cleaning lady had already prepared the grill and ingredients, even lighting the charcoal. Despite the receptionist’s poor attitude, the cleaning lady was quite diligent. Lu Li thanked her, but she didn’t seem to hear, bowing silently before leaving.

    The sea breeze was different from the city’s, carrying the salty tang of the ocean, cool and refreshing. The outdoor area where they were seated offered a panoramic view of the distant coastline. The evening sea had shifted from a cool blue to a deeper, darker shade, transforming the world into a vast, lonely landscape painting.

    Barbecuing here felt strangely exhilarating, like standing on a mountain peak, intoxicated by the solitude.

    An Baili and Chen Jianing, the most eager to eat, busied themselves with grilling the meat. Wen Hupo stared out at the quiet sea, lost in thought, perhaps sharing Lu Li’s melancholic mood. Zou Yameng and Chu Jingyi sat on either side of him, their gazes fixed on his profile.

    Speaking of barbecue, Lu Li preferred beef with thick layers of fat. He enjoyed watching the fat slowly render, dripping onto the coals, sending up a burst of flames, the shrinking beef emitting a mouthwatering aroma. A bite of the juicy, flavorful meat—that was the essence of barbecue.

    Lu Li turned a skewer of beef on the grill when An Baili suddenly said, her voice hushed, “Did you know? I was searching online this afternoon, and I found out that there was a murder at this hotel.”

    Just then, the setting sun dipped below the horizon, its light swallowed by the indifferent sea. In the sudden hush, An Baili’s words sent a chill down their spines. Lu Li continued grilling, but the other girls tensed.

    An Baili continued, “I looked it up. Seven years ago, a family of three was burned alive in this hotel. The police said it was a suicide, but an anonymous netizen revealed the truth online…”

    An Baili’s voice and expression were so convincing that even Lu Li’s heart skipped a beat. This silly girl, she can’t be serious, can she?

    The only sound was the crackling of the charcoal.

    Chen Jianing, easily frightened, asked nervously, “Little country bumpkin, are you making this up to scare us?”

    “What happened next?” Wen Hupo asked.

    “What happened next? People said that there’s a mentally ill person working at this hotel. They seem normal most of the time, but they occasionally go berserk. A former guest said they heard the sound of a chainsaw at night. Who would walk around with a chainsaw outside guests’ rooms in the middle of the night?”

    “The netizen said that the family of three didn’t commit suicide. They were tied up by the madman, doused in alcohol, and set on fire. Their screams were horrifying, and the madman was just jumping around, watching.”

    “After that, fewer and fewer guests came to this hotel. Now, it’s just the six of us. And that madman is still here, wandering around. Who knows when they’ll snap again?” An Baili seemed to have scared herself. She shivered, feeling a chill down her spine, and turned her chair around, her back to Lu Li.

    Silly Goose, a seasoned horror movie fan, immediately started piecing together the “clues.” “Now that you mention it, the cleaning lady was a bit strange…”

    Chen Jianing quickly agreed. “Yes, yes! Did you notice? She never shows any emotion, like a robot. And she barely talks to us, just silently does her work and leaves…”

    “And that receptionist, there’s something off about her too.” Sister Yameng, why are you joining in?

    “Are we staying in a murderer’s den?” The five girls looked at Lu Li. In this moment, the only man present became their pillar of strength.


    Chapter Twenty-Four: Cat Under the Moon

    Life isn’t a stage play; it doesn’t have so many dramatic twists and turns, although Lu Li felt he’d had more than his fair share. He picked up a piece of grilled beef, no bigger than his little finger, sprinkled it with seasoning, and said calmly, “This isn’t some lawless wasteland. The police station is just a few miles away; you could get there in no time on a shared bike. There are no chainsaw-wielding maniacs here.”

    An Baili opened her mouth wide. “I want that one.”

    Lu Li instinctively held the skewer to her lips, watching her swallow the beef with satisfaction, then wiping the grease from her mouth with a napkin. Only then did he notice the four pairs of envious eyes fixed on him.

    Silly Goose pouted. “I want some too.”

    Zou Yameng crossed her arms, accentuating her ample bosom, and let out a dissatisfied humph.

    Wen Hupo sat upright, the sea breeze ruffling her platinum blonde hair.

    Chen Jianing poked at the ground with her sandal, digging a small hole in the dirt.

    Lu Li quickly grabbed four more skewers and placed them on the grill. He had only intended to grill one for himself, but when An Baili had acted cute, he’d instinctively given it to her, forgetting that things were different now. This was a new problem in this life. With so many girls around, there were so many more details to consider.

    After he’d given each girl a skewer, their smiles returned. Chen Jianing even looked surprised, uncharacteristically praising his grilling skills. Was that sarcasm?

    An Baili picked up the conversation again. “What if, and I mean what if, we actually encountered a chainsaw maniac? Could you protect us, Lu Li?”

    Silly Goose frowned. “Let’s not even think about it. What if Lu Li got hurt?” Lu Li felt a surge of warmth. Even faced with a maniac, she’s worried about me. That’s what it means to truly care.

    Zou Yameng sucked on a bamboo skewer. “Everyone has weaknesses. There are six of us against one; we can take him down. It’s not like those horror movies where the monsters are invincible. We can easily overpower him.” If it came to a bare-knuckle brawl, Lu Li thought, Sister Yameng would probably be the one chasing the maniac.

    Chen Jianing suddenly said, “What if it’s not human?”

    The air grew still. The girls exchanged glances, no one speaking.

    “There are no such things as ghosts or spirits,” Wen Hupo, the most rational of the group, declared, trying to dispel their fears. “Right, Lu Li?”

    Wen Hupo’s sudden question caught him off guard. Normally, he would have agreed without hesitation. But after the Shanzhu Village incident, could he honestly say that ghosts didn’t exist?

    “Lu Li?” Wen Hupo was puzzled by his hesitation.

    “Uh… yeah, right,” Lu Li replied uncertainly. He instantly regretted it. What am I doing? My hesitation is only making them worry.

    Chen Jianing, always oblivious to social cues, said, “You’re hesitating. Have you seen a ghost before? …I saw one when I was little, in my village.”

    “Is that why you’re so short? Did the ghost scare your growth away?” An Baili quipped.

    Chu Jingyi defended Chen Jianing this time. “Baili, let Jianing finish. What kind of ghost did you see?”

    “I lived in a village when I was little. There was a bamboo forest behind the mountain. I went there to pick tea leaves—our canned tea is really good, you know, especially with rose and longan…”

    “Shorty, just tell us how you saw the ghost! You’re killing me!”

    “Oh, oh…” Little Tiger seemed dazed. “I saw a tall, thin figure in the bamboo forest, taller than even basketball players…”

    And so, the topic shifted from the “Qingshan Hotel maniac” to “supernatural encounters.” The girls were both fascinated and terrified by such stories, shivering as they huddled around the grill, sharing their experiences. Lu Li listened, mentally taking notes, planning to use their stories in the script for Evening Collection 2. Can it be called stealing if it’s for literary purposes?

    Two hours later, the girls, their stomachs full and their excitement waning, started to feel sleepy. Lu Li, on the other hand, having spent the entire time grilling for the girls, had barely eaten anything. Sister Yameng, always thoughtful, had saved him a few skewers of grilled squid, much to his relief.

    He followed behind the girls, watching them whisper to each other, a sense of contentment filling him. If only they could always get along like this. They exchanged goodnights and headed to their respective rooms. Before leaving, An Baili tugged on his sleeve. “Li, I’m scared.”

    “Scared of what?”

    “Their ghost stories were so scary, especially Wen Hupo’s. She… she was deliberately trying to frighten us, even playing spooky music on her phone… I’m not going to be able to sleep…” An Baili complained, her eyes tearing up.

    “There, there. Go to sleep. There are no such things as ghosts. If you can’t sleep, call me.”

    “Can’t I sleep with you?” The girl’s face flushed. “It’s been a while since we… you know… Can we tonight?”

    Desire surged through Lu Li. He smiled wryly. “If Jingyi finds out, we’re doomed. She’ll be devastated.”

    An Baili pouted. “Ever since Wen Hupo came, I haven’t had any time alone with you. What if there are more girls in the future? Will I ever see you again?”

    “There won’t be any other girls.” Lu Li tapped her nose. “I promise, when we get back, we’ll go out, just the two of us.”

    An Baili stood on tiptoe and kissed his cheek. “I love you.”

    Her simple words were filled with affection, warming Lu Li’s heart. “I love you too.”

    After seeing An Baili back to her room, Lu Li returned to his own, showered, and lay in bed. He stared at the wooden ceiling, his thoughts wandering from tomorrow’s plans to tonight’s dinner, to whether he should change the trash bag. Then, Zhu Xi’s face suddenly appeared in his mind.

    Anything involving the Fourteenth Princess seemed to carry a heavy weight.

    Unable to sleep, Lu Li put on his robe and slippers and walked towards the silver beach, bathed in moonlight. Wearing slippers on the beach wasn’t the wisest decision; fine sand seeped in between his toes and the straps, making his feet feel like a static-filled television screen.

    The moon was bright, casting long, hazy shadows on the silver sand. The faint silhouette of an island loomed in the distance. He wondered if anyone had ever set foot on that tiny speck of land. As he strolled along the shore, he noticed a slender figure sitting on a rock ahead.

  • I Don’t Want to Be Reborn With You v7c21-22

    Chapter Twenty-One: The Third Person Who Knows

    Summer is the greatest enemy of solitude. It’s often associated with the loud buzzing of cicadas and the clamor of conversations. When summer arrives, students’ energy, like a roaring fire in a well-stocked furnace, is unleashed without reservation. To maintain aloofness in the summer, one would have to be quite friendless.

    Lu Li rested his chin on his hand, watching the scenery blur past the high-speed train window. The nearby tracks whizzed by, reduced to a mere afterimage, while the distant mountains, like galloping horses, moved at a more leisurely pace, full of stately grace. A small scratch marred the window, perhaps the handiwork of a mischievous child.

    They were on their way to the Maoming Tourist Resort.

    There were five girls in their train car. Sister Yameng and An Baili’s presence went without saying. Silly Goose, somehow managing to convince her mother, had also joined them. Wen Hupo… Lu Li glanced at the golden-haired girl in the next seat. She was sketching on a banknote. Even this trouble-averse cat had agreed to come along. What was she thinking? Finally, his gaze landed on Chen Jianing, sitting opposite him.

    Little Tiger looked anxious, constantly glancing around, her vigilance more suited to a thief than a vacationer.

    “W-what are you looking at?” Chen Jianing snapped, noticing his gaze. She instantly regretted her harsh tone. If she kept acting like this, Lu Li’s opinion of her would never change.

    She lowered her voice. “This is the first time I’ve traveled far from home with anyone other than my family. I’m a little nervous.”

    Then why did you insist on coming? Lu Li sighed. “Did your aunt agree to let you come?”

    “I told her I was going with classmates, and she agreed.”

    Chen Jianing’s seat was empty. She had sat alone on the way to the station, seemingly unable to integrate with the Chuanhai girls. She looked rather pitiful. While Zou Yameng, An Baili, and Chu Jingyi chatted excitedly next to them, this corner of the train car was quiet, like a different world.

    Of all the girls Lu Li knew, Chen Jianing seemed the most ordinary. She had an ordinary family, no family conflicts, no financial worries. She had grown up ordinarily, studied ordinarily, and become an ordinary girl. If things continued as they were, her future would also be ordinary.

    Perhaps her prickly retorts were her only way of rebelling against this ordinariness.

    The train passed a rice paddy. Farmers wearing straw hats stood knee-deep in water, seemingly harvesting something. The vast fields merged with the blue sky at the horizon, captivating Lu Li’s gaze. Chen Jianing looked up at his profile, equally captivated. Lu Li was special to her. She couldn’t believe that back in Mulan City, when she thought she was dying, she had thought of this young man she barely knew, besides her parents. She hadn’t expected those memories, formed at the brink of death, to be so deeply etched in her mind.

    She had tried to suppress her feelings for him. She had deliberately stopped contacting him for a while, focusing on other things—studying, arguing with online trolls. It had worked; she had almost convinced herself that she’d forgotten him, that everything between them was just a fleeting dream. But one day, she had opened her phone, and a short video of a nature documentary popped up. She was instantly reminded of the time she’d spent watching nature documentaries with Lu Li while she was sick in bed, and of the embarrassing moment she’d accidentally blown air into his mouth during their kiss.

    The memory made her laugh. She felt so foolish.

    But her laughter quickly faded.

    Her WeChat chat history with Lu Li stopped on a certain day, just like their relationship, frozen in time.

    Chen Jianing opened her mouth, wanting to ask, “Am I your girlfriend?” Am I? Chu Jingyi was, An Baili was, even Wen Hupo might be. So why wasn’t she? Why not her? Her first love, her first kiss, the first time a man had seen her naked, so many firsts… Why could they all be dismissed with a simple “just an agreement”?

    But such a question felt too forward, too desperate for a girl to ask. She tried to change the subject, to say, “I actually have feelings for you,” but the words that came out were:

    “Why are you staring out the window, spacing out? You look so stupid.”

    Lu Li blinked, trying to decipher whether her words were genuine or sarcastic, his gaze lingering on her averted eyes. “I was thinking about the future.”

    “Oh… Are… are you planning to go to university? Which one?”

    “Mulan University.”

    The girl’s heart skipped a beat. If Lu Li went to Mulan University, would they be able to see each other often? Had he chosen Mulan University for her? Chen Jianing’s mind raced, rendering her speechless. She hated this about him. If he didn’t like her, why did he always do things that led her on? Why couldn’t he just tell her straight, “I don’t like short girls!”? Then she could cry herself to sleep and finally get over him.

    “Li,” Zou Yameng called from the next seat. “Baili and Jingyi are asking if you have any plans tonight. We were thinking of going for barbecue.”

    “Sure,” Lu Li replied readily.

    Zou Yameng didn’t turn back immediately. She looked at Chen Jianing, her expression complex. After a moment, she said, “Chen Jianing, was it? Come sit with us. It’s more lively over there. Li doesn’t like to talk on the train; he gets bored.”

    “Oh… okay.” To Lu Li’s surprise, Little Tiger readily obeyed Sister Yameng.

    Lu Li chuckled to himself. He wasn’t bored on the train. He had just been carsick from the smell of leather and engine oil on the old buses they used to take. After Chen Jianing left, alone once more, Lu Li thought about his meeting with Zhu Xi a week ago.

    Despite her forceful personality, Zhu Xi didn’t seem entirely unreasonable. How had she orchestrated the tragic events of his past life? Did she have a split personality?

    Lu Li shook his head. He hadn’t wanted to get involved with Zhu Xi, but ever since the Shanzhu Village incident, he’d felt a lingering unease, a desire to share the burden with someone. He couldn’t tell An Baili; she had finally recovered from the nightmare of the price; he couldn’t put her through that again. He had finally settled on Zhu Xi.

    Because she, like him, had a connection to Shanzhu Village. And she seemed to know something about the Reincarnation Crystal.

    That was the real reason he’d agreed to meet her. Otherwise, who in their right mind would accept an invitation from the Poison Princess?

    And Zhu Xi’s reaction had lifted a weight from his heart—

    She remembered Shanzhu Village.


    Chapter Twenty-Two: The Qingshan Hotel

    Maoming nestled along the coast of the South Shenzhou Sea, its terrain sloping downwards from the mountains in the north to the sea in the south. Among the many tourist cities, Maoming wasn’t particularly noteworthy.

    Putting Zhu Xi aside for the moment, Lu Li decided to enjoy this beach trip. He and the chattering girls disembarked at Maoming City and transferred to a bus heading for the Maoming Resort. Along the way, they encountered tour guides with loudspeakers advertising various attractions. The tourists gave Lu Li and his group curious and suspicious glances. The reason was obvious: he was surrounded by a bevy of beautiful young women, each a stunning beauty in her own right, their combined presence creating a captivating spectacle.

    After enduring the scrutinizing gazes throughout the journey, they finally arrived at their destination.

    Lu Li looked down at the prize ticket in his hand, then up at the desolate beach in front of him, stunned. He reread the fine print on the ticket, wondering if he’d come to the wrong place. A beach should be golden yellow, reflecting the sun’s rays, the sand hot beneath one’s feet. This beach, however, was a silent expanse of silver, the cool-toned waves gently lapping at the shore. Even the seabirds flew low. Not a single person was in sight. A silver seagull landed in front of Lu Li, squawking twice, as if saying, “Surprised, aren’t you?”

    “Li, is this the Maoming Tourist Resort?” An Baili’s head popped up beside him. “Why is there no one here?”

    Wen Hupo, ever rational, remarked, “Of course. If it were a popular attraction, why would they give it away as a prize? They probably can’t even sell tickets.”

    As they huddled together, discussing their predicament, a whistle sounded behind them. A middle-aged woman in a short-sleeved shirt approached, whistling cheerfully. “You can’t go in there. Where are you from?”

    Lu Li noticed the lifeguard badge on her chest and presented the prize ticket. “We’re here for a vacation.”

    The lifeguard took the ticket, examining it carefully, muttering, “Someone actually came.”

    She returned the ticket to Lu Li. “You need to register at the hotel first, the Qingshan Hotel mentioned on the ticket. They should have your accommodations ready. Just follow the coastline; the largest building is the Qingshan Hotel.”

    Lu Li thanked her and asked, “Why are there no tourists here?”

    The lifeguard chuckled dryly. “Expensive prices, poor service, and they rip off customers. What do you expect? Let me tell you, I’ve been a lifeguard here for three years, and I’ve never even gone into the water. I just walk around here; that’s my job.”

    She waved dismissively, turning to leave.

    Lu Li and the girls exchanged glances.

    Wen Hupo nodded. “There’s no such thing as a free lunch.”

    An Baili looked at her in surprise. “Hupo, your Chinese is getting so good! You even know that saying.”

    Zou Yameng was disappointed, but she didn’t show it. “Let’s go to the hotel then. Dragging our luggage on the sand is tiring.”

    Chen Jianing clutched her fanny pack. “I told you guys to pack light.”

    Silly Goose didn’t seem to mind. She trailed behind Lu Li, a dreamy smile on her face. She had been to the beach many times, but this was her first time with Lu Li. The experience felt special, as if they were already a family.

    Lu Li had expected the Qingshan Hotel to be a dilapidated shack, but to his surprise, it was luxuriously decorated. Although only a single story, it sprawled across a vast area. A rugged boulder stood at the entrance, bearing the elegantly calligraphed characters for “Qingshan.” In terms of decor, it was among the best hotels he had ever seen. The girls’ spirits lifted, their earlier worries dissipating.

    As they entered the hotel, however, they found it deserted. No staff greeted them; the reception desk was empty. Lu Li stopped at the desk and called out, “Hello?”

    No one answered. He called again, “Is anyone there?”

    “Stop shouting! I’m trying to sleep!” A figure suddenly emerged from behind the reception desk. A young woman with messy hair rubbed her eyes and glared at Lu Li. “What do you want? Fire inspection? Business license?”

    Lu Li wiped his brow, wondering if the hotel had some shady side business.

    “We’re checking in. Here’s the prize ticket.” He handed her the ticket.

    The young woman glanced at Lu Li, then at the group of beautiful girls behind him, and couldn’t help but mutter, “Damn normies.” She took the ticket. “Show me your IDs.”

    After registering their identities, she continued, “This ticket only covers your accommodation. Meals are separate.”

    Chen Jianing, ever frugal, was the first to react. “Why didn’t you say so earlier?” she called out from behind Lu Li.

    “Take it or leave it. You’re disturbing my sleep.” The receptionist looked annoyed. “Here’s the menu. You can choose a package.”

    Lu Li opened the menu. It listed various group meals, the dishes looking tempting, but the prices were exorbitant. He finally understood what the lifeguard meant by “rip off customers.” He quickly closed the menu before Sister Yameng could see it. “We’ll take the six-person seafood package for seven days. We’ll pay when we check out.” The price wasn’t a major issue. He could afford it now; there was no need to spoil everyone’s mood over money.

    The receptionist looked young, even younger than him, probably working a summer job to help her family. That explained her impatient attitude.

    She glanced at Lu Li, impressed by his nonchalant spending, and handed him the room keys. “Choose your own rooms. You’re the only guests right now. I won’t bother assigning them. The beach is open from six in the morning to eight in the evening. And if you need anything, go find the cleaning staff, not me. I need to sleep!”

    With that, she slumped back down. Lu Li leaned closer and saw a lounge chair behind the desk. The girl was clearly just being lazy.

    With that attitude, how do you expect to keep any customers?

    Lu Li shook his head. He actually liked this beach. The lack of tourists meant they practically had the place to themselves. It was a rare opportunity for some peace and quiet. He led the girls deeper into the hotel. As they walked, Chen Jianing finally burst out, “How can she run a business like that? If I were her boss, I’d fire her immediately!”

    An Baili, surprisingly agreeing with Chen Jianing, added, “Exactly! Lu Li is just too nice.”

    Wen Hupo gave them a disdainful look but remained silent.

    Silly Goose said gently, “Come on, we’re here to have fun. Don’t get upset over such small things.”

    Zou Yameng looked thoughtfully at the class president and said to Lu Li, “Jingyi seems quite responsible. She’d make a good wife.”

    Lu Li smacked his forehead. Sister, where did that come from?

    Just then, the receptionist’s voice called out from behind them, “I heard that! The boss won’t fire me! He’s my dad!”

     

     

  • I Don’t Want to Be Reborn With You v7c19-20

    Chapter Nineteen: Those Who Are Forgotten

    What’s it like to have a princess as your fan? Honestly, besides being flattered, Lu Li felt a lingering suspicion, especially with Zhu Xi sitting across from him, legs crossed, sunglasses firmly in place, an air of reluctance surrounding her. Is Zhu Xi really “Cute Little Corgi”? Could there be a pair of identical twins?

    A waiter brought two lattes, intimidated by Zhu Xi’s aura, not daring to ask any questions before quickly retreating. Lu Li stirred his latte with a spoon. He didn’t like coffee in any form; given a choice, he would always prefer tea. He watched the milky white foam blend with the dark coffee, lost in thought. Zhu Xi stared out the window, ignoring her latte.

    What is she up to?

    Lu Li wondered. He recalled the horrific incidents from his past life. The bloody truth told him that Zhu Xi was not a kind person. She might not even possess a normal sense of morality, her values built on conspiracy and bloodshed, fueled by hatred. That was the real Zhu Xi. “Cute Little Corgi” was merely an illusion; it was time to abandon such naive fantasies.

    To meet a princess through a game, fall in love, and create a beautiful story—what a boost to a man’s ego!

    Lu Li took a sip of his latte, the initial excitement fading, replaced by a cool composure.

    He’d been blinded by the comforts of his current life, harboring unrealistic hopes about Zhu Xi…

    “Ugh, so annoying,” Zhu Xi suddenly muttered, shaking her head irritably. Had she seen something? Lu Li was about to follow her gaze when she slammed her hand on the table, drawing his attention back to her.

    She slowly removed her sunglasses, revealing her sharp, fox-like eyes.

    Sister Yameng’s eyes were also sharp, but Zhu Xi’s were different. Sister Yameng’s sharpness was like a white eagle soaring in the clear sky, full of vitality and strength, a yearning for progress. Zhu Xi’s sharpness was like a lone wolf pacing the wilderness, calm and calculating, hinting at death and decay. Her gaze made Lu Li uncomfortable; he felt like a bird preyed upon by a wolf or a fox, waiting to be pounced on the moment he landed.

    “Um… is something wrong?”

    “Lu Li.” Zhu Xi addressed him by name, surprising him. “Your game is good.”

    “Huh?” Such a harsh tone to deliver a compliment? Lu Li was confused. He’d expected her to make demands, propose a deal, or something along those lines.

    “Thank you. Your… Highness, is there anything else you wanted to say?”

    “Don’t call me Your Highness. Just Zhu Xi is fine.” Zhu Xi clicked her tongue and finally took a sip of her latte. “You’re the son-in-law of the Chu Family’s main branch. You might end up with a higher status than this insignificant princess.”

    Insignificant princess? He should take those words with a grain of salt.

    The current generation of the Zhu Family might be a bunch of incompetent fools, but the Fourteenth Princess was definitely not one of them.

    “Marrying into a family isn’t exactly respectable for a man, is it?” Zhu Xi said pointedly.

    Lu Li paused, picking up his cup, not answering immediately. He took a sip of his latte and glanced out the window. He noticed a girl with a large sunhat in the distance, her figure eye-catching. Chuanhai truly was a first-tier city, full of beautiful women.

    “I don’t plan to marry into the Chu Family,” he said firmly.

    Zhu Xi’s hand, stirring her latte, froze. Then a playful smile spread across her face. “If you don’t marry in, how will you explain yourself to Chu Xiaodong? You don’t really think he’s the type of person who’s unconditionally kind, do you?”

    Lu Li wasn’t that naive. He knew that his future father-in-law would be his biggest obstacle. Chu Xiaodong was a man of great depth, always projecting an aura of kindness, making everyone feel at ease. But what did he truly think? Probably only he knew. Lu Li believed that many of the Chu Family’s enemies had been brought down without ever realizing how it happened, some probably dying without knowing who had orchestrated their downfall.

    Someone like Zhu Xi, who wore her ambition on her sleeve, might be easier to deal with.

    “I will marry Chu Jingyi with dignity.”

    “Hahaha…” Zhu Xi laughed unrestrainedly, drawing stares from other patrons. She found his words childish, completely inconsistent with his usual behavior. Didn’t he understand the vast difference in their social standing? Even with the capital he’d accumulated from his game, the gap between him and Chu Jingyi remained as vast as the sky and the earth, the clouds and the mud. Lu Li silently endured her laughter, then asked, “Is it that funny?”

    “Isn’t it?” Zhu Xi held up her pinky finger. “This little finger represents you. Guess where the Chu Family is?”

    “Your thumb?”

    Zhu Xi tapped her head. “Here.”

    “…”

    “One should have some confidence in oneself,” Lu Li said calmly.

    “It’s more important to be self-aware,” Zhu Xi retorted.

    “What about you, Your Highness?” The title lacked any respect, laced with challenge. “What are you striving for with your powerless princess title? Are you lacking self-awareness as well?”

    Lu Li’s words were provocative. He was prepared for an argument, but to his surprise, Zhu Xi suddenly fell silent. He felt awkward and stirred his half-finished latte, the metal spoon clinking against the porcelain cup.

    “You’re right,” Zhu Xi said suddenly.

    “What?” Lu Li hadn’t processed her words.

    “One should have confidence in oneself.” Zhu Xi raised an eyebrow at him. “I apologize for my earlier rudeness.”

    Looking at her cold, beautiful face, Lu Li felt a flicker of doubt. Perhaps Zhu Xi isn’t so bad after all?

    “You seem a little afraid of me.” Zhu Xi didn’t want to dwell on the previous topic. “I believe I have a decent reputation. Do you have some misunderstanding about me?”

    Your reputation is decent now, but that might change in the future. Lu Li chuckled dryly. “I just think you resemble a certain animal.”

    “What animal?”

    “A hungry wolf.”

    A glint flashed in Zhu Xi’s eyes, and she chuckled softly. “Not a fox? My father… My father always said I have fox-like eyes.”

    “Foxes and wolves often travel together. Or perhaps, they are two sides of the same coin.”

    Two sides of the same coin… Zhu Xi’s smile widened. She found Lu Li intriguing, more so than she had initially observed.

    Lu Li finished his latte. “Your Highness, perhaps we can discuss the real reason we’re here.”

    “The real reason? What real reason could there be between us?”

    “Do you remember Shanzhu Village?”


    Chapter Twenty: Budding

    Zhu Qiao held a newspaper, sitting on a small stool outside the newsstand. She had poked a small hole in the center, peering through it to spy on Sister Xi and Mr. Producer in the cafe. She had learned this trick from a movie. Since leaving the ancestral hall, Zhu Qiao had discovered two new joys: playing games and watching movies. Passersby gave her curious glances. In this day and age, who still read newspapers, especially sitting outside a newsstand?

    The elderly newsstand owner, seeing how sweet, delicate, and polite Zhu Qiao was, set up a parasol for her and began chatting idly. He subtly steered the conversation towards his recently graduated grandson, expressing his hope of seeing him settle down before he died. Zhu Qiao, naive and inexperienced, didn’t pick up on the hints, simply nodding along, her attention fixed on the cafe.

    I wonder if Sister Xi told Mr. Producer what I wanted to say. And will he be happy?

    A mix of nervousness, anticipation, and a touch of fear made the innocent girl’s heart flutter like a wind chime in a tower.

    So Mr. Producer’s name is Lu Li. And he really is as handsome as he seemed… As expected of Mr. Producer…

    Zhu Qiao’s thoughts wandered.

    For some reason, she suddenly remembered her first puppy, the inspiration for her online name. When Sister Xi had brought the puppy home, it had barked incessantly, refusing to acknowledge anyone. At first, she had asked Sister Xi for help, and Sister Xi had trained the puppy. She had assumed the puppy would be obedient afterwards, but it only wagged its tail for Sister Xi. Whenever she tried to pet it, the puppy would snarl and scare her away. But as soon as Sister Xi reached out, the puppy would rush to her side, tail wagging.

    Sister Xi is so amazing… Unlike me.

    Zhu Qiao’s mood darkened. She didn’t know why she kept thinking about this.

    She saw Sister Xi laughing happily inside the cafe. Were they talking about something interesting? Sister Xi rarely laughed so freely. Mr. Producer must be a good conversationalist. Zhu Qiao’s grip on the newspaper tightened, crumpling the edges.

    Will Mr. Producer be happy? He must be. He’ll think I’m a likable girl, right? But… is the “Zhu Qiao” he sees really “Zhu Qiao,” or is it “Zhu Xi”?

    If even her words and body are replaced by another person, is she still the “Cute Little Corgi” chatting happily with Mr. Producer?

    The parasol shielded her from the scorching sun. But in the shadows, dark seeds of doubt began to sprout.

    Zhu Qiao’s thoughts churned like shards of glass, sharp and cold. She suddenly realized how extreme her thoughts had become. She shook her head, admonishing herself, What am I thinking? Sister Xi is the kindest person to me…

    She looked down at the newspaper; she had unknowingly torn a hole in the edge.

    As long as I have Sister Xi to take care of me, that’s enough…

    She repeated the phrase in her mind like a mantra.

    “Young lady, do you have a boyfriend?” The newsstand owner’s voice pulled her back to reality.

    Zhu Qiao blinked, confused. Boyfriend? Did he mean a romantic partner?

    “I… no… I don’t know how…” she replied, bewildered.

    The old man’s eyes lit up. An unmarried young woman these days was rarer than gold. This was an opportunity he couldn’t miss for his grandson.

    “I thought you young people might have more in common. Why don’t you add my grandson on WeChat? You can chat and get to know each other.” He tried to sound casual.

    What is a boyfriend? Or rather, what is love? Zhu Qiao was inexperienced, but not stupid. She didn’t agree immediately, instead asking herself, What is love? Love in movies was always passionate, always love at first sight, always unforgettable. From the moment the protagonists first met, their fates seemed intertwined, destined to fall in love. But Zhu Qiao had never experienced anything like that in real life. In Mr. Producer’s Evening Collection, there was a short story about love. It said that if you felt anxious about someone, your emotions swayed by their every action, your heart constantly filled with their goodness, then you probably had love sickness. It was called sickness because such love was often one-sided, a torment to the heart.

    If that was the case, then she wasn’t in love.

    Zhu Qiao gently shook her head. “I’m sorry, Grandpa, I don’t really like meeting strangers…”

    “It’s alright, it’s alright. I was just asking. I’m old; I don’t understand you young people’s ways. Don’t worry about it.” The old man sighed. It seemed his grandson wasn’t destined for this lovely, gentle girl.

    I wonder which lucky boy will marry her in the future.

    Zhu Qiao turned her attention back to the cafe. Mr. Producer and Sister Xi seemed to be leaving. They stood up, still talking, as if they had endless topics to discuss. Zhu Qiao was glad Sister Xi had gone in her place. If she had gone herself, she would have been too shy to speak.

    Mr. Producer waved goodbye and left, probably heading to the subway station.

    Sister Xi put on her sunglasses and walked towards her.

    “Grandpa, my sister is here to pick me up. Thank you!” Zhu Qiao bowed politely. The old man chuckled, his heart warmed by the girl’s sweetness. He felt a pang of regret that such a wonderful girl wouldn’t become his granddaughter-in-law.

    Zhu Qiao skipped towards Zhu Xi. “Sister Xi, Sister Xi, how did it go?”

    Zhu Xi’s furrowed brows relaxed. “Little Qiao, what do you mean ‘how did it go’? Are you asking about my impression of him, or his impression of you?”

    Zhu Qiao giggled. “Both!”

    “My impression of him? He’s a good guy, just a bit of a flirt and a little arrogant.” Zhu Xi glanced at her sister. “His impression of you? Hmm… I’d say he was satisfied.”

    Zhu Qiao happily hugged Zhu Xi’s arm. “I knew I could trust you, Sister Xi! Hehe… You didn’t tell Mr. Producer that we switched places, did you?”

    “I didn’t say anything, and he didn’t ask.” Zhu Xi felt a twinge of unease, but she didn’t bother correcting it. “By the way, Little Qiao, do you remember Shanzhu Village?”

    “Of course! Isn’t that where you found the Colored Stones, Sister Xi? You’ve told me about it so many times. What about it?”

    “…N-nothing.” Zhu Xi’s brows furrowed again. She took Zhu Qiao’s phone and searched for Shanzhu Village on the browser, then checked its location on Baidu Maps.

    “Sister Xi, is something wrong?”

    Zhu Xi pushed her sunglasses up her nose and smiled. “Nothing’s wrong. Lu Li was just being alarmist. Come on, let me show you around Chuanhai. You’ve never been to the south, have you?”

     

  • I Don’t Want to Be Reborn With You v7c17-18

    Chapter Seventeen: To the Beach

    “Sister Yameng, can I…?” Lu Li whispered, his little brother rubbing against her clitoris through the fabric of her panties. Zou Yameng’s face flushed, and she playfully scolded, “Don’t be too rough!” Lu Li pulled the thin fabric aside, and his penis, pushing past her labia, slowly entered her. Zou Yameng couldn’t suppress a moan of pleasure.

    Lost again… The last vestiges of her rationality questioned whether she was being too indulgent towards her brother.


    What was that noise?

    The saleswoman glanced back, but everything seemed normal. Was it her imagination? Had she heard a woman cry out? And where was that handsome young man? She didn’t have time to dwell on it. The market’s management was lax at best. She picked up a brightly colored dress and began chattering away to the middle-aged woman in front of her, quickly forgetting her momentary doubt.

    It was an hour later when Lu Li and Zou Yameng finally emerged from the market.

    They walked arm in arm, like a young couple, unconcerned about displaying their affection. Lu Li carried the shopping bags, which contained a few new clothes and a pair of discarded panties. The thought made him glance at Sister Yameng’s lower body, clad in jeans.

    “Li.”

    “Hmm?” Lu Li turned, a flicker of guilt in his eyes.

    “That foreign girl… do you like her?”

    Lu Li’s heart skipped a beat. He feigned ignorance. “What’s wrong, Sister? Why are you asking?”

    Zou Yameng was about to reply when her ankle twisted. Luckily, Lu Li caught her. “Careful, Sister.” Zou Yameng grumbled, “It’s your fault! My legs are still weak, and yesterday…” She trailed off, embarrassed, and stopped herself from saying more.

    “Don’t change the subject. Do you like that foreign girl? Wen Hupo, I mean.” Zou Yameng leaned on Lu Li for support. “I can tell she likes you. Well done, Li. I’m only gone for six months, and you’ve already picked up another girl. My little brother is quite popular, isn’t he?” Her voice dripped with jealousy. Lu Li chuckled at her petulant tone. “Sister, this isn’t like you.”

    “What do you mean, ‘not like me’?” Zou Yameng’s voice rose slightly. “I just want my brother to only have eyes for me! I want us to always be a family! I want to grow old with you! That’s what I’ve always wanted, and it will never change!” Her words carried a hint of resentment, surprising Lu Li.

    Managing the relationships between the girls was becoming a serious issue. Lu Li frowned. The problem had arrived sooner than expected. Sister Yameng was a proud woman, as were Chu Jingyi, Wen Hupo, and even Chen Jianing. They weren’t like An Baili, an uncut gem; they were already polished jade. Yesterday’s card game had been a wake-up call: deep down, none of them wanted to share him.

    Zou Yameng’s words sparked a train of thought. She pinched his cheek. “Li, are you angry?”

    “Of course not.” Lu Li forced a smile, not wanting her to worry.

    Worried that he was truly upset, Zou Yameng softened her tone. “I’m just a little jealous. Why should the little Li I grew up with end up with another girl? I know your likes and dislikes, your clothing size, and now even… everything about you. Is it just because I’m your sister? But we’re not blood-related. Sometimes I wonder, if I had been more honest about my feelings last year, would there even be an An Baili, a Chu Jingyi, a Wen Hupo?”

    Sister Yameng’s heartfelt confession stunned Lu Li. The always strong and assertive Sister Yameng was now showing her vulnerability, her jealousy, her feminine petulance. Which one was the real her? Or were they both facets of the same person?

    He tightened his grip on her hand. “Sister, no matter what happens, I will marry you—” He was interrupted by Zou Yameng, her face red. “Don’t be ridiculous! How can you marry me? What would people say? We’re registered as siblings!” Despite her protests, the joy in her voice was evident.

    “Li, those words are enough for me.” After a moment, Zou Yameng regained her composure. “I can remain unmarried my whole life, maintain this relationship with you forever. But what about the other girls? Li, no matter what you choose, don’t hurt any innocent girls, okay?”

    Lu Li’s heart trembled, and he remained silent for a long time. Words had power, but that power had its limits. Vows and promises felt hollow at this moment. He hadn’t realized Sister Yameng had reached this level of understanding. How many sleepless nights had she endured over this?

    They intertwined their fingers, holding hands like lovers.

    “Sister, it’s still early. Let’s walk around some more.”

    “There are other girls waiting for us at home.”

    “They’re probably busy. I want to spend more time with you today, Sister.”

    He saw a happy smile bloom on Artemis’ face and thought, So even goddesses can smile.


    Lu Li’s prediction was correct. The girls back at the apartment were in the midst of a heated argument, even the usually calm Wen Hupo had joined the fray. It had started because Chen Jianing found Miss Lu, who was darting around the apartment, annoying and wanted to put her outside—she had always preferred dogs to cats.

    Wen Hupo didn’t care about many things, but Lu Li and Miss Lu were exceptions.

    The girls had been playing cards, but their tempers flared, and they were on the verge of a physical altercation when someone knocked on the door. An Baili opened it to find the class president, dressed in casual clothes, standing on the doorstep. She asked sweetly, “Baili, good morning! Is Lu Li here?”

    “Lu Li went shopping with his sister. They haven’t come back yet.”

    “Oh.” Silly Goose peered inside, counting the girls. “Why are you all still here?”

    The question, coming from Silly Goose, was particularly ironic.

    Chen Jianing turned away, feeling a pang of insecurity in Chu Jingyi’s presence. The image of Lu Li and Chu Jingyi kissing in the hospital still surfaced in her mind during quiet nights. Lu Li never belonged to her; it had all been a delusion. Even this current bickering was just a way to vent her sadness.

    As the atmosphere grew increasingly tense, Wen Hupo’s phone vibrated. She took it out and, after a moment, said, “Lu Li is asking if we want to go on a beach vacation.”


    Chapter Eighteen: The Real Princess

    A trip to the beach.

    It wasn’t a spontaneous decision. It all started half an hour ago. Lu Li and Sister Yameng, wanting a nice dinner, decided to stop by the supermarket. The supermarket was running a promotion: spend over a thousand yuan and get a raffle ticket. Sister Yameng casually scratched off a ticket and won the grand prize—a seven-day trip to the Maoming Tourist Resort in Linbin.

    Lu Li watched numbly as the supermarket staff showered them with confetti. He had always been unlucky. He never won “try again” caps on soda bottles, and he was always called on in class. Sister Yameng, on the other hand, was the opposite.

    Linbin was a small coastal city in the neighboring province, and the Maoming Tourist Resort was relatively unknown. Lu Li wasn’t sure if it really qualified as a “grand prize.” Hesitantly, he sent a message to Wen Hupo.

    He didn’t like beaches, sand, or the scorching sun. He preferred the ocean in autumn, cool and calm. Most people associated beaches with bikinis and scantily clad women, maybe even wild parties, but all he could picture were discarded cans, noisy crowds, and beaches so packed there wasn’t even space for a beach umbrella. The bikini-clad figures were more likely to be middle-aged women with inflatable rings around their waists than graceful young ladies.

    “Li, we’ve never been to the beach, have we?” Sister Yameng was excited. Her understanding of beaches came from ten-yuan magazines sold at school newsstands. Lu Li believed that ninety percent of monthly magazines shouldn’t exist. They were filled with meaningless platitudes and pretentious articles, their only purpose to deceive naive teenagers with false expectations.

    He looked at Sister Yameng’s ample bosom and imagined her in a swimsuit. She would probably wear a red one, the thin fabric barely containing her curves, a hint of cleavage peeking out from the sides. And An Baili? She would choose a mature-looking black lace swimsuit, if it could even be called that. Wen Hupo would probably wrap a beach towel around her waist, wear oversized sunglasses and a sunhat, and sit on a lounge chair reading.

    “It’s too crowded during summer vacation. The beaches will be packed. I don’t really want to go.” Lu Li felt like a killjoy. He saw the excitement drain from Sister Yameng’s face and felt a pang of guilt.

    “I guess so…”

    Lu Li checked his phone. Wen Hupo had finally replied with a short message:

    “Everyone wants to go.”

    Lu Li looked at the bright red prize ticket in his hand, the girls’ expectations weighing on him. “How do we get to this Maoming Tourist Resort?” Sister Yameng’s eyes lit up. Before she could answer, the supermarket staff chimed in, “We offer a thirty percent discount on plane tickets booked through our supermarket chain. Please scan this QR code…”

    When Lu Li finally emerged from the supermarket, it was already one o’clock in the afternoon. He didn’t know how he’d been persuaded to book tickets for a week later, with the added expense of meals and service fees. There was no such thing as a free lunch.

    This Maoming Tourist Resort sounded more and more like a scam.

    Oblivious to his doubts, Zou Yameng excitedly outlined their seven-day itinerary, even planning to invite her best friend, Zhou Wen. Lu Li checked his phone and suddenly handed the shopping bags to Zou Yameng. “Sister, you go back first. I have to meet someone.” His sudden seriousness surprised Zou Yameng.

    In her memory, Li was always easygoing, rarely serious about anything.

    “Li, is it a friend?”

    “I guess… you could say that.” Lu Li wasn’t sure.

    Zou Yameng raised her arm and flexed her fist. “Li, if anything happens, just call me! If anyone tries to bully you, I’ll beat them up!”

    Her words transported him back to his childhood. Sister Yameng had said the same thing back then, and she’d always followed through.

    “Sister, there are some problems that can’t be solved with fists. Don’t worry, it’s really just a friend, not a bad person.” Despite his reassuring words, Lu Li’s heart pounded in his chest. Was she really not a bad person? From what he knew, very few people were “worse” than her.

    After bidding farewell to the worried Zou Yameng, Lu Li took the subway downtown.

    He had a message from an unknown number on his phone:

    “Mr. Producer, I’ve arrived at the south entrance of Chuanhai Central Mall~”


    He’d be lying if he said he wasn’t nervous. In both his lives, the most powerful person he’d interacted with was probably his future father-in-law, Chu Xiaodong, the man who appeared unconditionally kind but could calmly say, “If you can’t do it… stay away from my daughter.” But in terms of status and identity, no one in his circle could compare to the Fourteenth Princess.

    Zhu Xi. In his past life, her name and title had become internet censored terms. People referred to her as the Fourteenth Princess, the Yama King who rewrote the mythology of the underworld.

    He never thought he would meet Zhu Xi.

    But as he arrived at the south entrance of Chuanhai Central Mall and saw the woman standing proudly in the wind, like a defiant rose, the thought vanished.

    Unlike her image on television, the real Zhu Xi had short, stylish hair. She wasn’t wearing cumbersome traditional robes but a youthful and vibrant outfit of a short skirt and T-shirt. Her stunning figure drew glances from passersby, some wondering if she was a celebrity. Lu Li estimated that her bust was at least as impressive as Sister Yameng’s, if not more so. Even more striking were her long legs, which, combined with her height, commanded attention.

    Only then did Lu Li realize that the female fan he’d been chatting with online was actually Zhu Xi.

    Zhu Xi pushed her sunglasses up her nose and tilted her head, her nostrils pointing towards Lu Li, as if commanding him to approach.

    How rude, not even a greeting.

    Lu Li mischievously asked, “Are you Cute Little Corgi?” Cute Little Corgi was the online name “Zhu Xi” had adopted on the Valve platform. One of the three great tortures in life was being called by your online name in public.

    “Hmm?” Zhu Xi paused, then seemed to understand. She lowered her sunglasses and glared at him. She had fox-like eyes, the corners slightly upturned, making her look alluring even when angry.

    “Are you Cute Little Corgi?” Lu Li repeated, deliberately teasing her.

    “Yes! I am!” Zhu Xi practically growled the words. “Cut the crap and come with me.”

    Lu Li clicked his tongue. The real Zhu Xi was quite unpleasant. Was she really the same cute and occasionally coquettish “Cute Little Corgi” online? How could her personality be so different in person?

    What Lu Li didn’t know was that not far from them, the real Cute Little Corgi, wearing a large sunhat, was secretly observing him.

  • I Don’t Want to Be Reborn With You v7c16

    Chapter Sixteen: A Date with Sister (Part 3)

    It always takes women longer than expected to change clothes. Lu Li waited impatiently, arms crossed, listening to the saleswoman’s idle chatter. She asked if he was a university student or already working, then lamented about how wonderful it was to be young. Thankfully, new customers arrived, and the saleswoman bustled off to greet them, leaving Lu Li in peace. He was a man of curiosity, always eager to delve into the unknown. For example, why did it take women so long to change? Lost in thought, he tiptoed behind the curtains and found a closed fitting room door.

    He knocked gently. “Sister Yameng, are you done?”

    “Not yet… I’ve never worn stockings before. How do I put them on?”

    “Should I come in and show you?”

    “…People are watching.”

    “It’s okay, there’s no one here right now.”

    Zou Yameng opened the door a crack, revealing Lu Li’s grinning face. “Fine, come in. But I’m warning you, don’t try anything funny, or you’ll regret it when we get home.”

    “Yes, yes,” Lu Li replied eagerly.

    The fitting room was cramped, forcing them to stand close together, each feeling the other’s warm breath. Sister Yameng had already changed into the light gray pleated skirt, her smooth, white legs extending from beneath the hem. It was a hot summer day, and beads of sweat dotted her skin, darkening the panda-printed T-shirt, the damp fabric clinging to her, revealing glimpses of her flesh beneath.

    Lu Li instinctively wrapped his arms around her waist, enjoying the feel of her firm body. Zou Yameng protested, “It’s hot! Let go!” With her warm body so close, how could he resist? A little heat couldn’t dampen his “passionate heart.” He held her even tighter. “Sister, I’ll teach you how to put on stockings.” Despite his words, his hands weren’t so innocent. He lifted the damp fabric clinging to her skin, his hands wandering over her upper body.

    “We’re in public… Don’t you dare try anything!” Zou Yameng tried to assert her authority as his older sister, pushing his hands away. “You can do whatever you want at home, but not here… Do you hear me?”

    The words “do whatever you want at home” only fueled Lu Li’s desire. He took a deep breath, trying to compose himself, and reached for the stockings hanging on the wall. “Sister, you have to roll them up first, then pull them up as you go…”

    His detailed explanation only made Zou Yameng more suspicious. She suddenly reached down and grabbed his penis. “Have you been putting stockings on other girls?” Lu Li gasped, his half-erect penis twitching in her grip. The tightness of her grasp only made it engorge further. A blush crept up Zou Yameng’s face, either from the heat or from arousal.

    “I…”

    Sister Yameng seemed to think she’d caught him red-handed. A mixture of shyness and triumph flickered in her eyes. Her slender fingers wrapped around his penis, rhythmically squeezing. Ever since Lu Li had entered middle school, she’d lost her “disciplinary power” as his older sister. He was too big now for spankings or being pinned down. How was a sister supposed to keep him in line?

    “Sister, stop it. I’ve only put them on for you. I learned it online.” Lu Li quickly pleaded. It wasn’t pain he felt, but a potent mix of physical and psychological stimulation. He was afraid that if she continued, he wouldn’t be able to control himself.

    Zou Yameng squeezed the base of his penis, her voice firm. “Good.”

    “Hiss…” Lu Li’s body trembled. He could feel his penis hardening, throbbing as if it were about to explode, as rigid as steel.

    Zou Yameng pressed against him, her body rubbing against his. Finally, she managed to sit down on the small plastic stool in the fitting room and lifted one leg. “Show me how, Li. I’m afraid I’ll rip them; they seem quite delicate.”

    Lu Li swallowed hard, his gaze fixed on her smooth leg. He hummed in agreement and slowly began to pull the black stocking up her leg. His movements were slow, partly from carefulness, partly from desire. His fingers brushed against her skin, tracing the smooth curves of her thigh, moving upwards as her breathing grew heavier, finally stopping at the junction of her thigh and hip.

    “D-do you understand now?” he stammered.

    “Of course, silly Li.” Sister Yameng rolled her eyes at him, her expression surprisingly seductive. Did the usually athletic and assertive woman also have such a charming side?

    Zou Yameng mimicked his movements and put on the other stocking. She stood up and lifted the hem of her skirt slightly. “Done? How does it look? Is it strange?”

    Lu Li’s eyes were glued to her legs. The black stockings clung perfectly to her calves, but above the knee, they created a slight indentation in her full thighs. The stark contrast between the black stockings and the white expanse of skin above, the absolute territory, was mesmerizing, the faint lines adding a perfect finishing touch. A light tap on her thigh sent ripples through her flesh, jiggling like jelly.

    Lu Li couldn’t resist any longer. He impulsively captured her lips with his. He expected her to struggle, but she didn’t resist at all. Her warm tongue even reached out to meet his. Her willingness was like pouring oil on fire, incinerating the last of his restraint. It had always been like this. Despite her seemingly strict demeanor, Sister Yameng had never been able to refuse him anything. At seven, she hadn’t refused his request to sleep together. At eleven, she hadn’t refused his plea for grilled meat. And now, she wouldn’t refuse his desire for her. She always indulged him, even if it was the first step towards hell.

    A wooden door, a thin curtain, separated them from the world. The fear of exposure mingled with her indulgence towards Lu Li, creating a swirling vortex of emotions that pulled Zou Yameng under. She responded to his passionate kiss, her hand gripping the door handle, fumbling for the lock.

    “No one will come in,” Lu Li reassured her, taking her hand and guiding it to his pants. He helped her undo his belt and push his clothes aside, his erect penis springing free.

    “…Keep it down…” The usually assertive sister could only manage this single plea as Lu Li caressed her stocking-clad legs. He spread his fingers wide, cupping her full buttocks, pushing her panties aside until they barely covered her most intimate area.

    Lu Li gazed at the enticing sight before him, her lips swollen and glistening with moisture. He couldn’t resist burying his face between her thighs. Zou Yameng whimpered, trying to push his head away. “What are you doing?… It’s dirty…”

    Lu Li didn’t reply; his tongue had a more important task.

    Sister Yameng suddenly clamped her hand over her mouth, pressing her tongue against her palate to stifle any sound. Her body trembled, her upper body leaning against the wall of the fitting room, her long legs spread wide, as Lu Li’s tongue worked its magic.

    Playfully, he sucked hard, catching Zou Yameng off guard. Her knees buckled, and she almost collapsed.

  • I Don’t Want to Be Reborn With You v7c15

    Chapter Fifteen: A Date with Sister (Part 2)

    Opportunities to go shopping with Sister Yameng were few and far between. In Lu Li’s memory, it only happened during holidays, when she would drag him to the nearest wholesale market, where they would excitedly rummage through clothes priced under three digits. Buying new clothes for Lu Li was one of Zou Yameng’s greatest joys. This joy might have seemed materially cheap, but for Lu Li, it was priceless.

    The wholesale clothing market near their low-rent district wasn’t comparable to the ones downtown. While it was bustling, the vehicles were electric scooters and motorcycles, and the people weren’t suit-clad elites. The noise of everyday life filled the narrow streets, lined with vendors’ carts, squeezing the already limited space into something resembling a single-plank bridge.

    Lu Li smelled cumin and turned to see a cart advertising “New Orleans Grilled Wings.” The wings were coated in barbecue spices, their original color obscured. He used to love these street-side snacks, but back then, they were too poor to afford them. He would stand and stare longingly, and Sister Yameng would count out a few crumpled bills from her pocket to buy him a single wing. The unscrupulous vendors, seeing they were just kids, would sometimes give him the smallest, most burnt pieces. Young Lu Li didn’t mind, still overjoyed with his treat. But when he saw Sister Yameng arguing with a towering shopkeeper to save five yuan, he stopped looking at the street food stalls altogether.

    Lu Li bought two grilled wings, handing one to Zou Yameng. “Sister, here.”

    “This stuff isn’t hygienic. Don’t eat too much.” Despite her lecturing tone, she smiled brightly as she accepted the wing. “I remember a time when you loved grilled wings. Did your taste change?”

    His taste had never changed; he still loved grilled wings. Lu Li smiled and hummed in agreement. “It’s been a while. I was craving one.” He took a bite; the taste of spices overwhelmed any hint of chicken. It was the same kind of grilled wing, yet it tasted so different from the delicacies of his childhood memories. Perhaps the wings had changed, or perhaps he had.

    He felt a sense of warmth watching Sister Yameng gnaw on her wing.

    Zou Yameng suddenly blushed. “Why are you staring at me?”

    “Why are you blushing?”

    “Because you keep looking at me.”

    “You never used to blush when I looked at you.”

    Zou Yameng paused, realizing he was right.

    Lu Li seized the opportunity and kissed her, not on the lips, but on her soft cheek. It was a chaste kiss, conveying pure affection.

    “Can’t you… wait until we’re home?” she mumbled, a mixture of shyness and reproach.

    “I couldn’t resist,” Lu Li grinned.

    Zou Yameng’s eyes softened. She playfully stuck her tongue out at him and said nothing more.


    The supermarket, called the Eight Dragons Wholesale Clothing Market, held a mix of bittersweet memories for Lu Li and Zou Yameng. The market had stood for over twenty years. The walls were stained yellow and black, and the security guards had been replaced twice, but the market remained. Last year, it underwent renovations, emulating the modern style of downtown markets. The clothes were now categorized, and each section had a tea room and fitting rooms.

    Lu Li stepped on the clean, tiled floor, staring at the bright lights reflected in its surface, a sense of bewilderment washing over him. So many years had passed… From graduating high school in his past life, to graduating university, marrying An Baili, starting his business… He had experienced so much without realizing it. Returning to this place felt surreal, like stepping into another world.

    “Li, Li, what do you think of this shirt? Do you need a suit for your university interview next year? You’d look so handsome in a suit.” Sister Yameng excitedly pulled him along. She didn’t have many hobbies, but picking clothes for Lu Li was one of them.

    Lu Li didn’t like suits; he found them too formal. He intertwined his fingers with hers. “Let’s pick something for you first, Sister. I can buy my clothes later.”

    “Me? I just need a new pair of jeans. This one is starting to fade.” Sister Yameng shook her head.

    “Sister, we have money now. We don’t need to be so frugal anymore.”

    “Oh… oh…” Zou Yameng was rarely this flustered. She hadn’t fully adjusted to their changed circumstances. She instinctively clung to the past, whether it was her habits or her relationship with her brother. She seemed to believe that everything could stay the same forever. Lu Li felt that because she was so aggressive in other aspects of her life, her heart remained tethered to their past struggles.

    Lu Li’s gaze drifted past the jeans section and landed on the skirts.

    “Sister, let me pick a skirt for you.”

    “No—I already have a skirt. I barely wear it. I don’t like wearing those…”

    “Come on, how old is that skirt? The one from Lingyue?” Sister Yameng had a pair of legs to die for, and Lu Li thought she’d look great in a skirt.

    He pulled the hesitant Zou Yameng to the skirt section. After enduring the saleswoman’s incessant recommendations, they finally settled on a light gray pleated skirt, similar in style to the Chuanhai First Senior High School uniform, the hem falling just above the knee, perfect for a young woman.

    Zou Yameng hesitantly took the skirt. “Isn’t it a bit too short?” She’d never worn a skirt this short before.

    The middle-aged saleswoman chirped, “Try it on, miss! We have fitting rooms, all private. See? Just pull the curtain, and your privacy is protected.”

    Lu Li stroked his chin. “You don’t wear it outside anyway, Sister. It’s for wearing at home. Shorter is better for the summer heat.”

    Zou Yameng pinched his arm. “You’re thinking dirty thoughts again!”

    The perceptive saleswoman, seeing their playful banter, quickly produced a pair of unopened black stockings. “Oh, this skirt would look great with these stockings! They’re not expensive either, only twelve yuan a pair. What do you think?”

    Black stockings held a fatal attraction for men. The visual contrast of black against white flesh was always a potent aphrodisiac.

    “Can we try them on?”

    “Young man, we can’t sell them if they’ve been tried on. Twelve yuan isn’t much for a pair.”

    Lu Li nodded. “Fine, I’ll buy them.” He took the stockings and turned around to see Sister Yameng frowning at him. “Li, don’t even think about it.”

    Lu Li clasped his hands together, putting on a pitiful expression. “Sister, please, just this once, please…”

    Zou Yameng couldn’t resist her brother’s pleading. After a brief internal struggle, she relented. “Just this once. Don’t make it a habit.”

    With a final glare at Lu Li, she took the skirt and stockings and headed towards the fitting room.