Category: I Don’t Want to Be Reborn With You

  • I Don’t Want to Be Reborn With You v2c30

    Chapter 30: Chen Jianing, Are You Crazy?

    Sister Yameng’s shout startled him. He subconsciously reached for his pants, about to yell, “Don’t open the door!” But then he remembered that he was at An Baili’s new place, and his sister was just calling from next door. An Baili grabbed his arm, her expression truly pitiful. “Are you leaving now, after we’ve come this far?”

    “Sister Yameng is back.” Lu Li had a feeling that if he ignored his sister and continued, it would lead to some irreversible consequences. “I’m very satisfied with your birthday gift, Baili. Let’s stop here for today.”

    An Baili couldn’t help but feel dejected. “Another Zou Yameng…”

    “What?” Lu Li didn’t catch her mumbling.

    “Nothing.”

    After getting dressed, Lu Li pressed his ear against the door, listening for any movement next door like a thief. Hearing his sister unlocking the door, he waited for a while before cautiously opening the door and leaving. Before leaving, he gave a apologetic look to the sullen An Baili. He wasn’t in a hurry. After all, An Baili had moved next door. There were plenty of opportunities in the future, it wasn’t just about this one night.

    Zou Yameng was busy in the kitchen. Hearing the sound of the door opening, she knew Lu Li was back. While stir-frying, she asked, “Little Li, why are you back so late today? Were you kept after school?”

    Lu Li calmly put his backpack on the ground, then suddenly noticed some unknown liquid on the strap, obviously from their earlier activities. He took out a tissue to wipe it while replying, “Ah, yes, I was. The homeroom teacher talked to me for a while.”

    Zou Yameng turned off the stove and asked in surprise, “What happened? Why did the homeroom teacher call you in?” In Sister Yameng’s mind, being called in by the teacher usually wasn’t a good thing. She took off her apron and came out of the kitchen with a plate of fragrant stir-fried eggplant. She saw Lu Li sitting upright. For some reason, she suddenly felt that Lu Li was acting a bit suspicious today, not as natural as usual.

    “It was about the Academic Competition. I have to go to Mulan City to compete next month.” The highest level of lying was to mix truth and falsehood, making it hard to distinguish.

    So he was called in by the homeroom teacher, no wonder he didn’t reply to her messages. Zou Yameng nodded inwardly. If Lu Li hadn’t come back, she would have gone looking for him.

    “Wow, it smells so good.” Lu Li rubbed his stomach. “I’m starving.” He was indeed hungry. He had expended quite a bit of energy. If only he could sleep after eating.

    “Little birthday boy, don’t worry, I brought you a tea-oil roasted duck. Hehe, smell it, isn’t it fragrant?” Sister Yameng brought out another dish of roast duck. “Happy birthday, Little Li, you’re another year older~ It’s a pity that cakes are too expensive, so let’s use a candle instead.”

    Seeing his sister’s sincere smile, Lu Li felt a pang of guilt and discomfort in his heart. He suddenly felt like a terrible person. Sister Yameng excitedly placed a red candle next to the dishes. “Let’s use this instead. Little Li, make a wish.” Lu Li responded with an “oh,” but his movements stopped. He didn’t know what to wish for. To succeed in his studies? High school studies were no longer a problem for him. As long as he saved enough money, he could go to a good university. To make money? His game was already taking shape, and he was gradually gaining fans. Making money was just a matter of time. Then what should he wish for?

    Suddenly, an idea came to him. Lu Li closed his eyes and blew out the single red candle.

    I hope they will always be happy.

    “What did you wish for?”

    “Sis, it won’t come true if I say it out loud.”

    “It’s okay if you tell your sister.”

    “What kind of special exception is that?”

    “It’s a special exception for your sister.”

    “I wished for you to always be happy, Sis.”

    Sister Yameng suddenly fell silent. She stared at Lu Li, looking flustered. “Is, is that so? I, I’m very happy now.” Lu Li looked at her strangely, keenly sensing that his sister seemed to have misunderstood something. Then he shook his head inwardly and didn’t dwell on it. Sister Yameng would never harm him. No matter what she was thinking, he would support her 100%.

    He took a bite of the roast duck. It tasted good, not as good as the delicacies from his past life, but it had a unique flavor of warmth. For many people, the taste they would remember for a lifetime was the aroma of their mother’s cooking. But for Lu Li, his sister was the person he would cherish forever. After a few bites, he suddenly saw Sister Yameng leaning in, sniffing him like a puppy. Lu Li’s heart skipped a beat. He had been careless! Sister Yameng’s sense of smell was always sharp. She had smelled Chu Jingyi’s scent before!

    “What’s that smell?” Sister Yameng frowned her beautiful eyebrows. “It’s strange, a bit fishy, a bit fragrant. Did you go to the market?”

    “A female teacher in the office used some cheap perfume. It’s probably the smell from that.” Lu Li tried his best to cover up his lie.

    One lie needed more lies to cover it up. Lying was always the most regrettable act.

    “Is that so?” Sister Yameng trusted him a lot. Even though the lie was full of holes, she still half believed it.

    Perhaps because it was Lu Li’s birthday, Sister Yameng didn’t press further. She straightened his collar and said dotingly, “Look at you, you even buttoned your top button wrong. How old are you? Take off your clothes later, I’ll wash them for you.” Lu Li obediently agreed, his heart finally settling down.

    What would happen if he told his sister the truth? Lu Li looked at Zou Yameng as she ate delicately, her figure vaguely overlapping with the haggard and dejected Zou Yameng from his past life. A sense of loss and emptiness enveloped him. It’s better this way. It’s better this way. He licked his chopsticks and forced a smile. “Sis, how did you cook this eggplant? It’s delicious.”

    “Hehe, let me tell you, I first…”

    After a satisfying and heartwarming dinner, Sister Yameng went back to her own apartment to take a shower. Lu Li turned on his computer and checked the game data. Speaking of which, this computer was “lent” to him by Chu Xiaodong, but Chu Xiaodong never mentioned returning it. Lu Li increasingly felt that this computer was a gift from Chu Jingyi, given to him through her father. Speaking of Chu Jingyi, Lu Li thought of their conversation this evening and couldn’t help but rub his temples.

    One problem after another. He didn’t know what Silly Goose’s attitude was now.

    With a heavy heart, Lu Li logged onto the Valve platform. His personal homepage was flooded with red exclamation marks, all violation warnings from the system. The earliest one was from last night, saying that his game contained illegal content and asking him to rectify it immediately. A few more notifications came two hours later, saying that his game page had been temporarily blocked and asking him to provide feedback on the rectification progress in the backend.

    Illegal content? Absolutely impossible... Lu Li had been in this industry for many years and had a very precise grasp of the boundaries. How could he suddenly be reported for violating laws and regulations?

    This indie game was Lu Li’s passion project, directly related to his future plans. He anxiously clicked into the backend and was dumbfounded after looking at it for a while.

    It wasn’t his game that violated the rules, but the comment section. A large number of level zero accounts had posted pornographic images and links to pyramid schemes and gambling websites in his comment section. He had been attacked by trolls! There was only one person who would do this, someone who had said to him, “Just you wait,” a troublesome woman!

    Lu Li felt the world spinning. Anger, frustration, and regret intertwined, all culminating in a loud roar:

    “Chen Jianing, are you crazy?!”

    Outside the window, migrating geese turned into black dots against the setting sun. Perhaps this symbolized the end of the bittersweet autumn.

  • I Don’t Want to Be Reborn With You v2c29

    Chapter 29: A Long-Awaited Reunion

    Men always like to find excuses for themselves when they’re driven by lust, such as being drunk or acting impulsively. Lu Li was now finding a perfectly good excuse for himself: the hormones of puberty were raging. The girl before him, playing hard to get, overlapped with the image of the young woman from his memories. A sense of forbidden thrill made his mouth dry.

    Before he could make a move, An Baili leaned closer, her warmth radiating through her skin. “Li, can you help me take it off?” Her eyes were hazy, as if filled with autumn water. Her arms wrapped around Lu Li’s neck, and one of her beautiful legs was already hooked around his waist. Lu Li’s breathing quickened. He wrapped one arm around An Baili’s slender waist and the other around her leg, his hand restlessly caressing her smooth skin.

    They kissed passionately, their tongues intertwined, saliva mingling like converging rivers, like two dragons entwined. As he kissed An Baili, Lu Li’s hand reached down, not in a hurry to remove the band-aid, but tracing the outline of her cameltoe, teasing the sensitive bud with his fingertip.

    An Baili’s gasps grew more urgent, even forgetting to kiss back, murmuring incoherently, “I want it.” The blush on her cheeks added a touch of allure, the girl’s innocence and the woman’s charm perfectly combined in one person, a true gift from heaven. An Baili was always willing to be submissive in bed, which was one of her ways of keeping Lu Li by her side.

    Lu Li felt his pants tightening, his manhood burning with desire. He suppressed his urge slightly, not rushing to mount her, but instead began to peel off the two band-aids on her chest. Compared to the rough touch of his fingers on one of her nipples, his nails gently scratched the edge of her areola and nipple, the subtle yet persistent sensation making An Baili’s shoulders tighten as she snuggled into his arms. “Come in, please… don’t, don’t tease me anymore…” Her words were broken and breathless.

    Of course, he couldn’t be so hasty. The more sufficient the foreplay, the more intense the pleasure of the climax. Words, expressions, techniques, and positions were all part of the foreplay, and there was much to learn.

    Lu Li’s hand slowly slid down to An Baili’s lower body. As soon as he touched the last band-aid, he felt moisture on his fingertips. The band-aid was about to come off on its own.

    “Are you this wet already?”

    “Mmm…” She bit her lower lip. “I’ve always wanted to be with you…”

    “How much?”

    “Very, very much.” An Baili kissed him again. “I’ve wanted it my whole life.”

    Touched by her words, Lu Li gently peeled off the band-aid and started to undo his pants. An Baili was clearly lost in passion. As she kissed him, she clumsily helped him take off his pants. Halfway through, her cool, jade-like hand grasped his scorching manhood.

    “To the bed…” An Baili had just finished a wet kiss, her breath still ragged, and she tried to lead him to the bed. But Lu Li wouldn’t comply. He turned her around, holding her from behind, his manhood pressing against her round, white buttocks, finding the entrance between her hills. He didn’t rush to penetrate, but teased her with his burning shaft, rubbing it against her labia, making her legs clamp tightly together. The juices flowing from her honey pot coated his shaft, making the head gleam, seeming to enlarge it even further.

    He moved his hips, faster and faster. An Baili’s beautiful legs intertwined, her body trembling slightly, her eyes becoming glazed. Suddenly, Lu Li felt An Baili’s waist tighten, realizing she was about to climax. He quickly lifted her legs, holding them apart like a parent helping their son pee.

    “No, no… wuwu…” An Baili still retained a shred of consciousness. She tried to cover her face and her exposed lower body, but before her hands could reach, the delicate flesh of her honey pot contracted, a surge of clear, glistening fluid gushing out. Her feet arched, and her words were replaced by a moan of pure pleasure.

    “…You’re bullying me again…” After a while, An Baili said weakly. “Are you still going to come inside? I, I want to rest for a bit…”

    “Didn’t you ask me to come inside?”

    “Ugh… Not, not anymore.”

    “I’m not finished yet.”

    Lu Li’s manhood twitched slightly, seemingly announcing its achievements proudly.

    “Can I use my mouth?”

    Lu Li gently hummed in agreement. “I touched you down there just now, is that okay?”

    “As long as it’s you, anything is okay.” An Baili’s legs regained some strength. Her snowy white body slowly crouched down, her red lips parting slightly. She paused for a moment, seemingly unsure where to start. “Why does it feel bigger than before?” It might have grown a little. Lu Li’s diet hadn’t been bad lately, so he might have developed better.

    An Baili couldn’t take it all in her mouth, so she sucked on the tip, taking small sips. Worried that Lu Li wouldn’t be satisfied, she tilted her head and licked the entire length of his shaft, her beautiful eyes looking up, constantly observing Lu Li’s reaction. Lu Li let out a moan of pleasure, feeling An Baili’s little tongue moving back and forth on his manhood. He couldn’t help but press An Baili’s head down, a sense of conquest welling up in his heart.

    After fumbling for a while, An Baili finally found the rhythm, her tongue rubbing against the base of his glans, her sucking becoming louder, her lewd saliva coating his entire shaft. Lu Li suddenly pressed down on An Baili’s head, forcing her to take him fully into her mouth. The next second, with a tremor in his waist, Lu Li’s pent-up essence erupted. An Baili’s small mouth couldn’t contain it all, and milky white liquid spilled from the corners of her lips.

    An Baili gave him a reproachful look and swallowed all the essence with a few gulps. “You didn’t even warn me.”

    Lu Li chuckled and pointed at his manhood. “It’s still hard. Can I go in now?”

    An Baili responded softly, lying on the bed and slowly spreading her labia, revealing her pink flesh. “I’m still a virgin, be gentle with me.” Lu Li hummed in agreement, lifted his manhood, aligned it with her honey pot, and teasingly rubbed it back and forth a couple of times, making An Baili pout. “Hurry up~”

    Lu Li lifted his manhood, slapped her plump mound a few times, and was about to charge in when he suddenly heard footsteps outside the door, followed by a familiar voice that instantly brought him back to reality from the sea of lust.

    “Lu Li? Why is the door locked? I’m coming in~”

    It was Sister Yameng!

  • I Don’t Want to Be Reborn With You v2c28

    Vol 2 Chapter 28: Lu Li’s Birthday (Part 2)

    An Baili watched Chu Jingyi’s retreating figure and nudged Lu Li lightly. “Why are you bullying Jingyi? Her expression made my heart ache. You’re so mean.”

    I wasn’t deliberately bullying her. Lu Li defended himself in his mind. He opened the gift box Chu Jingyi had given him. As expected, it was a brand new notebook, along with a fountain pen. It wasn’t expensive, just a thirty-yuan pen from the student supermarket. Lu Li felt a little disappointed, not because he disliked the cheap gift, but because he had hoped that the Class Monitor would give him something different. A pen and a notebook, anyone could give those as birthday gifts. It was a very insincere gift.

    The disappointment only lasted for a moment. Lu Li didn’t dwell on it, assuming that Silly Goose was just bad at expressing herself.

    “Happy birthday, dear.” An Baili said with a smile. “I didn’t prepare a gift, can I owe you one?”

    “Sure.” It didn’t really matter whether An Baili gave him a gift or not. Reconciling with her was already the best gift. Soon, the Class Monitor returned to her seat after checking attendance. She looked a little listless, as if she had something on her mind. Lu Li glanced at her, but decided to hold back his questions. Suppressing curiosity was one of the ways for a man to maintain his charm, and it was an art to not pry into everything.

    An Baili, on the other hand, had no such reservations. She pulled the Class Monitor aside and started whispering girl talk. “Jingyi, why did it take you so long?”

    Chu Jingyi was someone who couldn’t keep secrets. “I, I went to see the homeroom teacher, to… to ask to change seats.”

    Lu Li’s ears perked up.

    “It’s not that I don’t want to be your deskmate anymore, but… but I can’t see the blackboard clearly from the back, it’s not very convenient.” Chu Jingyi explained again, afraid that An Baili would misunderstand. “Even if I sit in the front, I can still come and play with you, with you two after class.”

    An Baili felt a mix of emotions and simply replied with an “oh.” On the one hand, she did want to have more alone time with Lu Li. On the other hand, she also liked Chu Jingyi, this pure girl. The other girl’s current state reminded her of her past self. When she saw Lu Li getting closer and closer to Wen Hupo, she felt the same way.

    It was jealousy. The timid her would show her jealousy, she would act up and make a fuss. On the other hand, the generous Chu Jingyi would withdraw into a corner like a hedgehog when she was jealous. An Baili knew this kind of girl’s thoughts all too well. She glanced at Lu Li, who was eavesdropping with his ears perked up, and pinched his back hard. “It’s all your fault.”

    “What?”

    “Nothing!”

    The day’s classes ended quickly. Chu Jingyi left early. Usually, she was the last to leave the classroom, locking the door, checking the hygiene, and wiping the blackboard. Lu Li called out to Silly Goose a few times, but she walked away as if she hadn’t heard him.

    Chu Jingyi walked to the school gate with her backpack on her back, and only then did she remember that she had forgotten her umbrella. But with something weighing on her mind, the girl was reluctant to turn back. She was worried that if she turned back, she would see Lu Li and An Baili being lovey-dovey again. This girl originally didn’t have a real understanding of the concept of boyfriend and girlfriend. She thought it was just going to school and eating together, wasn’t that the same as usual? But this morning, when she saw Lu Li taking care of An Baili so meticulously, Silly Goose felt something fermenting in her heart, like a moldy cabinet on a rainy day, or a jar of pickled cucumbers that had been knocked over in the kitchen. That indescribable feeling lingered in her heart, unforgettable.

    This wasn’t just friendship… Even someone as clumsy as her finally realized this. Good friends wouldn’t feel sad.

    Then what kind of relationship was it?

    Silly Goose didn’t walk in the direction of home, but wandered aimlessly on the commercial street outside the school. There were young couples walking hand in hand everywhere, chatting and laughing, while she was alone and forlorn. It started to drizzle, and Silly Goose found a restaurant and crouched under the eaves at the entrance to avoid the rain, looking extremely pitiful. She didn’t want to go home, and she didn’t want to go back to school to get her umbrella. She just wanted to walk around, anywhere, as long as she didn’t see Lu Li.

    A young couple holding an umbrella passed by her. The girl said to her boyfriend unhappily, “You still say you don’t like her? You even bought her egg tarts, I want some too!”

    “Don’t be silly, I just treat her like a little sister. Why are you always jealous?”

    “If I didn’t like you, who would be jealous?”

    The couple walked away, but their words still lingered in Silly Goose’s mind. Just as she was lost in thought, a figure appeared in front of her. “Silly girl, you forgot your umbrella.”

    Lu Li stood in front of her, holding an umbrella, smiling casually. He handed her the beautiful blue umbrella with a wave pattern, but Chu Jingyi didn’t immediately take it. Instead, she turned her head to look at the person behind Lu Li. “…Where’s Baili?”

    “She had something to do and went home first.”

    “Why are you here too?”

    “Silly girl, I’ve been following you. Why did you run to the commercial street instead of going home? And you’re squatting at the entrance of a store, the owner has been looking at you.”

    Chu Jingyi blushed. “I just wanted to clear my head.”

    Lu Li pulled Silly Goose up. “Come celebrate my birthday with me.”

    This time, she didn’t refuse. “Okay.”

    Chu Jingyi wanted to open the second umbrella, but Lu Li stopped her. “One umbrella is enough. You hold the umbrella too low and keep poking my neck.” Chu Jingyi obediently huddled under Lu Li’s black, broken umbrella. After a long time, she hesitantly said, “Lu Li, do you think I’m sick?”

    “What kind of sick?”

    “Do you think I like you?” This question was very abrupt, and Lu Li couldn’t help but look down at Chu Jingyi, who was only as tall as his shoulders. The girl looked at him blankly, her eyes as clear as the autumn sky, dazed and infatuated. Did she even understand what liking someone meant?

    A fine rain as soft as butter falls on Heavenly Street, the grass seems near yet far when viewed from afar. This is the best time of spring, surpassing even the willows and flowers filling the capital.

    The light rain fell on the tiles, pitter-patter, drop by drop. It was already late autumn, but Lu Li felt that the scenery in front of him was even more beautiful than the early spring when everything sprouted.

    “Why do you say that?”

    “I feel like I’m sick. I don’t want to see you, and I don’t want to see Baili. You’re both my good friends, my important friends. But why do I feel this way? Is this jealousy? Lu Li, is this what jealousy feels like?” Her confused expression made Lu Li’s heart ache. “Shouldn’t I feel this way… I’m sorry, I’ve never felt this way before, I, I don’t know what to do to feel better. Lu Li, can you tell me the answer?”

    The answer? Lu Li remained silent for a long time, wandering in the drizzle with Chu Jingyi. Perhaps Chu Jingyi already had the answer in her heart, so why did she ask?

    Lu Li slowly opened his mouth, letting the wind carry away his words. Chu Jingyi listened intently, speechless.

    ***

    At five o’clock in the afternoon, Lu Li returned to the low-rent district. He immediately saw a roughly cut A4 paper stuck to his door with a large left arrow drawn on it. Was it someone’s prank? His sister wasn’t back yet, so it could only be a prank, right? Lu Li followed the direction of the arrow and saw that the door of the apartment next door was ajar, as if a new tenant had moved in.

    A realization dawned on Lu Li. He remembered the clanging sound he heard from next door early in the morning and An Baili’s late arrival today. Was she moving in this morning?

    Lu Li knocked gently on the neighbor’s door. “Hello, is anyone there?”

    There was no response. Lu Li hesitated for a moment, then slowly pushed the door open. He felt like this was one of An Baili’s tricks. After pushing the door open, he entered a clean living room. A note was stuck on the right side, which read: “Please close the door after you enter (((o(゚▽゚)o)))♡”. It was indeed An Baili’s handwriting. What was she up to? Lu Li closed the door and continued walking deeper into the apartment, following the arrows on the wall to the bedroom. His expression gradually became more and more interesting.

    There was a huge gift box in the bedroom, so big that it could fit an entire An Baili inside.

    “Baili, what are you doing?”

    The gift box moved, and suddenly the lid was pushed open. An Baili poked her head out. “You already guessed it was me, there’s no surprise at all.” An Baili had even dressed up specially. Not only that, but she also had a large ribbon tied on her head.

    “Happy birthday, Li! This is my birthday present for you~”

    An Baili jumped out of the gift box, with a hint of shyness, a hint of joy, and a hint of anticipation. Lu Li only then noticed that An Baili was almost naked. Her jade-white body shimmered under the light, a few red ribbons barely covering her key parts. An Baili awkwardly shielded her body. “I’m still not used to this… Did you close the door properly?”

    A young woman’s body was always youthful and beautiful. It was a little different from the An Baili he remembered, more youthful, more tender, and more alluring. Her waist was like a willow branch, her skin as white as jade. Upwards, two rabbits greeted the moon, and downwards, a landscape of hills and valleys. Her skin flushed a charming pink from shyness, her cheeks rosy, like a drunken imperial concubine. Lu Li couldn’t help but stare.

    Seemingly satisfied with Lu Li‘s reaction, An Baili became bolder. She gently untied the ribbons wrapped around her body, revealing her nakedness underneath. No, it wasn’t completely accurate to say she was naked. She had three band-aids strategically placed, but the third one was starting to peel off due to moisture. An Baili blushed, suppressing her shyness. “Li, when are you going to unwrap this gift?”

  • I Don’t Want to Be Reborn With You v2c27

    Vol 2 Chapter 27: Lu Li’s Birthday (Part 1)

    The temperature in Chuanhai dropped subtly. At some point, students had switched to sweaters and jackets, and the loudspeakers in the Low-Rent District were constantly broadcasting reminders to “keep warm.” Lu Li drew back the curtains and saw the morning city shrouded in a continuous drizzle, finally realizing that autumn in Chuanhai was shorter than he had imagined.

    He was awakened by a clanging sound from next door. His alarm was set for six, still three minutes away. Lu Li turned it off, hoping his sister could sleep in. Sister Yameng’s sleeping posture was, as always, less than graceful. His left arm was numb when he got out of bed. He had shifted slightly during the night, and Sister Yameng had mumbled and pushed him away, “You’re pressing on my hair.” He drew the curtains closed and turned, meeting his sister’s slowly opening eyes.

    “Good morning, Sis.”

    “Little Li…” She was still drowsy. “Happy birthday.”

    Lu Li was stunned for a moment, then a happy smile spread across his face. “Oh, it’s my birthday.” Today was October 22nd, his birthday. Sister Yameng mumbled in acknowledgement and actually lay back down, her eyes still closed, asking, “Hmm~ what time is it…”

    Lu Li didn’t answer, just looked at her tenderly. Soon, Zou Yameng fell back asleep. Lu Li covered her with the blanket, shook his numb arm, and went to the bathroom to wash up. His hair had grown a bit long, messy and resembling a bird’s nest. Lu Li pinched his bangs, thinking about when he should get a haircut. Usually, Sister Yameng would cut his hair, and she seemed to like him having this medium-length, messy hair. Lu Li actually preferred a clean-cut buzz cut, easy to manage and more masculine.

    “Sister Yameng, I’m going to school.” Although his sister was asleep, Lu Li still liked to say goodbye. It gave him a sense of belonging, like a wanderer returning home.

    Opening his tattered umbrella, Lu Li carefully navigated a puddle. Raindrops hit the black umbrella surface like pearls falling on a jade plate, creating a pitter-patter sound that evoked contemplation. If the Enter key was a catalyst for modern poetry, then rain was the flint for emotions. In the rain, one’s thoughts tended to wander far and wide, not in an uplifting way, but with a touch of inexplicable melancholy.

    The drizzle made the already distant seem even further away. Pedestrians on the road held umbrellas, their faces hidden beneath the canopies. Cars drove silently on the road, only their windshield wipers swaying lonely. The continuous rain seemed to thicken the barriers between people. The world was gray, the wind cold and chilling, until Lu Li reached the school gate and saw a colorful figure. Suddenly, even the wind felt warmer.

    Chu Jingyi held a lovely blue umbrella with a wave pattern, wearing a long skirt, and was carefully lifting the hem to cross a puddle in front of her. She looked adorable, afraid of getting her skirt dirty, seemingly hesitating whether to take a detour. Lu Li walked up to her and gently pinched Silly Goose’s small earlobe. “Good morning.” It was soft and cool, like pinching jelly.

    “Ah! Lu Li!” She turned around. “What are you doing! Don’t touch me.”

    “Let me carry you across.”

    “I, I can just take a detour.”

    “No one can see us here. I’ll carry you across quickly.” Lu Li wouldn’t let the roast goose that had flown into his mouth escape. Without further ado, he picked up Chu Jingyi. The Class Monitor was very light, and Lu Li didn’t find it difficult to carry her. Silly Goose struggled at first, but she was worried that she would make Lu Li fall, so she pouted and let him hold her like a zombie, her body stiff as a board.

    I’m going to tell Baili… Lu Li is a pervert. The little girl thought to herself.

    After crossing the puddle, Silly Goose saw that the soles of Lu Li’s shoes were wet, and her heart softened. “Are your feet wet? I’ll take you to the logistics department to change shoes later.”

    “It’s fine, the water didn’t get inside the shoes.”

    “Oh… Where’s Baili? Didn’t she go to school with you?”

    “She’s busy with something recently.”

    Chu Jingyi suddenly laughed, covering her mouth with her hand. “What kind of hairstyle is that? Why did you come out with a bird’s nest on your head?”

    Lu Li scratched his hair. “Really? I think it’s fine.”

    “It’s ugly. Lower your head.” Chu Jingyi made Lu Li bow his head, then reached out her small hand and carefully smoothed out his messy hair. “There, much better now.” Her face suddenly flushed red as she realized that this action was a bit intimate. She quickly looked around, relieved to see that no one was paying attention to them.

    The two swiped their access cards and were about to reach the teaching building when Silly Goose suddenly said, “Right, that, that… happy birthday.”

    This was the second time Lu Li spaced out today. He paused for a while before chuckling self-deprecatingly. “Who am I? You even remember my birthday? I almost forgot myself…” He remembered back in middle school, when classmates would fill out student profiles, writing their names, birthdays, zodiac signs, and mottos. It seemed that only when one was young and innocent could one receive such birthday wishes. As he grew older, apart from the birthdays that An Baili celebrated with him, he usually only received automated birthday emails from WeChat.

    Was that a bit sad?

    A tattered black umbrella and a delicate blue umbrella stopped in front of the teaching building, letting the rain drip down their edges like thin threads.

    “What’s this?”

    “…Your birthday present.” Even the most beautiful sunset Lu Li had ever seen couldn’t compare to the blush on the girl’s face at this moment.

    He looked at the carefully wrapped gift in Chu Jingyi’s hand, wondering what was inside. If it was Chu Jingyi, the gift she would give him would probably be a pen or a notebook, right? Lu Li took the gift and replied softly, “Thank you.”

    A while after the two arrived in the classroom, An Baili finally showed up late. She seemed to have been running, her hair wet and plastered to her head from the rain. Since Lu Li had reconciled with her, An Baili had stopped dressing up deliberately. In her words, “It’s not for others to see, as long as you see it, it’s fine.”

    An Baili had a sensitive stomach and couldn’t stand the cold. Lu Li had already warmed a cup of water and added some brown sugar, which he borrowed from a female teacher in the office. Seeing An Baili clutching her stomach and sitting at her desk, Lu Li handed her the hot water. “Does your stomach hurt?”

    “Ugh… Good morning, Li~” He didn’t need to ask to know that her eyebrows were furrowed in pain.

    An Baili used to use heat packs to relieve menstrual cramps. Lu Li didn’t have any heat packs, so he handed her a hot water bottle.

    “Where did you get this? Did a girl give it to you?” An Baili suddenly became sharp. It was true, what man would carry a pink hot water bottle with him?

    Lu Li had bought it when he passed by a supermarket this morning. He was worried that An Baili wouldn’t be able to handle the cold weather, so he splurged and bought one.

    “Another girl gave it to me.”

    “Ugh…” As expected, An Baili’s face crumpled with grievance.

    “Just kidding. I bought it for you this morning. The tag is still on it.”

    “Hehe.” She instantly burst into a smile. “Love you~” An Baili was indeed a good actress. After so many years, she had already figured out Lu Li’s temperament.

    Chu Jingyi, who was sitting next to them, watched in a daze, speechless for a long time. Lu Li waved his hand in front of her. “Class Monitor, you should go check attendance.”

    “Oh, oh!” Chu Jingyi finally snapped out of it and quickly stood up. After taking two steps, she looked back at the two of them, who were chatting and laughing. A strange thought popped into her head: What birthday present would Baili give Lu Li?… Would my gift be worse than Baili’s?…

    There it was again… that feeling of tightness in her chest. Chu Jingyi discreetly pressed her hand against her chest, as if she could eliminate that uncomfortable feeling.

  • I Don’t Want to Be Reborn With You v2c26

    T/N: Yi Bao (怡宝) means “Little Treasure”, “Joyful Treasure”, etc. It is used like a nickname. I translated it before as “Little Treasure”, but since they use it constantly, I will maintain “Yi Bao” from now on.

    宝 (bao): treasure, jewel; precious, rare

    怡 (yi): happy; joyful harmony; pleasure, joy; be glad

    Chapter 26: A Foolish Answer

    The dinner atmosphere at the Chu family’s wasn’t as solemn as Lu Li had imagined. As the head of the family, Chu Xiaodong maintained a warm smile throughout, chiming in on every topic. The most talkative was Chu Jingyi’s mother, who mostly asked Lu Li and Chu Jingyi about their school life, recent meals, and other such things. The seven of them sat around the round table, chatting and laughing, enjoying a harmonious atmosphere. Lu Li enjoyed this warm family atmosphere and gradually relaxed, not as restrained as he was during his first visit.

    Chu Jingyi sat next to Lu Li. She was the most reserved at the dinner table, intentionally or unintentionally avoiding looking at Lu Li, whether she was picking up food or responding to conversations. Her beautiful legs were twisted together, making her extremely uncomfortable. Despite the discomfort, there was a glimmer of joy in her heart, but this joy was like a squirrel after a spring rain, disappearing into the bushes after a fleeting glimpse.

    After dinner, Aunt Wang came to clear the table. The two ladies of the Chu family took their daughter to play mahjong, while Secretary Long sat by the TV alone, watching “You From The Sun.” Chu Xiaodong, displaying his leadership aura, adjusted his belt and went out for a walk with Lu Li.

    The community seemed ordinary on the surface, but it held hidden wonders. After walking a few hundred meters inside and turning a corner on a gravel path, they arrived at a beautiful artificial lake. Trees rustled on both sides, and the lake surface shimmered. Chu Xiaodong looked at the lake and asked with a smile, “Xiao Lu, was dinner to your liking? My family doesn’t like to use much oil or salt in their cooking. It’s a bit bland, and I’m not used to it.”

    “It was delicious.” Lu Li smiled knowingly. “Less oil and salt is good for your health.”

    “You sound just like Yi Bao.” Chu Xiaodong shook his head with a smile. “She also likes to lecture me with books. Once a man gets married, his status at home drops lower and lower.”

    He changed the subject. “Xiao Lu, what do you think of An Gulai?”

    What did he think? From a politician’s perspective, the most valuable thing about An Gulai was his family background. Lu Li wasn’t sure of Chu Xiaodong’s intentions, so he replied tentatively, “There must be a reason why someone is pitiful. Spending the rest of his life in prison is the most fitting outcome for him.”

    “What about the death penalty?” This question was very abrupt, and Lu Li’s footsteps faltered. He looked at Chu Xiaodong in surprise. The latter was still calmly gazing at the lake, as if asking about something very ordinary.

    Death. It was the ultimate destination of humanity, humanity’s greatest fear, and also society’s most extreme punishment for a person. An Gulai deserved to die, but Lu Li shouldn’t be the one to advocate for it, because An Gulai was, after all, An Baili’s father, or rather, her adoptive father. So Lu Li answered carefully, “He should be judged strictly according to the law. If he meets the criteria for the death penalty, he should not be spared.”

    Chu Xiaodong suddenly laughed. “Xiao Lu, where did you learn to speak like a bureaucrat? The report you gave me was the same, full of empty rhetoric. That’s not a good habit.”

    Really? Those were sentences Lu Li had copied from the Shenzhou Daily.

    “Then let it be life imprisonment.” With just a few words, An Gulai’s fate was decided, even though the formal trial hadn’t even begun. Cold sweat broke out on Lu Li’s back. He had always thought of Chu Xiaodong as too benevolent, subconsciously forgetting that he was an official who held absolute power in Chuanhai.

    “Yi Bao is my only child.” One moment he was talking about An Gulai, the next he suddenly jumped to Chu Jingyi. Lu Li roughly guessed the Prime Minister’s intentions. “I only have two wishes in this life. One is to contribute to the construction of our country, and the other is to let Xiaomin and Yi Bao live a carefree life. But life is short, and I will eventually leave this world before them. What if my daughter is wronged then?”

    “Jingyi is blessed, she won’t be wronged.” Lu Li imagined Chu Jingyi living on the streets. Well, he hoped that would never happen.

    “She will eventually get married. If she marries the wrong person, who will stand up for her? Jingyi is soft-hearted. If she is bullied by her husband, she will only endure it.” Chu Xiaodong’s expression was somewhat sad. “I didn’t think much about it before, but as my daughter grows up, I worry more and more as a father. This kind of thing can’t be solved by status or power.”

    He suddenly looked up, his eyes sharp as he stared at Lu Li. “Xiao Lu, do you like Yi Bao? I mean, do you like her romantically?”

    Here it comes.

    Lu Li’s mind sharpened. Chu Xiaodong’s question came more suddenly than he expected. If he were really a sixteen or seventeen-year-old boy, he would definitely be caught off guard by this sudden question.

    “Yes.” Lu Li nodded frankly, his eyes clear and innocent. “I like Chu Jingyi. I like her purity, I like her kindness.” There was nothing to be ashamed of. This was his true heart, unshakeable and unwavering.

    Chu Xiaodong smiled. Lu Li’s answer didn’t surprise him. In fact, as early as when Lu Li and Chu Jingyi had a conflict in their first year of high school, the boy’s information had been placed on his desk. He already knew what kind of child Lu Li was, perhaps even better than Chu Jingyi did.

    “Do you only like her?” This was the Prime Minister’s trump card. This question was asked lightly, but it weighed heavily on Lu Li’s heart.

    A long silence followed. Chu Xiaodong wasn’t in a hurry, and he continued strolling with Lu Li by the artificial lake.

    “Not just her.” A very foolish answer. When Lu Li said these words, he already knew how foolish and shameless he sounded. It was such a blessing to meet a girl like Chu Jingyi, yet he was greedy and wanted more. However, the wisdom he had gained from living two lives told him not to lie in front of two types of people: the innocent and the extremely intelligent.

    Moreover, his own heart wouldn’t allow him to lie. He didn’t want to deny his feelings for An Baili, nor did he want to deny his lingering attachment to Wen Hupo. To make a false promise and then shamelessly enjoy the benefits brought by the Chu family, to use Chu Jingyi’s feelings for him as a bargaining chip for profit, that was the act of a villain. He was an ordinary man, but not a despicable villain.

    “I also like other people. It’s a ‘like’ written carefully, stroke by stroke.” After confessing frankly, Lu Li felt much more at ease.

    The expected anger didn’t come. Chu Xiaodong just shook his head.

    “I’ll be transferred back to the capital after the New Year.” The Prime Minister clasped his hands behind his back. “Yi Bao said she wants to finish high school in Chuanhai, and I’ll let her. But she’ll be alone in Chuanhai without anyone to look after her, and she might feel wronged. Xiao Lu, please keep an eye on her.”

    “You… aren’t angry?”

    “Life is not just about romance. Look further ahead. Character is a more valuable asset.” Chu Xiaodong sighed. “Honesty is a good quality, especially honesty with oneself. Xiao Lu, promise me three things.”

    “Tell me.”

    “First, don’t force Yi Bao to do anything against her will. Second, don’t touch her unless you propose to her. Third, don’t tell anyone about our conversation today.” Chu Xiaodong’s tone became increasingly serious, taking on the air of the Chuanhai Prime Minister. “Of course, you can also refuse. I will arrange for you to continue your studies in another city. But, if you agree and then break any of the above conditions, I can only ask you to carefully consider An Gulai’s fate.”

    It was a threat. This was why Chu Xiaodong brought up An Gulai. The Prime Minister had been setting the stage from the beginning of the conversation, creating an irresistible atmosphere. If it were a young person with weaker mental fortitude, they would have already fallen into his verbal trap and been completely controlled by him.

    “I promise.” There was nothing to be afraid of, nothing to refuse. Chu Xiaodong’s threat was the attitude a father in a high position should have. The fact that he could tolerate Lu Li’s answer of “Not just her” was enough to prove his extraordinary magnanimity.

    Foolishness and intelligence were only a fine line apart. The current Lu Li couldn’t know whether his answer today was foolish or intelligent, whether it had moved his future father-in-law. But there was one thing he knew for sure: he hadn’t betrayed his own heart, and that was enough.

    After the two returned to the Chu residence, Lu Li chatted with Chu Jingyi for a while before taking Secretary Long’s car back to the low-rent district.

    This ordinary yet extraordinary second visit was perhaps over. Lu Li didn’t know yet the profound impact his answer today would have on his future with Chu Jingyi.

  • I Don’t Want to Be Reborn With You v2c25

    Chapter 25: Too Criminal

    “Jiejie~(older sister)” A sweet, crisp voice came from outside the door. Lu Li raised an eyebrow. “Jiejie?” He looked the Class Monitor up and down. She didn’t look like an older sister at all.

    “She’s my cousin, but she likes to call me ‘Jiejie’.” Silly Goose opened the door to the audio-visual room, and the little girl immediately jumped into the Class

    Monitor’s arms, shaking her head like a playful puppy. “Jiejie, what are you doing with Jiefu(Older sister’s husband)?”

    Chu Jingyi, easily embarrassed, patted Long Jing’s bottom. “Don’t call him that, or I won’t hug you anymore! Who’s your Jiefu?”

    The little girl rolled her eyes and giggled, reminding Lu Li of Jerry from Tom and Jerry. She pointed at Lu Li. “Isn’t this handsome Gege my Jiefu? That’s what Auntie said~” Chu Jingyi jumped in a panic. “How, how could she say that? Lu Li is not your Jiefu! I hate him the most!”

    “I’m so heartbroken.” Lu Li pretended to wipe his eyes, even turning them red.

    “Ah, no, not that I hate you that much.” Silly Goose hurriedly turned back to comfort Lu Li, but seeing his unconcealed smile, she snorted and went downstairs, carrying Long Jing. “I’m going to help Aunt Wang. We have many guests today, she can’t handle it alone. Stinky Lu Li, stay here by yourself.”

    The little girl, however, broke free from Silly Goose and ran towards Lu Li. “Jiejie, you go ahead. I want to play with Jiefu~”

    “Don’t call him Jiefu.”

    “Jiefu, Jiefu, Jiefu, Jiefu!” Long Jing laughed so hard that her mouth opened wide, and Lu Li noticed that she was missing a front tooth, which made him lose his composure.

    After the two sisters bickered for a while, Chu Jingyi went downstairs to help Aunt Wang. The little girl skipped over to the computer, pointed at the screen, and asked, “Gege Lu Li, are you and Jiejie just listening to music alone together?” Lu Li gave the girl a strange look. Were kids so precocious these days? She was so well-behaved in the car before, was this her true nature showing?

    Lu Li wasn’t a master of alchemy and didn’t want to discuss such topics with this little girl. He simply steered the conversation towards music. “Yes, do you usually listen to music?”

    “I’m a very good singer.”

    “That’s amazing.” He said it flatly, without any emotion, his mind preoccupied with the adorable Chu Jingyi, not focused on coaxing a child. However, Long Jing angrily climbed onto the computer desk, put her hands on her hips, and stood in front of Lu Li, looking down at him. “Hmph, Jiefu, you don’t believe me!” This habit of putting her hands on her hips was exactly like Silly Goose.

    “Come down quickly, look at the footprints you’re making. Jingyi will be furious.” Lu Li finally understood how it felt to be a father. When a child acted up, it was hard to know whether to discipline them or not. Long Jing was wearing slippers and stepping directly on the membrane keyboard, humming and sneering smugly, looking very pleased with herself!

    “No!” The little girl bared her teeth, missing a front tooth. “Jiefu, listen to me sing. If you don’t, I won’t come down.”

    “Okay, okay, okay.” After all, she was a guest. If they were at his house, Lu Li would definitely hold her upside down and not let go until she cried for her parents. He took back his previous statement. Daughters could be troublesome too.

    Long Jing showed a proud expression, having gotten her way. After dawdling for a long time, she finally started singing properly. Lu Li thought it was just a child’s usual antics to get attention, but after listening to a few lines, he felt his ears itch, not physically – the little girl was singing a foreign pop song. Her pronunciation was average, but for some reason, it was extremely catchy. After just the first two lines, Lu Li couldn’t help but show a shocked expression.

    Technique in art was valuable, but genuine emotion was even more precious. The younger the artist, the more they tended to favor flashy techniques. On the other hand, artists who had been tempered by time preferred genuine expression in their works. Long Jing’s singing technique wasn’t particularly advanced, but she poured her heart and soul into the song, her expression intoxicated, her demeanor graceful. She didn’t look like an eight or nine-year-old girl, but like a soprano singing on a theater stage.

    Lu Li was mesmerized. He couldn’t help but sit down, close his eyes, and let the images conjured up by the song fill his mind.

    When the song ended, Lu Li felt a sense of longing for more. “Did you sing that?”

    “Are you stupid, Jiefu? I sang it right in front of you.” The little girl looked at him with disdain.

    The atmosphere was perfect, the stage effect was excellent, it was just that the singer was too young, her voice was too childish, and the song choice was too mainstream. But the flaws didn’t detract from the overall beauty. Long Jing was definitely the most talented person Lu Li had ever seen –

    Wait! He remembered!

    He suddenly knew who Long Jing was.

    The little girl suddenly noticed that Jiefu’s eyes had become intense, staring at her with a burning gaze. She couldn’t help but jump off the computer desk and back away timidly. “Jiefu, you’re being too criminal. Why are you looking at me like that?”

    In his previous life, there was a phenomenal singer who rose like a comet and quickly disappeared, her stage name was Longjing Tea. With her song “Sunday’s Sweet Water,” she swept the Chinese music scene, conquering the entire Shenzhou nation with her incredibly infectious singing. Unfortunately, this Longjing Tea(Lóngjĭngchá) mysteriously disappeared after releasing two albums. Her agent’s explanation was that she went back to college. But until the year Lu Li was reborn, Longjing Tea never made a comeback.

    No wonder he felt that this little girl looked familiar. Lu Li had worked with Longjing Tea in his previous life and had met her once. Thinking back carefully, her features were seven or eight points similar to this little girl’s.

    This is it. Lu Li had a flash of inspiration. This was the first selling point of his game! As long as he could trick this little girl into working for him, ah, no, invite her to contribute a song, his game would definitely become a hit.

    “Jiefu… if you keep looking at me like that, I’ll call Jiejie.” The little girl was indeed precocious. She had already retreated to the door, as if ready to bolt out at any moment.

    A child’s a cappella singing and a horror game were a perfect match. The stark contrast would create an amazing atmosphere. Lu Li was still thinking about the game, unaware that his smile had become a little creepy. “Little girl, that, you sing very well.” Little girl? Why did that make him sound like a pedophile?

    Lu Li cleared his throat and said seriously, “Little Jing, have you had vocal lessons? You sing so well.”

    “Jiefu, you’re drooling.”

    “Ah, that’s because I’m hungry.” He lied without blushing.

    Just then, Silly Goose’s voice came from downstairs. “You two, come down for dinner!”

    The little girl made a face at Lu Li and muttered, “Pervert Jiefu,” before dashing out the door, giving Lu Li no time to react. Lu Li stared at the little brat’s back in astonishment, wondering if he had been too obvious? The opportunity was too rare. If he could trick the future national singer into working for him…

    He shook his head, suddenly feeling that he was being too impatient. He patted his cheeks, adjusted his mentality, and went downstairs leisurely. As soon as he came down, he bumped into Chu Xiaodong, who had just returned home.

    Chu Xiaodong smiled warmly. “Xiao Lu, come over more often. Treat this place like your own home. I’ll go wash my hands first, you guys start eating.”

    He took two steps, passing Lu Li, and then the Prime Minister suddenly turned back. “Oh, Xiao Lu, walk with me after dinner?”

    Lu Li’s spirits lifted. He must have something to say to him, right? Was it about An Gulai?

    “Okay.”

  • I Don’t Want to Be Reborn With You v2c24

    Vol 2 Chapter 24: The Second Visit

    With all matters finally settled, Lu Li’s school life returned to its usual calm. In the following days, An Baili was busy moving. An Gulai’s assets were seized, and their original residence was sealed by the court. An Baili chose to move to the low-rent district – the vacant apartment next to Lu Li. The various inheritance procedures left her exhausted.

    Chu Jingyi seemed to have come to terms with things and was no longer angry with Lu Li, but she intentionally or unintentionally avoided him and An Baili.

    His sister’s leg had almost recovered, and she had resumed classes and returned to the women’s sports school for training. Lu Li, on the other hand, became the most idle person. The homeroom teacher found him and told him to focus on preparing for the Academic Competition next month.

    The day to visit the Chu family arrived. As usual, Lu Li brought a bag of fruit and waited for Secretary Long’s car outside the gate early. Secretary Long wasn’t wearing a suit today. He wore a rather old-fashioned polo shirt, and his belt was adorned with a jingling key chain. He looked ten years older. Sitting in the passenger seat was a gentle woman, Secretary Long’s wife, who also had the surname Chu.

    In the back seat sat a pink and jade-like little girl, with braided hair and dressed in pink, her big eyes curiously sizing up Lu Li.

    “Call him ‘Gege'(older brother).” Secretary Long seemed very relaxed today, smiling casually. “This is my daughter, Long Jing.”

    “Hello, Gege~” The little girl greeted him in a sweet voice. Lu Li smiled and said, “Uncle Long, your daughter is so well-behaved.”

    Secretary Long laughed heartily and ushered Lu Li into the car. The woman sitting in the passenger seat looked at Lu Li through the rearview mirror. She seemed like a quiet woman, much like Secretary Long. Lu Li greeted them politely. He couldn’t neglect etiquette. The higher the status and the older the person, the more they valued etiquette. After all, the order of rites and music was a self-imposed rope that maintained class interests, and adhering to it gave them a great sense of security.

    The little girl smiled sweetly, somewhat resembling Chu Jingyi, but her personality was much more lively than Silly Goose’s. As soon as Lu Li sat down, the little girl grabbed the corner of his clothes and said, “Gege, you are so handsome.”

    “You’re very beautiful too.” Lu Li liked children, especially well-behaved and well-mannered children.

    “Dad said you like Sister Jingyi, is that true?”

    Secretary Long, who was sitting in the front row, suddenly coughed a few times. “Children don’t know what they’re talking about. She’s just playing.”

    Long Jing suddenly exclaimed, “You’re the one who doesn’t know what you’re talking about. Mom, am I well-behaved?” The woman in the front row smiled gently. “Much more well-behaved than your dad.”

    “Blegh~” The little girl stuck her tongue out at her father’s seat, making everyone laugh. Lu Li felt a slight pang of emotion. Not having children in his past life was his biggest regret. His ideal family should consist of loving parents and obedient children. A daughter would be best, considerate and quiet, no amount of pampering would be too much. A son… forget it, if he didn’t get spanked with a belt, that would be considered good.

    Reborn into this life, would he have the chance to fulfill his long-cherished wish? What if An Baili still couldn’t get pregnant? Lu Li thought of Chu Jingyi for some reason. What would Silly Goose be like if she were pregnant? She would probably be the type to pat her big belly and tell stories to her unborn child every day.

    Besides, he always felt that Long Jing looked familiar, as if he had seen her somewhere in his past life, but when he tried to remember, he couldn’t.

    When they arrived at the Chu residence, Aunt Chu warmly welcomed them and repeatedly told Lu Li not to bring fruit next time. Lu Li listened while looking for Chu Jingyi. Silly Goose had been deliberately keeping her distance from him these past few days. Although they were still good friends, he always felt that there was a gap between them, and their relationship had returned to what it was before they went to Lingyue City.

    “Little Treasure, Lu Li is here, where are you hiding?” Aunt Chu seemed to see through Lu Li’s thoughts and shouted upstairs.

    “Coming, coming…” The Class Monitor finally came down the wooden stairs, and her eyes immediately fell on Lu Li. She was clearly dressed up today. She wore a blue-gray short-sleeved shirt with a bow tie, a dark blue pleated skirt, and her long hair was tied up, highlighting her youthful charm. Chu Jingyi’s legs were also long, but unlike Sister Yameng’s fleshy legs, Silly Goose’s legs were slender and straight, her skin as white as jade, flawless. Not only had she changed her clothes, but Lu Li even noticed that she was wearing lip gloss today.

    As soon as the Class Monitor came downstairs, she walked up to Lu Li and shyly pinched his waist. “Why are you looking at me like that? Everyone is watching.”

    Lu Li looked around and saw that Aunt Chu had already invited Secretary Long’s family to the living room, as if to give the young people some space.

    “You look very beautiful today.” Chu Jingyi was already a rare beauty, and dressing up made her even more dazzling.

    “Don’t I usually look good?”

    “You usually look good enough.”

    “Hmph~” It was obvious that she was enjoying the compliment. She hesitantly looked towards the entrance. “Didn’t Baili come? I invited her…”

    An Baili was a shy girl and wouldn’t come to this kind of family dinner. Silly Goose was clearly disappointed. Her simple emotions still hoped to have dinner with her second best friend.

    “Why are you dressed up so beautifully today?” Lu Li followed Chu Jingyi upstairs. “By the way, where is Uncle Chu?”

    “Am I? I, I always dress like this.” She was really bad at lying, her tongue getting tied.

    “Dad is in a meeting, he’ll be back later.” After saying this, the girl’s face was as red as a monkey’s butt, as if she was embarrassed by her mispronunciation.

    Lu Li couldn’t help but pinch her small nose. “Why are you so silly?”

    “You’re the silly one.”

    Chu Xiaodong was indeed busy. Lu Li had often heard his name on the news recently, saying that his term was coming to an end, and Chu Xiaodong was handing over some unfinished work.

    Silly Goose pushed his hand away and said coquettishly, “You can’t touch me anymore. You have a girlfriend, you can’t just touch other girls.” Lu Li’s mischievous side emerged, and he brought the finger that had pinched Silly Goose’s nose to his nostrils and sniffed. “Why is your nose so oily?”

    “Ah?” She actually touched her nose. “Really?”

    “Of course not.”

    “You’re so boring!” The girl pouted at him. “The music has been revised. Do you want to listen to it? If not, forget it.”

    “Yes, yes, yes.” Lu Li laughed happily, making the Class Monitor pinch the soft flesh on his waist again. “Hey, didn’t you say I can’t touch you? Why are you touching me?”

    “I can touch you, but you can’t touch me.” Chu Jingyi put her hands on her hips with a serious expression, looking just like she did when lecturing the class during class meetings. “Otherwise, I, I’ll tell Baili.”

    Lu Li stopped teasing her and obediently entered the audio-visual room. He put on his headphones and pressed the play button under Silly Goose’s expectant gaze. After a long time, the music ended, and Lu Li took off his headphones. “Impeccable. Jingyi, you’ve made great progress!” Unlike the compliments and comforting words he had given before, this time Lu Li was telling the truth. Chu Jingyi had not only rearranged the music according to his request, but had also added a lot of extra content.

    “Hehe.” As expected, Chu Jingyi giggled again, but she quickly restrained her smile. “It’s, it’s okay.”

    She was paying more and more attention to her image in front of Lu Li.

  • I Don’t Want to Be Reborn With You v2c23

    Vol 2 Chapter 23: The Monthly Exam Results

    “So, were you and Baili really a couple before?” Chu Jingyi rested her chin on her hand, the mist in her eyes not yet completely faded. “Did you two get back together today?”

    “Yes.” He had to give an explanation. It was better to be honest with Chu Jingyi. This girl was kind-hearted and would always find excuses for him in her heart.

    Chu Jingyi received the explanation, but she still couldn’t feel happy. She felt like she had lost something, and her heart was still a little heavy. “Then… what am I to you? You even kissed me…” She was asking herself more than she was asking Lu Li. The confusion in her watery eyes was heartbreaking.

    “What do you want to be?”

    “…Friends, I guess.” Then she shook her head. “I, I don’t know.”

    Lu Li sighed, somewhat regretting kissing Silly Goose that day. He rubbed the girl’s head. “Then I’ll still be your best friend.” The time wasn’t ripe yet. The current Silly Goose was too naive about love, and he wouldn’t do anything to rush her. He gently wiped away her tears. “Let’s go, let’s go back to class. The Class Monitor can’t be the one skipping class.”

    “Okay.”

    After taking two steps, Silly Goose suddenly turned back to look at him. “By the way, the monthly exam results will be out this afternoon.”

    “So fast?”

    “Yes, the papers are graded by computer. Actually, the multiple-choice scores were already out on the day of the exam. We were actually having self-study this morning because the teachers were all grading papers. That’s why I wasn’t skipping class.” After explaining herself, the Class Monitor turned and walked out of the botanical garden. She felt like she had gained something today, yet also lost something. She couldn’t quite put her finger on that strange feeling.

    Back in the classroom of Class 1, Liberal Arts, as expected, all the students were having self-study, and there was no teacher on the podium. Some advanced students had already started working on self-made practice papers for the college entrance exams. Just walking past these people gave Lu Li a sense of pressure. An Baili had also returned to her seat early and was looking out the window with her head tilted, wondering what she was thinking.

    Lu Li returned to his seat and heard An Baili and Chu Jingyi whispering behind him. He couldn’t hear what they were saying, but he vaguely heard his own name. The female deskmate sitting next to him looked at him with a knowing smile, but didn’t say anything. Lu Li felt uncomfortable being stared at and asked in a low voice, “What’s wrong with me?”

    “I wouldn’t dare to say anything about you.” The other party whispered, “Someone was badmouthing you today, and the Class Monitor punished him by making him clean the toilets for a week. No one in the class dared to make a sound, hehe…”

    Lu Li didn’t know how to respond and could only smile awkwardly. The morning self-study passed quickly. After lunch break, the teachers returned to the office one after another, bringing the monthly exam papers with them. Some impatient students were already crowding in front of the teacher’s office, inquiring about their scores and whether they were eligible to participate in the Academic Competition.

    Lu Li could hear the discussions in the corridor from afar:

    “I must have gotten at least 120 points in Chinese this time.”

    “How did you do?”

    “Oh, not very well, I didn’t have enough time to finish the paper.”

    “You always say that, and you always get high scores!”

    “Hey, what do you think Lu Li’s ranking will be this time? He skips class every day…”

    The following discussions were very low, drowned out by other noises, and Lu Li couldn’t hear them clearly. Lu Li was sitting with An Baili and Chu Jingyi in a corner of the classroom, casually chatting about some academic issues. He didn’t know what An Baili and Chu Jingyi had said, but Silly Goose’s mood suddenly improved a lot. She would occasionally steal glances at Lu Li, as if she was brewing some secret plan.

    “It’s too much… They’re just hoping that Lu Li will be last.” An Baili was now on Lu Li’s side. Hearing the discussions outside, she couldn’t help but protest in a low voice. But this girl only dared to mutter to herself. She probably wouldn’t dare to confront anyone directly.

    “Yeah. Actually, many people are curious how much your ranking will drop this time.” The Class Monitor said hesitantly. “Lu Li, how confident are you this time?”

    “Fifty-fifty.” He couldn’t be too confident. There were always unexpected events in life. Lu Li saying “fifty-fifty” was actually very modest.

    When the bell for class rang, the students who had been crowding outside the office finally returned one after another. As the saying goes, some were happy, some were worried. Some were so happy that they were skipping, occasionally doing a fadeaway jump shot, while others hung their heads, too ashamed to see anyone. This class was a class meeting. The homeroom teacher glanced at the students and noticed An Baili. “The monthly exam results are out. The school attaches great importance to this exam, so the teachers have been grading the papers urgently. However, some students unfortunately missed this monthly exam. You should pay more attention to your health and don’t miss important exams in life, understand?”

    “Now, let me briefly talk about the situation of this monthly exam.”

    “The results of this monthly exam are not very ideal. The difficulty of the questions was lower than that of the Academic Competition, but many students still failed to reach the passing line. The highest score in the grade was achieved by Jian Zihao from Class 3. He is the president of the Go Club, and he spends most of his time pondering black and white stones. You guys can’t even beat him, it’s really disappointing.”

    Lu Li noticed that some people were secretly glancing at him, as if observing his reaction. As expected, the top student in the grade wasn’t Lu Li this time. So what was Lu Li’s ranking?

    “However, Chen Yu from our class performed very well. She scored a total of 630 points in this monthly exam, ranking second in the grade and first in the class. Moreover, Chen Yu has made great progress, jumping from 17th to 2nd place, which is commendable.” The students applauded sparsely, and some couldn’t help but look at Lu Li with malicious glee.

    Lu Li didn’t know that he was actually being envied by many male classmates. It wasn’t envy for his grades, but envy for his close relationship with Chu Jingyi and An Baili. Many people wished that he would lose face in front of the beautiful girls.

    “I want to severely criticize Lu Li.” The homeroom teacher suddenly took out two test papers. “His learning attitude is very bad, and his ranking has dropped from first in the grade to eleventh. Lu Li, you must reflect on your learning attitude during this period!” His tone was very stern, and Lu Li was stunned. It was impossible. Even if he had written nonsense, he couldn’t have dropped out of the top ten, right?

    The homeroom teacher didn’t dwell on this matter. He asked Chu Jingyi to hand out the papers and then started talking about the Academic Competition. “The original plan was for the top ten students with a total score of 650 or above to participate in the Academic Competition. However, there wasn’t a single high-scoring student in the entire grade, so the teaching research group decided that each class would send one student. Just treat it as a trip to Mulan City to relax. We don’t expect you to win any awards.”

    One student from each class? It wasn’t about winning awards at all. Lu Li thought to himself. Chu Jingyi behind him suddenly poked him in the back and whispered, “Lu Li, it’s okay, there’s nothing fun in Mulan City anyway…” She was already comforting him? Lu Li was both amused and exasperated.

    “Our class will send Lu Li.” After announcing this, the homeroom teacher put down his book. “Self-study.” Everyone was stunned. Wait, you just criticized Lu Li, and now you’re giving him the spot? Shouldn’t it be Chen Yu? Lu Li turned his head and saw a plain-looking girl in the front row glaring at him with resentment, as if he had committed some heinous crime.

    “Teacher, why Lu Li?” The girl was Chen Yu. She stood up directly and asked, her tone harsh. Lu Li finally realized that he had been wrong about Chu Jingyi. Even when Chu Jingyi was at her angriest, her tone wasn’t this bad.

    “I have the highest score, why not me?” As expected of a student from a prestigious school, she had no respect for the teacher. Her questioning tone was like a superior questioning a subordinate.

    “Well, this is also the decision of the teaching research group.” The homeroom teacher wasn’t angry. “Although Lu Li’s score is low, it’s only because he didn’t fill in the multiple-choice answers for the last two exams, resulting in a very low score. The teachers of the teaching research group looked at his original answer sheet and decided to let Lu Li participate as our class representative after comprehensive consideration.”

    Indeed, Lu Li had been thinking about An Baili during the exams, and after handing in his papers early, he went to find her. He didn’t expect that he would forget to fill in the multiple-choice answers. No wonder the homeroom teacher said his attitude was bad, it turned out he was talking about this. However, the real reason he got the spot probably wasn’t this… Lu Li secretly glanced at the beaming Chu Jingyi. This girl seemed even happier than he was.

    “Lu Li, did you hear that? You got eleventh even though you didn’t fill in the multiple-choice answers!” The unpleasantness of the morning seemed to be forgotten. Silly Goose excitedly shook his shoulders.

    “Yes, yes, stop shaking, stop shaking. Look, Chen Yu’s eyes could kill.”

    “She wouldn’t dare.” The Class Monitor suddenly raised her head, her childish demeanor gone. “If she messes around, I’ll invite her parents to come.” Right, who could compete with Miss Chu in terms of parents? Lu Li was infected by her smile and couldn’t help but laugh. He suddenly felt a tug on his clothes and saw An Baili pouting, looking at him expectantly.

    This is going to be a lot of trouble in the future… He suddenly had this thought.

    But… the Academic Competition was in Mulan City, right? Mulan City seemed to be the city where Chen Jianing was. Should he visit Chen Jianing? Lu Li tapped his fingers lightly on the table, as if pondering a multiple-choice question with far-reaching consequences.

  • I Don’t Want to Be Reborn With You v2c22

    Chapter 22: The Last Step

    This was Chu Jingyi’s eighth time being elected as Class Monitor. She stood proudly on the podium, reading out the inviolable class rules. From childhood to adulthood, she had always been the Class Monitor, the Grade Leader, or the Student Council President, always at the highest level of the school hierarchy. Lazy students trembled when they saw her, rebellious students wouldn’t dare to act out in front of her. From Yiwan Elementary School to Chuanhai No. 1 High School, Chu Jingyi’s name was known throughout all the schools – she was Chu Xiaodong’s only daughter.

    Chu Jingyi didn’t like this feeling of being overly respected. Everyone who saw her would inevitably mention her father, her grandfather, and her family. “How is your esteemed grandfather recently?” “How is your respected father?” were the two phrases she heard most often, spoken by the principal and some precocious classmates. But she was the one standing in front of them speaking, why did they always associate her with her father and grandfather?

    This kind of life continued until her first year of high school, when Chu Jingyi encountered her first rebel. He was a handsome and quiet young man, not particularly well-groomed, simply wearing the school uniform, his bangs casually swaying in the wind. He was good-looking. This was Chu Jingyi’s first impression. He was clean, calm, and natural, always smiling, as if there was nothing in the world to worry about. If she only looked at his appearance, Chu Jingyi would never have guessed that he would be the problem student with the highest absentee rate in the next three years of high school.

    “His name is Lu Li, right? Lu Li, Lu Li, ‘So varied are their gatherings and dispersions’, ‘So dappled are their ups and downs’. It’s a nice name.” Chu Jingyi held the class roster and finally learned the name of the boy who was always alone.

    For the entire semester that followed, the name Lu Li left a deep impression on her – he was simply too much. Not only did he skip class meetings, but he also skipped morning readings. He would disappear in the middle of class, and he owed a total of seventeen apology letters. What was even more outrageous was that the homeroom teacher was actually covering for him. In Chu Jingyi’s world, students should be sitting in the classroom, discussing astronomy, geography, poetry, and romance, not disappearing all the time and being associated with strange rumors.

    At the beginning of the first year of high school, the homeroom teacher had asked each student about their goals and aspirations. Chu Jingyi remembered Lu Li saying that he wanted to go to college and make a lot of money, which drew snickers from many – of all the students in the class, only Lu Li’s dreams and aspirations were tainted with the smell of money. But if he wanted to go to college, why didn’t he study hard? His grades weren’t bad, but they were just average, still far from being able to go to college, right?

    Even though Lu Li repeatedly ignored the class rules, Chu Jingyi still planned to talk to him calmly and persuade him – she had always done this, and it had always worked. But after Chu Jingyi finished her long speech to the young man, she only received a disdainful look from Lu Li:

    “What you said is useless to me. You don’t have to worry about me.”

    Is it puberty? Chu Jingyi thought. The books said that when people reach adolescence, they will have a rebellious mentality. Lu Li must be going through puberty. In that case, as the Class Monitor, she should correct her misguided classmate. In the days that followed, Chu Jingyi simply paid attention to Lu Li silently, looking for a suitable opportunity.

    Unintentionally, Chu Jingyi memorized his habits – he always arrived at school just on time, was the first to leave after school, and it was said that he even secretly worked part-time outside of school. He liked to look into the distance, as if pondering some profound question. He didn’t seem to study much every day, but he always kept up with the teacher’s pace. When he encountered a difficult problem, he wouldn’t smile, but would only show a heart-wrenching expression. Nothing ever seemed to discourage him, and she had never seen him angry or lose his temper.

    Oh, and she had also seen a poem written by Lu Li. It was a modern poem written on the cover of his Chinese textbook. The words were simple and plain, not like a poem at all. She had seen the award-winning works of the students in the literature club, all of which were poems with gorgeous rhetoric and neat parallelism. Was Lu Li also a literature enthusiast?

    Every time there was a class meeting, Chu Jingyi’s gaze would always fall on Lu Li’s seat first. She always wondered if Lu Li would be obedient today.

    Their first conflict erupted suddenly. Chu Jingyi stopped him after school and said she wanted to invite his parents. She swore to God that she just wanted to correct Lu Li’s behavior. She still remembered Lu Li’s expression vividly. It was a mixture of disgust and incomprehension. “Class Monitor, can you please stop trying to do ideological work on me? I know what I want. Every time you talk to me, I get called to the Dean’s office for a lecture. You’re causing me a lot of trouble!”

    Chu Jingyi hurriedly shouted, “I didn’t snitch to the Dean!”

    “You know in your heart whether you did or not.”

    Misunderstanding bred anger. She grabbed Lu Li’s schoolbag and said with a stern face, “Your parents must come to school tomorrow!” Her voice was loud and attracted the attention of many students who hadn’t gone home. Lu Li’s expression darkened. “I can’t do that! I’m leaving. Please let go of me, okay?”

    “You’re not allowed to leave!”

    “…” Lu Li sat back down. “What do you want?”

    “For your parents to come to school.”

    “I said I can’t do that. What else do you want? Ask for something else.”

    “I want this.”

    Lu Li said in a low voice, “You’re being unreasonable.” He left his schoolbag behind and got up to leave. Chu Jingyi panicked and quickly grabbed the boy’s arm. “You’re not allowed to leave.” Lu Li shook her hand off, his voice slightly raised. “I don’t have parents. Do I have to shout it out here? Are you satisfied? I’m an orphan without parents?!”

    Chu Jingyi was stunned. She subconsciously felt that Lu Li was lying. Because she had never seen a real orphan in her life. Her peers might have been missing a father or a mother, but they could never be called “orphans.” The other students were whispering, not to her, but pointing at Lu Li. Chu Jingyi wanted to tell them to stop watching, but looking at Lu Li’s handsome face with a hint of anger, she didn’t know what to say.

    Piercing a young man’s pride was one of the greatest sins in the world. Chu Jingyi could only watch Lu Li leave in anger. That day, the little girl didn’t eat her dinner comfortably. At the dinner table, she asked her all-powerful father, “Dad, are there any orphans at Chuanhai No. 1 High School?”

    “I don’t know. Maybe there are, maybe there aren’t.” His meaningless answer was very much in his fatherly style. He could always drag out a sentence, repeating it over and over again. “What’s wrong? Has my little treasure reached the age of compassion?”

    “What if I do something wrong?”

    It was her mother who answered, “Just walk backwards fifty steps.”

    Chu Jingyi pouted. “It’s not like I broke a pinky promise.”

    Her mother gently cupped her daughter’s small face. “It’s the same, silly. Just undo what you did wrong. Isn’t it just walking backwards fifty steps?”

    “Is… is that right?”

    “Yes, it is.”

    ***

    One step, two steps… Lu Li beside her was walking backwards with her, silent. Unknowingly, Lu Li had actually become her best friend. A year ago today, she was still wondering what kind of person that boy was. She had thought that Lu Li would hate her, but when they met again, Lu Li never mentioned the past, so magnanimous that the girl felt a little ashamed.

    When they reached the twentieth step, the girl’s pace gradually slowed down. She secretly glanced at Lu Li. He was indeed a liar, but she was really happy with him… She felt praised, needed. But she was also very sad to be deceived by him. For a moment just now, she even thought that all the tears in her life would be shed.

    If we were just friends, why would you be sad? Lu Li’s words echoed in her heart. Chu Jingyi’s thoughts were in turmoil. She stumbled, but fortunately, Lu Li reached out and supported her slender waist.

    “Be careful. Do you still want to go back?”

    “Yes…” Her tone wasn’t as firm anymore.

    “The music you made is great. Some players praised you.” At this moment, Lu Li suddenly brought up an untimely topic. But it was this topic that caught Silly Goose’s attention.

    “…Oh…” She was a little happy, but more than that, there was an inexplicable sadness.

    After walking back for a while, she suddenly stopped. “One more step back, and our friendship is completely over.” Her big eyes looked at Lu Li. Her tears had stopped, leaving only faint tear stains. The more she looked at him, the more adorable she found him. Lu Li couldn’t help but smile. “Okay.” Chu Jingyi felt a surge of frustration. Why was Lu Li smiling so happily? Was he happy to break up with her? That way, he could be with Baili every day… and, and kiss her…

    Thinking about kissing, the girl suddenly felt uncomfortable. She thought about the last time Lu Li took the initiative to kiss her, and then she thought about the scene she saw today.

    What was this feeling?… She pressed her hand against her chest. A little bit of jealousy… She didn’t want her good friend Lu Li to hug other girls, she didn’t want her good friend Lu Li to kiss other girls, not even An Baili. Could this still be considered friendship? She was lost in confusion.

    “I still want to be friends with Chu Jingyi.” Lu Li suddenly spoke, but his eyes were looking straight ahead, not at the girl beside him. “Chu Jingyi is the kindest girl I’ve ever met. Meeting her must have been because I saved the Milky Way in my past life.”

    I’m not that good… She silently refuted in her heart. But she couldn’t take the last step. In the end, it was Lu Li who took the last step first. He spread his hands as if relieved. “This way, our pinky promise doesn’t count anymore, right?”

    Chu Jingyi stood still, looking at him with resentment. She hadn’t even taken the last step, how could he…

    Lu Li extended his little finger again.

    “…What are you doing?” The girl was still angry.

    “Making a new pinky promise.”

    “You’ve already taken the last step, why are you still making a pinky promise with me?” There was a hint of complaint in her tone.

    “Mom said that if a pinky promise is broken, you just have to walk backwards fifty steps and it’s like nothing ever happened.” Lu Li said with a smile. “But she didn’t say that you have to break up after walking back. I don’t want to break up with Chu Jingyi.”

    “…You’re being a scoundrel…”

    “I am being a scoundrel. I just don’t want to break up with Chu Jingyi.” His shameless attitude made Chu Jingyi laugh. She had never imagined that Lu Li had such a side to him. He was less ethereal than she had imagined, more human.

    “I did hate An Baili when I made the promise to you, but a lot has happened in the past two days.” Lu Li’s tone became serious. “Are you willing to give your good friend Lu Li a chance to explain?”

    “…” There was no response, no movement. The slender girl stood under the osmanthus tree, facing the autumn wind, like a scene from a painting. A pale yellow petal brushed past Lu Li’s nose. The sweet scent of osmanthus mixed with the girl’s fragrance, making him unable to tell whether the flower or the person smelled better.

    After a long time, Silly Goose finally spoke: “Is… is that so?”

    “Yes, it is.”

    Memory and reality overlapped. The girl suddenly raised her small fist and punched him, crying, “You big liar!” She suddenly understood that she would never be able to take that last step.

  • I Don’t Want to Be Reborn With You v2c21

    Chapter 21: Mom Said

    “You’re back.” Chu Jingyi’s expression was unreadable. “I thought you weren’t coming back.”

    Though her tone was calm and peaceful, Lu Li felt a pang in his heart. She was being too calm. He gave an awkward laugh. “Why are you here?” As soon as the words left his mouth, he realized his stupidity. The subtext of this sentence was too heavy, the most direct interpretation being “You shouldn’t be here.” As expected, Chu Jingyi’s shoulders twitched slightly, and her voice became even more subdued. “I’m going back to the classroom. I won’t disturb you two.”

    Watching Chu Jingyi turn and walk away, Lu Li noticed that she was holding a bottle of watermelon juice. Yes, why couldn’t she be here? Wasn’t the canteen right next to the playground? An Baili nudged him. “Li, go after her. Don’t let her be sad.” Lu Li didn’t move. “Aren’t you jealous?”

    “You took a perfect girl out of a perfect world, and now you want to abandon her?” An Baili pecked Lu Li on the cheek. “She and I are very similar, like two ends of a scale. I’m at the bottom, she’s at the top.” There was a hint of self-pity in her tone.

    “I’ll come back to you later.” Lu Li snapped out of his daze and hurriedly chased after Chu Jingyi. The bell for class rang, but Silly Goose didn’t go to the classroom. Instead, she walked briskly towards the botanical garden, not noticing Lu Li following behind. Lu Li looked back at the teaching building, where the sound of “Class begins! Stand up!” was coming from, and felt a pang of worry. Apart from the time she accompanied him to clean the activity classroom, Silly Goose had never missed a class. For this girl, what could be more important than class?

    The soil in the botanical garden was soft, emitting the unique earthy smell of the aftermath of rain, perhaps the smell of earthworms or rotting leaves. Lu Li used to love this smell. It was like the boundary between life and death, like a transition between ending and beginning. He heard the sound of suppressed sobs, coming in bursts, as if trying to hold back, yet also like a silent release. On the bench under the osmanthus tree, the Class Monitor sat alone, constantly wiping her tears with her small hand, her nose about to bubble.

    Lu Li felt his pockets and took out a pack of tissues. Fortunately, he had the habit of carrying tissues and painkillers. When going out with girls, he always had to be prepared for emergencies. Lu Li carefully walked to Silly Goose’s side and handed her the tissues.

    “Wipe your face. You’ve cried so much your face is a mess.”

    The wind blew through Chuanhai, lifting the golden osmanthus blossoms, swirling them like rain. Lu Li’s outstretched hand stopped amidst the shower of petals.

    “Liar! Liar…” Chu Jingyi glanced at him, her eyes red. She didn’t know what the feeling in her heart was. Just like last time, it was uncomfortable, tight in her chest, as if a huge boulder was blocking her chest, and as if someone was pricking a balloon in her chest with a small needle. “I don’t want to be friends with you anymore. All you do is lie to me, lie to me…”

    They had made a pinky promise, and he had made a solemn vow.

    “If we were just friends, why would you be sad?” Lu Li pulled out a tissue and wiped her nose, but Chu Jingyi turned her head away, refusing to let him touch her.

    “Be good, wipe your nose. It’s dripping into your mouth. Is it sweet?”

    “Waaah~” It would have been better if he hadn’t said anything. As soon as Lu Li spoke, Chu Jingyi’s suppressed sobs turned into loud wails. “Why do you always bully me?!”

    Have I bullied you? Lu Li was stunned for a moment. At times like this, it was better to just admit it. Chu Jingyi feeling this way could only mean that in their relationship, she had always been the one giving in. Lu Li wanted to hug the girl, but she forcefully broke free. “I’m never going to talk to you again!”

    Lu Li couldn’t tell if it was anger or sarcasm. He hesitantly took half a step back. “I’m sorry, I was planning to talk to you about this today.” Yes, it was just his luck that he had just reconciled with An Baili and was caught by Silly Goose, as if the Three Fates were manipulating the threads of destiny.

    “You clearly said you hated Baili, and I, I even wanted to improve your relationship…” The girl sniffed hard. “Why did you lie… why did you deceive me… Lu Li, do you think I’m a fool?”

    Yes. Lu Li was stumped by this innocent girl. He couldn’t help but reflect on whether he had always underestimated Chu Jingyi’s intelligence. Was she really a silly girl? From elementary school to high school, she had always been the Class Monitor, always responsible for class affairs, never making any mistakes or omissions, always the shining goddess in everyone’s eyes. Was such a perfect girl really a Silly Goose?

    “In front of the person you love most, you will look like a child. Everyone has a child in their heart that never grows up, that’s our true nature. The so-called growth and maturity is just locking that childlike innocence in a cage. Only the person you love most can release that child. Love is a time machine that goes straight to the heart, taking you back to the purest state of human nature. Those who are slick and sophisticated simply don’t love enough.” A blonde woman from his memory had said this to him, but the memory was so vague and thin.

    Perfect family background, perfect appearance, perfect abilities, perfect character. This was the perfect girl, Chu Jingyi. But behind this perfect girl, there was actually a hidden flaw: she had no friends. Her straightforwardness and innocence once again left Lu Li’s heart restless.

    He was wrong.

    “Lu Li, my mom told me.” Chu Jingyi wiped her tears and stood up resolutely, her eyes red, but the determination in them was something Lu Li had never seen before. “If a pinky promise is broken, you just have to walk backwards fifty steps, and it’s like nothing ever happened.”

    “Really…” Your mom said… In the past, Lu Li would have scoffed inwardly, but now he only felt ashamed. Compared to Chu Jingyi, he was the one who had been tainted by the chaotic world.

    “We’ll walk backwards fifty steps, and we won’t be friends anymore!” The girl gritted her teeth as she said this. “I don’t want to be deceived by my good friend anymore.”

    “Can I still contact you in the future? About the game?”

    “No! Chu Jingyi never, ever, ever, ever wants to see Lu Li again!”

    Lu Li suddenly laughed freely. He handed the tissues to the adorable girl. “Wipe your tears. I’ll walk with you.”

    “Okay!”

    Chu Jingyi took the tissues, hesitated for a moment, and then blew her nose with the tissue Lu Li had given her. There was no trash can around, and the girl didn’t want to litter, so she foolishly held the dirty tissue. Seeing Lu Li looking over, she hid her hand behind her back so he wouldn’t see.

    “How do you walk backwards? Won’t you fall?” Lu Li asked.

    Chu Jingyi took a few steps backwards, pouted slightly, and looked at him with dissatisfaction, her gaze seeming to say: “Just walk like this!” Lu Li’s expression was unreadable, but he smiled gently. Chu Jingyi was familiar with that smile. Besides Lu Li, her father also smiled like that. They always liked to hide their true selves behind a false smile. Chu Jingyi had never told them that she could easily discern the emotions behind their smiles, good and evil, sincerity and hypocrisy. She had never misjudged anyone.

    Everyone thought she was too simple, as if she were a blank sheet of paper.

    One step, two steps.

    The little girl’s steps were firm, as if nothing could shake her – from now on, she would cut ties with Lu Li.