Category: Friend(GL)

  • Friend(GL) 129

    Chapter 129: More Angry

    Zhou Tianzui’s business trip was approved quickly. Fu Shushu was surprised, “Don’t you need more rest?”

    “I’ve rested enough.” Zhou Tianzui said, “You also said I’m the most suitable candidate.”

    Fu Shushu, seeing that she did seem to be in good spirits, said, “Alright, then go pack your things, I’ll give you two days of leave, you’re going to Yuhai, right?”

    Because of her injury, she didn’t have many patients, making it easy to hand over her work. After handing over her last patient to Zhao Mingqi, it was time to get off work. She didn’t linger, going to a noodle restaurant near the hospital.

    The restaurant was still crowded. Zhou Tianzui remembered You Ruxu’s usual spot and sat opposite it, ordering a bowl of noodles. The owner recognized her, “Dr. Zhou, alone today?”

    She smiled faintly, “Yes, alone.”

    The owner added two extra slices of beef to her noodles. Zhou Tianzui lowered her head and took a sip of the soup, the familiar taste filling her mouth. She ate slowly, her mind filled with images of You Ruxu sitting across from her.

    If she were here, what would they talk about?

    Her recent work?

    Zhou Tianzui took out her phone, looked at their last conversation, her finger tracing the screen, then turned off the phone, finished her noodles, and left.

    Yuhai was warmer than Jindu.

    While Jindu was still facing occasional snow, spring had already arrived in Yuhai, flowers blooming on the streets, their colors vibrant and warm. You Ruxu sat in a coffee shop, glancing at her watch, when she heard a voice beside her, “Sorry to keep you waiting.”

    She turned and saw Captain Zhou. She was wearing casual clothes, her hair neatly tied back, light makeup, a stark contrast to her usual serious demeanor at the police station, the relaxed air of meeting a friend. You Ruxu said, “I just arrived.”

    Captain Zhou said, “What are you having? My treat.”

    You Ruxu smiled, “Let me get this one, you’re the guest.”

    Captain Zhou nodded, “Okay, then how about I treat you to lunch later?”

    You Ruxu glanced at her watch, “I can’t today, I have to go to the station.”

    Captain Zhou asked, “Already so busy just after starting work?”

    You Ruxu said, “It’s always busy when you first start.”

    Captain Zhou: “That’s true, with your personality, you would find something to do even if you weren’t busy.”

    You Ruxu said, “That’s not true, I’m very good at being lazy now.”

    Captain Zhou chuckled. They sat facing each other, sipping their coffee, chatting about recent events, You Ruxu occasionally looking out the window at the warm spring breeze, the pleasant scenery, “Are you settling in well here?”

    You Ruxu smiled faintly, “This is my home.”

    Captain Zhou paused, then laughed, “I keep forgetting that.”

    You Ruxu asked, “How long will you be here this time?”

    “Haven’t decided yet, this case is a little complicated.”

    You Ruxu said, “I think someone from our station is also following this case?”

    Captain Zhou nodded, “I met with your colleague this morning.”

    She looked at You Ruxu.

    You Ruxu asked, “What is it?”

    Captain Zhou thought for a moment, then said, “Do you remember that missing infant case you covered in Jindu?”

    You Ruxu said, “The one from four years ago?”

    Captain Zhou nodded, “Yes.”

    She said, “You were attacked afterwards, remember?”

    They had spent a long time on that case, and they were still pursuing it. They had arrested some people, but two escaped, one of them being You Ruxu’s attacker. He was caught later, but the other one had disappeared without a trace, four years now, and You Ruxu understood, “It’s him?”

    Her expression turned serious, “Stealing babies again?”

    Captain Zhou shook her head and said two words: “Organ trafficking.”

    You Ruxu frowned.

    Captain Zhou said, “So we’re here to assist with the investigation.”

    That man had escaped, and for the past four years, whenever there was a lead, Captain Zhou would follow it, tirelessly, traveling all over the country. Finally, there was news again.

    You Ruxu nodded.

    Captain Zhou said, “Don’t worry, we’ll catch him this time.”

    You Ruxu: “Mm-hmm.”

    After finishing their coffee, You Ruxu offered to drive Captain Zhou to the police station, then went to the TV station. Several of her colleagues were sitting together, drinking coffee. You Ruxu, carrying a bag, said, “I brought some pastries.”

    Her colleagues smiled, “Thank you, Xiao Xu.”

    You Ruxu handed out the pastries, hearing the colleague beside her say, “Xiao Xu, the team leader wants to see you.”

    She nodded, “Okay, I’ll be right there.”

    After she left, her colleagues, enjoying the pastries, commented, “These are good.”

    “Xiao Xu has good taste.”

    You Ruxu entered the team leader’s office, “You wanted to see me?”

    She said, “I have an assignment for you.”

    The team leader handed her a file. You Ruxu looked down at it, “City Hospital?”

    The team leader nodded, “The City Hospital is hosting a training program for doctors from thirty-two hospitals, the first batch, focusing on managing pregnancy complications. I heard you covered a similar story in Jindu, so I thought I’d assign this to you?”

    You Ruxu paused.

    Her first news story in Jindu had been about the hospital.

    And now, back in Yuhai, her first assignment was also about a hospital.

    She smiled, “Okay, I’ll go prepare then.”

    The team leader said, “Don’t forget the information packet.”

    You Ruxu nodded and left the office, holding the thick file, her expression calm, but her heart was pounding.

    Thirty-two hospitals.

    Any from Jindu?

    Who would be there?

    Zhou Tianzui?

    But Zhou Tianzui, she shouldn’t be coming to Yuhai, right?

    She knew she could just open the file and see the list of participants, but she hesitated, clinging to that sliver of hope, not wanting to know. She returned to her desk, a cup of coffee waiting for her, her colleague across from her saying, “You bought us pastries, so I bought you coffee.”

    You Ruxu said, “Thank you.”

    Her colleague said, “You’re welcome, what did the team leader want? Something about the City Hospital?”

    You Ruxu nodded.

    Her colleague said, “It’s a big project, better start reading the material, the one who covered this story last year, she’s sitting diagonally across from you, she rewrote the report four times, she was going crazy.”

    “Hey, could you not talk about people behind their backs?”

    “Who’s talking behind your back?!”

    “Xiao Xu, it’s not that difficult, I’ll send you last year’s materials later,” the colleague across from her said cheerfully, and You Ruxu nodded, “Okay, thank you.”

    “She should be thanking you, for saving her from a similar fate.”

    “Shut up!”

    The work atmosphere here was different from Jindu.

    You Ruxu lowered her head, listening to their banter. The file arrived soon after. You Ruxu, mentally prepared, was still surprised, it was over three hundred pages long.

    She looked at her computer and took a sip of coffee.

    Time flew by when she was busy. The City Hospital’s conference started at 3:30 pm, with a half-hour preparation time. The first session was an introduction, expected to last for over an hour, ending just around closing time. You Ruxu, always punctual, arrived half an hour early, and just as she got out of the car in the parking lot, she ran into a familiar face.

    “Ruxu!” Han Shuang waved, “It’s me! You’re covering the City Hospital story?”

    You Ruxu nodded, after an entire afternoon of reading, everyone seemed to have words written all over their faces, “Yes, it’s me, what a coincidence.”

    She added, “Just like last time.”

    You Ruxu nodded, “Are you alone?”

    “My cameraman’s in the restroom, are you alone?” Han Shuang asked, “Your cameraman didn’t come?”

    You Ruxu patted her backpack, “I’m multitasking.”

    “You’re so multi-talented!” Then Han Shuang frowned, “They didn’t assign you anyone?”

    You Ruxu said, “They did, but it’s just for an hour, I can handle it.”

    Han Shuang said, “Okay, how’s the new job?”

    You Ruxu said, “It’s good.”

    “You should have joined our station, we could have been partners.” Han Shuang said, “But being closer to home, that’s also good.”

    You Ruxu nodded.

    They chatted as they walked. Han Shuang’s cameraman wasn’t the same one as last time. This one was young, his gaze constantly drifting towards You Ruxu. Han Shuang said, “Stop staring, she’s taken!”

    The cameraman blushed, “Reporter You has a boyfriend?”

    Han Shuang nodded: “Yes, she does.” She turned to You Ruxu, “You do, right?”

    You Ruxu had told her last year.

    Han Shuang remembered, but she didn’t know if they had broken up.

    You Ruxu pursed her lips, smiled faintly, and said to Han Shuang and the cameraman, “Yes, I do.”

    Han Shuang said to the cameraman, “Didn’t I tell you, you have no chance.”

    They entered the conference hall, still sitting near the back, as usual. There weren’t as many people this time, so they moved a little closer to the front. It was still early, so there were plenty of seats to choose from. You Ruxu sat beside Han Shuang, adjusted her camera, her phone rang. She looked at the caller ID and answered, “Captain Zhou?”

    Han Shuang, seeing her stand up after the call, asked, “Where are you going?”

    You Ruxu said, “I have to step out for a bit, my friend is waiting outside.”

    Han Shuang said, “Zhou Dui (Captain Zhou)?” She smiled, “I saw her yesterday.”

    You Ruxu nodded.

    Han Shuang said, “Go ahead, I’ll keep an eye on your things.”

    You Ruxu thanked her and left. Just as she left, the back door of the conference hall opened, and a group of doctors entered, the ones in front chatting and laughing, Zhou Tianzui at the back, her expression calm, not reacting to her colleagues’ jokes.

    She instinctively scanned the hall as soon as she entered, You Ruxu always arrived early, if she was covering this story, she would be here.

    Zhou Tianzui didn’t see You Ruxu. She lowered her gaze and heard Han Shuang call out, “Dr. Zhou!”

    Waving at her.

    Zhou Tianzui nodded at her, noticing an empty seat beside her, a bag and a camera, but no one there, a sliver of hope arising, she walked over and asked, “The seat beside you…”

    “It’s Ruxu’s, she just stepped out.” Zhou Tianzui’s heart leaped at those words, her heartbeat accelerating, she took a moment to compose herself before asking, “She went out? When will she be back?”

    “She didn’t say, probably soon.” Han Shuang said, “She said she was meeting a friend.”

    Zhou Tianzui, hearing that word, frowned slightly, muttering, “A friend?”

    Han Shuang nodded, “Also from Jindu, you might know her.”

    Zhou Tianzui looked at her, “Who?”

    Han Shuang said, “Captain Zhou.”

    Zhou Tianzui’s brow furrowed, her heart sinking slightly. She sat down beside Han Shuang, in You Ruxu’s seat, after a moment of hesitation. Han Shuang was surprised, “Dr. Zhou, aren’t you sitting in the front?”

    “I’ll go later.” Zhou Tianzui said, “I’ll wait for her.”

    Han Shuang gave a small “oh,” not thinking much of it.

    Zhou Tianzui sat there, arms crossed, waiting, but after a few minutes, You Ruxu still hadn’t returned. A mix of frustration and anxiety churned within her, a growing unease. She took out her phone, wanting to call You Ruxu.

    But before she could dial the number, staring at the screen, she suddenly remembered her words earlier, let’s break up, don’t wait for me, if You Ruxu acknowledged it, she was just an ex-girlfriend, if not, then just a friend, either way, she had no right to ask.

    Zhou Tianzui gripped her phone tightly.

    She was even more furious now!




    Zhou Tianzui’s last words: Oh, meeting a friend, are we?
    You Ruxu: …

  • Friend(GL) 128

    Chapter 128: Letting Go

    Chen Xiang, under the watchful eyes of Zhou Tianzui and You Ruxu, feeling pressured to call, decided to treat it as a simple New Year’s greeting. She dialed You Ruxu’s number. The phone rang several times before a clear, slightly cool voice answered, “Hello.”

    It had been a long time since He Wei last heard You Ruxu’s voice. Her tongue felt tied as she stammered, “Teacher You.”

    You Ruxu recognized her voice, “He Wei?”

    He Wei said, “Yes, it’s me, just calling to wish you a Happy New Year.”

    You Ruxu smiled faintly, “Happy New Year.”

    He Wei’s smile was sweet and bright. Zhou Tianzui, seeing her expression, frowned, glancing at He Wei from the corner of her eye, but her gaze remained fixed on the TV screen, which she had thoughtfully muted, wanting to hear You Ruxu’s voice, but there was only silence, only He Wei’s cheerful chatter echoing in the quiet living room.

    Zhou Tianzui lowered her eyes, and after a few seconds, said, “I’ll go help in the kitchen.”

    Yu Qiao, seeing her enter, handed her some vegetables, “Wash these.”

    Zhou Tianzui stood by the sink, the cold water running over her hands. She glanced towards the living room; He Wei had hung up. Zhou Tianzui’s expression softened slightly. Soon, Fu Shushu and a few other colleagues arrived, and they sat around the dining table, chatting about work, gossiping about news they had heard, who got married, who was dating, who broke up, ordinary things, but with the added element of celebrity, every detail magnified and dissected.

    “Did you guys see Weibo last night? Seems like there’s something going on between Wei Hong and Zhao Qingli.”

    “Who? Wei Hong and Zhao Qingli? What’s going on?”

    “You straight men wouldn’t understand, but don’t you think their interactions are a little suspicious? I heard Wei Hong was invited to be on a magazine cover, and she brought Zhao Qingli with her, and after the photoshoot, they went on a trip together, for over a week, just the two of them.”

    “Seriously? I can’t believe it!”

    “What’s so unbelievable about it?” Yu Qiao, carrying a hotpot, placed it on the table, hearing their conversation, “It’s their own business, they’re consenting adults, and homosexuality isn’t illegal.”

    Lin Luo plugged in the hotpot. Yu Qiao said, “You guys start eating, I’ll make a couple more dishes.”

    “Auntie, don’t bother.” Fu Shushu said, “Come sit with us.”

    Zhou Tianzui said, “I’ll cook.”

    Lin Luo said, “Great!”

    Then, realizing everyone was looking at her, she added, a little embarrassed, “I haven’t tried Dr. Zhou’s cooking yet.”

    “Dr. Zhou, cook for us!” They all cheered. Zhou Tianzui went into the kitchen and heard the conversation shift again. Yu Qiao sat with them, pouring them drinks. They were all on duty, so no alcohol, just drinks with their hotpot. Zhou Tianzui made two vegetable dishes, placed them in front of Yu Qiao, who rotated the lazy susan. Everyone praised her cooking, “Dr. Zhou, you’re a great cook!”

    Zhou Tianzui suddenly thought of You Ruxu.

    Every meal with her was a quiet affair, and she would always ask, “How’s the food?”

    And You Ruxu would always say, “It’s delicious.”

    Zhou Tianzui smiled faintly, sat down, and heard Zhao Mingqi ask, “We’re going on a business trip this week, have they decided who’s going yet?”

    Fu Shushu, looking at him, “Do you want to go?”

    Zhao Mingqi hesitated, then said, “I can sacrifice myself for the greater good.”

    He was met with a chorus of groans. Fu Shushu said, “They haven’t decided yet. It’s a long trip, over two weeks, they’ve asked a few people, but no one wants to go.”

    Long business trips were rarely popular. The senior staff mostly had families to take care of, or patients, their circumstances not allowing for extended absences. The newer recruits were eager to go, but they lacked the seniority. Short trips were fine, but for longer ones, they usually had to vote.

    Zhou Tianzui asked, “Where to?”

    “Yuhai, didn’t you know, Dr. Zhou?”

    Fu Shushu said, “Your health just recovered, you just came back to work, you’re not on the list this time.” A special consideration, Zhou Tianzui’s health was still recovering, they didn’t want to overwork her, so they hadn’t asked her.

    Zhou Tianzui paused: “Yuhai?”

    “It’s about the same issue as the last summit, a training program this time.” Fu Shushu said, “You would have been the most suitable candidate, but you’re still recovering…”

    Zhou Tianzui glanced at Yu Qiao.

    Yu Qiao was sipping her drink, her expression calm. Zhou Tianzui nodded slightly.

    The conversation moved on, the atmosphere lively and cheerful. Zhou Tianzui ate her food, her mind elsewhere.

    After dinner, she walked her colleagues downstairs, seeing them off, then returned home. Yu Qiao was washing the dishes. Zhou Tianzui offered to help, and Yu Qiao, looking at her, said, “You’re back, they’ve all left?”

    “Yes, they’re gone.” The apartment was filled with milk and nutritional supplements. Zhou Tianzui said, “Let me do it.”

    Yu Qiao swept the table, wiping it clean, then mopped the floor. Zhou Tianzui washed the dishes. They worked in silence, a strange tension in the air.

    Zhou Tianzui wanted to speak several times, then just continued washing the dishes, her head lowered.

    Yu Qiao, before returning to her room, looked at Zhou Tianzui, seeing she had nothing to say, and went to bed. Zhou Tianzui turned on the TV in the living room, a Yuhai local channel, hoping to catch a glimpse of You Ruxu in the news, but there was nothing.

    She leaned back against the sofa, then after a while, lay down, flipping through channels with the remote.

    A voice behind her, “Aren’t you going to break the TV, changing channels like that?”

    Zhou Tianzui turned around. Yu Qiao, wearing her pajamas, stood there, “Mom, you’re still awake?”

    “Couldn’t sleep.” Yu Qiao had intended to rest, but after changing into her pajamas and lying in bed, she couldn’t fall asleep, tossing and turning. After a while, she got up and saw Zhou Tianzui flipping through channels.

    She sat beside Zhou Tianzui.

    After a few seconds, she said, “Get me a tangerine.”

    Zhou Tianzui handed her one. The tangerine’s skin was thin, its flesh juicy and sweet, typical for this season. Yu Qiao peeled it, handed half to Zhou Tianzui, and said, “Your father loved tangerines.”

    Zhou Tianzui remembered, once, waiting for Yu Qiao to finish work, she and her father had sat in a milk tea shop, eating two kilos of tangerines, she had only had two or three, the rest were all eaten by Zhou Qiming.

    Her mother, seeing the pile of tangerine peels, had chuckled, “No need for dinner then?”

    And Zhou Qiming had laughed awkwardly, “I wasn’t paying attention.”

    Yu Qiao said, “How much do you remember, about your father?”

    Zhou Tianzui thought for a moment, “I remember some things.”

    “Not much, I suppose.” Yu Qiao’s tone was calm and even. She said, “When you were a baby, your days and nights were reversed, sleeping during the day, awake at night, always needing to be held, crying if you weren’t. Your father worked during the day, and at night, he would hold you, sometimes falling asleep in bed with you in his arms, and the moment you cried, he would wake up and continue soothing you.”

    “One time, you had pneumonia, you needed to be hospitalized, I stayed with you at the hospital, and he would still come every night after work, even if he couldn’t stay, he would sit by your bed, all night.”

    “Your father loved you very much.” These were words Yu Qiao had never said before, kept bottled up for so many years.

    Perhaps it was because Zhou Qiming loved Zhou Tianzui so much that she had been so angry, so irrational, after finding out about her and You Ruxu.

    Yu Qiao looked at Zhou Tianzui, “But he didn’t want to control you.”

    It was she who wanted to control Zhou Tianzui with her love, not Zhou Qiming.

    Everything Zhou Qiming did, he did it hoping Zhou Tianzui would grow up healthy and happy, while she, she had used that love to try and control Zhou Tianzui, to turn her into an obedient puppet.

    Yu Qiao apologized, “I was wrong.”

    Zhou Tianzui’s eyes instantly reddened, “Mom, don’t say that.”

    Yu Qiao said, “I was wrong, I admit it, but you were also wrong, you shouldn’t have gotten so close to You Ruxu.”

    Zhou Tianzui looked down at the remote control in her hand and didn’t speak.

    Yu Qiao continued, “But feelings, they’re not something that can be explained with right or wrong.”

    Zhou Tianzui looked up.

    Yu Qiao said, “The first year after we graduated, he was transferred, to a faraway place, I didn’t agree, we had a huge fight, it was so bad I even thought, if he really went, I would break up with him. But then when I saw him, I couldn’t say anything.”

    She hadn’t broken up with him, hadn’t even argued.

    She had waited in Jindu for six months, and then Zhou Qiming was transferred back.

    The first thing he did was smile at her, a goofy grin.

    It had made her laugh, despite her anger.

    All these years, she had never forgotten him. Yu Qiao said, “You’re just like me in this regard, stubborn.”

    Zhou Tianzui smiled faintly, “Mom, you loved Dad very much.”

    “Yes, I did.” Yu Qiao said, “I loved your father very much, but I also love you.” She looked at Zhou Tianzui, “Just like how you love your mother, and you also love You Ruxu.”

    Zhou Tianzui froze, looking at Yu Qiao.

    Yu Qiao said, “What? Did you think I would never mention her name again?”

    Zhou Tianzui said, “No, I just thought you needed more time.”

    “Time? To give you and You Ruxu time to convince me, to accept your relationship?” Yu Qiao said, “Xiao Tian, you’re truly stubborn, what do you even see in her?”

    Her tone wasn’t accusatory, but curious, like a mother asking her daughter about her partner.

    Zhou Tianzui said, “Then Mom, what did you see in Dad?”

    “I…” Yu Qiao paused, seemingly lost in memories, a long silence before she finally said, “Never mind.”

    Zhou Tianzui looked at her.

    Yu Qiao said, “But Xiao Tian, since you take after me, you should know I’m also stubborn. About you and You Ruxu—” Zhou Tianzui’s body tensed, her hand gripping the remote control so tightly that it dug into her skin, but she felt nothing, just listened to Yu Qiao continue, “I won’t interfere.”

    The weight in her heart lifted.

    Yu Qiao said, “I won’t interfere, so you don’t have to tell me anything, you make your own decisions, about you and her, I only have one stance, I don’t approve.” She looked at Zhou Tianzui, “But I also won’t object.”

    Zhou Tianzui looked down.

    She said, “Thank you, Mom.”

    Yu Qiao found these words of gratitude more pleasing than any apology. She took a deep breath and stood up. Zhou Tianzui, seeing her go to her room, followed her, “Mom, are you looking for something?”

    Yu Qiao said, “Looking for my suitcase.”

    She said, “You’re going on a business trip, aren’t you packing?”

    Zhou Tianzui’s eyes teared up slightly, she rushed over to Yu Qiao and hugged her. Yu Qiao, taken by surprise, her hands hovering awkwardly by Zhou Tianzui’s waist, then after a moment, patted her back gently.




    Zhou Tianzui: Teacher You, your package has arrived.
    You Ruxu: What package?
    Zhou Tianzui: Your wife.

  • Friend(GL) 127

    Chapter 127: The Phone Call

    You Ruxu stared at her phone, unable to reply. She didn’t know how to respond to such a suggestive message, especially knowing Yu Qiao would be furious if she found out they were still in contact.

    Zhou Tianzui wouldn’t have said those things, told her not to wait, if there was any other way.

    So, You Ruxu didn’t know how to respond, a flicker of hope, which she desperately suppressed, threatening to ignite into a flame she couldn’t control, a flame that would hurt them both.

    You Ruxu put down her phone. Wu Xiulian peeked in, “Xu Xu, are you ready to go?”

    You Ruxu looked at the time, “So early?”

    “You’re starting work on Monday, shouldn’t we buy you some new clothes?” Wu Xiulian said, “Let’s go shopping.”

    You Ruxu thought for a moment, then agreed, “Okay.”

    Wu Xiulian closed the door. You Ruxu went to change, opening her closet, which was almost empty. She chose a blue turtleneck sweater and black pants. Her recent weight loss made her look taller, her legs slender. After changing, she glanced at the teddy bear on the bed, then after a moment of hesitation, put it away in the closet, out of sight.

    She and Wu Xiulian left the apartment. Wu Xiulian’s mother was waiting for You Shu to come home from work, so they went ahead. It had been years since You Ruxu last properly explored Yuhai. She had walked around the area near Zhou Tianzui’s hotel with her once, and now, looking at the familiar streets, she felt a strange mix of nostalgia and unfamiliarity.

    Wu Xiulian said, “They turned this street into a main road, lots of traffic, it gets congested during rush hour, avoid this route after work.”

    You Ruxu nodded, her voice soft, “I will.”

    Wu Xiulian pointed out the changes along the way, “Are you still using the family car?”

    You Ruxu said, “I sold the one in Jindu, I’ll buy a new one next week.” The family car was occasionally used by You Shu, and she wanted her own car. Wu Xiulian said, “Then I’ll drive you to work for now, it’s on my way. You can use my car, just pick me up after work.”

    After all, a reporter spent more time on the road than she did.

    “Okay.” You Ruxu nodded, walking beside Wu Xiulian. They entered a clothing store.

    They spent the afternoon shopping, buying two sets of work clothes for You Ruxu, shoes for her parents, and thermal underwear for Wu Xiulian. She suddenly thought of Zhou Tianzui.

    Wu Xiulian’s mother had bought Zhou Tianzui some clothes when she came to Yuhai, but she hadn’t accepted them. And after that, every interaction had been strained and unpleasant. She looked at a blue scarf in the display and said, “Could you wrap that one up as well, please?”

    Wu Xiulian looked at the scarf, “It’s cold outside, want me to wrap it around your neck?”

    You Ruxu said, “It’s not for me.”

    Not for her, and the color and style weren’t suitable for Wu Xiulian or her mother either. You Ruxu had just returned, she didn’t have any other friends here, so it was most likely for Zhou Tianzui. Wu Xiulian didn’t pry, just commented, “The color suits you.”

    Suits people with fair skin.

    You Ruxu touched the scarf, imagining Zhou Tianzui wearing it.

    Zhou Tianzui, lying in bed, waiting for You Ruxu’s reply, drifted off. She seemed to see You Ruxu in her dream, walking in, opening the window, complaining, “It’s so dusty in here.”

    And Zhou Tianzui explaining, “No one’s been here for days.”

    You Ruxu saying, “I was only gone for a few days, weren’t you staying here?”

    Zhou Tianzui, puzzled, looked at You Ruxu, dressed in her professional attire, her hair and makeup impeccable, ready for a broadcast, she was captivated, lost in thought, and You Ruxu leaned closer, “What’s wrong?”

    She stood up, wanting to hug You Ruxu,

    But embraced only cold air.

    Zhou Tianzui woke up shivering, the window open, the cold wind blowing in. She was lying in bed, uncovered, having only dozed off for a bit before being woken by the chill. She sat up, still slightly disoriented, the scent of You Ruxu fading from the air. She checked her phone.

    No reply.

    Zhou Tianzui’s heart ached with a desperate longing, a need to know what You Ruxu was doing, what she was doing right now, at this moment, why she hadn’t replied.

    Her finger hovered over the call button, then she remembered, she had told You Ruxu they were breaking up.

    She had promised to try again with You Ruxu, then told her not to wait.

    She was the one who broke her promises, pushed You Ruxu away, and now, just because Yu Qiao’s condition had improved slightly, she was acting as if nothing had happened, contacting You Ruxu, wanting to rekindle their relationship, wanting to continue being together.

    What if Yu Qiao’s condition worsened again?

    Would she push You Ruxu away again?

    Zhou Tianzui’s heart clenched, a sudden, sharp pain.

    Habitual thinking.

    She had never considered that You Ruxu might be angry, what she must have felt, receiving her message after being so cruelly rejected.

    Zhou Tianzui hesitated, unable to bring herself to press the call button. She covered her forehead with her hand, a wave of regret and self-loathing washing over her, threatening to tear her apart. She lay in bed for a long time, until the sky gradually darkened, and she received a call from Yu Qiao, asking where she was, Zhou Tianzui sat up and looked out the window.

    The sunset painted the sky in vibrant hues, another spring, another new year.

    She said, “I’m…” hesitating slightly, then, “I’m out, I’ll be home later.”

    Yu Qiao said, “Okay, then come home early, didn’t you say your colleagues are coming for dinner the day after tomorrow? I bought some extra groceries today, I can start preparing tonight.”

    Zhou Tianzui said, “Okay, I will.”

    She got up, left the apartment, and drove home. It was the twelfth day of the new year, the day of Zhou Tianzui’s dinner gathering. Since the start of the New Year, they had been having celebratory dinners almost every day. Usually, Zhou Tianzui wouldn’t participate, but this year, Yu Qiao insisted on treating everyone, as a thank you for their support and care, especially after the recent incident, it was also a way of expressing her gratitude. So, Zhou Tianzui arranged it for the twelfth.

    She also invited one other person, Chen Xiang.

    Chen Xiang had been surprised by the invitation, thinking You Ruxu, after hearing what she said, had contacted Zhou Tianzui, who, grateful, decided to treat her to dinner. She was quite happy about it, she was also familiar with He Wei and the others, no shortage of conversation topics. After You Ruxu left, she was the one who visited Zhou Tianzui most often at the hospital, building a good relationship with her colleagues was always a good idea, so she readily accepted the invitation.

    Zhou Tianzui had ulterior motives, she mainly invited Chen Xiang to hear about You Ruxu.

    Since that day, she hadn’t contacted You Ruxu, she hadn’t sent a single message, and neither had You Ruxu contacted her. Many nights, unable to sleep, she wanted to call You Ruxu, staring at her number, every digit etched in her memory, she knew it by heart, yet she couldn’t bring herself to press the call button.

    Yu Qiao’s condition had been improving, yesterday, she even accompanied her to visit Zhou Qiming’s grave. Yu Qiao had stood there, talking to him, her emotions stable and calm, but she still hadn’t mentioned You Ruxu.

    It was like a thorn.

    Zhou Tianzui didn’t know if that thorn had been removed.

    She didn’t dare to test it, afraid of pushing it deeper, she could only subtly probe.

    Chen Xiang, was her way of probing.

    “Dr. Zhou, your home is so cozy,” Chen Xiang, who lived alone in a rented apartment, eating instant noodles with cold water, always busy with work, her own apartment sparsely furnished, commented. Seeing Zhou Tianzui’s home, her eyes lit up, it felt like home, comfortable and warm.

    Yu Qiao brought them warm water: “It’s cold outside, isn’t it? Have some water, I’ll cut some fruit for you.”

    “Auntie, don’t bother,” Chen Xiang said, “Water is fine, am I too early? I had something to do nearby and smelled the delicious food, so I came over.”

    Chen Xiang grinned, “My mom always said I have a dog’s nose for good food.”

    Zhou Tianzui said, “You’re not early, they should be here soon.”

    Just as she finished speaking, there was a knock on the door. Zhou Tianzui went to open it, and He Wei, holding a fruit basket, stood there, instinctively straightening her posture at seeing Zhou Tianzui, “Dr. Zhou.”

    Zhou Tianzui said, “Come in.”

    He Wei walked in and, seeing Chen Xiang, exclaimed, “Reporter Chen!”

    Chen Xiang had become a reporter after the New Year, something He Wei and the others knew. Chen Xiang stood up, smiling, “Dr. He, come sit down.”

    He Wei, seeing a familiar face, relaxed, the tension from Zhou Tianzui’s earlier gaze dissipating, “Aren’t you cold, dressed so lightly?”

    Chen Xiang said, “No, I’m used to it.”

    “You reporters are amazing.” He Wei said, “Standing out in the freezing cold in just a suit, reporting live, Teacher You used to do the same.”

    She didn’t know about You Ruxu and the Zhou family. Her seemingly casual words were like opening a floodgate, everyone present froze, Zhou Tianzui instinctively looking at Yu Qiao.

    Yu Qiao, hearing the name, her expression faltering, then she calmly poured He Wei a glass of water, “Have something warm.”

    He Wei quickly said, “Thank you, Auntie.”

    Yu Qiao said, “You’re welcome. You two chat, I’ll go prepare dinner.”

    She looked at Zhou Tianzui, “Xiao Tian, keep them company.”

    Zhou Tianzui said, “I’ll help you cook.”

    Yu Qiao said, “It’s no trouble, and they rarely visit, spend some time with them.”

    Zhou Tianzui nodded.

    He Wei and Chen Xiang continued talking about You Ruxu.

    “She joined Yuhai TV.” Chen Xiang said, “But not as a field reporter, we probably won’t see her on TV as often anymore.”

    “That’s a pity.” He Wei said, “How am I supposed to sleep without hearing Teacher You’s voice?”

    Chen Xiang, seeing her dejected expression, chuckled, “You can call her, you can chat with her.”

    He Wei hesitated, “I don’t dare to.”

    Chen Xiang said, “What’s there to be afraid of?” Then, remembering how she herself had felt the same way, only daring to contact You Ruxu for non-work-related matters after two or three years of knowing her, she said reassuringly, “Teacher You is very approachable.” She looked at Zhou Tianzui, “Right, Dr. Zhou?”

    Zhou Tianzui looked up at Chen Xiang, startled by the sudden question, especially one related to You Ruxu. She opened her mouth, Yu Qiao, in the kitchen, could hear their conversation, she looked over and saw Zhou Tianzui’s expression.

    The same as always, her composure crumbling at the mere mention of that name.

    Yu Qiao looked down.

    Zhou Tianzui paused, then said, “Yes, she’s very approachable.”

    He Wei, hearing this, felt a surge of courage, she took a deep breath and said, “Then can I call Teacher You now?”

    Zhou Tianzui said, “No.”

    Chen Xiang and He Wei looked at her, Zhou Tianzui’s expression calm and indifferent, but her throat tightened, “She should be at work now, let’s not disturb her.”

    He Wei said, “I forgot, I’ll call her tonight then.”

    Tonight?

    To talk about what?

    Zhou Tianzui’s face darkened slightly. She stared at her cup, and after a few seconds, said to He Wei, “Just call her now, she might not be working during the holidays.”

    He Wei: …




    He Wei: So, should I call or not?
    Zhou Tianzui: Guess.

  • Friend(GL) 126

    Chapter 126: Yours

    You Ruxu had been bedridden for over a week. When she was finally discharged, the doctor advised her to eat bland food and return to the hospital immediately if she felt any discomfort. Her fever had subsided two days prior, but they kept her for observation for two more days. Wu Xiulian’s mother was worried about her health and told her to stay home and rest after returning. Wu Xiulian said, “How is that possible? Do you even know why her fever finally broke?”

    Wu Xiulian’s mother asked, “Why?”

    “The City TV station offered her a job,” Wu Xiulian said. “She starts next Monday.”

    It was strange, the day You Ruxu received the job offer, her fever broke, and after two days of observation, she made a full recovery, the doctor finally discharging her. Wu Xiulian’s mother shook her head, “This child…”

    “Give her time,” Wu Xiulian said. “It’s a sickness of the heart, it won’t heal so quickly, especially after breaking up with Dr. Zhou.”

    She didn’t elaborate. Wu Xiulian’s mother knew about their breakup, it had happened in Jindu. She wanted to go to the Zhou family and apologize, but You Ruxu and Wu Xiulian stopped her, Yu Qiao’s mental state still fragile, they didn’t want to upset her further.

    So, they brought You Ruxu back to Yuhai.

    Zhou Tianzui hadn’t contacted her at all since, and You Ruxu, stubborn as ever, refused to talk about her, bottling up her emotions, the guilt over Zhou Qiming’s case, the pain of their separation, a double burden that had made her sick for over half a month. Wu Xiulian’s mother asked, “She’s starting work next Monday?”

    Wu Xiulian nodded: “I overheard her talking about it the other day, you can ask her yourself later.”

    Wu Xiulian’s mother: “Okay.”

    Wu Xiulian looked at her, “Sis, I thought you would be angry.”

    Wu Xiulian’s mother frowned: “Angry?”

    Wu Xiulian said, “Yes, didn’t you always dislike her being a reporter?”

    Wu Xiulian’s mother said, “Disliking it doesn’t change anything, I also don’t like your brother-in-law working at the court.”

    She paused, “I used to worry about her, about her being so far away, alone, I couldn’t take care of her.”

    Wu Xiulian said, “Now she’s closer, you can take care of her. She asked me the other day why we chose her, out of all those children.”

    Wu Xiulian’s mother looked at Wu Xiulian.

    Wu Xiulian continued, “There’s no ‘why,’ it’s just fate, I liked her the moment I saw her. Sis, I know you still haven’t let go of that child, but Ruxu isn’t that child.”

    “I know.” Wu Xiulian’s mother said.

    Wu Xiulian looked at her, slightly surprised.

    Wu Xiulian’s mother looked down.

    The last time You Ruxu and Zhou Tianzui came to Yuhai, she had thrown away that teddy bear, and You Ruxu had gone out in the middle of the night to search for it. Seeing her at the garbage disposal station, she had known, she wasn’t that child.

    For the first time, she clearly understood, they were different.

    Wu Xiulian’s mother said, “Don’t worry, I won’t interfere with her choices anymore, she can do what she wants.”

    You Ruxu stood at the doorway, listening. After coming home, she had been constantly tired, needing two or three hours of naps every afternoon. The doctor said it was part of the recovery process. She had slept until past two o’clock, and waking up, heard them talking.

    She held the doorknob, opened the door. Wu Xiulian’s mother, seeing her, said, “You’re awake?”

    You Ruxu nodded and called out, “Mom.”

    Her eyes were slightly red. Wu Xiulian’s mother said, “Don’t just stand there, come sit down, your aunt said you’re starting work at the TV station next Monday? Which department?”

    You Ruxu said, “Social Investigations Department, I start on Monday.”

    Although it was still a reporting job, it was different from her previous position in Jindu, not a field reporter this time. Wu Xiulian’s mother was slightly relieved, although claiming not to care, she still worried about You Ruxu’s safety.

    Wu Xiulian, seeing this, suggested celebrating with a nice dinner. You Ruxu said, “Sounds good, what do you want to eat, Aunt?”

    “Hotpot?” Wu Xiulian asked, “Any objections?”

    You Ruxu said, “Anything is fine.”

    Wu Xiulian said, “Then I’ll make a reservation.”

    You Ruxu nodded.

    Wu Xiulian’s mother also agreed. She turned on the TV, and flipping through channels, landed on Jindu’s local station, a news replay, a new field reporter holding a microphone, her expression serious and composed. Wu Xiulian’s mother looked at You Ruxu.

    You Ruxu’s gaze was distant.

    She looked at the new reporter on screen and pursed her lips.

    Zhou Tianzui was also watching TV. The TV in her office was rarely tuned to anything other than medical programs, but today, it was showing the news. She heard He Wei say, “Speaking of which, is that reporter out of the hospital yet?”

    “Chen Xiang? She was discharged this morning.” Zhao Mingqi said, “And that man is behind bars now.”

    “Serves him right!” He Wei said angrily, then chuckled, “I mean, the man, he’s a murderer!”

    Zhao Mingqi said, “Seriously, I heard he was planning to sue the TV station, now he can sue them from prison…”

    Their voices were low, probably afraid of Zhou Tianzui hearing, their gossip hushed. He Wei took a sip of water, “Don’t you think Dr. Zhou seems to be in a better mood lately?”

    Lin Luo asked, “How can you tell?”

    He Wei said, “She’s started scolding people again.”

    Lin Luo: …

    Zhao Mingqi: …

    The other doctors: …

    Zhou Tianzui looked down, “Keep your voices down when gossiping about others.”

    He Wei flinched, and everyone quickly dispersed. Zhou Tianzui, carrying a patient’s file, left the office. It was Saturday, her day off, but she still came to the hospital to work for half a day. Yu Qiao was having lunch with friends, and she had planned to grab something quick at a restaurant near the hospital, but standing there, she changed her mind, and went to their old apartment instead.

    She had given the key to You Ruxu, so she couldn’t get in. She called the landlady.

    “Xiao Tian, I have the key, Xiao Xu said I should give it to you if you came back.” The landlady was very welcoming, and seeing Zhou Tianzui, she said, “Didn’t Xiao Xu move out? Are you still renting this place? Will you be living here?”

    Zhou Tianzui paused, “How long has she rented it for?”

    “She paid three years’ rent upfront.” The landlady said, “I heard she resigned, but she said it was fine if I wanted to rent it out to someone else.”

    Zhou Tianzui said, “Don’t rent it out yet.”

    “Of course not.” The landlady said, “I wouldn’t rent it out after receiving the payment. It’s just been empty…”

    Zhou Tianzui said, “I’ll be living here.”

    The landlady was delighted, “Okay then.”

    She liked Zhou Tianzui and You Ruxu, they were clean and tidy, always polite. Zhou Tianzui took the key, opened the door, and went inside.

    The windows were closed, the apartment had never been empty since they rented it. You Ruxu often traveled for work, and Zhou Tianzui would occasionally spend the night at the hospital, so she had spent more time here. When You Ruxu first moved in, she had wanted to give her the master bedroom, but after they started living together, there was no need. Zhou Tianzui walked inside. The air was stale and dusty after being empty for over a month. She opened the windows, the kitchen was spotless, the magazines and remote control neatly arranged on the coffee table, clearly You Ruxu had tidied up before leaving.

    She smiled faintly, went to the bedroom, everything was as she remembered, her clothes still hanging in the closet, You Ruxu’s also there, beside hers. She opened a drawer, even the socks were neatly folded and arranged, You Ruxu’s habit. She touched the socks, imagining You Ruxu carefully folding them, a warmth spreading through her.

    The bedding was new, Zhou Tianzui hadn’t seen it before, a soft, fluffy flannel set. She sat on the bed, leaned against the headboard, and noticed a magazine on the bedside table, probably You Ruxu’s.

    They rarely had time to read magazines, occasionally buying one from a small shop to pass the time on weekends, and You Ruxu didn’t usually read them, so what was she thinking when she bought this?

    Zhou Tianzui picked up the magazine and flipped through a few pages, nothing special, she placed it back on the bedside table, stood up, and went to You Ruxu’s room.

    She opened the door, everything was the same, the clothes rack, the gray hat, the red scarf, a desk, but the books on the desk were gone, she must have taken them with her when she left.

    Zhou Tianzui looked around the room, remembering something else she took.

    That teddy bear.

    The teddy bear that always lay on her bed, was also gone. The bedding was also a new flannel set, the same as in the master bedroom. Zhou Tianzui walked over, sat on the bed, and lay down, looking up at the crystal chandelier.

    The air was still and quiet.

    She could hear her own heartbeat.

    Each beat a silent cry, a longing, a whisper, I miss You Ruxu.

    Zhou Tianzui took out her phone, opened WeChat, hesitated for a long time, then messaged You Ruxu.

    [Looks like we had a burglar.]

    You Ruxu sat by the window, looking down. The weather in Yuhai was warmer than in Jindu. She was wearing a warm yellow spring dress, her profile delicate like a doll, her milky skin almost translucent in the sunlight. Her phone vibrated. She looked over and, seeing the notification from Zhou Tianzui, her heart skipped a beat, suddenly afraid to open it, her hand trembling slightly. After a moment, she pursed her lips and opened the message.

    She saw Zhou Tianzui’s message: [Looks like we had a burglar.]

    She paused for a few seconds, then replied: [What?]

    Zhou Tianzui: [We had a burglar, something’s missing.]

    You Ruxu: [What’s missing?]

    Zhou Tianzui sent two photos, one of her bed, the other of Zhou Tianzui, You Ruxu didn’t notice anything missing, her gaze fixed on Zhou Tianzui.

    You Ruxu, slightly dazed, replied: [Why are you at the apartment?]

    Before Zhou Tianzui could reply, she sent another message: [Does Auntie know?]

    [She’ll be angry.]

    [Don’t make her angry again.]

    Zhou Tianzui, seeing her cautious words, her heart clenching, her face paling slightly, she gripped the phone tightly, waiting for the pain to subside before replying: [She hasn’t been angry recently.]

    You Ruxu relaxed, seeing her reply, wanting to respond, but the words wouldn’t come, she typed and deleted several times. Zhou Tianzui, seeing the “typing” indicator, after a long while, couldn’t help but ask: [Are you feeling better?]

    At the same time.

    You Ruxu: [What’s missing?]

    She sent: [Your teddy bear.]

    You Ruxu: [Much better.]

    Their messages crossed paths. Zhou Tianzui replied: [Good to hear.]

    You Ruxu: [I took the teddy bear home with me.]

    You Ruxu: [You gave it to me, it’s mine.]

    A stubbornness that transcended the screen. Zhou Tianzui replied: [It’s yours.]

    You Ruxu held her phone tightly.

    Zhou Tianzui sent another message: [Everything is yours.]

    And I’m yours too.

  • Friend(GL) 125

    Chapter 125: Care

    It had been a long time since You Ruxu had been sick for so long. Usually, a cold would only last two days at most, rarely developing into a fever. She exercised regularly at the station and had a good constitution. But this time, her fever persisted for almost a week, subsiding in the morning, then returning at night. She was initially treated in Jindu, then Wu Xiulian brought her back to Yuhai.

    Wu Xiulian thought her condition was similar to that time during her school years.

    “Sis, I think it’s a sickness of the heart, not easily cured,” Wu Xiulian said, looking at the sleeping You Ruxu. She had been back for half a month, and most of that time was spent in the hospital. She had lost a lot of weight, her chin sharp, her face flushed unnaturally from the fever, her forehead covered in sweat. The fever kept coming and going, if it weren’t for the daily checkups by the doctor, Wu Xiulian’s mother would have been even more worried.

    Wu Xiulian’s mother sighed, “This child, always tormenting herself.”

    Wu Xiulian said, “She’s been carrying that guilt for so many years, I guess she can’t bear it any longer.”

    Wu Xiulian’s mother looked down at You Ruxu, her heart aching. She gently wiped You Ruxu’s face and forehead with a damp cloth, and just as she reached for her neck, You Ruxu’s eyes fluttered open, her voice hoarse as she called out, “Mom, Aunt.”

    Wu Xiulian quickly sat beside her: “Xu Xu, you’re awake.”

    You Ruxu said, “I fell asleep again?”

    Wu Xiulian’s mother said, “Just for a little while.” She touched You Ruxu’s forehead, the fever had subsided, “What do you want to eat tonight? I’ll make it for you.”

    You Ruxu said, “Mom, anything is fine.”

    Wu Xiulian said, “Our Xu Xu is not a picky eater.”

    “You Ruxu is also not a picky eater.” A voice, Zhou Tianzui’s voice, echoed in her ears. You Ruxu was dazed for a moment, then said, “Yes, I’m not picky.”

    Wu Xiulian’s mother nodded, “Then your aunt will stay with you, your father’s working late tonight.”

    “Mom,” You Ruxu said, “Tell Dad not to come, I’m fine.”

    Wu Xiulian’s mother’s eyes teared up slightly.

    They were all worried about her, at a loss for what to do, even the doctors had no solution. You Ruxu, knowing her mother’s worry, said, “Mom, I’ll be fine soon.”

    Wu Xiulian’s mother nodded, smiling reassuringly.

    After Wu Xiulian’s mother left, Wu Xiulian sat by her bedside, “Xu Xu, want some fruit?”

    You Ruxu said, “Aunt, I want an apple.”

    “Okay, I’ll peel one for you.” Wu Xiulian said, “Apples are good for you, rich in vitamins…”

    You Ruxu smiled.

    She was still weak, this illness had drained her, a pale and fragile smile, unlike her usual sharp and capable demeanor. Wu Xiulian peeled the apple, “Several TV stations contacted me, asking about your job prospects, now that you’ve resigned.”

    You Ruxu had completed the handover procedures before coming to Yuhai, and after Wu Xiulian’s mother arrived, she officially resigned. It had been almost half a month since she returned to Yuhai, and knowing she was currently unemployed, many TV stations had contacted her, and unable to reach her, asked Wu Xiulian instead, “Are you still planning to be a reporter?”

    You Ruxu’s eyes lit up, a rare display of emotion, hearing Wu Xiulian’s question, she nodded, “Yes, which stations?”

    “Just the local ones, Huizhen, and a few others.” Wu Xiulian said, “Oh, and Chaohuang, remember Han Shuang? Your classmate, she also asked if you would be interested in joining them. Your mother was worried you wouldn’t find a job here.”

    It was a lighthearted tease, although You Ruxu had been working in Jindu, many of her interviews were directly with national television, so her reputation preceded her, hence the numerous job offers upon her return.

    You Ruxu said, “I remember her.”

    “I think Chaohuang would be a good choice.” Chaohuang focused on social news, different from the city TV station, their work relatively safer. You Ruxu, her mind still slightly hazy, didn’t commit, “I’ll consider it.”

    Wu Xiulian looked at her.

    You Ruxu seemed like a wilted flower. Wu Xiulian said, “Here’s your apple, eat it.”

    You Ruxu took the apple, thanked her, and took a bite, the coldness and sweetness mixing on her tongue. She chewed slowly and heard Wu Xiulian say, “Xu Xu, if you really can’t let go, I’ll go back to Jindu with you, okay? I’ll talk to the Zhou family again…”

    “Aunt,” You Ruxu said, “Maybe later.”

    Too much had happened recently, from the Fengyuan incident to everything else, they had been constantly busy, including Yu Qiao, first finding out about her relationship with Zhou Tianzui, then finally starting to accept it, only to learn about her true identity, Yu Qiao’s reaction was understandable. You Ruxu thought she also needed time, even if it was to hate her, it would take time.

    Wu Xiulian nodded, “I’ll listen to you.”

    She looked down, wanting to smile, but it didn’t quite reach her eyes, “Xu Xu, do you hate me?”

    You Ruxu said, “Aunt, I don’t hate you.”

    “But I hate myself.” Wu Xiulian said, “Actually, I went to see Zhou Tianzui’s mother that day.”

    You Ruxu looked at Wu Xiulian.

    Wu Xiulian continued, “She said I was protecting you, protecting the You family, then what about them? Did they deserve to be wronged, to be judged and ridiculed? ” Wu Xiulian wiped her eyes, “Her words stunned me, and I realized how selfish I had been.”

    “If it wasn’t for me, they would have had the respect they deserved years ago, they suffered for over a decade because of me.” Wu Xiulian said, “Xu Xu, it was my fault, don’t blame yourself, I’ll find a way to make amends, please stop torturing yourself, okay?”

    You Ruxu put down the apple, hearing her words.

    Torturing herself?

    She wasn’t torturing herself, she just, thinking of Zhou Tianzui, thinking of Yu Qiao, it hurt, these past two weeks, she had been in a daze, her dreams filled with memories of Jindu, of meeting Zhou Tianzui, of her smile, of their unspoken understanding, of the jealousy she felt when Zhou Tianzui was close to others, she dreamt of the day she realized who Zhou Tianzui was, her anxiety, the nightmares, she dreamt of Yu Qiao, of her kindness, a kindness she didn’t deserve.

    You Ruxu leaned back against the pillows, her hand resting on the bedside table, her phone ringing. Wu Xiulian handed her the phone, “Chen Xiang, your colleague, right?”

    “Yes.” You Ruxu’s palms were sweating, anyone or anything related to Jindu made her heart race. Wu Xiulian asked, “Are you going to answer?”

    You Ruxu took the phone.

    “Teacher You!” Chen Xiang’s cheerful voice on the other end, as if carrying the air of Jindu with it, of a place where Zhou Tianzui existed. You Ruxu’s throat tightened slightly, her voice hoarse as she replied, “Yes.”

    “What’s wrong with your voice?” Chen Xiang asked, “Is your cold still bothering you?”

    You Ruxu said, “It hasn’t completely gone away yet.”

    “You’ve been sick for so long.” Chen Xiang said worriedly, “Are you sure there’s nothing else wrong?”

    You Ruxu said, “No, I’m just recovering slowly.”

    “You must have been overworking yourself, pushing yourself too hard, you need to rest properly.” Chen Xiang said, “Being sick is awful, Teacher You, take care of yourself.”

    You Ruxu smiled faintly, her lips pressed together, she wanted to ask about Zhou Tianzui, but would Chen Xiang know?

    How could she know?

    But logic was one thing, and emotions, they often trampled over logic, overriding her self-control, a self-control that vanished whenever she was around Zhou Tianzui.

    You Ruxu couldn’t help but ask, “Is Dr. Zhou, still going on blind dates?”

    “Huh?” Chen Xiang was puzzled, “Dr. Zhou? No, I don’t think so, I heard she went on blind dates for a week, then stopped. Oh, and this is funny, a few guys from Team 1 wanted to go, but they were turned away before they even met her.” She chuckled, a lighthearted tone, but You Ruxu’s emotions were a rollercoaster.

    Zhou Tianzui.

    Had stopped going on blind dates?

    Then Yu Qiao, must be furious.

    You Ruxu said, “Really?”

    “Seriously!” Chen Xiang chuckled, “You should have seen their faces, so regretful, they said they should have asked someone to set them up earlier. Dr. Zhou doesn’t seem to have a partner, I did hear she was in a relationship before…”

    You Ruxu’s heart skipped a beat: “A relationship?”

    Then she asked, “Why are you at the hospital?”

    Chen Xiang covered her mouth, Teacher You was truly sharp, always catching the important details, “I’ve been covering a story lately, the person involved is in the hospital, so I’ve been here often.”

    She chuckled awkwardly, “So I see Dr. Zhou quite often.”

    You Ruxu paused, “How is she doing lately?”

    “She seems fine.” Chen Xiang said, then realizing something was off, Zhou Tianzui had asked her about You Ruxu, and now You Ruxu was asking about Zhou Tianzui, weren’t they in contact?

    Was it because of, the Zhou Qiming incident?

    Chen Xiang understood, feeling a pang of sympathy, Zhou Tianzui and You Ruxu had been so close before, she couldn’t help but say, “Actually, Dr. Zhou is also very concerned about you.”

    You Ruxu paused, “About me?”

    Chen Xiang said, “Yes, she’s been asking about you these past few days.”

    It was an exaggeration, but Zhou Tianzui had asked about her twice. You Ruxu gripped her phone tightly, her body still weak from the fever, a sudden surge of energy, listening attentively to Chen Xiang, her body tense, any movement causing pain.

    Chen Xiang said, “Why don’t you try contacting her?”

    “I…” You Ruxu was speechless. Zhou Tianzui had asked about her, but hadn’t contacted her, was it because of Yu Qiao? The thought of her, a sharp stab in her heart, drained her of all her newfound energy. She held her phone and said, “I see, thank you.”

    Chen Xiang was slightly embarrassed, “Teacher You, you’re too polite, I’ll come visit you in Yuhai next time!” Then she asked, “But Teacher You, are you really not coming back?”

    A sliver of hope in her voice.

    You Ruxu thought for a long moment, her phone silent, Chen Xiang almost thought the call had been disconnected, when You Ruxu finally said, “Yes, I’m not coming back.”

  • Friend(GL) 124

    Chapter 124: Tattoo

    Chen Xiang took some fruit from the bedside table and offered it to Yu Qiao, “Auntie, have some.”

    Yu Qiao snapped out of her thoughts and took the fruit, looking down at it. Chen Xiang, observing her expression, asked, “Are you busy, Auntie?”

    “Me?” Yu Qiao paused. “No, I’m not busy, is there anything I can do?”

    Chen Xiang said, “No, not really, I just wanted to chat with you if you’re free. Actually, we should have visited you before the interview, but Dr. Zhou said you weren’t feeling well, so we didn’t dare disturb you. I hope you’re not angry.”

    Yu Qiao, remembering that period, nodded.

    Chen Xiang asked, “Are you feeling better now?”

    Yu Qiao said, “Better or not, what does it matter.” She looked down, “Just living day by day.”

    Chen Xiang smiled at her gently, “Auntie, let me tell you something happy then.”

    “The first time I met Teacher You, it was for a news story we collaborated on, about a demolition compensation dispute. The resident and the demolition company were arguing, one claiming they agreed on a price, and then when the demolition was about to start, the company refused to honor their agreement. Because it was a verbal agreement, no contract, both sides had their own version of the story. The focus of our interview was whether there was such a verbal agreement. Later, it was confirmed that there was indeed a verbal agreement, but the exact content was unknown. At the time, we were inclined to believe that a price had been agreed upon.”

    Yu Qiao looked at Chen Xiang.

    Chen Xiang continued, “But Teacher You remained neutral.”

    Yu Qiao asked, “And then?”

    “Later, we found out there was indeed a verbal agreement, and a price had been promised.” Chen Xiang’s expression was calm. “Teacher You was the one who found out. Because she had remained neutral, many people thought she was siding with the demolition company, so they mocked her after the truth came out, saying she wasted her time investigating, that she only got the job because of her family connections, that she was incompetent, they called her ‘Bright Moon’ sarcastically, a derogatory nickname.”

    Even Chen Xiang had been angry, but You Ruxu had never seemed to mind.

    Chen Xiang said, “But in my heart, she is the moon. I’ve been working with her for almost three years now, and in these three years, every news story she covered, if there was even the slightest doubt, she would tirelessly investigate and verify, repeatedly examining every detail. Her workload was immense, she barely rested. Back then, I didn’t understand, I thought her persistence was ridiculous.”

    That was what she had thought back then.

    Yu Qiao held the fruit, her gaze fixed on Chen Xiang.

    Chen Xiang continued, “But I was the ridiculous one. After Reporter Zhou’s case came to light, I suddenly understood.”

    The weight they carried on their shoulders, the weight of their words, she suddenly understood, at that moment, “Teacher You has a favorite saying, ‘Uncover the truth, report it truthfully.’ She said she learned it from a senior colleague.”

    She had always assumed that senior colleague was Shi Qi.

    Later, after the notebook surfaced, those eight characters were written on the first page of Zhou Qiming’s journal.

    Yu Qiao left the ward. She had seen Zhou Qiming’s work journal countless times, touched the cover countless times. During their arguments, she would often say to him, “You think your work is more important than us? I’ll burn that notebook of yours!”

    And Zhou Qiming would just laugh, “Why would you do that?”

    “Why?!!” She would be furious, “They’re calling our home now, threatening me and Xiao Tian! And you’re still laughing!”

    Zhou Qiming would say, “I’m sorry, I’ll take care of it.”

    “You always say that!” She would ask, “Can’t you just quit being a reporter?”

    And Zhou Qiming would say, “Then who will do it?”

    She would be speechless.

    Zhou Qiming would smile at her, his smile disarming her anger. She would glare at him. He would hug her, try to take the notebook from her hand, but she wouldn’t let him, they would struggle, and the notebook would fall to the floor, the wind turning the pages, her gaze falling on the inscription inside the cover.

    As if transported back in time, to an afternoon many years ago.

    She saw Zhou Qiming, his smile still gentle.

    “Aren’t you angry?” She asked.

    Zhou Qiming said, “Of course I’m angry.”

    She said, “Then why are you smiling?”

    Zhou Qiming said, “Because the truth is out.”

    Her eyes, blurred with tears, “The truth is out, but you suffered so much all these years.”

    Zhou Qiming said, “But she was just a child back then, she didn’t mean any harm.”

    Tears streamed down Yu Qiao’s face as she left the hospital. She stood at the intersection, waiting for the light to change, the concerned glances of passersby, her last vestige of pride making her mutter, “But you suffered so much…”

    She heard Zhou Qiming’s voice, “That’s why we need reporters like Shi Ran, like Chen Xiang.”

    She crouched down by the roadside, her body trembling, unable to stop crying, her gray hair shaking. Someone finally approached her, “Auntie, are you okay?”

    Yu Qiao couldn’t speak, her sobs choking her. She opened her mouth, wanting to say something, but no words came out, she just clutched the stranger’s hand tightly. The young woman patiently let her, helping her to a nearby bench, quietly accompanying her.

    Zhou Tianzui, receiving Yu Qiao’s call, was startled, then quickly asked Zhao Mingqi to cover her shift and rushed out of the hospital.

    Yu Qiao sat quietly on the bench, the cool evening breeze ruffling her hair, her eyes red and swollen from crying. Zhou Tianzui frowned, “Mom, what’s wrong?”

    Hearing her voice, Yu Qiao returned to her senses, looked at Zhou Tianzui, and said, “I just saw your father.”

    Zhou Tianzui’s expression changed slightly.

    Yu Qiao looked at her and continued, “Thankfully, he didn’t see you, he would blame me again, for not taking good care of you, for letting you get so thin.”

    Zhou Tianzui said, “I’m not thin anymore.”

    “You’re not.” Yu Qiao stood up, walked over to Zhou Tianzui, pinched her cheek, “But you’re not fat either.”

    Zhou Tianzui’s lips parted slightly, looking at Yu Qiao, sensing a change in her demeanor. Yu Qiao didn’t give her a chance to speak, “Are you free? Drive me home.”

    “I’ll go get the car, wait for me here.” Zhou Tianzui said, and Yu Qiao replied, “I’ll go with you.”

    Zhou Tianzui looked at her, nodded, and walked beside her.

    She took Yu Qiao to the supermarket. Yu Qiao said she could go by herself, but Zhou Tianzui said, “I asked Zhao Mingqi to cover my shift, I’m not going back to the hospital tonight.”

    Yu Qiao said, “Then I’ll make you something to eat when we get back.”

    Zhou Tianzui nodded.

    Yu Qiao walked inside, greeting acquaintances with a smile. The change in her demeanor was becoming more and more apparent. Zhou Tianzui couldn’t quite pinpoint it, but at least, being around Yu Qiao didn’t feel as oppressive as before.

    They browsed for over half an hour. Yu Qiao bought some vegetables and chicken wings, “You loved your father’s cooking when you were young, you always said my cooking wasn’t as good as his, do you still remember how it tasted?”

    She chuckled softly.

    Zhou Tianzui finally understood what was different.

    It was Yu Qiao.

    She no longer became hysterical or yelled at her when they talked about Zhou Qiming. They could have a normal conversation about him now. Zhou Tianzui’s grip on the grocery bags tightened, her expression dazed for a few seconds, then she said, “I don’t remember, I was too young then.”

    “That’s true.” Yu Qiao said, “You were just a child.”

    Zhou Tianzui looked at her and smiled, her eyes slightly watery. Her voice was a little hoarse, “Mom, I’ll cook for you when we get back.”

    “You know how?” Yu Qiao asked, and Zhou Tianzui replied, “Yes, and if I don’t, I’ll learn, I’ll cook for you from now on.”

    Yu Qiao said, “Then I’ll be living the good life?”

    Zhou Tianzui blinked, her eyes burning, she said, “Yes, isn’t that a good thing?”

    “Of course it’s a good thing.” Yu Qiao said, “I can’t wait.”

    Zhou Tianzui felt a lump in her throat, she continued chatting with Yu Qiao on their way back. Arriving home, she changed her clothes and went to the kitchen to cook. Yu Qiao offered to help, but Zhou Tianzui told her to rest, saying she could manage on her own.

    Yu Qiao stood at the kitchen door, watching Zhou Tianzui work, her slender figure, her pale face, the redness around her eyes. Her gaze fell on a few strands of gray hidden beneath Zhou Tianzui’s dark hair, near her ear.

    Yu Qiao said, “Let’s go out for a walk after dinner.”

    Zhou Tianzui asked, “To buy something?”

    Yu Qiao said, “There’s a new hair salon downstairs, why don’t you get a haircut?”

    Zhou Tianzui’s hands paused, then after a moment, she said, “Okay.”

    Yu Qiao sat at the dining table, chatting casually. Zhou Tianzui listened quietly, had dinner with Yu Qiao, having only had some soup at the hospital, not a proper meal. After Yu Qiao finished eating, she washed the dishes and went downstairs.

    There were many people downstairs, the weather warmer now. People were playing chess, cards. Zhou Tianzui greeted them, and walking past the crowd, she saw the new hair salon Yu Qiao mentioned. Inside, three or four young girls, still in their school uniforms, were looking at their reflections in the mirror, straightening their bangs, trying to curl them. The hairdresser was cutting someone’s hair, chatting with them.

    The scene was warm and comforting.

    So comforting that she missed You Ruxu.

    She wondered what she was doing, if her cold was better. Zhou Tianzui took out her phone, realizing for the first time that even dialing this number required courage. She stood there, looking down at her phone, her palms sweating, the familiar number memorized, yet she couldn’t bring herself to press the call button.

    “Xiao Tian, I saw your father…”

    Zhou Tianzui closed her eyes. She put away her phone and walked towards the hair salon. At the entrance, she saw a newly opened tattoo parlor next door. There were no customers inside. The owner, sitting at the entrance, looked up, and their eyes met.

    He was young, in his twenties, his hair tied back in a ponytail. Seeing Zhou Tianzui looking, he called out, “Getting a tattoo?”

    Zhou Tianzui paused for a moment, “What kind of tattoos do you do?”

    “All kinds.” The owner’s eyes crinkled into a smile, a warm and inviting smile. Zhou Tianzui walked in. The owner handed her a book of designs, but Zhou Tianzui didn’t look at it, “Can you do a sun?”

    “A sun?” The owner thought for a moment, “Sure, but it’s the first time I’ve had a request for a sun tattoo.”

    Zhou Tianzui looked down.

    The owner asked, “Where do you want it?”

    Zhou Tianzui lifted her shirt, revealing the scar on her waist. The owner wasn’t fazed, many people got tattoos to cover scars, but he was curious, “Is there a special meaning behind the sun?”

    Zhou Tianzui smiled faintly.

    “Why A Ran?”

    “Because my mother hoped I would be like the sun, rising steadily.”

  • Friend(GL) 123

    Chapter 123: Hate Her

    Yu Qiao crouched down and picked up Zhou Tianzui’s chopsticks. Zhou Tianzui said, “I’ll wash these.”

    She stood up abruptly, her leg bumping against the table leg, but her expression remained unchanged, as if she didn’t feel any pain. Yu Qiao watched her walk away.

    Zhou Tianzui used to be afraid of pain, making a fuss over the slightest injury, clinging to her parents, crying and asking to be held, to have the hurt “kissed away.” But since Zhou Qiming’s death, Yu Qiao hadn’t heard her complain about pain once.

    Over time, she forgot that Zhou Tianzui also felt pain.

    She forgot that during those agonizing years, Zhou Tianzui suffered too, that when she herself couldn’t bear it any longer, Zhou Tianzui was still holding on, her own pain expressed freely, in anger and tears, but what about Zhou Tianzui?

    Her Xiao Tian.

    What did she do when she was hurting?

    Yu Qiao sat in a chair, her expression blank, when a doctor entered, calling out “Auntie.” She returned to her senses, greeted him, then seeing Zhou Tianzui still hadn’t returned, went to look for her.

    The corridor was busy, the restroom nearby. Yu Qiao stood outside, thinking of Zhou Tianzui’s retreating figure, her indifferent reaction after bumping her leg, and felt a lump in her throat. She leaned against the wall, unable to take another step forward.

    Why, of all people, You Ruxu?

    Yu Qiao took a deep breath, suppressing the surge of anger, hatred, and pain at the mention of that name, a tangled knot in her heart, preventing her from moving. The restroom door was open. Two nurses came out, saw Yu Qiao, and hurried over, “Auntie? Are you okay? Are you feeling unwell?”

    Yu Qiao shook her head, her face pale. She stood there for a moment, then asked, “Is Xiao Tian inside?”

    “Dr. Zhou? I didn’t see her.” One nurse said, and the other added, “I think she went to the ER.”

    Yu Qiao’s heart sank. She nodded, “The ER?”

    The nurse nodded, “I think so, I saw her walking in that direction.”

    Yu Qiao forced a smile, “Thank you.”

    She turned and went downstairs, each step heavier than the last, thinking, if it were You Ruxu who was injured, what would Xiao Tian do? Yu Qiao suddenly didn’t want to go to the ER, didn’t want to see Zhou Tianzui’s anguish. She stood in the corridor, letting the crowd carry her towards the ER, which was also crowded, reporters and police officers. She saw Zhou Tianzui from afar.

    Zhou Tianzui wasn’t with the crowd, but standing by a window, not far from the ER, her gaze fixed on the operating room, motionless. Yu Qiao walked over and stood behind her.

    Captain Zhou turned around, saw Zhou Tianzui, said something to her team member, and walked over, “Dr. Zhou.”

    Zhou Tianzui looked at her, her lips bloodless, her face pale, her voice strained as she asked, “What’s the situation?”

    “She’s still in surgery. Pushed down the stairs, many witnesses.” Captain Zhou said, “It’s somewhat related to your father’s case.”

    Zhou Tianzui’s hand gripped the windowsill, “Related how?”

    “The suspect is the victim’s father.” Captain Zhou explained, “After the TV station’s report, he kept harassing Chen Xiang, trying to find out where the victim was staying. Chen Xiang didn’t tell him, so he pushed her down the stairs today.”

    Zhou Tianzui froze, “Chen Xiang?”

    Captain Zhou looked at her and nodded, “Yes, Chen Xiang.”

    Zhou Tianzui’s hand slipped from the windowsill, her body swaying, her arm hitting the glass. Captain Zhou quickly steadied her, “What’s wrong?”

    “Nothing.” Zhou Tianzui said, “Just tired from all the night shifts lately.”

    “You don’t look well.” Captain Zhou said, “No one to cover your shift?”

    Zhou Tianzui said, “There is.”

    Her face regained some color. The operating room door opened, and a doctor emerged. Captain Zhou said, “I’ll go check on the situation.”

    Zhou Tianzui nodded, watching her approach the doctor, who said thankfully, it wasn’t serious, a concussion and a fractured arm, needing hospitalization and observation, they could question her after she woke up.

    Zhou Tianzui turned and walked back, her heartbeat slowing down, her expression calmer now. Returning to her office, she saw Yu Qiao sitting at her desk, a lunchbox on the table, her head lowered, she couldn’t see where the chopsticks were, and just as she was about to look for them, Yu Qiao called out, “Xiao Tian?”

    She turned around.

    Yu Qiao said, “Come eat.”

    Zhou Tianzui said, “Okay.” She took a pair of disposable chopsticks from the drawer, “I left them on the table earlier, the cleaning lady probably threw them away.”

    Yu Qiao didn’t ask further, just a casual “oh,” “Eat.”

    Zhou Tianzui ate her lunch and asked Yu Qiao, “When are you going back?”

    Yu Qiao said, “After you finish eating.”

    Zhou Tianzui said, “I can ask a colleague to drive you…”

    “No need.” Yu Qiao said, “I’m going to the supermarket, I’ll take a bus later.”

    Zhou Tianzui nodded, and after lunch, walked Yu Qiao downstairs, then after a moment of thought, went back to the ER. She was told Chen Xiang had been transferred to a regular ward. When she entered the ward, Chen Xiang was talking to her family. Seeing Zhou Tianzui, her eyes lit up, “Dr. Zhou?”

    Zhou Tianzui walked in. Chen Xiang introduced her, “Mom, this is Zhou Tianzui, the doctor from the obstetrics department, I told you about her.”

    “Hello, hello.” Chen Xiang’s mother was very welcoming. “Would you like some fruit?”

    Zhou Tianzui said, “Thank you, Auntie, but no, I’m just here to visit.”

    Chen Xiang said, “Mom, go wash some fruit.”

    Chen Xiang’s mother agreed and left.

    Only Chen Xiang and Zhou Tianzui remained in the ward. Chen Xiang’s head was bandaged, and her arm was in a sling, but her movements weren’t restricted, still quite agile. Zhou Tianzui asked, “How are you feeling?”

    “I’m fine.” Chen Xiang said, “Tough as nails.”

    Zhou Tianzui, hearing her joke, smiled faintly, “It was the victim’s father?”

    “Yes.” Chen Xiang looked at Zhou Tianzui, her tone knowing, “Her father.”

    Zhou Tianzui asked, “Does she know?”

    “I didn’t tell her.” It was a strange coincidence, although You Ruxu was in charge of the story, Chen Xiang was the one who conducted the interview, her name on the report. The man had contacted her, and afraid he would go after You Ruxu, she had said that besides herself and the interviewee, no one else was present, not even You Ruxu knew who it was. And with the audio editing for the interview, the man wouldn’t even think of You Ruxu.

    So, You Ruxu still didn’t know about this.

    Chen Xiang said, “Dr. Zhou, please don’t tell Teacher You.”

    Zhou Tianzui asked, “Why not?”

    “She hasn’t been well lately.” Chen Xiang said, “She had a bad cold after the New Year, then it turned into pneumonia, her mother came from Yuhai and took her back home. She was supposed to come back, but she hasn’t fully recovered yet. I heard she even submitted her resignation.”

    “Resigned?” Zhou Tianzui frowned, looking at Chen Xiang.

    Chen Xiang said, “She was already planning to resign, wasn’t she?” She had already told Shi Qi about it while she was still hospitalized. Shi Qi and the station director hadn’t approved, asking her to take a leave of absence first, but before leaving Jindu, You Ruxu had still completed all the handover procedures. Chen Xiang was surprised, “Dr. Zhou, didn’t you know?”

    “I…” Zhou Tianzui said, “I’ve been very busy lately, haven’t contacted her.”

    “I only found out when I messaged her a couple of days ago.” Chen Xiang said, “I heard her mother even scheduled surgery for her after the New Year, she might be moving back to Yuhai.”

    Zhou Tianzui looked down, “That’s good then.”

    “It is good.” Chen Xiang said, “Being with her family is definitely better than being alone, hopefully she can take this opportunity to rest properly.”

    Zhou Tianzui hummed in agreement. Chen Xiang’s mother returned with the fruit. Zhou Tianzui had already left, “Where’s that doctor?”

    “She went back.” Chen Xiang said, “She’s on duty tonight.”

    Chen Xiang’s mother looked at her, “You should just resign, it’s too dangerous. Your father’s blood pressure shot up when he heard about it this afternoon, he’s probably coming back tomorrow morning…”

    “Mom.” Chen Xiang said, “I’m fine.”

    “It’ll be too late when you’re not fine!” Chen Xiang’s mother was slightly annoyed. Chen Xiang hugged her arm and said coquettishly, “Mommy, dearest…”

    There was a knock on the door. Chen Xiang looked over, “Who is it?”

    Yu Qiao stood outside, holding a basket of fruit. Chen Xiang, momentarily confused, then quickly reacted, “A-Auntie?”

    Yu Qiao said, “I heard from Xiao Tian that you were hospitalized, so I came to visit.”

    Chen Xiang said, “You shouldn’t have, Auntie, Dr. Zhou just left.”

    Yu Qiao paused, “She was here?”

    Chen Xiang nodded, “Yes.”

    Yu Qiao looked down.

    Although she knew it wasn’t You Ruxu who was injured, she still came to visit, unable to shake her worry. Yu Qiao handed her the fruit basket, “How are you feeling?”

    “I’m fine.” Chen Xiang said, “Tough as nails, built like a tank!”

    Her mother slapped her on the head, “Don’t talk nonsense!”

    Chen Xiang chuckled awkwardly, “Mom, I’ll chat with Auntie for a bit.”

    Her mother looked at the two of them, “I’ll go pour some water, have a seat, Auntie?”

    Yu Qiao nodded and sat on the chair beside Chen Xiang’s bed, looking at her, her head bandaged, yet still full of energy, she suddenly thought of Zhou Tianzui, it had been a long time since she had seen her so lively.

    Before, she would always hug Yu Qiao’s arm, calling her “Beautiful Yu” this, “Beautiful Yu” that.

    “Auntie.” Chen Xiang’s voice interrupted her thoughts. “Is there something you wanted to ask me?”

    Yu Qiao shook her head, “No, nothing, I just came to visit. I heard it was her father who pushed you?”

    Chen Xiang nodded, a little embarrassed, “Yes, you’ve heard about it.”

    Yu Qiao, seeing her expression, asked, “You didn’t tell her father, did you?”

    “No.” Chen Xiang said firmly, “Auntie, you have no idea, he’s a monster! A scum! Gambles, drinks, does everything! Spent most of his life in prison! If he knew who it was, that person’s life would be ruined.”

    Yu Qiao, looking at her, indignant even while lying in a hospital bed, softly repeated, “That person…” She asked, “Don’t you hate her?”

    Chen Xiang was stunned, “Hate her?”

    Then, realizing what she meant, she said, “Of course not.”

    Yu Qiao asked, “Why not? You were injured because of her, why don’t you hate her?”

    Chen Xiang, without hesitation, said with a smile, “Auntie, it’s our job.”

    Yu Qiao looked at her.

    Chen Xiang said, “Anyone would do the same, Teacher You would, and so would any other reporter.”

    Yu Qiao opened her mouth, then closed it without speaking.

  • Friend(GL) 122

    Chapter 122: Scoundrel

    Yu Qiao’s eyes instantly reddened. She understood what Zhou Tianzui meant, her hand falling powerlessly. She said, “Scoundrel.” All her insistence crumbled, her stubbornness shattered. Filled with despair and helplessness, she pounded on Zhou Tianzui’s shoulder, “Zhou Tianzui, you scoundrel! You scoundrel!”

    A scoundrel?

    Yes, she was a scoundrel. She had been cruel to You Ruxu before, and now, to Yu Qiao. She knew she shouldn’t have fallen for You Ruxu, yet she had, head over heels. She knew Yu Qiao would be angry, yet she still hurt her, deceiving her, lying to her, and even now, she couldn’t accept anyone else, she couldn’t even bring herself to go on those blind dates.

    She had broken her promises again.

    Broken her promise to You Ruxu.

    She had said they would try again, work things out, but she gave up, she let go, she was a scoundrel.

    Broken her promise to Yu Qiao.

    She had promised to make Yu Qiao happy, to try dating, to try marriage, but she couldn’t control herself, every touch feeling like insects crawling on her skin, a numb ache accompanied by a deep unease, she just wanted to wash it away, to desperately scrub herself clean.

    She was a scoundrel.

    A true scoundrel.

    Zhou Tianzui took half a step back and said, “Mom, I’m sorry.”

    Yu Qiao had heard these words too many times, more apologies in the past few days than in her entire life. She looked at Zhou Tianzui, her eyes filled with despair and helplessness, she didn’t even have the energy to ask again.

    Was no one good enough?

    Was it only You Ruxu?

    She couldn’t bring herself to ask.

    Because she already knew the answer. Yu Qiao didn’t speak, just walked towards the door and left the room.

    Zhou Tianzui heard her apologizing to Lin Luo, then silence. She walked out. Yu Qiao was sitting on the sofa, silently, the room deathly quiet.

    An oppressive silence.

    After that, Yu Qiao never mentioned blind dates again, dismissing any aunties who tried to set her up. Zhou Tianzui didn’t know what she had said, but things became much quieter around her. Lin Luo tried to talk to her a few times, but seeing her expression, hesitated, not daring to speak. Zhou Tianzui became even more serious and aloof, her temper worsening. Unlike before, she no longer scolded anyone, just gave the erring interns a cold stare, her disapproval so sharp and intense that it made them uncomfortable, more and more people became afraid of her. Even the male colleagues who had been interested in her before now kept their distance.

    Zhou Tianzui reverted to her old self, her life once again revolving around work and home, no longer the shared apartment. Yu Qiao’s mood seemed to have improved recently, although Zhou Tianzui wasn’t sure if “improved” was the right word, at least she wasn’t hysterical anymore, didn’t fly into a rage at the slightest provocation, didn’t try to set her up on blind dates, didn’t even mention the topic.

    It was as if they had gone back in time.

    Back to when they first arrived in Jindu, before You Ruxu.

    You Ruxu’s name—she never mentioned it, and Yu Qiao never asked, just brought her lunch to the hospital every day, a gesture that made her colleagues envious, “Your mother is so good to you.”

    “Your mother’s such a good cook, I can smell the food from miles away.” They rarely went to the cafeteria, usually bringing their own lunch, which wasn’t as fresh by noon. Only Zhou Tianzui had freshly cooked meals every day, delivered by her mother. Once, seeing that there was too much food, wanting to share it with her colleagues, she suddenly remembered You Ruxu’s words.

    “You should eat more too.” She held her chopsticks, sitting at her desk, and ate everything, every last bite. Perhaps because of all the food, she had gained some weight, no longer looking as thin and frail as before.

    “What do you want for dinner?” Yu Qiao sat opposite her and asked, “We have some pork ribs left, want some braised pork ribs?”

    Zhou Tianzui said, “Anything is fine.”

    Yu Qiao said, “Then I’ll go home and start cooking.”

    Zhou Tianzui watched her go, then continued eating, her head lowered. A colleague said, “Dr. Zhou, did your mother go to culinary school?”

    Yu Qiao would now bring an extra portion for her colleagues. At first, they were hesitant to accept, but now, they were addicted to her cooking. Zhou Tianzui said, “No.”

    Her tone was cold and indifferent, but she had been like this recently, so no one paid much attention, their conversation shifting to the latest gossip. Zhou Tianzui glanced at the TV, the live reporter from Jindu TV was someone else, it had been a while since she last saw You Ruxu.

    He Wei explained to everyone, “She’s on leave, went home, I heard her injuries were quite serious, she went back to her hometown to recover.”

    Even she knew more than He Wei.

    He Wei continued, “She’ll be back soon, I heard, can’t wait to see my goddess on TV again.”

    “Teacher You?” A colleague looked at Zhou Tianzui, “Ask Dr. Zhou, she would know.”

    Zhou Tianzui swallowed her soup, her throat tightening. He Wei, seeing her indifferent expression, decided not to ask. She used to be slightly afraid of Zhou Tianzui, but after working with her, she realized she had a warm heart beneath her cold exterior, but now, her moods were so unpredictable, she didn’t dare ask.

    The others chuckled, “Even you’re afraid of someone.”

    “Aren’t you?” He Wei said, “Then you ask.”

    The other person quickly waved their hand dismissively, “No, thank you.”

    Lin Luo, listening to their conversation, glanced at Zhou Tianzui. After that day, Zhou Tianzui’s attitude towards her hadn’t changed at all, as if that awkward blind date was just a dream, but she knew it wasn’t, and despite knowing this, she didn’t dare mention it.

    Because Zhou Tianzui had clearly rejected her.

    The day after the blind date, she had brought Zhou Tianzui a hot drink, and afraid of being misunderstood, bought one for everyone in the office. The others thanked her with a smile, but Zhou Tianzui hadn’t accepted it, just looked at her, her gaze unwavering. Lin Luo’s face flushed, “Dr. Zhou, I didn’t mean anything by it, I just wanted to treat everyone.”

    “Thank you, but no.” Zhou Tianzui lowered her voice, just loud enough for Lin Luo to hear, “You can interpret this as, I’m not interested.”

    Lin Luo, embarrassed, understood her rejection.

    After that, Zhou Tianzui treated her like any other colleague, and she also gradually accepted her place, her silent, unrequited love gently put to rest by Zhou Tianzui.

    She thought, she was actually quite lucky.

    At least their relationship wasn’t awkward now.

    Lin Luo looked away, listening to her colleagues gossip, when the head nurse walked in, “Dr. Zhou, the patient in bed twenty-three is asking for you.”

    Zhou Tianzui closed the container, went to the bathroom to wash up, and then left.

    Her colleagues started gossiping, “What’s wrong with Dr. Zhou?”

    “I don’t know! Don’t you think she’s become a workaholic lately?”

    “Seriously, she was on duty last night, and she’s on duty again tonight, and she volunteered for both shifts.”

    “She was on blind dates just a while ago…”

    “Hey, didn’t you hear? She had a partner, but her mother didn’t approve, they had a huge fight…”

    “What?! Really? When did she have a partner?”

    “Who is it? Someone from our hospital?”

    “Is it Dr. Li? I saw them having dinner together once.”

    Lin Luo couldn’t help but say, “Stop spreading rumors.”

    They all turned to her, “Lin Luo, do you know something?”

    Lin Luo shrugged, “I don’t know anything.”

    They pouted and changed the subject. Zhou Tianzui entered the ward. The patient was having contractions, she put on her gloves and examined her, drawing the curtains. The nurse and He Wei soon arrived. Zhou Tianzui told He Wei to keep a close watch on the patient, then looked up, and at the doorway.

    She saw a figure standing there.

    Bathed in sunlight, smiling at her, a gentle and warm smile, like the first day of spring. Zhou Tianzui stood there for a moment, then heard He Wei call out, “Dr. Zhou, should we take her to the delivery room now?”

    He Wei called out again, “Dr. Zhou?”

    Zhou Tianzui returned to her senses, the doorway empty, “Let’s observe for a bit longer.”

    He Wei agreed.

    Zhou Tianzui left the ward, removed her gloves, and went back to her office. She took out her phone. Yu Qiao hadn’t forbidden her from contacting You Ruxu, but there was a silent agreement between them, to avoid mentioning her.

    This person whose name was pinned at the top of her WeChat contacts, the first person in her chat list.

    Their last conversation was on New Year’s Eve, they hadn’t exchanged a single word since. You Ruxu rarely updated her Moments, so she had to rely on others for news.

    Zhou Tianzui put away her phone.

    “Dr. Zhou, are you on duty tonight?” Fu Shushu walked in, holding a form, Zhou Tianzui looked up, “Yes.”

    “Fill this out.” Fu Shushu said, “You’ve been on duty a lot recently, are you sure you can handle it?”

    Zhou Tianzui said, “I’m fine.”

    Fu Shushu, watching her sign the form, couldn’t help but say, “Let me know if you need any help.”

    “I’m fine, really.” Zhou Tianzui looked up, “I almost forgot, I wanted to thank you for arranging the lawyer’s letter when I was hospitalized.”

    “It’s nothing.” Fu Shushu said, “If you want to thank someone, thank You Ruxu, we didn’t do anything, it was all her.”

    Zhou Tianzui knew this, but hearing it from Fu Shushu was different, You Ruxu’s name now a taut string in her heart, a string she didn’t dare touch, the slightest mention of her name like a pluck, sending vibrations through her, her blood rushing, her emotions stirred.

    She paused for a few seconds, “I still want to thank you all.”

    Her voice, if one listened closely, was trembling slightly.

    Fu Shushu clearly didn’t notice, she just waved the form and left the office. Zhou Tianzui sat at her desk, her computer on, taking deep breaths, spending the entire afternoon trying to calm her racing heart, a reaction to hearing You Ruxu’s name.

    Until Yu Qiao arrived.

    Yu Qiao, carrying a thermos of dinner, greeted the other doctors as she entered. Zhou Tianzui watched her, her expression calm. Her colleagues gradually left for the day, bidding Yu Qiao farewell with a smile. Yu Qiao nodded and sat opposite Zhou Tianzui, handing her the thermos, “Still on duty tomorrow?”

    Her voice was tense.

    Zhou Tianzui opened the thermos, her tone indifferent, “No, not tomorrow.”

    Yu Qiao seemed to relax slightly and nodded. Two doctors entered, greeting Yu Qiao, then removing their white coats, chatting as they tidied up, “We just had someone admitted to the ER.”

    “I know, that TV reporter.” The other doctor said, “The one who’s been coming to our hospital a lot recently, right?”

    “Yes, yes, that’s her, seems like she was targeted…”

    Before she could finish, the sound of chopsticks clattering to the floor, everyone turned around, Zhou Tianzui’s jaw tightened, her face expressionless, seeing everyone looking at her, she said hoarsely, “Sorry.”

    She bent down to pick up the chopsticks. Yu Qiao also looked down, the chopsticks right beside Zhou Tianzui’s hand, but she seemed not to see them, her hand trembling slightly.

  • Friend(GL) 121

    Chapter 121: Absurd

    You Ruxu learned about Zhou Tianzui’s blind dates a week later. She had been unwell, drifting in and out of consciousness after Zhou Tianzui left, a severe cold keeping her in bed for over a week. She only found out when she went to the station to hand over her work and ran into Chen Xiang.

    “Huh? You didn’t know, Teacher You? Everyone at the hospital knows.” One of Yu Qiao’s blind date candidates for Zhou Tianzui was a colleague from the hospital. Zhou Tianzui was a good catch, beautiful and capable. Previously, people had been hesitant because of her aloof demeanor and the rumors surrounding her, but now that those rumors were proven false, those who had been interested were eager to pursue her.

    It was said that Yu Qiao’s doorstep was practically worn down from all the visitors.

    Chen Xiang, who kept in touch with the hospital nurses, knew about it. She had assumed You Ruxu also knew, after all, they were good friends.

    You Ruxu’s face paled. She had frequent headaches after recovering from her cold, a sharp, piercing pain behind her eyes, intensifying with every thought of Zhou Tianzui, until she could barely bear it. She sat down heavily in the chair beside Chen Xiang, “I didn’t know.”

    “I heard someone from Team 1 even asked for her contact information.” Zhou Tianzui had been to the TV station before, accompanying You Ruxu, making a good impression on everyone, so there had always been those interested in her, and now, with a legitimate reason, they were even more eager.

    Chen Xiang, not having seen You Ruxu for a week over the holidays, was bursting with gossip, but seeing You Ruxu’s pale face, she asked with concern, “Teacher You, is your cold still bothering you?”

    You Ruxu coughed, her face ashen, her lips bloodless, her usual sharp and capable demeanor replaced by a surprising fragility.

    She said, “It hasn’t completely gone away yet.”

    “Then take this opportunity to rest properly during your leave.” Chen Xiang’s worry intensified, “What did the doctor say?”

    You Ruxu said, “I’m fine, just need some rest.”

    Chen Xiang said, “Then should I drive you home later?”

    You Ruxu said, “I drove, you go to work.”

    Chen Xiang responded with an “okay,” “Call me if you need anything.” Just then, her phone rang. She looked at the screen, her expression changing slightly, she glanced at You Ruxu, as if wanting to say something, then just said, “Teacher You, take care.”

    You Ruxu said, “I will.”

    She said goodbye to her colleagues and took the elevator down. Exiting the elevator, she brushed past a man wearing a black hat, You Ruxu coughed a few times and went to her car.

    She started the engine, her ears ringing.

    “She’s been on blind dates for days.”

    “Dr. Zhou is really popular.”

    “Someone from Team 1 even went…”

    You Ruxu gripped the steering wheel tightly, her fingernails digging into the leather cover, she took a deep breath and drove away.

    She had intended to go home, but unknowingly, she arrived at Zhou Tianzui’s apartment building.

    It was just after the New Year holidays, the area crowded with people, uncles and aunties chatting and eating sunflower seeds. You Ruxu watched them, then rolled down her car window.

    She wanted to hear any news about Zhou Tianzui.

    Even just a mention of her name.

    But after listening to their chatter about their children and grandchildren for a while, still not hearing Zhou Tianzui’s name, You Ruxu pursed her lips, her gaze drifting upwards, the floors of the building seeming to shrink, the sunlight reflecting off the windows, blinding, she couldn’t see anything inside.

    Zhou Tianzui stood by the window, not looking down, hearing Yu Qiao say, “Dr. Lin will be here soon, go change your clothes.”

    The blind dates were straightforward, no subtle introductions, just meeting directly at home. Zhou Tianzui couldn’t even remember how many people she had met these past few days, they all seemed the same. She looked at Yu Qiao, “What are you waiting for? Go change.”

    Zhou Tianzui went to her room.

    Her clothes were in the closet. She hadn’t brought any clothes when she moved out of the apartment she shared with You Ruxu. The clothes in the closet were mostly from the past two years, rarely worn. She chose a red down jacket and gray pants. The pants were too loose, sliding down her waist. She pulled them up, but there was no belt in the closet. Finally, she took a silk scarf, wrapped it around her waist, and tied it in a knot.

    She hadn’t put on her jacket yet when Yu Qiao stared at the scarf around her waist.

    Zhou Tianzui had lost a lot of weight. She had been eating and sleeping regularly, Yu Qiao had been making her all sorts of soups, even delivering them to the hospital, three meals a day plus afternoon snacks, yet she hadn’t gained any weight. Even her director had noticed, asking, “Dr. Zhou, are you still not fully recovered?”

    Physically, she had recovered.

    Mentally, not yet.

    Everything took time, but Yu Qiao didn’t know how long this would take for Zhou Tianzui.

    Yu Qiao’s gaze lingered, and Zhou Tianzui, noticing, quickly put on her jacket and zipped it up, the long, red down jacket hiding the scarf, the color giving her some much-needed vibrancy.

    Yu Qiao didn’t say anything, just went to the kitchen and brought her a bowl of chicken soup. Zhou Tianzui, smelling it, frowned slightly, but didn’t complain, just drank it, wiped her mouth with a tissue, and asked, “What time are they arriving?”

    “They said they’re downstairs.” Yu Qiao said, “They should be here soon.”

    Just as she finished speaking, there was a knock on the door. Zhou Tianzui turned and saw Lin Luo standing there, holding a basket of fruit. Meeting Zhou Tianzui’s gaze, Lin Luo’s heart skipped a beat, she almost couldn’t speak, her grip on the fruit basket tightening. Yu Qiao said, “Xiao Lin, come in, come in.”

    Lin Luo walked in, her heart pounding, and said to Zhou Tianzui, “Auntie, I brought you some fruit.”

    “You shouldn’t have.” Yu Qiao said, “You two chat, I’ll go cut some fruit.”

    Lin Luo said, “Okay.”

    Yu Qiao went to the kitchen. Lin Luo stood there, feeling the weight of Zhou Tianzui’s gaze, similar to her usual demeanor at the hospital, yet different. Lin Luo felt a strange pressure, her breathing shallow, she tried to meet Zhou Tianzui’s eyes, but quickly looked away.

    Zhou Tianzui said, “Dr. Lin?”

    Her mother had arranged a blind date for her, with Dr. Lin?

    Lin Luo?

    Lin Luo moistened her lips and said, “Dr. Zhou.”

    Zhou Tianzui said, “Sit down.”

    Her tone was similar to when she was at the hospital, giving instructions. Lin Luo felt like a new intern being reprimanded, lowering her head, stealing glances at Zhou Tianzui.

    Yu Qiao had been visiting Zhou Tianzui frequently at the hospital this past week, bringing her food, and they had become more familiar with each other. Actually, Lin Luo had deliberately created opportunities to meet Yu Qiao, wanting to hear more about Zhou Tianzui, driving Yu Qiao home, accompanying her shopping, even picking her up to go to the hospital.

    And somehow, Yu Qiao had seen through her, realizing she liked Zhou Tianzui.

    Lin Luo had been shocked, quickly explaining, “I, I, about Dr. Zhou…”

    “Don’t be nervous.” Yu Qiao had asked, “Do you like Xiao Tian?”

    Lin Luo hadn’t thought her feelings were so obvious, but Yu Qiao had seen through her. She said, “I’m sorry, Auntie, I shouldn’t have…”

    “Do you want to be with her?” Yu Qiao’s words surprised Lin Luo, she hadn’t expected Yu Qiao to accept her feelings so readily, even offering to set them up.

    Lin Luo wondered if she was dreaming.

    But Yu Qiao’s tone was serious, “If you do, come for a blind date with Xiao Tian tomorrow.”

    Of course she wanted to, she had even dreamt of it, never expecting such an opportunity would actually arise. She was so excited she hadn’t slept all night, carefully choosing her outfit today, but now, facing Zhou Tianzui, she didn’t even dare look at her.

    Lin Luo sat beside Zhou Tianzui, Yu Qiao returning with a plate of fruit.

    Zhou Tianzui looked at Lin Luo. She had noticed Lin Luo being especially attentive to Yu Qiao this week and had assumed it was to make a good impression, never expecting it was for a blind date?

    She twitched the corner of her mouth and said, “Who asked you to come?”

    Yu Qiao said, “I did.”

    Zhou Tianzui looked at Yu Qiao, “What are you doing?”

    “What are you doing?” Yu Qiao retorted, “You don’t like men, I’m not forcing you, so I’m introducing you to a woman, what’s wrong with that?”

    Lin Luo’s nerves were on edge, hearing their conversation.

    Didn’t like men.

    Didn’t like men.

    Could it be that Dr. Zhou, like her, also liked women?

    Her heart pounded at the thought, and she looked at Zhou Tianzui, her gaze less reserved now, almost too intense, “Dr. Zhou, it was me who asked Auntie, don’t blame her.”

    Zhou Tianzui looked at her, her expression stern and serious, her usual demeanor at the hospital. Lin Luo’s heart sank, she didn’t dare meet her gaze, Yu Qiao said, “Xiao Lin, tell us about your family.”

    “I…” Lin Luo said, “I have a younger brother, he’s already working, my parents live with him.”

    Zhou Tianzui blurted out, “Absurd.”

    Lin Luo’s face paled.

    Yu Qiao said, “Xiao Tian?”

    Zhou Tianzui turned to Yu Qiao, who looked at her, handed her the fruit plate, and said, “Offer Dr. Lin some fruit.”

    Her tone brooking no argument. Zhou Tianzui, frustrated, took the plate, wanting to just hand it to Lin Luo, but Lin Luo quickly took it, her fingers brushing against Zhou Tianzui’s hand, “Thank you.”

    Zhou Tianzui said, “You’re welcome.”

    Yu Qiao said, “Let’s continue our conversation.”

    Zhou Tianzui abruptly stood up, “I need to use the restroom.”

    Lin Luo softly called out, “Dr. Zhou…”

    Yu Qiao said, “Leave her be.”

    Zhou Tianzui turned and went into the bathroom.

    She turned on the faucet, the cold water flowing over her hands. She lathered her hands with soap, repeatedly washing them, a ritual she had performed countless times this past week, the skin on her hands thin and raw, turning red at the slightest touch, but she seemed oblivious to the pain, continuing to lather, rinse, and repeat, the friction intensifying, her fingernails unconsciously scratching her skin, drawing blood.

    The door opened. Yu Qiao rushed over, turned off the faucet, and said, “Are you crazy?”

    She grabbed Zhou Tianzui’s bleeding hand, her voice rising, “Xiao Tian! Have you gone mad?!”

    She had seen Zhou Tianzui repeatedly washing her hands these past few days, thinking, she couldn’t be with a man, so she found a woman, why was it still not enough? Zhou Tianzui said, “Mom, you’re the one who’s crazy, do you know who’s outside? My colleague!”

    “So what if she’s your colleague?” Yu Qiao asked, “Can’t your colleagues go on blind dates?”

    Zhou Tianzui said, “No, they can’t!”

    Yu Qiao asked, “Is it her who can’t, or is it anyone?”

    Zhou Tianzui’s hand started to burn, the broken skin stinging intensely. Her body tensed. She looked at Yu Qiao, the events of the past week replaying in her mind.

    Not a man, not Lin Luo, not anyone.

    She only wanted You Ruxu.

    Zhou Tianzui closed her eyes and said, “I’m sorry, Mom, I can’t.”

  • Friend(GL) 120

    Chapter 120: Blind Date

    After Zhou Tianzui left, You Ruxu sat on the sofa, looking around the apartment. When she first moved in, she hadn’t been used to Zhou Tianzui, always prickly, every approach met with a sharp jab, she hadn’t thought she would be happy here, but now, looking back, it had been her happiest time.

    She had greedily enjoyed the rare softness beneath Zhou Tianzui’s thorns, using atonement as an excuse to stay by her side, to embrace her, to share a bed with her, she missed those days terribly, they felt like a dream now.

    A dream that had ended.

    You Ruxu held the key Zhou Tianzui gave her, the cold metal burning her skin, she couldn’t hold it steady. She curled up on the sofa, hugging a pillow, her shoulders trembling slightly.

    The wind howled outside, a chilling coldness seeping into her bones. Zhou Tianzui got into her car, the heater on full blast, yet she felt numb, like a puppet, her movements mechanical. After a long while, she called Yu Qiao.

    Yu Qiao, seeing her call, froze. The person beside her said, “Your phone, your phone’s ringing.”

    She returned to her senses and answered the call.

    It was Zhou Tianzui, asking where she was, if she was coming home for lunch. She said she was staying here and told Zhou Tianzui to come over. After hanging up, she heard someone ask, “Was that Xiao Tian?”

    She looked up and said, “Yes, it was Xiao Tian.”

    “That child of yours, she’s the most filial.” Auntie Yang said with a smile, “Gives you her salary, doesn’t go out partying, and her friends are all so successful.”

    “Indeed.” The person across from them said, “Yu Qiao, you’re truly blessed, you wouldn’t find a child like that even if you searched for eight lifetimes.”

    Yu Qiao said, “She’s not that good.”

    “Not that good?!” Auntie Yang was surprised, “Compared to mine? She has a good job, good connections, knows everyone at the TV station, and she’s so good to you, you should be grateful!”

    Yu Qiao looked down, not replying.

    “Consider it a reward for all your past hardships. After all the suffering you endured, God gave you Xiao Tian as compensation.”

    “But who’s her partner? Didn’t you say she was dating someone?”

    “Xiao Tian has a partner?”

    Exclamations of surprise. Several people crowded around Yu Qiao. She said, “No, I thought she did, but I was wrong.”

    “It’s about time for her to settle down, get married, have children.” The same old topic again. When Zhou Tianzui arrived, they were still discussing it. Yu Qiao watched as she entered, Zhou Tianzui hadn’t bought any new clothes for the New Year, which reminded her, Zhou Tianzui hadn’t bought new clothes for several years now, but she would always take Yu Qiao shopping. A few times, she offered to buy Zhou Tianzui new clothes, but Zhou Tianzui always said there was no need, she often had to work at the hospital during the holidays. So, for several years, she hadn’t had any new clothes for New Year’s.

    This year, she also hadn’t bought any, just wearing a beige down jacket, light blue pants, and flat shoes.

    Yu Qiao watched her greet the elders. Auntie Yang said, “Xiao Tian, have you lost weight?”

    Zhou Tianzui smiled faintly, “Have I?”

    “Yes, you have.” Auntie Yang said, “Your chin is so sharp now.”

    Yu Qiao looked at her, Zhou Tianzui had been eating and sleeping normally, yet she did seem thinner. Her heart ached, she didn’t say anything, listening to the aunties chat with Zhou Tianzui.

    The topic turned to blind dates, Zhou Tianzui said, “Ask my mom, she gets to decide.”

    This unusual compliance surprised Auntie Yang, the words caught in her throat, she looked at Yu Qiao, who said, “We’ll talk about it later.”

    Zhou Tianzui sat beside her, hearing this.

    The aunties continued chatting, about their children and grandchildren, Zhou Tianzui and Yu Qiao sitting together. Yu Qiao said, “You’ll really listen to me?”

    Zhou Tianzui wasn’t like before, immediately rejecting any mention of blind dates. She was calm, almost eerily so, “Yes.”

    Yu Qiao said, “No conditions at all?”

    Zhou Tianzui said, “No conditions, as long as you’re happy.”

    Yu Qiao took a handful of sunflower seeds, rolled them around in her palm, then suddenly put them back and stood up.

    Auntie Yang said, “Where are you going? Lunch will be ready soon.”

    Yu Qiao said, “Someone’s coming over, I have to go back.”

    Auntie Yang was surprised: “Who’s coming?”

    Yu Qiao said, “A friend.”

    Zhou Tianzui stood up and followed Yu Qiao. Yu Qiao didn’t say anything. They walked home together, the cold wind swirling fallen leaves around them, Zhou Tianzui’s hair whipping around her face. Near their apartment building, two children were building a snowman. She stood there, watching them for a moment. Yu Qiao, seeing she wasn’t following, looked down and went inside.

    Zhou Tianzui followed shortly after.

    She saw Yu Qiao sitting on the sofa, sulking, “Mom, I’ll make lunch.”

    “You’ll cook?” Yu Qiao said, “What can you do besides make me angry?”

    Zhou Tianzui was silent.

    Yu Qiao went to the kitchen. Zhou Tianzui followed and helped her, the two working in silence, only the sounds of chopping and washing vegetables, “Go out, I don’t need your help here.”

    Zhou Tianzui didn’t insist and went to the living room to watch TV, a replay of the Spring Festival Gala, the performers on screen laughing and joking, and she smiled faintly, watching them. Yu Qiao, passing by, saw her smiling profile, her hair casually tied back, a hint of exhaustion in her relaxed posture.

    She didn’t say anything, just went back to the kitchen. After finishing the preparations, she called Zhou Tianzui for lunch and saw that she had fallen asleep on the sofa, without even a blanket, her head turned to the side, her makeup still impeccable, a clear sign of whom she had met with this morning.

    Yu Qiao wanted to go back to her room, annoyed, but she paused, then went to get a blanket and covered Zhou Tianzui, turned down the TV volume. Outside, the festive atmosphere was lively, but their living room was quiet and cold, the food on the table also cooling down.

    Zhou Tianzui was sound asleep, not even waking when her phone rang, a New Year’s greeting from a colleague. Yu Qiao turned off the ringtone and placed the phone on the coffee table, her gaze lingering on the screen.

    You Ruxu was also looking at her phone.

    She sat on the sofa, had been sitting there all morning, Wu Xiulian hadn’t come back yet, probably assuming Zhou Tianzui was still here. She was alone in the apartment, the silence unsettling.

    She wanted to call Zhou Tianzui, to hear her voice, even though they had just broken up a few hours ago.

    She held her phone, but she didn’t message her, didn’t call, just held it tightly, her gaze falling on the red string bracelet on her wrist, she touched the peach pit, turned it over, Zhou Tianzui’s initials carved on the bottom.

    Her finger traced the carved characters, the uneven surface a reminder of Zhou Tianzui, every line and curve.

    Thinking of Zhou Tianzui’s parting words, You Ruxu put down her phone.

    Fireworks and firecrackers exploded outside.

    Zhou Tianzui was startled awake by the firecrackers, her body aching, probably from her awkward sleeping position, or perhaps because she had been too tired recently, she felt completely drained. She glanced at her phone, it was almost one o’clock, she had slept for over two hours.

    Yu Qiao wasn’t in the living room, the kitchen was also empty. Zhou Tianzui frowned, calling out, “Mom?”

    No response. She sat up, a dull ache in her lower back, and sat on the sofa for a moment, then enduring the pain, she stood up and saw the door to Yu Qiao’s room was open. Yu Qiao was looking at a photo album. Zhou Tianzui relaxed slightly.

    Yu Qiao looked up, hearing her, “You’re awake.”

    Zhou Tianzui hummed in response and walked in, seeing Yu Qiao looking through old photos, they hadn’t taken any photos together for years. When Zhou Qiming was still alive, they often took photos, several albums filled with them. Since his death, Yu Qiao hadn’t been interested in taking photos, so they were all old photos.

    Yu Qiao pointed at one of the photos, “Remember this one?”

    Zhou Tianzui honestly shook her head.

    Yu Qiao said, “Your third birthday, your father bought a cake, you loved it, but I didn’t let you eat too much, and that night, you sneaked out of bed and ate the rest of the cake from the refrigerator, you got a terrible stomachache, we were so scared.”

    Zhou Tianzui had no memory of it, her childhood memories mostly just cold stares and whispers.

    Yu Qiao said, “You’ve always been disobedient, even now.”

    Zhou Tianzui listened quietly. Yu Qiao closed the album, “I’ll reheat the food, let’s eat.”

    She walked past Zhou Tianzui and into the kitchen. The microwave hummed. Zhou Tianzui followed her, and half an hour later, they sat at the dining table. After taking a bite, Zhou Tianzui said, “I’m moving back home.”

    Yu Qiao’s eating paused.

    She looked at Zhou Tianzui.

    Zhou Tianzui continued eating calmly, picking up some rice, chewing slowly, then serving some food to Yu Qiao, “I went to see You Ruxu this morning.”

    Yu Qiao’s grip on her chopsticks tightened.

    Her expression changed slightly, her face darkening, as if trying to avoid the topic. Zhou Tianzui, seemingly oblivious to her reaction, continued, “I gave up the apartment.”

    Yu Qiao asked, “You’re not going back there anymore?”

    Zhou Tianzui said, “No, not anymore.”

    Yu Qiao’s expression softened a little. Then Zhou Tianzui added, “And I broke up with her.” Her tone was calm and casual, as if she was simply stating a fact, completely different from her usual explosive reactions whenever the topic of breaking up was mentioned. They had argued about You Ruxu countless times, and now, hearing Zhou Tianzui say those words so casually, it felt unreal.

    Zhou Tianzui continued, “From now on, if you want me to go on blind dates, I will, and if you find someone you like, if you want me to get married, I’ll try.”

    Yu Qiao said, “What do you mean? Can’t live without her?”

    Zhou Tianzui said, “It has nothing to do with her.”

    “Nothing to do with her?” Yu Qiao said, “Then why are you doing this?”

    Zhou Tianzui said, “Mom, I just thought, instead of both of us being unhappy, why not let one of us be happy, you were kept in the dark about Dad’s case all these years, you suffered so much, now that the truth is out, you should be happy, I don’t want you to be like before anymore, I want you to be happy.”

    Yu Qiao’s grip on her chopsticks tightened, her voice low, “You think I’ll be happy because of this?”

    Zhou Tianzui looked at her, “Then what else can I do?”

    “You!” Yu Qiao took a deep breath, her chest heaving, the chopsticks in her hand bending under the pressure. She glared at Zhou Tianzui and said, “Fine, you said it, then starting tomorrow, you’re going on blind dates!”