No. 59 Vowing Under the Drizzle
“I hope it doesn’t rain tomorrow… I have PE.”
“Did you do last night’s homework? Let me copy it.”
“What do you mean ‘borrow’? My stuff is yours. Take it.”
“Wow, really? But just so you know, I’m broke, busy, not learning to operate excavators, not running errands, not playing games, and definitely didn’t study last night.”
“You little… Buy me a Sprite after morning reading. You still owe me three yuan.”
“…”
The familiar hum of chatter filled the classroom as I stepped inside, carrying a bag of steaming xiaolongbao. It was a typical morning, the air buzzing with the energy and lethargy unique to teenagers.
“What were you up to last night?” I placed the breakfast on the desk, took off my baseball cap, and nudged the girl slumped over her books, her face adorned with dark circles.
“Watching anime…” Xiaodie mumbled, burying her head deeper into the pile. “I’m gonna sleep for a bit. Wake me up when the teacher comes.”
You’re turning into Lan Zhuoyue, sleeping like this. You’ll gain weight.
“Eat your breakfast first. It’ll get cold.” I gently pinched her cheek.
So soft.
“I’m not hungry. You eat it.”
Her voice was muffled and indifferent.
“No way. You can sleep all you want later, but you have to eat properly. Skipping meals is bad for your stomach.”
“It’s just one meal. It won’t kill me…”
I was about to put my foot down when she suddenly bolted upright, as if remembering something terrifying. She grabbed the breakfast and bowed repeatedly. “I’m sorry, Yi Yao! I was wrong! I’ll eat it now!”
She looked like a kitten who had been caught misbehaving.
That’s better.
I smiled, satisfied, and sat down, unpacking my bag. “Don’t stay up so late next time. Sleep deprivation is the enemy of beauty.”
“Didn’t you say you were a boy in your past life? How do you even know that?” She noticed my outfit. “You got one too?”
“Yeah.”
I was wearing the new school uniform, the first one in Yixian Province to include a skirt for girls.
Unlike Xiaodie, I had opted for regular black socks instead of knee-highs. I had tried them on, but even though they looked fine on my long legs, I felt self-conscious.
“It’s so rare to see you in a skirt,” she said, munching on a xiaolongbao. “Guess what anime I watched last night?”
“What?”
“Puella Magi Madoka Magica. I didn’t really get it when I read the manga, but I finally finished the anime last night. I almost cried my eyes out.”
“It’s just an anime. Don’t take it so seriously.”
“See, you’re too uptight. What if magic exists in our world too?”
“It doesn’t.”
“How can you be so sure? You’re living proof!” She stared at me, her expression serious. “Tell me the truth, Yi Yao. Did your past self have a crush on me? Did you watch me die, powerless to save me, and then awaken some time-traveling ability to change the past?”
“I didn’t know you in my past life.”
“True. And Homura Akemi has long hair. You’d be a better fit for Madoka… Wait! What if I’m the one who time-traveled? What if I sacrificed my memories to relive our encounter?”
“You should write a novel. You have a real talent for it.”
I ignored her dramatic musings and checked my phone. Hua She had sent me a message. “Yi Yao, the lottery results are out. You were right! The number ‘3’ won! We’ve transferred the money to your Alipay account.”
I quickly typed a “Thanks” and opened my Alipay app.
Tens of thousands… hundreds of thousands… 120,000 yuan?!
“What’s going on?”
I sent a screenshot of my balance to Hua She.
He replied with a confused emoji. “Some of the guys won more than 5 yuan.”
“How much did you win in total?” I asked, my heart pounding.
“120,000.”
“Why did you give it all to me?”
“Come on, you were the one who asked us to buy the tickets. We couldn’t keep it. Your mom needs it more than we do. It’s what the guys wanted. Take it, and don’t even think about sending it back.”
He went offline.
120,000 yuan… A group of teenagers…
“Who are you texting?”
Xiaodie, finished with her breakfast, peered at my phone. “Brokenhearted and Desperate? What a strange username. Are you secretly dating someone behind my back?”
“You think that’s possible?”
I quickly closed the app, my heart swelling with gratitude. I turned to her, my grip on her shoulders tightening. “Xiaodie, please, don’t stay up so late anymore. It’s not good for you.”
She looked at me, her eyes wide and innocent, a crumb still clinging to the corner of her mouth. “But I can’t sleep. I’m all alone in that big house. You won’t even stay with me.”
“If I stayed with you, I’d be the one who couldn’t sleep.” I rolled my eyes. “Be good. I’ll call you every night, okay?”
Her new home was in a remote, sparsely populated area, a long commute from school. She had to wake up at 5:30 every morning to avoid being late. And the house itself was practically bare, surrounded by abandoned buildings and overgrown trees. It was a miracle she hadn’t been scared out of her wits.
“Seriously, you two? PDA, much?”
Liang Tong, our group leader, approached our desk, collecting homework.
“We were absent yesterday,” I said, spreading my hands.
“I know.” He glanced at Xiaodie’s desk and sighed. “It’s just… it’s only been a month, but it feels like years.”
“Any profound realizations?”
I remembered Liang Tong from Yi Yao’s past. He was the class snitch in middle school, a troublemaker in high school, a do-gooder in college, and, according to rumors, a landscaping enthusiast making a decent living after graduation.
It seemed my influence had accelerated his personal growth. He was less abrasive, more introspective.
“Not really. But I did hear something interesting.”
Two boys from the front row turned around. “Don’t tell me you’re trying to get dirt on us again, snitch.”
“Come on, you know I’m cool with Yi Yao now.”
He chuckled sheepishly. “I overheard some guys from Class 1 talking about you yesterday, Yi Yao. They were asking for your QQ number. They said they wanted to ask you out.”
“Me?” I blinked. “Are you sure you heard right? Maybe they were talking about Huang Yingdie?”
I wasn’t ugly, but I hardly possessed the kind of beauty that would make boys from other classes swoon.
“Nope, it was definitely you. Liang Zhenyi and I both heard them. The thing is, this guy… he’s kind of a big deal. His dad is a high-ranking official in the education bureau, and he’s rumored to have connections to both the police and the underworld. I just wanted to give you a heads-up.”
Underworld connections? What underworld?
I shrugged it off, but the two boys in front of us exchanged surprised glances. “Connections to both sides? You don’t mean…”
“Yep, that’s the guy. The one from Class 1. The real-life Ye Liangchen. Just thought you should know, Yi Yao.”
He collected their homework and returned to his seat.
Class 1 was the top class. Why were they wasting their time on crushes so close to the high school entrance exams?
“Hmph.”
I turned to see Xiaodie pouting, her phone clutched in her hand.
“Jealous?” I teased, leaning closer and pinching her cheek again. “So, which high school are you planning to apply to?”
It was best to avoid mentioning the source of a girl’s jealousy. It only made things worse.
“Municipal High School No. 1.”
“That’s a tough school.”
That’s where I had gone in my previous life. It was one of the top high schools in the city, renowned for its rigorous academics and high university acceptance rate. It was a pressure cooker, a factory designed to churn out high-achieving students, regardless of the cost.
Parents often said, “Get into No. 1 or No. 5, and you’ll have Tsinghua and Peking University in your grasp.”
It was a sad state of affairs.
If I had to describe Municipal High School No. 1 in one word, it would be “hell.”
It was a prison disguised as a school, with a strict military-style regimen and no free time. After a series of student suicides in 2017, the school had installed iron bars on all windows above the first floor, turning the building into a literal cage.
And yet, parents continued to send their children there, believing that academic success justified the psychological toll.
“I don’t care how tough it is. As long as you’re there, Yi Yao, I can handle anything.”
The bell for morning reading rang, its sound muffled by the rain.
Just as Liang Tong had warned, a tall, lanky boy from Class 1 approached me after class.
“Hey there, beautiful. Can I get your QQ number?”
His eyes widened as he took in my skirt.
He was accompanied by a group of boys, their tired faces betraying their late-night study sessions. They chuckled suggestively at his awkward attempt at flirting.
“Come on, he’s a VIP. His dad’s a big shot. Just give him your number,” one of them said.
Their whispers were like a swarm of mosquitoes buzzing in my ear.
I glanced at them, their faces a blur of unfamiliarity, then turned away.
“Sorry, I’m not interested in boys.”