Category: After I Abandoned the Protagonist [Quick Transmigration]

  • After I Abandoned the Protagonist [Quick Transmigration] 122

    Chapter 122: The Abandoned Little Emperor (26)

    After her suggestive words, the little emperor blushed first. But she tried to control her shyness, her doe-like eyes fixed on Su Mingxiu’s face, not wanting to miss any change in her expression, as if hoping that if Su Mingxiu was more embarrassed than her, then her own shyness wouldn’t matter.

    Unfortunately, Su Mingxiu only raised an eyebrow meaningfully, then, without a word, held the back of Xiao Miyun’s neck and pulled her closer, their lips meeting. The scent of peonies was swallowed by Su Mingxiu’s kiss.

    Xiao Miyun thought that with Su Mingxiu’s frail constitution, she would be the first to break the kiss due to a coughing fit.

    But the inexperienced emperor quickly found herself overwhelmed by the fierce kiss, as if Su Mingxiu was trying to devour her whole. The faint blush on her skin deepened, surpassing even the most vibrant peony outside.

    Just as she was finally released, gasping for air, she felt a cool touch beneath her clothes.

    Su Mingxiu seemed to realize that her body temperature was too low, afraid of chilling the little emperor. She paused. Seizing this opportunity, Xiao Miyun instinctively grabbed Su Mingxiu’s wrist and said hurriedly: “Zhen… Zhen was just joking.”

    She was slightly intimidated by the kiss, hesitant to continue. But not wanting Su Mingxiu to see her fear, she pulled Su Mingxiu’s hand out from under her clothes, placed it on the table, and moved away slightly, feigning concern. “Besides, with your condition, you shouldn’t overexert yourself.”

    Su Mingxiu: “?”

    She felt like the words “you can’t do it” were plastered on her forehead.

    She was a skilled martial artist, and she wasn’t bedridden. It was only because the little emperor was so attentive to her needs that she appeared so frail. She wasn’t so weak that she couldn’t even satisfy her partner.

    Just then, the eunuch outside knocked softly, reminding the emperor that it was time for the morning court session. Xiao Miyun, already feeling pressured by Su Mingxiu’s gaze, was relieved to hear this. She stood up so quickly that she almost tripped.

    Su Mingxiu reached out and steadied her. The emperor, regaining her balance, smiled at her, then repeated nervously: “Zhen… Zhen has to attend court. The Imperial Astronomer said it will be sunny today. You should go for a walk later while it’s not too hot.”

    As she spoke, she tried to pull her arm away from Su Mingxiu’s grasp. But no matter how hard she tried, it was like being held by a crab’s pincers, she couldn’t break free.

    The smile on her face faltered, as if afraid that Su Mingxiu would pull her back and have her way with her right there. She mumbled, her tone unusually soft: “Is… is there anything else?”

    Su Mingxiu had initially wanted to tease her, but seeing her timid and fearful expression, she chuckled. As her laughter faded, she changed her mind and released Xiao Miyun’s arm, letting her jump away like a startled rabbit.

    “Nothing, Your Majesty should attend court. The ministers must be waiting.”

    During the morning court session, the officials didn’t have any major issues to report. It was the little emperor who brought up the matter of the imperial tomb, causing some debate among the cabinet ministers and the six ministry heads.

    They knew that the little emperor was keeping someone hidden, but they had assumed it was just childish play. Now, hearing that the tomb she wanted to build was an imperial and consort tomb,

    Since Xiao Miyun’s ascension, the position of empress had remained vacant. This wasn’t a baseless idea. It was clear who she wanted to bury in this tomb.

    Many officials spoke up, suggesting that the emperor expand her harem, some even recommending their own eligible daughters. Others, aware of the situation, exchanged glances, their words hinting at their own young and promising sons.

    Xiao Miyun watched them coldly, annoyed by their words. She suddenly wished Su Mingxiu was here with her, like before, to announce right then and there that this was the person she wanted to make her empress, to see if these overfed officials would still have so much to say.

    Amused by this thought, she glanced at Cheng Qing, who remained silent and didn’t participate in the discussion. Feeling slightly better, she pretended to direct the conversation towards her: “What is Grand Secretary Cheng’s opinion on this matter?”

    “The location chosen by Your Majesty is excellent, I concur.” Cheng Qing naturally knew who Xiao Miyun wanted to be buried with and didn’t want to be the one to object, only saying things that would please the emperor.

    This made Xiao Miyun feel slightly better.

    After the court session, she had initially wanted to go see Su Mingxiu and vent her frustration.

    But remembering the interrupted intimacy from breakfast, she was afraid that things might escalate again, only to be interrupted by Su Mingxiu’s illness. So she decided to go to the Qinzheng Palace and read instead.

    Somehow, the news reached Su Mingxiu—

    She was strolling in the Imperial Garden when she heard that the ministers had objected to the emperor’s plan to build a joint tomb. She calmly summoned her secret guards and gave them some instructions.

    Within a few days, those officials who had been most vocal about the emperor expanding her harem found themselves embroiled in scandals, their reputations tarnished, impeached by the censors, and then banished from the capital by the little emperor to serve as officials in remote, impoverished areas.

    The matter of the imperial tomb proceeded smoothly.

    Time passed, and the year was drawing to a close.

    The capital was devoid of greenery, except for the peony garden outside the Qian Yuan Palace, carefully tended to by the palace maids, a few flowers still blooming out of season, the only bright spot of color in the otherwise grey imperial city.

    Winter arrived earlier this year. Xiao Miyun felt that it was even colder than last year.

    Even though the Bureau of Imperial Supplies had prepared plenty of warm clothes for the person in her palace, she was still worried about Su Mingxiu’s health in this cold weather.

    So she extended the officials’ New Year holiday and spent every day with Su Mingxiu in the Qian Yuan Palace. With limited outdoor activities in winter, and Su Mingxiu’s condition, they stayed indoors together, their closeness creating more opportunities for intimacy.

    One day, the little emperor was working on Su Mingxiu’s birthday gift. But after talking to Su Mingxiu from a distance, she put down her work and walked over, asking what kind of fireworks Su Mingxiu wanted to see this year, saying she could have the palace staff arrange it.

    And after asking this question, she didn’t return to her original spot.

    The palace maids, sensing the mood, had tactfully retreated. So, the little emperor, kissed senseless on the bed, only felt one thing.

    Heat.

    Overwhelming heat.

    It was as if the quilt was on fire, her entire body enveloped in steam. Her forehead, temples, and back were drenched in sweat. She gasped for air, like a fish out of water, as a warm hand slipped beneath her clothes.

    Xiao Miyun: “!”

    Her mind was hazy. Only when a moan escaped her lips did she instinctively try to grab Su Mingxiu’s hand, but her strength was gone, her movements more like encouragement than resistance.

    “Why… so hot?”

    She asked.

    Su Mingxiu nibbled on her reddened ear. “Weren’t you cold?” So she had warmed her hands with her internal energy.

    Xiao Miyun had never felt such overwhelming heat before. She felt like she was about to explode, tears welling up in her eyes, yet she didn’t want it to stop.

    All her pent-up feelings and desires for Su Mingxiu were released in this moment.

    Her eyes widened in a daze. Just as she felt herself reaching the peak, she suddenly fell.

    Tears still glistening in her eyes, she met Su Mingxiu’s gaze, her lips parting as if to ask something. But before she could speak, Su Mingxiu got off her, wiping the sweat, or perhaps something else, from her hands onto the silk quilt.

    “I suddenly remembered—”

    “Such strenuous activities aren’t suitable for me.”

    Xiao Miyun: “…”

    Xiao Miyun: “?!”

  • After I Abandoned the Protagonist [Quick Transmigration] 121

    Chapter 121: The Abandoned Little Emperor (25)

    Su Mingxiu understood the underlying meaning of her words, and precisely because she understood, she fell into a brief silence.

    She wanted to tell the little emperor that this wasn’t their first time falling in love, that they had shared countless stories in countless lifetimes.

    But…

    For Xiao Miyun, who had no such memories, would suddenly being burdened with past lives, hearing such an explanation, truly make her happy?

    Su Mingxiu thought of those stories about love between humans and demons, where there was always a monk or a Taoist priest, chanting about the incompatibility of their kind, trying to separate them, warning of the dangers.

    But if a human and a demon fell in love, the human would reincarnate after death, while the demon, with their long lifespan, would remember their irreplaceable love, searching for their lover’s reincarnation.

    And the reincarnated human, burdened with nonexistent memories and a forced love, what would they think?

    Just then, the system, long silent, suddenly scoffed in her mind. “Regaining your memories wouldn’t be a good thing. You’ve loved her so many times, but she doesn’t remember. She’ll only think you’re treating her as a substitute—”

    [And if you retain your memories, will you continue to meet her like this, countless times, falling in love with her countless times? Can you guarantee that you’ll always give each version of her a unique love? And in the end, will you even be able to distinguish which lifetime’s version of her you truly love?]

    Its arrogant tone seemed to imply that erasing her memories had been entirely for her own good.

    [Bullshit, Su Mingxiu retorted, abandoning her usual elegance. “Haven’t you been electrocuted enough?”]

    Having extracted the system from her mind before, Su Mingxiu knew that it had been deliberately avoiding technologically advanced worlds to prevent her from doing so again, from escaping its control.

    Silenced by her retort, the system could only fume.

    The little emperor, having waited for too long, seemed to have interpreted Su Mingxiu’s silence as an answer. She pulled away from her embrace. Caught off guard, Su Mingxiu let her go, watching as the little emperor turned and left, her gaze falling on the empty porridge bowl.

    Late at night.

    The little emperor was reviewing memorials in the Qinzheng Palace, her eyes bloodshot. She yawned repeatedly but didn’t return to the Qian Yuan Palace. Wang Dan, attending her, quietly refilled her tea several times. Finally, hearing the watchmen’s drums, he couldn’t help but advise: “Your Majesty, it’s already the third watch (11 PM – 1 AM), you still have to attend court at the fifth watch (3-5 AM). Even the strongest person can’t endure this. Besides… that person is still waiting for you in the Qian Yuan Palace.”

    He didn’t dare to directly address the Prince of Zhenbei, only hinting vaguely.

    Xiao Miyun tossed the memorial filled with empty flattery onto the table. For the first time, she found the Great Zhou’s prosperity to be a burden. Having finished all her work, she didn’t know what to do. She stood up, wanting to get a book from the shelf.

    “She wouldn’t wait for Zhen,” she muttered, hearing Wang Dan’s words, a hint of self-deprecation in her voice.

    Actually, she wasn’t so sure. It was always she who returned early from the Qinzheng Palace, she had never made Su Mingxiu wait.

    So Xiao Miyun didn’t know if Su Mingxiu would keep the lights on until dawn, waiting for her.

    Despite her words, as she was choosing a book, she was distracted, pulling at the sleeve of her dress. She still wasn’t used to wearing a dress, it felt strange, not quite fitting her. She had fidgeted with it countless times since putting it on, yet she hadn’t changed out of it.

    After a pause, she turned to Wang Dan. “Have someone check if she’s asleep yet.”

    The little eunuch smiled and retreated. “Yes.”

    Noticing his smile, Xiao Miyun felt annoyed and kicked him lightly. “Focus on your work!”

    Looking at the book in her hand, she was about to flip through it casually when she saw that it was about the construction of imperial tombs. She suddenly remembered the location of the Xiao Zhou imperial tombs.

    Then, she started thinking, if she died, would she want her tomb to be beside her ancestors, or would she establish a new dynasty, choose a new location, and be buried with Su Mingxiu?

    An imperial and consort tomb.

    This thought brought a pang of sadness. Thinking about Su Mingxiu’s deteriorating health, knowing that Su Mingxiu would likely die before her, logic told her that she should start preparing Su Mingxiu’s burial objects and instruct the Ministry of Rites to arrange a state funeral for an empress—

    But the image of their argument in the warm pavilion flashed through her mind.

    She was still angry, angry that Su Mingxiu wouldn’t even lie to comfort her. But emotionally, she didn’t want to dwell on it anymore. Every meeting, every day spent together, was precious.

    How could she bear to be in a cold war with Su Mingxiu?

    Being a substitute… it was fine. After all, hadn’t her initial wish simply been to stay by Su Mingxiu’s side?

    The little emperor used all sorts of reasons to convince herself, trying to swallow her grievance. Without waiting for Wang Dan to return, she instructed the palace maids to prepare her palanquin and headed towards the Qian Yuan Palace.

    Upon entering, she dismissed the servants, wondering how to act casually if Su Mingxiu was still awake, as if their argument in the tower hadn’t happened.

    But seeing the sleeping figure, Xiao Miyun sat by the bed in the dim light, her gaze tracing Su Mingxiu’s features, her fingertip raised, its shadow caressing Su Mingxiu’s face before her actual hand could.

    She stared, not daring to wake Su Mingxiu up, a smile appearing on her lips. Then, she fell asleep by the bed, still in her dress.

    After the little emperor’s breathing became even, Su Mingxiu opened her eyes, looked at the person by the bed for a moment, then at the pre-dawn sky outside, and sighed softly. She gently lifted Xiao Miyun onto the bed, removed her shoes and socks, and, as she was taking off her outer robe, seeing the dress underneath, a smile appeared in her eyes.

    Afraid of waking her, her movements were slow and gentle. Suppressing a coughing fit, she waited until she was outside the palace before letting it out.

    A palace maid hurried over, draping a robe over her shoulders and handing her a hand warmer, about to ask for instructions, when Su Mingxiu said softly: “To the Imperial Kitchen.”

    The little emperor was used to pulling the blanket over Su Mingxiu whenever she heard her coughing at night.

    But tonight, despite the silence, she couldn’t sleep well. She had a nightmare and woke up with a start, finding no one beside her. She quickly called for someone.

    Her chief maid rushed in and knelt down. The emperor immediately asked: “Where is she?”

    “Your Majesty, Wangye went to the Imperial Kitchen early this morning.”

    The Imperial Kitchen?

    “Awake?” A voice came from nearby, accompanied by the soft footsteps of approaching palace maids. The person lifted the curtain, their slender figure appearing before Xiao Miyun. “It’s not time for court yet, did you not sleep well?”

    Seeing her, the little emperor didn’t even bother putting on her shoes. She rushed over and hugged Su Mingxiu, then felt the layers of clothes she was wearing. “Why are you up so early? It’s not even cold yet. Are you hungry? Why didn’t you have the servants prepare something, why did you go to the Imperial Kitchen yourself?”

    Su Mingxiu’s eyes held a smile. She didn’t answer immediately, only leading Xiao Miyun to the bed, helping her put on her shoes and wrapping a robe around her before taking her to the dining table.

    Only then did Xiao Miyun notice the fragrance filling the room.

    The food on the table caught her eye. It was an extravagant breakfast, peony-shaped pastries, both warm and cold, in various colors, dishes made with flower petals, and a bowl of porridge with a floral aroma.

    Faced with this peony feast, Xiao Miyun was stunned. She turned to look at the person beside her.

    Su Mingxiu asked with a smile, “Don’t you want to try some?”

    “This is…”

    The little emperor, pushed gently onto a chair, didn’t even wait for the food taster. She picked up her spoon and took a mouthful of porridge, her voice filled with disbelief.

    Under her surprised gaze, Su Mingxiu nodded calmly. “Yes, I made it.”

    After a pause, she added: “Your Majesty is the first to taste these dishes.”

    Implying that they were prepared exclusively for Xiao Miyun.

    Surprised by this unexpected treatment, Xiao Miyun took another sip of porridge, the delicate fragrance lingering on her lips and teeth. She heard her own heartbeat. Even though she had already received the answer she wanted, she still needed confirmation. “Has… anyone else seen these before?”

    “No,” Su Mingxiu replied firmly. “She hasn’t seen or tasted them, these are all for you—”

    “Didn’t you tell me to treat you better?”

    Xiao Miyun’s heart fluttered, the porridge suddenly tasting even sweeter. She couldn’t suppress the smile on her lips, but she still replied stubbornly: “Zhen never said that.”

    Su Mingxiu sat beside her, one hand supporting her head, watching her with a playful smile, not wanting to expose her.

    The little emperor dismissed the palace maids, taking a bite of food, then glancing at Su Mingxiu. After a while, she mumbled: “Just this one meal?”

    “Not enough?”

    Su Mingxiu raised an eyebrow, looking at the remaining pastries on the table, slightly confused.

    Just then, Xiao Miyun grabbed her hand and used her fingertip to wipe away a crumb from Su Mingxiu’s lips. Then, she guided Su Mingxiu’s hand along her lips, her jawline, her neck, leaning closer with each movement.

    Even though there were two armrests between them, their bodies were now pressed together.

    Xiao Miyun’s lips brushed against Su Mingxiu’s ear, her warm breath against Su Mingxiu’s cool skin. Her voice was soft, her tone serious. “Just feeding this… isn’t enough.”

    The warmth spread from Su Mingxiu’s ear down her neck, making half of her body tingle.

    She heard the little emperor ask, her words carefully chosen: “Zhen has other places that are… hungrier, will Wangye feed them?”

  • After I Abandoned the Protagonist [Quick Transmigration] 120

    Chapter 120: The Abandoned Little Emperor (24)

    The little emperor was happy to fulfill Su Mingxiu’s request. After confirming that she wasn’t injured during the assassination attempt, on their way back to the Imperial Kitchen, she even instructed the palace maids to find a suitable dress in the capital.

    After all, the only time she had dressed like a girl was when she wore a palace maid’s outfit and snuck out of the palace, only to be kidnapped.

    Since then, she had focused all her attention on being a good emperor, always dressed in either her everyday imperial robes or the formal attire for court sessions and ceremonies, never taking off that bright yellow.

    Having the Bureau of Imperial Supplies make a new dress suitable for a female emperor on short notice wasn’t realistic, so she simply had someone buy one from the city.

    While waiting for the dress, she toured the Imperial Kitchen, led by the head chef, observing the meticulous preparation of her daily meals. Even a simple bowl of porridge required countless steps.

    Xiao Miyun had initially wanted to learn how to make delicate pastries, but after kneading the dough, even the simplest porridge seemed like a daunting task…

    An hour later.

    The head chef, looking at the shape of the pastries she had cut and the slightly burnt porridge in the pot, its rice scorched, remained silent for a long time.

    His silence made the little emperor wonder if he was worried about his teaching skills, or if he was afraid of being punished.

    So she spoke first: “Hmm… it seems Zhen isn’t very skilled in this.”

    Hearing this, the head chef seemed to relax slightly, then quickly bowed. “Your Majesty is intelligent and wise, this must be your first time cooking. Your results are already quite impressive.”

    Now it was Xiao Miyun’s turn to be silent.

    She thought about the countless clay pots she had ruined while brewing medicine for Su Mingxiu in the isolation zone and thought…

    Brewing medicine was so difficult, it couldn’t be considered cooking. So today was indeed her first time in the kitchen. Thinking of this, she must be truly talented.

    So she happily waved her hand and ordered another dish.

    The head chef, regretting his flattery, could only comply.

    Su Mingxiu accidentally fell asleep in the warm pavilion’s tower.

    Waking up, she smelled a fragrance mixed with a familiar burnt smell. She smiled faintly and was about to head towards the door when a figure carrying a tray hurried over, placing the tray beside her and gently pushing her back down.

    The Prince of Zhenbei turned her gaze towards the tray. There was a bowl of plain white porridge, with no visible ingredients, but a fragrant seafood aroma.

    It must be the little emperor’s attempt to tempt her appetite while also being mindful of her dietary restrictions.

    But she didn’t see the source of the burnt smell.

    She looked at the little emperor, about to ask, when she noticed the different layers of colors at Xiao Miyun’s neckline. Although she was still wearing the emperor’s outer robe, the inner layers seemed… different.

    Remembering her earlier request, Su Mingxiu reached out and pulled Xiao Miyun closer, her fingers just touching her collar when they were stopped by the little emperor, as if reminding her not to break the rules, not to open the gift out of order. Xiao Miyun pointed at the porridge. “Try it.”

    As the little emperor leaned closer, the burnt smell faded, replaced by a faint sweetness, the aroma of fried pastries from the Imperial Kitchen.

    Su Mingxiu took a spoonful of porridge and asked casually: “Did Your Majesty also make pastries?”

    Tried to.

    But they were so misshapen that they couldn’t be presented, and the little emperor had reluctantly discarded them.

    “Yes… I wanted to make something exquisite to surprise you,” Xiao Miyun, thinking about the disastrous attempt at flower-shaped pastries, explained vaguely, “but then I remembered your condition and that you can’t eat too much ‘fawu’ (foods that can aggravate certain conditions). So I decided to make something else next time.”

    “Oh? What pastries weren’t suitable for me?”

    Su Mingxiu was curious about what she had missed.

    Just then, she put the spoonful of porridge in her mouth. As the taste spread over her tongue, she paused. The little emperor’s reply came at the same time:

    “Peony cakes…”

    Muttering this, remembering how she couldn’t even mix the colored dough evenly, Xiao Miyun touched her nose, not wanting to raise Su Mingxiu’s expectations too high. She admitted honestly: “It was supposed to be a new lotus flower cake the chefs were experimenting with, but knowing Zhen likes peonies, they changed the design. But it was too difficult to make…”

    She stopped herself, realizing she had revealed too much.

    But Su Mingxiu was slightly stunned.

    Thinking about this bowl of porridge with its seafood aroma, and the peony cakes, then remembering similar details from her past lives, she felt even more certain that this person before her had also accompanied her, lifetime after lifetime, in different forms.

    “It’s fine,” she said. “I’ve tasted worse.”

    After all, she knew that her beloved was never good at cooking. No matter how carefully she taught her, there would always be unexpected kitchen disasters.

    Thankfully, when she left, she didn’t have to worry about her beloved’s financial situation or whether she would be able to eat well. Even if she couldn’t cook, she wouldn’t starve.

    Xiao Miyun thought she was referring to the burnt medicine she had brewed earlier and was about to ask if it was really that bad when she suddenly realized that Su Mingxiu had used the word “eat.” She swallowed her words.

    Su Mingxiu, lost in thought, unconsciously continued eating the porridge. After finishing the bowl, noticing that the little emperor had been silent for too long, she was about to speak when the person in her lap suddenly stood up: “Zhen just remembered that there are some important memorials from the six ministries that Zhen hasn’t read yet.”

    But before she could even take a step, Su Mingxiu grabbed her hand, the spoon clattering in the empty bowl. The Prince of Zhenbei, staring at the strange look in the little emperor’s eyes, leaned closer, her nose almost touching Xiao Miyun’s jawline. Xiao Miyun dodged.

    The slightest change in a lover’s behavior was noticeable, unless one was deliberately oblivious.

    Holding Xiao Miyun’s sleeve, not wanting her to leave like this, Su Mingxiu was about to speak when a coughing fit seized her, her words turning into a series of painful coughs.

    Xiao Miyun had initially wanted to pull away, but seeing the slight color that had returned to Su Mingxiu’s cheeks now flushed from the coughing, her heart ached. In the end, she only stood there, easily pulled back into Su Mingxiu’s embrace.

    “What’s… wrong?”

    Su Mingxiu, having caught her breath, wanted to pull Xiao Miyun closer. But the person who had been reluctant to leave moments ago was now being stubborn, standing at a distance, forcing Su Mingxiu to exert more effort to pull her into her arms.

    Xiao Miyun had never forgotten that Su Mingxiu had loved someone else before.

    But the Prince of Zhenbei’s heart had been so impenetrable before, making her feel unworthy of even being liked, let alone questioning her about a past lover.

    But now it was different.

    She tasted the bitterness rising from her heart, the jealousy she had never dared to acknowledge before.

    And a sense of unfairness.

    Why did Su Mingxiu suddenly want to see her in a dress? Why did she say that the food Xiao Miyun made tasted so bad that she was used to it?

    —Was it because she was… reminded of someone else?

    A sliver of rationality told her that with the Prince of Zhenbei’s pride and her usual attitude towards her, she wouldn’t deign to project her past affections onto Xiao Miyun.

    But…

    Su Mingxiu was gravely ill. People were often more vulnerable when sick, what if…?

    The more she tried to ignore it, the more vivid those past details became. Xiao Miyun even remembered being held in Su Mingxiu’s arms, her chin held captive, Su Mingxiu’s gaze sweeping over her.

    And that casual remark, with a faint smile: “Indeed, very similar.”

    She was overwhelmed by jealousy, unable to speak under Su Mingxiu’s affectionate gaze, afraid that she would spill all her ugly emotions. So she pressed her lips together tightly.

    Su Mingxiu, staring at her lips for a long time, pulled her closer and, without hesitation, kissed her, as if trying to pry open her tightly sealed defenses.

    “You…”

    The little emperor only managed to utter one word before her breath was stolen.

    The more she struggled, the tighter Su Mingxiu held her, until only her legs were kicking uselessly against the soft fur on the floor of the warm pavilion.

    It was in this moment that she realized that this person’s inherent dominance wouldn’t change because of illness.

    When Xiao Miyun was finally gasping for air, Su Mingxiu released her, licking away the moisture from her lips, and asked with a smile: “Do you want to talk now?”

    It was as if, if Xiao Miyun refused, she would continue until she got the answer she wanted.

    The hairpin in the little emperor’s hair had come loose at some point, her gilded crown sliding down her hair onto the soft carpet.

    The now mature empress looked into Su Mingxiu’s deep eyes and suddenly smiled.

    As she smiled, her eyes reddened.

    The imagined command, the order for Su Mingxiu to stop treating her like someone else, now, under Su Mingxiu’s gentle gaze, seemed impossible to utter.

    She hadn’t wanted to cry.

    She didn’t know where this grievance came from.

    She should be happy. After all, she had only wanted to be by this person’s side, and now her wish had come true. Yet, she wanted more.

    It seemed that love and desire could never be truly satisfied.

    “You’ve loved someone else before, but this is the first time Zhen has liked someone.”

    She closed her eyes, wanting to hide her vulnerability, but the tears overflowing her eyes spilled down her cheeks.

    “So… could you… look at me a little more?”

    Don’t always look at someone else through me. Zhen’s heart is also made of flesh and blood, Zhen also feels sadness.

  • After I Abandoned the Protagonist [Quick Transmigration] 119

    Chapter 119: The Abandoned Little Emperor (23)

    By the pavilion near the steaming hot spring…

    Overjoyed by the unexpected words, the little emperor pulled Su Mingxiu into the tower. The center of the tower had been converted into a library, surrounded by a staircase lined with warm fur. The hot spring flowed through the walls of the tower, so it wouldn’t damage the books.

    The little emperor had used the excuse of showing Su Mingxiu around. But before they even reached the second floor, she pushed Su Mingxiu against the window, holding the frail, illness-ridden woman in her arms. Feeling how thin she had become, she tightened her embrace.

    “Your Majesty hasn’t finished showing me around yet.”

    “You seem too light,” the now officially acknowledged lover said, her voice possessive, refusing to let Su Mingxiu go. “Zhen has to hold you tight, so you won’t be blown away by the wind.”

    Su Mingxiu had initially wanted to push her away, a coughing fit rising in her chest.

    But sensing Xiao Miyun’s joy, she couldn’t bring herself to interrupt. So she let herself be held, only turning her head away, a sickly flush appearing on her face from suppressing the cough.

    The person holding her sensed something amiss. Turning to look at her, her eyes widened in concern.

    But before she could speak, Su Mingxiu coughed, her chest shaking, her words broken. “It’s… it’s nothing… cough, cough, cough…”

    The little emperor’s budding romantic feelings were swept away by Su Mingxiu’s condition. She quickly helped her sit down and tried to pull the curtains, shielding her from the wind.

    Su Mingxiu was amused by her overprotective behavior. But her amusement triggered another coughing fit, even more violent than before, making Xiao Miyun’s worry return. “Stop laughing! Do you want to scare Zhen to death?!”

    The Prince of Zhenbei shook her head gently, the smile still lingering on her lips. She grabbed Xiao Miyun’s sleeve, signaling her not to say such ominous words. After catching her breath, she stood up straight, looked at the worried Xiao Miyun for a moment, then said: “I’m a bit hungry.”

    “Should Zhen have someone bring us food?”

    “The food from the Imperial Kitchen is a bit bland,” Su Mingxiu casually dismissed her suggestion and continued, “Has Your Majesty ever… cooked?”

    Xiao Miyun had cooked before.

    When she was young, living in a secluded palace, the eunuchs often withheld her food. Driven by hunger, she had tried to steal food from the imperial kitchen. On rare occasions, she managed to snag some bird’s nest porridge meant for the former emperor’s consorts.

    But most of the time, she only found leftover steamed buns in the cold stoves.

    She didn’t share this experience, only asking seriously: “What do you want to eat?”

    Su Mingxiu, having lived through so many lifetimes, knew the limits of Xiao Miyun’s culinary skills, so she didn’t make any requests, letting Xiao Miyun choose.

    Since the warm pavilion was comfortable, the little emperor didn’t bother with a palanquin. The Imperial Kitchen wasn’t far, so they walked there, accompanied by a few palace maids.

    Su Mingxiu leaned against the window on the first floor of the tower, her drowsy eyes looking at the flowers outside. The little emperor hadn’t planted her favorite peonies here. The flower in Su Mingxiu’s hand was a pink rose.

    Recently, whenever she was with the little emperor, the surrounding servants were dismissed. So she had become accustomed to the quiet. But as she was admiring the flowers, she suddenly heard two figures approaching stealthily.

    Her hand, caressing the rose, didn’t slow down, her ears already picking up their conversation.

    “Are you sure the emperor is here? Isn’t she always pretending to care about the people, spending most of her time in the Qinzheng Palace? Or the Qian Yuan Palace for resting?”

    “Heh, those foolish rulers love to put on an act. What do they know about the common people? Anyway, our master said that the little emperor has been keeping a beauty in this warm pavilion recently. The information is accurate. We might be the first to see this beauty. Then, we’ll eliminate these two traitors together—”

    “Hey, our master said that the emperor is actually a woman, that’s why there have been so many disasters. Do you think the person she’s keeping is a man or a woman? If it’s a man, which man would be so spineless as to be a woman’s kept man? If it’s a woman… eww.”

    “Shh, be quiet, we almost alerted those eunuchs and imperial guards earlier, we’re still within their patrol area.”

    Su Mingxiu, the subject of their discussion, opened her eyes slightly and looked in their direction, guessing that the palace guards hadn’t been able to keep up with their movements. If it weren’t for their voices, even she might not have noticed them.

    Interesting.

    The tiger, whose senses had dulled from staying in the palace for too long, was intrigued. She plucked the rose, its petals crushed in her hand, the purple juice dripping down her fingers. She saw the two assassins.

    They appeared in her sight so boldly, their knives drawn. A flash of surprise in her eyes, she let them place the blade against her neck. “Don’t move! Don’t scream! Or I’ll kill you!”

    Su Mingxiu’s lips curved into a smile. She raised an eyebrow, looking at the knife against her neck. Not smelling any blood, her smile deepened. She remained silent, her eyes glancing at the palace guards finally catching up.

    She discreetly signaled them not to approach. As the two assassins were tense, she asked calmly: “Who sent you?”

    “Shut up!”

    The person holding her hostage snapped, confirming that her clothes weren’t the emperor’s, then pressed the knife closer. “Just tell us where that dog emperor is, and we’ll spare your life.”

    “Dog emperor?”

    She repeated the phrase slowly, shaking her head slightly. “I don’t like you calling her that. I shall reward you with… having your tongue cut out.”

    “Hmm?” Before the assassin could react, she continued, as if talking to herself: “Forget it, you don’t seem very intelligent, I can’t be bothered interrogating you—”

    “Someone!”

    As she called out, the person holding her hostage, startled, instinctively moved the knife. But a clang rang out. Before the assassin could even see what had blocked their blade, a sharp blow to their neck.

    The next moment, an arrow flew from afar, pinning the other assassin’s hand, which was holding a weapon, to the wall.

    Su Mingxiu turned and saw the bloodstain on the white wall of the tower, frowning slightly. She saw a figure kneeling before her, apologizing: “This subordinate is late in protecting you, I deserve to die!”

    Rose petals, along with the severed stem, fell at her feet. She glanced at the kneeling guard and said calmly: “The emperor entrusted her safety to you, yet you almost allowed her to be harmed. You do deserve to die.”

    But this was the little emperor’s appointed guard, she wasn’t interested in overstepping her authority. After this brief reprimand, she had the two assassins taken away.

    The emperor, busy in the Imperial Kitchen, heard the report and rushed towards the warm pavilion, her hands still covered in flour, her face pale with fright upon seeing the bloodstain on the wall. “You—”

    “It’s not my blood.”

    Su Mingxiu, seeing the flour on Xiao Miyun’s face, smiled reassuringly, wiping it away with her fingertip. She suddenly leaned closer and whispered: “I rarely see Your Majesty in a dress.”

    “Huh?”

    Xiao Miyun, still shaken by the assassination attempt, hadn’t recovered yet. Caught off guard by Su Mingxiu’s sudden change of topic, she stared at her blankly.

    “Wear a dress for me tonight.”

    What?

    Why was this person always so unpredictable?

    Xiao Miyun’s eyes held a hint of helplessness. The dough on her hands had dried, but she casually kneaded it and asked, “Why?”

    The woman, whose beauty could captivate even assassins, leaned closer, coughing slightly, then playfully blew on Xiao Miyun’s reddening ear, satisfied as the blush deepened. She said with a smile: “Because—”

    “I want to be Your Majesty’s… humble servant.”

  • After I Abandoned the Protagonist [Quick Transmigration] 118

    Chapter 118: The Abandoned Little Emperor (22)

    News of the Prince of Zhenbei’s return to the capital wasn’t widely publicized, as the little emperor didn’t want to cause unrest in the court by revealing Su Mingxiu’s condition.

    However, the renovations to the Qian Yuan Palace didn’t go unnoticed. Rumors began to circulate about the little emperor keeping someone hidden in the palace.

    These rumors were collected by Wang Dan and presented to Xiao Miyun. She treated them as amusement, reading the officials’ speculations about the person she was keeping. Those who knew her true gender kept silent, while those who didn’t thought she was being too secretive.

    In their opinion, now that the emperor was ruling, expanding the harem and producing heirs should be her priority. What was the meaning of keeping someone hidden?

    If it were a respectable woman, she wouldn’t be hidden like this. They speculated – a daughter of a disgraced official? Or a courtesan?

    Along with these rumors came memorials urging the emperor to hold a selection for consorts and produce an heir. Compared to their usual silence on important matters of state, these officials were suddenly eloquent and well-versed in the classics when it came to her personal life.

    Xiao Miyun sneered and tossed the memorials aside, thinking their salaries were too high, allowing them too much idle time. Just as she was about to curse them, a palace maid reported that the items she had commissioned from the Bureau of Imperial Supplies were ready.

    The little emperor’s anger subsided. Remembering what she had ordered, she put down her brush and went to inspect the items.

    Recently, Su Mingxiu, due to her weakened state, spent her days languidly lounging in the palace, coughing after every few steps. Xiao Miyun had the Bureau of Imperial Supplies create new and interesting things in the palace, giving her an excuse to take Su Mingxiu out for a walk.

    She had designated the palaces near the Cold Palace for this purpose, using funds from her private treasury. A small tower had been built, offering a panoramic view of the capital, so Su Mingxiu could enjoy the scenery without leaving the palace.

    The palace where the tower stood was also decorated with seasonal landscapes and rare plants, more diverse than the monotonous peonies in the Imperial Garden. There was even a small hot spring for foot baths.

    The little emperor had wanted to build a larger hot spring, but she learned from the imperial physicians that soaking in hot water could worsen Su Mingxiu’s condition, causing shortness of breath. So she only had a small stream built, adding a touch of elegance.

    After touring the palace, the little emperor’s eyes sparkled with delight. But then, she had someone bring the account books.

    She needed to know the expenses. If Su Mingxiu found out how extravagant it was, she would accuse her of wasting resources and might even have it all demolished.

    Xiao Miyun calculated carefully. But when the account books arrived, her vision darkened—

    It’s over. Over budget.

    She walked towards her palanquin, flipping through the thick account books, trying to find some discrepancies to make the numbers more acceptable.

    But even after reviewing them until sunset, and using Wang Dan’s intelligence network to research market prices, she found that the Bureau of Imperial Supplies hadn’t embezzled much.

    This made her hesitant as she prepared to have dinner with Su Mingxiu, not knowing how to explain the exorbitant expenses after firing the head of the Bureau of Imperial Supplies.

    “If Your Majesty is too busy, there’s no need to come all the way from the Qinzheng Palace to dine with me. The food from the Imperial Kitchen is the same anyway.”

    In the Qian Yuan Palace, at the dining table…

    Su Mingxiu, seeing the little emperor’s absentminded expression as she picked at her food, glanced at her casually, then suggested this calmly.

    “Not busy,” the little emperor immediately looked up, then realized she had picked up a carrot, which she usually disliked. Remembering the physician’s dietary recommendations for Su Mingxiu, she placed the carrot in Su Mingxiu’s dish.

    Oh.

    Su Mingxiu understood and, seeing Xiao Miyun’s troubled expression, knew that the little emperor must have encountered a problem she couldn’t solve. As Xiao Miyun was lost in thought, she asked, “Is there anything I can help with?”

    Since Su Mingxiu had asked, Xiao Miyun put down her chopsticks and asked seriously: “How do you determine if a project is extravagant or beneficial to the country?”

    The Grand Canal built during the Sui dynasty, although a great achievement, had also been a costly endeavor, depleting the nation’s resources and contributing to the dynasty’s downfall;

    And the Zhengguo Canal during the Warring States period, although beneficial to the people, was also a political scheme, its full potential unrealized.

    The Prince of Zhenbei, being consulted by the emperor, remained calm, her pace of eating unchanged, still chewing slowly and methodically. After swallowing the carrot, she replied: “As long as it doesn’t cause the people to die, or starve, or be displaced, and as long as it brings long-term benefits, it’s not extravagant and is beneficial to the country.”

    Xiao Miyun thought for a long time, then finally found a solution. She stood up with a smile and bowed to Su Mingxiu. “Thank you for your guidance, Right Chancellor.”

    A few days later.

    A palace maid arrived at the Qian Yuan Palace and informed Su Mingxiu that the emperor summoned her. As she walked out, she found that the little emperor had even prepared a warm palanquin for her. But she stopped at the door, coughed lightly, and asked casually: “Is Your Majesty playing hide-and-seek again, or is there another treasure you want me to see?”

    The surrounding palace maids lowered their heads, not daring to pry, only replying respectfully that she would know upon arrival.

    Su Mingxiu decided to humor the little emperor one last time. So, when the palanquin arrived at the palace gates, she stood amidst the warm mist of the hot spring, squinting slightly. After a moment, she saw the figure in bright yellow robes approaching.

    Raising an eyebrow, she asked softly: “What is this, Your Majesty?”

    “A few days ago, Zhen mentioned establishing a women’s academy, but old habits die hard. Zhen is afraid that a decree alone won’t be enough, and the local officials might misuse the funds. So, Zhen decided to start in the capital, establishing an official women’s academy—this is the location Zhen has chosen.”

    After a pause, she added carefully: “Zhen has never undertaken such a project before, please take a look and see if there’s anything unsuitable.”

    Su Mingxiu only stood outside the palace, glancing at the scenery within, then said casually: “If it’s a place for studying, why such extravagant decorations?”

    “Zhen intends to have both official daughters and commoner girls study here. And in the Great Zhou, those who can’t afford private tutoring are mostly from poor families, they might not have seen such beautiful scenery. This will allow them to experience it. If they study hard, they can enjoy the same things as men.”

    After she finished speaking, she saw the Prince of Zhenbei smile faintly.

    “Does Your Majesty truly think so?”

    As Xiao Miyun hesitated, Su Mingxiu’s gaze fell on her. “Since Your Majesty has already made a decision, this place is fine, there’s no need for me to inspect it.”

    “Wait!”

    Just as the figure in purple was about to leave, Xiao Miyun bit her lip and called out. She had originally planned to use high-minded reasons to keep Su Mingxiu here, then slowly reveal her true intentions later.

    But she hadn’t expected Su Mingxiu’s insight to be so sharp.

    No matter how ill, a tiger wouldn’t turn into a cat.

    “Establishing a women’s academy is Zhen’s true intention,” the little emperor continued, “but wanting you to enjoy this place before the decree is issued is also true.”

    I wanted to give you a gift, but I was afraid you wouldn’t like it, so I was careful, not trying to deceive you.

    She added this inwardly.

    But how well did Su Mingxiu know her?

    Even though her personality and identity had changed, they had still spent two lifetimes together, how could Su Mingxiu not understand her thoughts?

    It was precisely because she understood Xiao Miyun’s unease that Su Mingxiu’s heart ached. Her lung disease, treated by the imperial physicians, had stabilized and was no longer contagious, so the servants and the little emperor no longer needed to wear masks.

    She beckoned Xiao Miyun. “Come here.”

    Probably only she could act like this towards the emperor.

    Xiao Miyun walked towards her, her hands behind her back. A few days ago, she had realized the exorbitant cost of this place.

    But knowing that the New Year, and Su Mingxiu’s birthday, were approaching, she had planned to make a gift that wouldn’t be easily discarded. Unfortunately, she wasn’t skilled with her hands and had cut her finger while working on it in the afternoon.

    Su Mingxiu’s hand, through her clothes, rested on Xiao Miyun’s shoulder. Aware of her low body temperature due to the cold poison, she didn’t touch Xiao Miyun’s skin directly.

    “Your Majesty is already a good emperor, worthy of the people’s love and support.”

    She said.

    Xiao Miyun habitually looked up at her, but standing so close, she realized that she had grown almost as tall as Su Mingxiu. This made the already frail woman seem even more delicate.

    Even though she knew that Su Mingxiu could kill her in an instant if she wanted to, Xiao Miyun’s heart softened. She couldn’t help but reach out with her uninjured hand, holding Su Mingxiu’s palm, then pressing her cheek against it, as if trying to warm it up.

    “But that’s not what Zhen wants—”

    “Xiao Miyun only wants to be an emperor that Su Mingxiu likes.”

    For this, she had given her all.

    The hand against her cheek trembled, whether from the warmth of Xiao Miyun’s skin or from her straightforward confession, Su Mingxiu didn’t know.

    She had originally intended to remain silent. But whether it was because Xiao Miyun’s words had touched her heart, or because she was overwhelmed by the emotions in this moment, countless images flashed through her mind.

    Not just Suhui.

    But many more… images she had never seen before.

    No.

    Perhaps she had experienced them, but she had forgotten.

    Countless memories replayed, from the helpless Omega, to the little disciple who shared her life for a hundred years—until, the rose.

    “I’ve always wanted to ask you, would you rather have ‘never had’ or ‘once had’?”

    “If you tame me, then we shall need each other. To me, you will be unique in all the world. To you, I shall be unique in all the world.”

    The rose had never heard her answer. So she pretended to be a fox, staying by her side always.

    Silent tears streamed down Su Mingxiu’s face. This sudden change startled the little emperor. She had never seen the Prince of Zhenbei cry before. She stared at her, stunned, then clumsily wiped away Su Mingxiu’s tears.

    “Forget it,” she said, suppressing her own feelings, pretending to be nonchalant. “If you don’t like it, just pretend Zhen never said it, forget about it.”

    An emperor’s words were supposed to be absolute, yet she was retracting her heartfelt confession because of Su Mingxiu.

    Su Mingxiu looked at her, not caring about the tears in her own eyes. Her dark eyes held a complex mix of emotions, too deep for the little emperor to understand.

    Even though Xiao Miyun had gone through countless reincarnations, with no memories remaining, Su Mingxiu knew that she wouldn’t forget again.

    She would remember everything.

    Remember falling in love with this person, time and time again.

    The first time they met, she had given Xiao Miyun a choice. Now, the fifth time, why was she regressing?

    Tears still glistening on her face, a smile appeared, more beautiful than the setting sun. She held Xiao Miyun’s hand and said, each word clear and distinct: “But—”

    “You are already the emperor Su Mingxiu likes.”

  • After I Abandoned the Protagonist [Quick Transmigration] 117

    Chapter 117: The Abandoned Little Emperor (21)

    The little emperor brought Su Mingxiu back to the capital.

    As the imperial carriage returned to the palace, Sun Feiyan and Cheng Qing, who had received the news, were waiting by the path. Xiao Miyun only peeked through the curtains, exchanging a few brief words with them before continuing towards the Qian Yuan Palace.

    The two pillars of the Xiao Zhou court bowed their heads as the carriage passed. After it was gone, Cheng Qing turned to Sun Feiyan with a smile. “General Sun, did you smell a medicinal scent just now?”

    Having studied some medicine, Cheng Qing pondered the scent from the carriage. Before she could finish her thought, Sun Feiyan gave her a warning look. “It’s not proper to pry into the emperor’s private affairs.”

    “Uh…” Cheng Qing rarely encountered someone more reserved than herself. She usually spoke less to avoid mistakes and minimize potential vulnerabilities, but this General Sun was truly cold by nature.

    She touched her nose and bid farewell to Sun Feiyan, one heading into the palace, the other out.

    Osmanthus flowers were blooming in the capital, but their fragrance was rarely smelled within the palace walls, as the current emperor preferred peonies.

    The palace gardens were filled with various peony varieties. Only outside the palace could one smell the sweet scent of osmanthus.

    Cheng Qing, accustomed to dressing as a man, smelling the osmanthus fragrance, headed towards a nearby tavern, carrying two jugs of osmanthus wine. She recalled the time she first taught the emperor in the Qinzheng Palace.

    Back then, the little emperor’s power was still weak, eager to gain support, she had put on a docile and obedient act, trying to evoke sympathy—

    If it weren’t for the Xu family’s downfall at the hands of the Prince of Zhenbei, she might not have realized the depth of the little emperor’s schemes. Truly a descendant of the Xiao family, a born emperor.

    And perhaps only someone like the Prince of Zhenbei could control such an emperor.

    Thinking about the sealed documents in the Dali Temple, Cheng Qing walked along the path, a thought crossing her mind:

    I wonder, is Su Mingxiu the bane of the Xiao family, or are the Xiaos destined to be Su Mingxiu’s downfall?

    Inside the palace…

    Xiao Miyun, unaware of her ministers’ thoughts, had already ordered the Qian Yuan Palace to be renovated, improving its insulation and adding new furnishings.

    The carriage stopped before the palace. She dismissed the servants and personally extended her hand towards the carriage, wanting to help Su Mingxiu down. But Su Mingxiu remained seated, casually moving her wrist, drawing attention to the thin silver chain tied around it. “Your Majesty, are you unable to undo this?”

    The little emperor paused, then re-entered the carriage, bending down before Su Mingxiu. Before she could even take out the key, a flash of light, and a sudden tightness around her waist. She watched helplessly as the chain, meant for Su Mingxiu, now bound her tightly. The person controlling the chain calmly tied the other end to the carriage window.

    “Uh…!” Xiao Miyun was beyond shocked.

    Only after seeing the Prince of Zhenbei, who had been coughing throughout the journey, looking as if she were on her deathbed, step out of the carriage and stand under the sunlight, did the little emperor move, realizing that she couldn’t even move her hands. She instinctively called out: “Y-you, don’t go!”

    Su Mingxiu turned around under the sunlight, squinting, her pale face bathed in a golden glow. Compared to her usual cold and ruthless demeanor, the Prince of Zhenbei, with a smile on her lips, now looked like the most beautiful flower in the palace.

    A flower in full bloom, its beauty making one forget its impending demise.

    She only smiled without speaking, making Xiao Miyun uneasy. The little emperor shifted in her seat. “Untie Zhen.”

    Su Mingxiu looked away and walked towards the palace gates without a word. The calls behind her grew louder. “Su Mingxiu!”

    “You can’t leave! You wouldn’t want the palace staff to see Zhen like this, would you?”

    “Su Mingxiu?”

    “You! One more step, and I’ll cry!”

    “I’m serious!”

    Perhaps feeling that her threat was too embarrassing, the little emperor abandoned her imperial address. She had tried everything, both soft and hard approaches, but in the end, it was her useless tears that were most effective.

    The person who had been walking away stopped, her back to the carriage. She asked slowly: “Are you still going to tie me up?”

    Xiao Miyun blinked, her voice filled with grievance. “No… it was Zhen’s fault, Zhen was wrong, please forgive me, Right Chancellor.”

    This chain had been custom-made by martial arts experts, capable of even restraining those with internal energy. She didn’t know how Su Mingxiu had managed to figure out how to undo it during her time away. The little emperor cursed her own miscalculation inwardly.

    Su Mingxiu, who had been planning to return to her manor, stopped, inexplicably swayed by the little emperor’s childish threat. After a moment of hesitation, she returned to the carriage and untied the chain.

    The moment her arms were free, Xiao Miyun hugged Su Mingxiu tightly, her voice trembling. “You came back, which means you agreed to Zhen’s request. Zhen won’t allow you to go back on your word.”

    Despite her strong words,

    Xiao Miyun’s hands were shaking.

    Su Mingxiu suddenly remembered the fish in the previous world complaining, asking if she could be less mean… Su Mingxiu had readily agreed and had even prepared herself for it. But in the end…

    It seemed she had been even more cruel.

    The person being hugged didn’t respond, but she didn’t push Xiao Miyun away either. Only when she sensed that the palace staff had been gone for too long did she speak: “Does Your Majesty intend to hug this minister until morning, for all the court officials to see?”

    As she spoke, Xiao Miyun instinctively loosened her grip, thinking she had been holding Su Mingxiu too tightly. Hearing Su Mingxiu’s words, her eyes lit up. She looked up. “That’s not a bad idea, would the Right Chancellor be willing to—”

    “No.”

    “Oh.”

    The rejected emperor wasn’t discouraged. She had brought Su Mingxiu back to the Qian Yuan Palace, there was plenty of time.

    She reluctantly left the carriage, but she still held Su Mingxiu’s hand as they entered the Qian Yuan Palace. Seeing the newly renovated interior, especially the larger bed, a smile appeared on her face.

    Xiao Miyun was thinking about how to reward the palace staff. Su Mingxiu, standing beside her, noticed the embroidered dragons, phoenixes, and mandarin ducks on the quilt and looked at her meaningfully.

    “Is there something wrong?”

    The little emperor sighed softly and replied, “Nothing.”

  • After I Abandoned the Protagonist [Quick Transmigration] 116

    Chapter 116: The Abandoned Little Emperor (20)

    The cold night wind slipped in through the parted curtains. It was only early autumn, not the biting wind of winter. The little emperor didn’t feel the chill, but the slight breeze made the person on the bed cough.

    The candles in Su Mingxiu’s room were still burning. With her illness, her senses had become sharper, and she disliked having people nearby.

    So, every night, as darkness fell, someone would light the candles, which burned until almost dawn. The next day, they would be replaced.

    Now, her shadow stretched long in the candlelight. She squinted, focusing on the little emperor, then asked slowly: “Where does Your Majesty intend to take this minister?”

    Xiao Miyun understood the extent of Su Mingxiu’s attention. Such meticulous care couldn’t be unintentional.

    She didn’t believe Su Mingxiu had no feelings for her. Su Mingxiu used to be so affectionate. But as she grew older, Su Mingxiu seemed to have reservations, rarely touching her.

    Su Mingxiu clearly had feelings, but she refused to admit it.

    “As long as you’re willing,” Xiao Miyun extended her hand, her voice sincere, “wherever Zhen is, will be your home.”

    She wouldn’t let Su Mingxiu die in this forgotten place. The hero of the Great Zhou shouldn’t be buried in obscurity. Even if Su Mingxiu dies before me, she thought, she should die where I can see her. I want to be with her in life and in death.

    But Su Mingxiu didn’t react as expected. She only asked calmly: “What if I’m unwilling?”

    “Uh…” The expected angry outburst didn’t happen. Su Mingxiu was surprised. Xiao Miyun had a strong sense of pride, she shouldn’t tolerate repeated rejection.

    But she had underestimated Xiao Miyun’s feelings.

    “You won’t be unwilling,” Xiao Miyun said, standing firm. “You’re just being stubborn.”

    “I never knew Your Majesty was so narcissistic.”

    “You won’t admit you like Zhen, will you?”

    “No.”

    Silence. Only the crackling of the candle flames.

    Xiao Miyun remembered their past interactions. Back then, she had been the quiet one. And the Regent had teased her, enjoying her forced tolerance.

    Now, she was the one initiating conversations, while Su Mingxiu often ignored her, her responses curt and dismissive.

    With no reason to stay, she pretended her dignity wasn’t wounded and turned to leave. “Then Zhen will ask again tomorrow.”

    But as she lifted the curtain, distracted, she tripped over the threshold. Having dismissed the servants, no one was there to catch her. She stumbled, about to fall—

    A bright purple ribbon shot out, wrapping around her waist and pulling her back. The force was so strong that she was pulled from the doorway to the bedside.

    Su Mingxiu clicked her tongue, dissatisfied with her control over her strength.

    The startled emperor grabbed the edge of the bed, then looked at Su Mingxiu. “Why are you so nervous?”

    The guards outside hadn’t reacted. If Su Mingxiu hadn’t been paying attention, she wouldn’t have been able to save her.

    “Am I?” Su Mingxiu replied slowly, leaning closer. Xiao Miyun could smell the faint, sweet medicinal fragrance, a scent that evoked sadness.

    Su Mingxiu paused, then said: “Not worried about Your Majesty, but rather concerned about the country. I wouldn’t want to see its peace disrupted.”

    So, she was worried about the country’s stability, not her?

    Xiao Miyun was almost furious. She grabbed Su Mingxiu’s quilt and burrowed under the covers.

    “Hmm?” Before Su Mingxiu could react, the little emperor, now in her bed, mimicked her sarcastic tone. “The Right Chancellor’s words are wise. Zhen feels safest by your side. I shall stay here tonight, under your protection.”

    Su Mingxiu was speechless.

    Then, she chuckled, her voice gentle, tinged with the scent of medicine. “This minister has a habit of killing people in my sleep.”

    The person in her bed reached out, her hand caressing Su Mingxiu’s neck, pulling her down. Their foreheads touched.

    At this close proximity, Su Mingxiu could see the emotions in Xiao Miyun’s eyes. “To die in your bed is Zhen’s greatest wish.”

    Su Mingxiu was silent, then smiled, her pale face illuminated by this alluring expression, like a flower blooming in darkness.

    Xiao Miyun, lost in her smile, heard her ask softly: “Who taught you to say such things?”

    A shiver ran down Xiao Miyun’s spine. She sensed Su Mingxiu’s killing intent again, like moonlight on a blade.

    She sobered up.

    The little emperor smiled, meeting Su Mingxiu’s gaze. “This has nothing to do with romance, why would I need someone to teach me?”

    Su Mingxiu’s gaze traced Xiao Miyun’s features. Her hand, which had been on Xiao Miyun’s neck, now caressed her cheek, then lingered at the corner of her eye, touching the small tear mole.

    The world only knew the Regent as a ruthless killer, but few knew of her beauty. The little emperor felt she had been blinded by power.

    A bold thought: to keep Su Mingxiu hidden away, a secret treasure only she could admire.

    “Slap.”

    Su Mingxiu pushed her hand away. She had the strength to throw Xiao Miyun out, but she only turned her back and lay down.

    Xiao Miyun looked at her back, her hair, the exposed skin of her nape, and asked again:

    “Do you really not like Zhen?”

    “Uh…” Not receiving an answer, she changed tactics. “Then forget it, Zhen will return to the capital tomorrow, open the harem, and summon countless consorts. They will definitely—”

    Her attempt to provoke Su Mingxiu only made it harder for Su Mingxiu to sleep. And those images actually appeared in her mind.

    She felt irritated, then a pain in her chest, an itch in her throat, and she coughed. Xiao Miyun fell silent, watching her cautiously, patting her back.

    Su Mingxiu asked calmly if she was going to let her sleep.

    Xiao Miyun grumbled, “You’re so hard to win over.”

    But she quieted down, lying beside Su Mingxiu, listening to her breathing, staying awake, counting the hours.

    Before Su Mingxiu woke up, she quietly got out of bed and went to where the medicine was being prepared.

    With the emperor’s prolonged absence, the capital grew restless.

    Xiao Miyun couldn’t persuade Su Mingxiu to return with her. Winter was approaching, the end of the year, with official evaluations, imperial examinations, and countless matters requiring her attention.

    The plague was under control, and many patients had recovered. Fewer people were being sent to the isolation zone, and the physicians and soldiers were no longer as busy.

    Everything was slowly getting better.

    Except Su Mingxiu, who refused to leave. She allowed the little emperor to sleep in her room every night, to share her bed, even drinking the burnt medicine without complaint.

    Until—

    One morning, she woke up to the sound of a moving carriage.

    Opening her eyes, she saw Xiao Miyun before her. The servants had been dismissed, and they were alone in the warm carriage.

    Su Mingxiu’s head was slightly dizzy. She quickly assessed the situation and looked at Xiao Miyun intently.

    The little emperor, who had been pretending to read, suddenly felt a surge of confidence under her gaze. “The Prince of Zhenbei has rendered meritorious service to the country, Zhen won’t allow you to stay in this place.”

    Su Mingxiu ignored her, circulating her internal energy, and tried to leave the carriage. But as she moved her wrist, she heard a faint jingling sound.

    “Hmm?” She looked down and saw a thin thread tied around her wrist, a small golden bell attached to it.

    The little emperor, following her gaze, quickly looked away and continued reading. “Zhen will untie it when we return to the capital, don’t even think about running away.”

    Su Mingxiu stared at the thread, wondering what had made the little emperor do this.

    She unconsciously touched her neck.

    The bell jingled.

    Empty.

    Nothing around her neck.

    She lowered her hand, about to speak, when the little emperor, afraid of what she might say, threw down her book and lunged forward. Just as the carriage hit a bump, she missed Su Mingxiu’s lips, then, in a moment of boldness, pressed her own lips against Su Mingxiu’s.

    The thin mask, which the imperial physicians had insisted she wear, offered little protection against the warmth of Xiao Miyun’s lips. The little emperor instinctively moved her head, gently rubbing against Su Mingxiu’s lips.

    Su Mingxiu pushed her away.

    The force was so strong that Xiao Miyun’s head hit the side of the carriage. The little emperor’s eyes immediately reddened. Clutching the back of her head, she asked, her eyes filled with tears: “Can you… not die in a place where Zhen can’t see you?”

    “Please… let Zhen stay with you for your remaining time, okay?”

    Su Mingxiu was silent for a moment, then, meeting the little emperor’s desperate gaze, she asked softly: “Does it hurt?”

    It was a simple question—

    But tears streamed down Xiao Miyun’s face, soaking the mask. She didn’t know where all this grievance came from, but it all found an outlet in this moment, like a bursting dam.

    “Yes,” she cried, tears flowing freely. “It hurts so much.”

  • After I Abandoned the Protagonist [Quick Transmigration] 115

    Chapter 115: The Abandoned Little Emperor (19)

    Su Mingxiu didn’t respond to the little emperor, but with Xiao Miyun’s current power, no one could force her to return to the palace if she didn’t want to.

    Moreover, before leaving, she had made arrangements in the capital. The imperial guards were under Sun Feiyan’s command, and she had entrusted the entire rearguard to General Sun, firmly believing that she could handle any potential threats.

    As for Cheng Qing…

    She had risen to the position of Chief Cabinet Minister, still presenting herself as a man, her true gender hidden from the public.

    So, from the outside, during the emperor’s absence, the court was controlled by Cheng Qing and Sun Feiyan, one civil, one military, one inside, one outside, supporting each other, keeping the Great Zhou running smoothly.

    Before leaving, Xiao Miyun had a private conversation with Cheng Qing. Although she didn’t explicitly mention leaving the capital, Cheng Qing understood her implication, giving her a knowing look, then replying calmly: “This minister will not disappoint Your Majesty.”

    After a pause, she added: “May Your Majesty get what you wish for.”

    The little kitten she had mentored had grown into a fierce tiger, no longer needing guidance, only needing to be observed from afar, roaming freely in the mountains.

    This sentence made the little emperor’s expression change. She initially suspected that her relationship with Su Mingxiu had been leaked, but after thinking for a while, she relaxed, leaning back on the dragon throne. “Get… what I wish for?”

    “Even you know what Zhen wants, but she…” she murmured, then chuckled to herself. After a while, she waved her hand, dismissing Cheng Qing.

    Perhaps the light in the room was too dim. Stepping outside, the little emperor, facing the direct sunlight, realized how bright it was, even making her eyes water.

    She smelled the strong, pungent odor of disinfectant used by the Zhenbei army soldiers day after day. The other patients were lying in tents further away. Hearing that a high-ranking official, almost as important as the Prince of Zhenbei, had arrived, those who were able to get up only dared to watch from afar, afraid of infecting her.

    Thinking about how the Prince of Zhenbei had stayed with them all this time, never leaving the isolation zone, they instinctively knelt down and kowtowed towards the little emperor.

    They didn’t know that the person before them was the emperor, only instinctively begging every passing official for a glimmer of hope.

    The little emperor had someone help them up. “There’s no need for such formalities.”

    She said, “It’s not Zhen who saved you, but the Prince of Zhenbei.”

    But from their emaciated figures and their heavy kowtows, she felt the weight on her shoulders, gradually understanding what kind of emperor Su Mingxiu wanted her to be.

    But Su Mingxiu was doing a better job than her.

    This Prince of Zhenbei must have seen and saved countless people, why didn’t she take the throne herself?

    The little emperor unconsciously walked towards the area where medicine was being prepared. Seeing hundreds of stoves billowing smoke, the smell of various herbs mixing with the fumes, making the servants’ eyes water, yet they still diligently fanned the flames, controlling the heat.

    Most of those infected with the plague had passed it on to their families. So there weren’t many relatives of the survivors in this area, mostly people from the city.

    But working here allowed them to earn a living, preventing them from becoming refugees, wandering to other cities, begging on the streets.

    So they all worked diligently.

    Among these soot-stained faces, the little emperor, her eyes only slightly red, wasn’t particularly noticeable.

    Because she was accompanied by armed guards, those who were working only glanced at her, then quickly looked away, not daring to offend her.

    She stood there for a while, then called over an imperial physician. “Which one is the Prince of Zhenbei’s medicine?”

    The physician led her to a separate area and explained the current prescription, then carefully lifted the lid of the clay pot, wrapped in cloth, for the little emperor to see the medicine brewing inside.

    Xiao Miyun stared at the dark, bubbling liquid, then, after a moment, dismissed the maid who was tending the stove. “I’ll take over.”

    She didn’t want to reveal her identity in this volatile environment, so she changed her self-address. The surrounding soldiers and physicians, understanding her intentions, cooperated.

    The maid’s entire family had been wiped out by the plague. With nowhere to go, she had come here to earn a living.

    But seeing her neat appearance and quick hands, the officials had assigned her to this task, but to prevent her from getting any ideas, they hadn’t told her who the medicine was for.

    Now, seeing a girl, dressed in even finer clothes than her own, the fabric more beautiful than the clouds in the sky, she lowered her head and nervously twisted her fingers. But she still asked timidly:

    “Is… is my work not satisfactory?”

    “No,” Xiao Miyun replied with a gentle smile. “You’re doing very well, it’s just that… anything related to her, Zhen… I don’t want to entrust to others.”

    The people behind her pretended not to hear.

    The maid could only step aside. Not having been trained for such situations, she didn’t know what to do. She simply stood behind Xiao Miyun, watching her actions. After a while, she softly reminded her to add the remaining herbs.

    Xiao Miyun didn’t put on any airs, acting like a humble beginner, letting the maid guide her. “Use more force, the fire is too low,” or “That’s not right, you should…”

    Su Mingxiu’s medicine arrived half an hour later than usual.

    The curtain at the door was lifted. Along with the strong medicinal scent came a distinct smell of burning. Su Mingxiu, who was reading, sniffed the air and instinctively wanted to throw down the book and rush to the kitchen to put out the fire.

    But she quickly came back to her senses and looked towards the door, seeing Xiao Miyun enter with a tray. The cloak she had been wearing was gone, and there were grey smudges on her sleeves.

    As she approached, Su Mingxiu noticed that her hair had been re-styled, the ends slightly curled. She was looking down, seemingly preoccupied with the half-filled bowl of medicine on the tray.

    “Clink.”

    The bowl of medicine was placed on the table beside her. The little emperor casually fanned herself with her hand and said nonchalantly: “I replaced your medicine maid with a new one today. She’s a bit clumsy. Thankfully, Zhen saw it in time and saved this much.”

    Xiao Miyun raised her chin slightly, like a little peacock trying to suppress its pride. “No need for thanks, drink it.”

    Su Mingxiu: “…”

    She was silent for a moment, then suddenly smiled, a helpless smile. She put down her book and reached for the bowl. Just as she brought it to her lips, she was interrupted by the little emperor, who had been watching her intently: “Wait.”

    Xiao Miyun had only wanted to see if Su Mingxiu would actually drink it. She hadn’t expected her to be so straightforward. Remembering how Su Mingxiu had coughed up blood, she suddenly worried that this half-burnt medicine would worsen her condition, shortening her already limited lifespan—

    “Perhaps… I should find someone else to prepare your medicine…”

    “No need,” Su Mingxiu, who had paused, replied curtly, then raised the bowl and drank all the medicine in one gulp.

    Her throat moved a few times as she placed the empty bowl aside, not a single drop spilled. But her lips were now a deeper shade of red.

    Xiao Miyun watched her nervously. “How does it taste?”

    The person who had just finished drinking the medicine looked at her with a playful smile. After a moment, seeing the worry in the little emperor’s eyes, her smile widened, but her words were merciless: “Terrible.”

    After a pause, she added: “Even worse than usual.”

    “Uh…” The anxiety in Xiao Miyun’s heart vanished without a trace. She wondered why this bowl of medicine couldn’t poison Su Mingxiu’s vocal cords and make her mute.

    Seeing the little emperor’s changing expressions, Su Mingxiu suddenly remembered the fish in the previous world, how Suhui always blamed the ingredients or the fire when her cooking failed. And when the dish was beyond saving, she would casually push the plate closer to Su Mingxiu,

    Then, with a combination of logic and emotion, persuade Su Mingxiu to prove her love by eating it.

    The little emperor, who had been sulking, seeing Su Mingxiu smile so brightly, wondered if she was lying.

    But after picking up the bowl and sniffing the medicine, she still couldn’t accept it. She grumbled, “It tastes terrible, and you’re still smiling?”

    A masochist?

    Su Mingxiu didn’t miss her subtle action. After her smile faded, she replied inwardly, Because I like it.

    Even if it tastes terrible, I like it.

    Thinking of this, her expression softened, a hint of fatigue appearing on her face. “Don’t let that new maid prepare the medicine tomorrow.”

    “I understand,” the little emperor said, her face dark as she turned to leave.

    But before she could even step out of the room, she heard a slow, casual remark from behind: “Such beautiful hair, a few more days by the stove, and it’ll all be gone.”

    The little emperor didn’t understand what she meant, her eyes darkening.

    She thought Su Mingxiu was being frivolous, even concerned about a stranger’s hair. She suppressed her anger and replied: “The Prince of Zhenbei is truly benevolent, caring for everyone.” You probably have room in your heart for everyone in the Great Zhou dynasty, except for me, the emperor!

    The little emperor couldn’t stay in the isolation zone overnight. She was escorted to a separate tent in the nearby military camp.

    The palace maids attending her helped her wash up and, just as she was about to sleep, untied her hair and started combing it with a wooden comb. Suddenly, one of them said softly, her voice filled with concern: “Your Majesty, you should stay away from the kitchen, it’s too dangerous. I already combed your hair this afternoon, but it’s still very dry. If it doesn’t get better, we might have to cut this part.”

    The little emperor, who had been sitting before the bronze mirror with her eyes closed, suddenly asked: “What?”

    The maid held up a strand of singed, curled hair.

    Xiao Miyun looked down. She had been so preoccupied with delivering the medicine to Su Mingxiu earlier that she hadn’t paid attention to her hair. Now, being reminded, she finally understood.

    Without a word, she got up and ran out of the tent.

    The palace maids, startled, chased after her, calling out: “Your Majesty!”

    Xiao Miyun was too fast. The palace maids had to jog to catch up and drape a windproof cloak over her, concealing her long hair and figure beneath the thick fabric. Seeing that she was heading towards the isolation zone again, they quickly wrapped a face mask around her, pleading with her to take care of her health.

    But she ignored them, rushing into Su Mingxiu’s room. The Prince of Zhenbei, having heard the commotion, was sitting up in bed, her expression casual. “To what do I owe the pleasure of Your Majesty’s late-night visit?”

    “Come back to the capital with me.”

    The person who entered took off their cloak, their gaze fixed on Su Mingxiu, their throat tight, whether from running or from their surging emotions, they didn’t know.

    Xiao Miyun’s voice was slightly choked with emotion. “Su Mingxiu, let me take you home, okay?”

  • After I Abandoned the Protagonist [Quick Transmigration] 114

    Chapter 114: The Abandoned Little Emperor (18)

    Su Mingxiu’s cough worsened.

    The imperial physicians who had accompanied the army naturally didn’t dare to neglect the Prince of Zhenbei, both because of her power and the emperor’s personal instructions before their departure.

    If anything happened to the Prince of Zhenbei, they wouldn’t be able to retire peacefully.

    They would all lose their heads in this remote border city.

    Upon learning of Su Mingxiu’s cough, they were worried, rushing to her side with their medical kits, not even bothering with protective masks.

    But after examining her and confirming that she hadn’t contracted the plague, they first breathed a sigh of relief, then felt even more despair.

    —Even if it wasn’t the plague, this consumption (tuberculosis) was also a death sentence.

    Su Mingxiu, however, seemed to be well aware of her own condition. After hearing the diagnosis, she waved them away silently. After the physicians retreated, she said calmly: “I want to move to the isolation zone and stay with the patients.”

    “This disease is incurable. If the palace inquires about my condition, simply report it as the plague. This matter must not be leaked. If anyone disobeys, they will face my wrath.”

    Her tone was still calm and unhurried, as if she had even calculated her own death.

    But the imperial physicians didn’t dare to take her words lightly. The Prince of Zhenbei hadn’t wielded her sword much since defeating the Turkic forces, but that didn’t mean she had become gentle.

    No one in the Xiao Zhou court had forgotten how she stormed the palace and turned the previous emperor into a gruesome spectacle.

    In a way, they feared this unpredictable Prince of Zhenbei even more than the current emperor, despite the emperor’s growing power.

    So the physicians kept their silence, only reinforcing the isolation around Su Mingxiu’s room, having servants disinfect the area daily with boiling water, hanging multiple layers of curtains, and bringing her mostly palliative medicines to ease her pain and help her sleep, preventing her vital energy from being consumed by the disease.

    Although Su Mingxiu’s condition didn’t improve, ever since she moved into the isolation zone, the anxious patients and their families felt a sense of relief. They prayed more fervently, followed the physicians’ instructions more carefully, and cooperated with the officials, no longer causing trouble.

    They saw a glimmer of hope in overcoming the plague, however small.

    Su Mingxiu grew thinner by the day.

    But she still received reports from her subordinates about the happenings in the court, such as how a certain governor had embezzled grain meant for disaster relief.

    And how, after this matter reached the capital, the emperor had appointed capable officials to handle the situation, resolving it successfully…

    Or how, after she had dealt with the Marquis of Linyang, his remaining forces had started a rebellion in other regions, and how the emperor had sent troops to quell the unrest.

    One by one, the little emperor’s political skills matured, surpassing the previous incompetent ruler, even showing the qualities of the founding emperor of the Xiao Zhou dynasty.

    After reading these reports, Su Mingxiu would burn them, then sit by the window, shrouded in layers of curtains, staring at the hazy light outside, lost in thought for the entire day.

    The news from the palace gradually decreased.

    This meant that the emperor’s influence was growing, her reach extending further, her eyes and ears becoming more acute… The power of the Great Zhou was finally transitioning peacefully from the Regent to the emperor.

    This was something the entire court and the common people welcomed.

    The last message she received was that the little emperor had secretly met with several generals. After that, no more notes were delivered to her room.

    One day, Su Mingxiu, dozing in a fur-lined chair, felt someone enter and asked casually: “Is it autumn now? I feel colder… cough, cough, cough…”

    Her voice was hoarse, perhaps from the frequent coughing, making it difficult to speak.

    But the maid who entered was timid, not daring to respond, only silently draping a thin wool blanket over Su Mingxiu.

    Su Mingxiu didn’t sense any malice, so she didn’t bother opening her eyes. But the maid was clumsy, struggling to arrange the blanket, one side slipping off, the other untucked. Su Mingxiu endured it for a while, waiting for the system’s warning about OOC behavior before reprimanding her. Just as she was about to speak, her hand, resting on the armrest, twitched as she felt a warm drop of liquid land on it.

    At the same time, she smelled a faint floral fragrance.

    The scent of peonies.

    Su Mingxiu’s eyes snapped open. She saw the person half-kneeling beside her chair, their cloak still on, a white silk cloth covering their face, yet it couldn’t hide their clear, doe-like eyes, filled with tears.

    She instinctively reached out to catch the falling tears. But when the teardrop landed on her palm, she realized…

    Xiao Miyun’s tears didn’t turn into pearls.

    “Don’t cry,” she whispered, her voice gentle.

    The little emperor, who had been consumed by anger during the journey, now, seeing Su Mingxiu’s frail and gaunt appearance, had forgotten all about their cold war. She only felt an overwhelming fear.

    Fear of losing this person before her.

    And a sense of grievance. Why had Su Mingxiu become like this, yet refused to tell her? The thought of one day receiving news of the Prince of Zhenbei’s death without knowing the truth made her feel cold, her heart trembling.

    “Where are the physicians?”

    The person kneeling beside her, their lips moving soundlessly for a moment, finally uttered these words. As if regaining her senses, she quickly stood up and called out: “Summon the physicians! All of you—”

    Her voice cracked, almost breaking. Before she could finish speaking, Su Mingxiu grabbed her sleeve and interrupted her gently: “Lower your head.”

    Xiao Miyun heard the hurried footsteps outside, knowing that the physicians, aware of the emperor’s arrival, were already waiting. She lowered her head as instructed, then felt Su Mingxiu’s sleeve brush against her head. Looking up, she saw a delicate yellow peony petal between Su Mingxiu’s fingers.

    “Your Majesty came all the way from the capital, and even brought a gift?”

    Su Mingxiu teased her playfully.

    But the little emperor didn’t laugh, only staring at the peony petal silently. Just then, the physicians entered and waited respectfully beside them. Xiao Miyun ordered them to report on the Prince of Zhenbei’s current condition.

    Hearing this, one of the physicians wiped his forehead with his sleeve, whether from the morning’s journey or from fear of the emperor’s question, it was hard to tell.

    Clearly, they couldn’t afford to offend either of these two.

    But with the Prince of Zhenbei present, they didn’t dare to tell the truth. They could only list the symptoms of the plague that were similar to Su Mingxiu’s. But before they could even finish, they were interrupted by the emperor.

    During her journey, Xiao Miyun had heard the accompanying physician explain the symptoms of the plague. She knew that once infected, it was extremely difficult to treat, especially in severe cases. And the physicians were describing severe symptoms. But severe cases progressed to death quickly, how could Su Mingxiu have waited for her arrival?

    Deceiving the emperor was a capital offense.

    The little emperor sneered, reminding the physicians of this fact. Su Mingxiu sighed softly and, before Xiao Miyun could lose her temper, said: “You may all leave.”

    Xiao Miyun glared at her, then, seeing her pale, bloodless face, she suppressed her anger and said, her voice strained: “Leave.”

    The physicians quickly retreated.

    When only the two of them remained in the room, the little emperor looked around, noticing the simple furniture.

    Apart from the warm fur coverings, the crude craftsmanship was unworthy of the Prince of Zhenbei’s status.

    Her heart ached, her eyes stinging. Her voice choked with emotion as she finally asked, her usual imperial authority gone, replaced by a plaintive tone: “Why did you hide it from me?”

    She was heartbroken, not irrational. She knew that without Su Mingxiu’s permission, these physicians wouldn’t dare to deceive her.

    She simply didn’t understand why she wasn’t even allowed to know the truth.

    Su Mingxiu was still searching for the right words, but Xiao Miyun had already answered her own question: “Because you don’t care, so it doesn’t matter, is that it?”

    “Su Mingxiu, although Zhen is the emperor, Zhen’s heart is also made of flesh and blood, just like any other mortal. Zhen also has feelings, Zhen also feels pain.”

    I know.

    With each word, Su Mingxiu felt the same pain in her chest. She couldn’t help but cough again, her vision darkening. She steadied herself and said: “This place is filled with disease, Your Majesty shouldn’t be here.”

    “Please return to the capital.”

    A feverish blush appeared on her face. She wanted to arrange for an escort to take the little emperor back, but before she could speak, the person who had just accused her of being heartless interrupted her.

    “It’s been a long time since the Right Chancellor hugged Zhen.”

    Xiao Miyun didn’t see the fallen peony petal on the floor. She only stared at Su Mingxiu’s half-closed hand, her eyes fixed on those pale, slender fingers, the bones almost visible beneath the skin.

    She continued: “Hug me one more time, and I’ll leave.”

    The little girl, who had learned how to be an emperor, now, in this small, shabby room, lost her composure, forgetting her imperial address.

    The most esteemed person in the world, facing unrequited love, was as humble as dust.

    The person sitting in the chair didn’t move, didn’t open her arms, as if she hadn’t heard Xiao Miyun’s words.

    Until the little emperor suddenly leaned closer, her shadow falling over Su Mingxiu, making her realize—

    The little girl had grown taller.

    Xiao Miyun stayed at this distance, waiting. Seeing no reaction from Su Mingxiu, she pressed further: “Are you… afraid, or unwilling?”

    Su Mingxiu didn’t answer.

    Xiao Miyun, emboldened, hugged her. The moment their bodies touched, Su Mingxiu shivered.

    Having been constantly cold, being embraced by someone with a normal body temperature, she felt a warmth spread through her.

    The little emperor hugged her tightly, her body sliding down, her head resting on Su Mingxiu’s shoulder. She listened to the heartbeat in Su Mingxiu’s chest. Just as Su Mingxiu was about to push her away, Xiao Miyun’s clear eyes looked up, meeting Su Mingxiu’s gaze.

    “The Right Chancellor’s heartbeat seems faster.”

    “Is your illness worsening?”

    Su Mingxiu looked down at her. After a moment, she suddenly smiled. But the smile quickly turned into a coughing fit, much more violent than before, making Xiao Miyun pat her back anxiously.

    She saw Su Mingxiu raise a handkerchief to her lips, its edges quickly stained red.

    But the person who was coughing so violently didn’t seem as worried as Xiao Miyun. As she wiped her lips, a streak of red remained, like a deliberately drawn lip line, or like a seductive ghost from the mountains. She replied with a smile: “Yes.”

    Yes, my illness is worsening, not because of your presence.

    Hearing her answer, the light in Xiao Miyun’s eyes dimmed. She stared at Su Mingxiu’s lips for a long time, then said slowly: “Su Mingxiu, you can’t do this.”

    “How to face the future is for Zhen to decide, you only need to answer, love, or not love.”

    “But you can’t just extinguish everything at the source, making all the decisions for Zhen, not even giving Zhen a chance to choose.”

    She looked at the woman before her intently, the Great Zhou’s God of War, the most valiant general on the battlefield, the most cunning strategist in the court.

    In her eyes, those titles suddenly faded away, but this woman still made her heart flutter.

    Tears welled up in Xiao Miyun’s eyes as she pleaded, her voice soft and almost coquettish: “You can’t be so cruel to me.”

  • After I Abandoned the Protagonist [Quick Transmigration] 113

    Chapter 113: The Abandoned Little Emperor (17)

    Only after that touch of pale yellow disappeared from sight did Su Mingxiu dare to unclench her left fist. The sticky residue in her palm had turned a dark, reddish-black.

    She stared at the empty corridor, then slowly looked away, returning her gaze to the sand table. But somehow, she had lost all interest in talking to the system.

    Since it wasn’t afraid of her guessing the truth, it meant that the system had other plans. Even if she extracted it temporarily, she would still be under its control in the next world… This wouldn’t solve the problem fundamentally.

    Su Mingxiu pressed her fingers against her temples, massaging them slowly. The problems before her—her worsening illness, the hidden dangers within the Xiao Zhou dynasty, the strange connection between her and the protagonists, and uncovering the system’s true purpose…

    …all lined up, waiting to be solved.

    Outside the Zhenbei Manor…

    The faint redness on Xiao Miyun’s neck hadn’t faded. After leaving the manor, she looked back at the plaque, its black background and golden inscription, then turned and left with a flick of her sleeve.

    Since returning to the palace, apart from court sessions, she hadn’t spoken a word to Su Mingxiu privately. After ordering the Prince of Zhenbei to lead the troops and assist the Imperial Hospital in dealing with the plague in the north, the only news from the court was about the Prince of Zhenbei’s departure from the capital.

    That night.

    A light drizzle fell over the capital.

    Rain was scarce in the north this year. The little emperor, always concerned about her people, instinctively opened the window and looked out. Remembering the agricultural knowledge she had diligently acquired, she hoped for heavier rain to nourish the fields, but also worried that a prolonged drizzle would rot the crops’ roots.

    The rain fell from the eaves like pearls. She looked up and saw a dark figure approaching in the distance.

    Thinking of Su Mingxiu’s preference for black clothes, Xiao Miyun was momentarily lost in thought. She strained her eyes, trying to see the figure more clearly, even leaning forward unconsciously, the rain-soaked wind almost touching her forehead.

    But…

    As the figure approached, her shoulders slumped.

    Oh.

    It’s General Sun.

    She watched from afar as Sun Feiyan changed shifts with the other guards, then looked away. A palace maid, hearing the noise, quietly draped a robe over her shoulders and softly asked if she was feeling unwell, offering to summon an imperial physician. When the emperor didn’t respond, she quietly retreated.

    Xiao Miyun suddenly called out towards the window: “General Sun.”

    Sun Feiyan, who was talking to her colleagues, heard her voice and hurried over, her armor glistening with raindrops. Reaching the window, she assumed the emperor had some orders, but she heard the young emperor ask in a low voice:

    “From the capital, how far has the Prince of Zhenbei’s army traveled?”

    Sun Feiyan was surprised. Xiao Miyun should have known this. After all, the officials in the Qinzheng Palace were well-informed about the Zhenbei army’s movements, and this information couldn’t be hidden from the emperor, who was gradually consolidating her power.

    But she still answered truthfully.

    Xiao Miyun let out a soft “Oh,” then asked, “Is it also raining there?” Was Su Mingxiu riding a horse, or in her carriage?

    If it was raining, would that frail body remember to stay warm?

    The young emperor, experiencing the first pangs of love, now understood the meaning of tossing and turning, sleepless nights, those clichés she used to scoff at.

    She, who had thought herself heartless, was now so full of emotions, foolishly devoted to someone who didn’t love her back.

    Thinking of this, she smiled self-deprecatingly and lowered her gaze.

    Having come of age, the girl’s figure was now like a willow tree in early spring, her gracefulness unfolding. A fleeting glimpse of her beauty could steal one’s breath away.

    But the person who possessed such beauty was oblivious, lost in thoughts of the one who had left.

    Sun Feiyan couldn’t answer her question. She simply stood there in the rain, her eyes lowered respectfully. After a long silence, she heard Xiao Miyun whisper: “Is Zhen… foolish?”

    Knowing that Su Mingxiu wouldn’t care, her one-sided coldness only intensified her own longing, having no effect on the other party.

    Perhaps…

    Su Mingxiu was even secretly relieved, finally free from this troublesome emperor.

    “Your Majesty is wise,” General Sun, hearing her self-deprecating words, could only reply like this.

    Xiao Miyun scoffed, shook her head, and turned back to the palace. But she didn’t allow the palace maids to close the window, listening to the gentle patter of rain as she lay awake until dawn.

    With the Prince of Zhenbei away from the capital, news traveled even slower. Initially, reports arrived every three to five days.

    But as the plague worsened and unrest broke out, quelled by the Zhenbei army, the news reaching the capital became less frequent.

    Xiao Miyun frequently summoned the imperial physician, but no matter how much calming medicine she took, she still couldn’t sleep.

    Early one morning…

    As she attended court, hearing that there was no news about the plague in the north, her eyelids twitched. Seeing only embellished reports from the officials, her heart sank.

    By evening, the vibrant sunset painted the palace in beautiful hues. A message was delivered, handed to her by a palace maid. Wang Dan bowed and whispered the news from the eunuch accompanying the army.

    “Half a day ago, the Prince of Zhenbei entered the isolation zone, where the plague victims are being quarantined and cremated, and ordered that no one from the army should enter.”

    The emperor’s eyelids twitched. She crumpled the note in her hand, her voice strained as she tried to maintain her composure. “Is the Prince of Zhenbei showing compassion for the sick, or trying to set an example and calm the people?”

    Wang Dan, looking at her expression, understanding her thoughts, kept his head lowered, not daring to speak.

    Xiao Miyun slammed her hand on the armrest. “Speak!”

    The eunuch sighed and forced himself to tell the truth: “This servant guesses… that the Prince of Zhenbei has also been infected—”

    “Silence! Who allowed you to make such baseless assumptions?!”

    “This servant deserves to die.”

    Wang Dan quickly knelt down, ready to accept his punishment, his eyes closed, thinking that he was truly unlucky today.

    But the message was too important to be relayed by others. Taking the blame was a small matter, but concealing such crucial information was a grave offense.

    “Get out! Get out of here!”

    Xiao Miyun threw her teacup on the floor. Hearing the door close, she slumped back in her chair, her hand covering her eyes, tears silently tracing paths down her cheeks.

    Drip, drip.

    Her tears stained the golden threads of her imperial robes. But she didn’t care, letting her emotions flow. Suddenly, she made a decision.

    She would leave the palace.

    Whether Su Mingxiu lived or died, she had to see it with her own eyes.

    The emperor held supreme power in the mortal realm, controlling life and death. She, Xiao Miyun, would not allow it. She would see which death god dared to claim the soul of the Great Zhou’s God of War.