Chapter 19
A sleepless night was unpleasant.
After getting up, Jiang Siyi looked listless, two dark circles under her eyes as if she had been out all night. She looked at herself in the mirror and sighed powerlessly.
After washing up, she sat on the edge of her bed, feeling lost.
“Not up yet? You’re going to be late.” Hearing Shen Shiwu’s sudden voice from outside, Jiang Siyi almost fell to her knees.
“Coming.” She replied, but hesitated at the door for a few seconds before finally opening it.
She slowly made her way downstairs. Shen Shiwu was already sitting at the dining table, waiting. Seeing the girl’s head down, her expression slightly flustered, she chuckled. “Why are you suddenly so afraid of me?”
Jiang Siyi shuffled to her seat, feeling guilty, and didn’t reply, focusing on her food instead. After a couple of bites, she noticed something was off—
Why was it so quiet? Where was the housekeeper?
Shen Shiwu saw through her thoughts and said casually, “I made breakfast.”
“And I’m driving you to and from school today.”
Jiang Siyi was stunned. “Why?”
“Wu Ying has something to do, and her mother has to go with her. As for Auntie Wang, there was a fire at her neighbor’s house, and she had to go help.”
“???”
Shen Shiwu spoke calmly, without missing a beat, her fingers tapping the table rhythmically.
Jiang Siyi took a bite of her fried egg, knowing it was pointless to question the inconsistencies in her story. “Okay.”
She usually didn’t have much of an appetite in the morning, but today she ate most of her breakfast. Although she didn’t want to admit it, Shen Shiwu’s cooking was delicious.
As for why she didn’t want to admit it…
Because the more skills Shen Shiwu displayed, the more ridiculous she felt.
The memories of last night flooded her mind, and Jiang Siyi suddenly lost her appetite. She put down her chopsticks, wiped her mouth with a napkin, and said, “Let’s go.”
Sitting in the passenger seat of Shen Shiwu’s car, Jiang Siyi felt like needles were pricking her, so she pretended to sleep, at least to hide her discomfort.
The car slowly stopped at the school gate. Several students rode past on their electric scooters. Jiang Siyi pretended to just wake up and was about to grab her backpack and rush out of the car when she heard a click—
The car doors were locked.
“You still have eleven minutes before you’re late. Take your time.”
What is she trying to do?
Is she going to settle the score from last night?
A thousand possibilities flashed through Jiang Siyi’s mind.
“Xiao Si,” the other woman suddenly called her nickname, “you seem to be a little afraid of me, since last night.”
As expected.
Jiang Siyi retracted her hand from the door handle and slumped back in her seat, feigning nonchalance, but her heart was pounding.
It was just a confession, and I ran away!
She fidgeted with her sleeve, thinking, Scold me, hit me, do whatever you want. If you want to abandon me… that’s fine too.
She was an adult now.
She could take care of herself.
But it still hurt…
Jiang Siyi felt like a criminal awaiting sentencing, waiting for the other woman’s next words.
“You don’t have to be embarrassed or afraid.” Shen Shiwu rested her head on one hand and looked at her sideways.
The girl thought these were words of comfort after a gentle rejection.
She forced a smile. “Mm, I know.”
Many students were passing by, and a car parked at the school gate was conspicuous. Just as she was about to say she had to get out of the car, Shen Shiwu extended her hand.
Her slender, pale fingers held a letter.
Another click.
The car doors unlocked.
Jiang Siyi didn’t look closely, thinking it was the love letter from Yang Yi, and her face stiffened even more. “I don’t like her. You can keep it.”
She was about to get out of the car.
Her feet finally touched the ground, and she was about to sprint towards the school gate when her backpack was lightly tugged.
The letter was handed to her again from behind.
The surroundings were noisy. With only six minutes left before she was late, many students were rushing into the school, eating breakfast as they went, calling out greetings to their classmates.
Jiang Siyi sensed something, but she wasn’t sure.
Finally, she heard the woman behind her speak softly, “Sorry, this is my love letter.”
Shen Shiwu’s voice wasn’t loud, and afraid she wouldn’t hear clearly, she leaned closer. The car shielded them from view.
Jiang Siyi was completely stunned.
Some wishes she had once considered delusional seemed to be coming true on this ordinary Friday morning.
Even the usually biting winter wind felt gentle.
She took the letter, her hand trembling slightly.
“Is this… for me?” Jiang Siyi asked tentatively.
Shen Shiwu pinched her cheek. “If it’s not for you, is it for Xu Yuan?”
The warm breath on her cheek made the girl freeze. As if afraid the other woman would suddenly change her mind, she quickly took the letter.
“I, I’m going to be late, I have to go.”
With that, she ran into the school, her face flushed, not daring to look back.
Shen Shiwu watched the girl’s retreating figure, noticing her slender frame even under the thick winter uniform.
She frowned and messaged the housekeeper, asking her to buy more meat for dinner. She wouldn’t need to cook, as she would do it herself.
Just as she was about to get back into the car, someone called out to her—
“Hello, are you here to drop off your younger sister too?”
The woman, dressed in a black padded jacket, seemed to be around her age.
Concerned about Jiang Siyi, who hadn’t graduated yet, and afraid of affecting her, Shen Shiwu swallowed the words “girlfriend.”
She didn’t reply, about to walk around the woman and open the car door, when the other woman finally revealed her intention. “Can I get your contact information?”
“I have a girlfriend.”
“Oh, really?”
Shen Shiwu stopped.
“My girlfriend is eighteen, beautiful, and has many admirers.”
“If you want to hear our love story, how we got together, I can tell you all about it.”
The woman was clearly taken aback and quickly waved her hand. “No, that’s okay. I, I’ll be going now.”
She quickly left.
Shen Shiwu was in a good mood, looking for someone to share her joy with, and felt a little disappointed.
She clicked her tongue and sighed.
***
A love letter.
A love letter from Shen Shiwu to her.
The bell rang, but Jiang Siyi didn’t go back to the classroom. Instead, she hid in the bathroom.
The bathroom light flickered dimly. She carefully opened the letter and unfolded the paper inside.
It was too dark to read clearly, and she felt frustrated, searching for better lighting. Finally, she made out the first line—
[To my dearest Xiao Si.]
She squatted on the floor, feeling lightheaded.
[It’s eleven o’clock at night. You should be asleep by now. Sweet dreams, and I hope you dream of me. I’ve been struggling for a long time, and I finally decided to express my feelings for you through this love letter.]
The light dimmed again. Damn it.
Exasperated, Jiang Siyi went out into the hallway to read, despite the risk of getting caught. Who cared about that at this moment!
[Love is the root of all emotions. I only recently understood this. I used to think that I cared about you only because your life has been so difficult. I didn’t think there was anything more to it.]
[But I was wrong. I care about you because I love you.]
Jiang Siyi’s throat tightened, and she swallowed, feeling a lump forming.
Just as she was about to wipe away her tears, a shout brought her back to reality—
“Jiang Siyi! What are you doing standing there?”
Oh no, Sister Bao.
She discreetly hid the letter in her sleeve and turned around, pretending nothing had happened. “I just went to the bathroom.”
“I don’t believe you.” Fu Jing marched towards her, her hand outstretched. “Give it to me!”
“What?”
“I saw you holding something! Don’t pretend!”
Half an hour later, Shen Shiwu, having just arrived at the office, received another call from Fu Jing. The difference was that this time, she felt a little guilty.
“A love letter.” She waved her hand, signaling for her employees to leave. “It’s normal, since Xiao Si is an adult now.”
Sensing the silence on the other end, she added, “But dating isn’t advisable.”
Fu Jing, seeing that Jiang Siyi refused to show her the contents of the letter, gave up after a while and said into the phone, “Of course it’s not advisable! What if it affects her studies?”
Then she lowered her voice. “Jiang Siyi’s guardian, I think she’s really dating someone this time.”
“Why do you say that?”
“She showed me the other letters before, but this time, she refused to let me see the contents. Although I shouldn’t invade her privacy, I’m doing this for her future.”
Shen Shiwu was unusually silent.
Thinking of Jiang Siyi being scolded alone in the office, she turned off her computer. “I should go over there again.”
Half an hour later, the classic scene replayed.
Jiang Siyi stood while the other two sat. Shen Shiwu pulled over a chair for her, but she refused to sit, saying she preferred standing.
Actually, she was a little shy and didn’t dare to sit next to Shen Shiwu.
“Jiang Siyi’s guardian, what do you think?”
“Mm, I also think she’s probably dating someone.” She turned to Jiang Siyi and asked, “Are you?”
The girl, caught off guard, was flustered.
Asking me? Don’t you know?
She gave up and said defiantly, “Yes.”
“I am.”
Shen Shiwu nodded thoughtfully, while Fu Jing almost jumped out of her seat.
“Jiang Siyi! You know you’re about to take the college entrance exam, and you’re dating at such a crucial time! Which class is she in? I’ll find her!”
No need to search, she’s right in front of you.
Jiang Siyi thought silently.
Shen Shiwu simply smiled faintly and said seriously, “Don’t worry, teacher. As long as I’m here, she won’t be able to date.”
Heh, keep pretending.
You fickle woman, I’ll throw this love letter in your face!
Jiang Siyi gritted her teeth, but facing Fu Jing, she could only promise, “Don’t worry, teacher. I’ll break up with her.”
“Not only do you have to break up, but you also have to improve your ranking by dozens of places in the final exam. Otherwise, with your current score, how are you going to take the college entrance exam?”
Jiang Siyi nodded listlessly.
A long time passed, so long that she thought the world was about to end, before the conversation finally concluded.
Leaving the office, Shen Shiwu started walking downstairs, and Jiang Siyi followed. The woman turned around and smiled. “What, are you going to follow me to the office and skip school?”
Oh, right.
Jiang Siyi had almost gotten used to it and quickly stopped.
“So…” Shen Shiwu met her gaze. “Is our Xiao Si going to agree? Or agree, then break up?”
“Agree! I won’t break up, I won’t.”
She spoke quickly and urgently, a hint of fear in her expression.
Everyone was in class, and no one was around. Shen Shiwu leaned closer. “Then will Xiao Si promise me something?”
“Mm, I promise.”
She was in a good mood, even after being scolded, so she would agree to anything.
This made Shen Shiwu chuckle.
“Promise me you’ll study hard and improve your score in the final exam.”
“Can you do that, my girlfriend?”