Chapter 9
“Xiao Si, are you still watching TV? There’s thunder, turn it off quickly. Mommy will be home soon.”
The image of her mother in her memory had gradually faded. The most vivid memory she had was of an urn.
“Mommy…”
Murmuring, Jiang Siyi opened her tear-filled eyes. Her vision was still blurry when she was pulled into a warm embrace.
“Xiao Si, I’m sorry, I came home late today.”
Shen Shiwu gently patted her back, her movements soothing.
Damn, she saw me crying.
Jiang Siyi sniffed, quickly pulled away from her embrace, and wiped her face haphazardly.
“It’s, it’s nothing. It’s normal to be busy with work.” She feigned indifference and got out of bed to wash her face, trying to save face. “I wasn’t crying. I just caught a cold from not having the blanket on.”
A cold that made her eyes swell up like lightbulbs.
Shen Shiwu smiled helplessly and simply nodded. “Mm, you weren’t crying.”
Splashing cold water on her face, she finally felt more awake. Jiang Siyi stared at herself in the mirror for a long time before going downstairs.
Shen Shiwu was asking the housekeeper where the cold medicine was when she saw Jiang Siyi coming down. She put the call on speakerphone.
“The cold medicine? It’s in the kitchen, left cabinet, third shelf.”
The girl froze mid-step, then immediately turned to run back upstairs.
“Where are you running off to?” Hanging up the phone, Shen Shiwu quickly caught her wrist. “If you’re sick, you should take your medicine.”
“…”
After some smooth talking, Jiang Siyi managed to avoid the medicine. It was then that she realized it was only six o’clock.
“Didn’t you say you’d be home late?”
Shen Shiwu had been in a meeting, busy, and had squeezed in the time to make that call, naturally not noticing anything amiss.
However, the moment she returned to her office, looking at the terrible weather outside, she suddenly remembered what her mother had said:
“Your Auntie Jiang passed away on a stormy day…”
She paused mid-sip, then rushed home without even grabbing her coat.
“Isn’t it good that older sister came home early to be with you?”
Jiang Siyi didn’t reply, then mumbled after a few seconds, “Work is important.”
Smiling, again.
The girl simply turned her side, presenting the back of her head to the woman.
“Don’t worry, all my meetings are over.” Just then, the doorbell rang; it must be the housekeeper arriving to prepare dinner. Shen Shiwu patted Jiang Siyi’s head reassuringly as she went to open the door.
The girl, appeased by the gesture, finally turned around.
“Miss, I’m sorry, I’m late today because of the rain.” The housekeeper closed her umbrella and apologized.
“It’s okay.”
Before the dishes were served, Shen Shiwu watched Jiang Siyi playing on her phone and asked, “Where’s your homework?”
“I forgot to bring it.”
“I’ll go with you to get it tomorrow.”
“…I’m going back to school tomorrow.”
The woman tapped the table. “You’re a privileged day student now.”
Oh, right.
Jiang Siyi was amazed by her efficiency. “Sister Bao agreed? What did she say?”
“She told me to sign you up for one-on-one tutoring.”
Then I might as well stay at the dorm!
Jiang Siyi shook her head. “I’m not good at studying. Tutoring is a waste of money.”
“Your essays are excellent, which means you’re smart, you just don’t want to study.”
Hearing this, the girl pretended to be looking down, but secretly listened intently.
After all, she was willing to accept compliments.
Why did you stop? Keep praising me.
Jiang Siyi, not hearing anything more, cleared her throat and mumbled, “Mm.”
Still nothing.
The girl finally looked up and said, “Oh.”
Shen Shiwu was watching her, her chin resting on her hand.
Jiang Siyi glanced at her, then looked away, saying flatly, “My essays are good, but that’s about it.”
“There’s always a chance.” The woman’s voice was gentle. “You learn a little, and maybe another subject will improve too.”
Jiang Siyi listened, and surprisingly, she found it made sense.
This was strange.
Because this thought had never occurred to her in her seventeen years of life.
Shen Shiwu’s words seemed to have a magical power, able to nudge her back on track little by little.
After a long moment, Jiang Siyi nodded, her hair swaying slightly.
Her voice was low. “Then… then I’ll try.”
Shen Shiwu finally felt relieved.
She gently praised, “Good girl.”
***
Unfortunately, the “good girl” slept soundly the next day, showing a tendency to sleep her life away.
“Xiao Si, Wu Ying will be here soon.”
Shen Shiwu’s voice came from outside the door, gently urging her to wake up. She was holding a tray of breakfast.
Wu Ying was the housekeeper’s daughter. She was happy to tutor Jiang Siyi, as it allowed her to review her own knowledge and earn some money. It was a win-win situation.
Jiang Siyi finally sat up.
She mumbled a response, rubbing her eyes as she got out of bed to wash up.
Meanwhile, Wu Ying, with a simple ponytail and dressed in her school uniform, sat nervously on the sofa. Shen Shiwu poured them both some water. “Sorry, Siyi gets up early at school, so she sleeps in a bit more on weekends.”
“It’s okay, it’s okay.” The housekeeper waved her hand. “Miss, you don’t have to pour water for us.”
Jiang Siyi rushed downstairs as quickly as possible.
“Say hello. This is Miss Jiang.” The housekeeper nudged her daughter, who finally reacted. “Hello, my name is Wu Ying.”
“I’m Jiang Siyi.”
“Come sit.”
Seeing the girl standing still, Shen Shiwu patted the sofa beside her.
“Every Saturday this semester, Wu Ying will come over to supervise your homework and help you with your studies.”
Jiang Siyi nodded, saying she understood.
Then she asked, “Does that include today?”
“Why wouldn’t it?”
“Oh,” she touched her nose. “I thought today was Sunday…”
This made all three of them laugh.
Shen Shiwu tapped her head. “You…”
“Breakfast is on the table. Go upstairs and do your homework after you eat.”
“We’re about the same age, so you can call me Xiao Ying. Can I call you Xiao Si?” Back in the room, Wu Ying was visibly more relaxed.
“Sure.” Jiang Siyi readily agreed and pointed to another chair. “Sit here.”
Then she picked up her schoolbag from the corner, unzipped it, and rummaged through it, finally finding two pitiful worksheets.
She smoothed the wrinkled papers and soon started to feel sleepy.
Half the day passed. Wu Ying diligently explained the basics, while Jiang Siyi furrowed her brow, racking her brain, before finally letting out a long sigh and slumping onto the desk, defeated.
In the afternoon, during the half-hour break, Wu Ying, knowing her essays were excellent, brought up the topic.
“My cousin works at a publishing house abroad. If you’re interested in writing in the future, you can try submitting your work.”
Jiang Siyi, initially uninterested, suddenly looked up.
“I can submit my work?”
“Of course. I’ll send you the email address.”
Hearing the notification sound from her phone, Jiang Siyi checked the message and, to be safe, copied the email address into her notes.
Perhaps because of this, she was exceptionally focused for the rest of the afternoon. Although she still didn’t fully understand everything, she at least tried her best.
When Wu Ying left, she comforted her, “It’s okay, it’s just the first lesson. It’s already impressive that you understand some of it.”
Jiang Siyi felt a little embarrassed.
She watched as Wu Ying opened the door and followed them downstairs to see them off.
During their conversation, she learned that Wu Ying was a few months older than her, so she politely said, “Goodbye, older sister!”
Wu Ying turned around. “Bye, Xiao Si.”
Jiang Siyi closed the door after they left. Before she could turn around, she bumped into something.
Well, it seemed to be a person.
Shen Shiwu had silently gotten up from the sofa and approached her like a ghost.
“So our Xiao Si knows how to call someone ‘older sister’.”
Heh, politely calling someone ‘older sister’ and you’re already getting sarcastic.
Is it necessary to be so snarky?
Jiang Siyi moved to the side before turning around. “Yeah, can’t I?”
After saying that, she felt a little guilty, because she had never called Shen Shiwu that before.
Shen Shiwu seemed to sigh softly.
“Come on, let’s eat.”
She walked to the dining table and pulled out a chair for her.
Jiang Siyi stared at her back, silent for a few seconds, then walked over and sat down.
She had initially wanted to invite Wu Ying and her mother to stay for dinner, but they had said they had something to do. The dining table was silent, almost eerily so.
Usually, Shen Shiwu would start a conversation, asking Jiang Siyi about school or how she slept, but today, she was silent, focusing on her meal.
Jiang Siyi hummed inwardly, the sound of her eating growing louder, her chopsticks deliberately clinking against the bowl. If her mother were still alive, she would definitely be scolded.
But Shen Shiwu always let her do as she pleased.
She believed there was no need to constantly restrict a child. Life should be lived freely.
So Jiang Siyi gave up and continued eating quietly with her head down.
“Finished?” The other woman finally spoke.
The girl nodded, and her bowl and chopsticks were taken away.
Hiss, is Shen Shiwu really angry?
Jiang Siyi sat in her chair, hugging her knees, lost in thought, even more focused than when she was solving math problems.
“Let’s go upstairs. I’ll check your homework.”
While she was still pondering, the other woman emerged from the kitchen and said this.
Damn.
Jiang Siyi reluctantly stood up and trudged upstairs like a zombie.
The two worksheets in her bag were almost completed, thanks to Wu Ying’s guidance. Although they were covered in red marks, she had at least corrected her mistakes.
However, the extra homework Wu Ying had assigned… well, she hadn’t done a single problem.
“I didn’t have time to do it. She gave me this worksheet right before she left.”
“Don’t I need to eat?”
“Are you sure?” Shen Shiwu’s voice trailed off.
“…”
Jiang Siyi touched her nose guiltily, still stubbornly insisting, “Yes.”
“Children who lie will get extra homework.” Even her threats were delivered in an incredibly gentle tone.
I’ve been rebellious for so many years, and you think you can threaten me?
Jiang Siyi was naturally unconvinced in her heart.
But when she met the woman’s gaze, her usually unyielding back slowly bent.
She lowered her head.
“I’m not so sure anymore.”